Father of the Fallen Angels

Every angel has a Father, but since my first fell, I have followed only him. ((Related RP blog to Scott at lonelybrokencreature. Same mun.))

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

“Good, but often times in the way that something good saddens you because you cannot have it.” He chuckles a bit humorlessly. “Yes, that would make me God, though I prefer to be called Father.”

[animaimperfecta]

“Well, the world wasn’t made to have everything you wanted without looking and fighting for it now, is it?” Chuck shrugged, not truly sure what Father was speaking about while, at the same time, not knowing whether he actually wanted to know. “Father, then,” he frowned slightly, “ain’t it odd being called that in bed?”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

He smiles broadly, his face changing as he does so, the air about him becoming more humorous. "I know, for I made it. And no, I do not find it awkward, they usually shift very easily into "daddy" which I find works quite well."

[mostadorableangel-deactivated20]

lonelybrokencreature Began Following Samandriel and Nebula

[mostadorableangel-deactivated20]

“How could you…” He looked at Scott, barely being able to take his eyes off Father. Immediately he looked back at his Father. There had been nothing he has wanted more in his short angel life than to meet their Father and now that he was there Samandriel didn’t know what to do at all. “Why would you think he’s an annoyance?”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

"We have spent many millions of years together, just him and I, and he finds it less than stimulating." Father smiles and shakes the young angel's hand, tickled that he keeps staring. "Tell me, young man, ignore that bitter old fool there and tell me about what it is you do in heaven."

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Ah, here it is, the little mercenary who strains on my son's mind and heart.

[bloodforthecause-archive]

“…Alone? Would you like me to have felt alone because of your failures? No. I have not been alone for a long time now. I have brothers and sisters and your son. But you created man to love you and I do not feel that either.”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

"Created man to love me? I did not create man to feel anything, that was something unseen that I could not control, something that slid itself into their bodies, something I cannot explain. I never intended to be known."

[animaimperfecta]

“Hmm, as long as they were good things, I suppose all is well,” Chuck said with a small shrug, giving Father an amused smile. “If you’re Scott’s father, wouldn’t that make you…God?” It was preferable not to talk about himself, and it was a justified question after all, considering that Scott was an angel. And a demon.

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

"Good, but often times in the way that something good saddens you because you cannot have it." He chuckles a bit humorlessly. "Yes, that would make me God, though I prefer to be called Father."

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Ah, here it is, the little mercenary who strains on my son's mind and heart.

[bloodforthecause-archive]

Barsad stood his ground perhaps out of sheer defiance, maybe out of a need to self preserve (its not everyday you piss off the creator of the universe and honestly this is a new high for him) but probably a mixture of both. “If not your fault then whose?” He asks, his voice deadly calm. “I know my own actions were mine to choose, but there were paths set before me carved by an unseen hand, so whose was it?”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

"MUST THERE BE A SINGLE PERSON TO BLAME?" His voice roars forth, angry and unforgiving. "WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU PUNY BRAIN TO UNDERSTAND THAT THERE IS A FORCE I DO NOT CONTROL, DID NOT INTENTIONALLY CREATE, ONE OF PURE CHANCE THAT GUIDES YOU?! DO YOU FEEL ALONE KNOWING THAT I HAVE NO HAND IN YOUR PATH?"

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

You are Hamon, are you not?

[westernwerewolf-archive]

“I do know, hell my expectations for life are low as well. I’ve had nothing but shit thrown my way since two thousand and two and the one good thing is that alcoholic. I know he’s lived how ever fucking long and I don’t doubt that he has been through a lot. He just doesn’t talk about it and yeah I don’t talk about my past either…” He took a second to catch his breath and run his hand through his hair. “I want to tell him everything and nothing but only if he asks because frankly I don’t know where to start. Sorry for rambling to you…”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

"Do not fear rambling, I find conversation exciting." Father smiles warmly at him to encourage him. "I can tell you that, from my own experience, he will not ask. He does not ask because he feels he should know. It is a classically male problem that I find quite amusing to see developed in him. Yet still, he will not ask, and he will not speak because he feels you would not care. In fact, not even that, simply that he feels it would be perceived as whining."

[ofrabbitsandrogues]

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

Neil Gaiman (via ofrabbitsandrogues)

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Ah, here it is, the little mercenary who strains on my son's mind and heart.

[bloodforthecause-archive]

“Creator of all, perfecter of none. Should I thank you for Scott’s life, that you allowed him to live the way he did, so that even now he cannot stand to be loved without the assurance that I wont leave him. Or, since I suppose, I should stay out of family affairs, I could ask you why Alex had to be the one to die. Why was my brother and sister abandoned as children in hell on earth? You dont have answers for me. You have nothing for me, and I do not wish to discuss anything with you.” Barsad knew he should be holding his tongue but he was never any good at that. This was God though, his…maker. He should know him then, know that he wouldnt back down, couldnt bow.

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

As the other begins to talk, spouting only anger and disappointment to him, unwilling to understand the blame is not his own entirely, his face changes, morphs as his rage takes over. "Oh you are so keen to blame me for all of your problems! You are so quick to lay blame on something you feel to be substantial! So forbid it that when I took my hands out of a burnt pie, I truly left it to Chaos and sheer luck! All you humans are just as pathetic as the next, you put me on a pedestal and then throw rocks and rotten tomatoes at me and hope something will stick! It is not my fault Scott had lived the life he has, and it is not my fault it has not been worse! And yet here you stand, insisting that because I could have control, I have had that control, and I have been so completely useless with it!"

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Ah, here it is, the little mercenary who strains on my son's mind and heart.

[bloodforthecause-archive]

Barsad hesitated for a moment knowing in his heart that if Scott himself, his angel, was real then so too much his Father God and still he scratched through his beard thoughtfully. This man, with no threatening appearance, nothing to intimidate him with could not be God. “I kill swifter when strangers hold the names of people I love. Who are you?”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Father could see the calculation in his mind, could see that he was considering the truth, but not quite believing it. "You said it yourself, he is my son and so I am his Father. Not just his father but the Father which created him and subsequently everything to follow. My son is troubled, but around you, his troubles are more desirable and less dangerous."

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Ah, here it is, the little mercenary who strains on my son's mind and heart.

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[bloodforthecause-archive]

“I have strained many hearts, ripped my fair share free. Which son is yours?”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

"My son is Scott." He smiles softly.

[mostadorableangel-deactivated20]

lonelybrokencreature Began Following Samandriel and Nebula

[dicktouching]

“That’s more like it. My angel name is Ariel. Before you were made, before any other angel was made, there was me, made by Father. After that, I made the rest of the angels until I… had to leave.”

[mostadorableangel-deactivated20]

“Ariel…” He tried to remember anything about an angel named Ariel, “I know an Ariel but it isn’t you. Wow, so you’ve met Father, that must have been an experience.” He always had wanted to meet God, not many had gotten to and Samandriel really wanted to meet the person he looked up to the most, but now that he had left Heaven it would be impossible. “Leave?That doesn’t sound very nice.”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Hearing and seeing through Scott this young angel, Father could not help himself. The young boy's Grace felt as honest and pure as he had felt it in a long time, and truly could not help it. He appears out of nowhere next to Scott, or Ariel as this boy knows him, and smiles. "My boy, he has done more than met me. In fact, you might say he is quite irritated by my constant presence. So you are Samandriel? They have made more angels since I left, I see. A pleasure." He holds out his hand for the young angel to shake. "You may call me Father."

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

A lovely day, is it not?

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

theshortbusblonde replied to your post: Ah, Chuck and Ruby. Come now, there has been a great deal told to me about the two of you.

Yeah? Who did you hear it from?

Scott, of course.

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

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theshortbusblonde

Ah, Chuck and Ruby. Come now, there has been a great deal told to me about the two of you.

[animaimperfecta]

Chuck eyed the man curiously, head tilting to the side. “Only good things, I hope.” He gave the other a smile. “Well, you know who I am, so…who are you?”

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

"Only good and lonely things, I assure you. You may call me Father, for that is what I am. Especially to Scott."

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Tony Stark, I believe?

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[fatherofthefallen-blog]

*smiles a little fondly* Mycroft.

[governmentofficial]

Yes…

I hope that you’re aware that I’m only half listening to you right now. In my eyes, you’re either a religious crazy person, or a man I don’t believe in. Either way I don’t see why I should listen to you.

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

Oh I am well aware. I knew from Scott that you were one who did not believe in me. Yourself and your brother, as I recall. Unfortunately, I am not something that will go away simply because you do not believe in it. I am real.

[governmentofficial]

Oh. Scott. I like Scott. He’s a little odd, but he’s nice.

Perhaps not. Although, I am quite good at pretending things don’t exist, so I will just continue to do that I guess.

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

He is allowed to be odd, I created him nearly four and a half billion years ago, many millions of which he has lived with humans, and not the best of them. Now, why is it you think ignoring me will work? I am still here.

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

You are Hamon, are you not?

[westernwerewolf-archive]

“I want to talk and I know he does to but I feel like if we do neither of us actually will. I want to tell him a few things but I don’t know how he’ll take some of it.” 

[fatherofthefallen-blog]

He nods softly, crossing his arms and getting a vaguely thoughtful look. "He's been thinking about that lately, as I recall. You should know that his expectations of life are... low. For as long as he has lived, he has experience more than you would expect of an alcoholic shut in. What is it you wish to tell him?"