cursed.

𝚒 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚍.

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#𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 — this is a selective, MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE, heavily headcanon based, CANON DIVERGENT, and low activity writing blog for 𝐣𝐢𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐫 of 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬.

a study of: grief, atoning for ones sins, broken birds, cowboy cops, the mourning after, over protective dads, being the curse, & survivor’s guilt.

as taken care of by MOLLY(mauk) !  [ 30. PST. she/they. ] est. oct. 2018 - reboot sept. 2024

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low activity right now because life is hitting me like a fucking freight train and the seasonal depression is in full effect 🥴

jim might as well be my own oc at this point. all divergence hcs will be tagged under “ divergence. ”

these posts are very important to my jim, so it’s actually kind of imperative that you read them 🥲

sometimes iconless sometimes not. depends on the mood, man.

if u kno my real name, no u don’t.

any and all au’s will be placed here !

featured verses:

divergence ! my main verse. instead of being kidnapped by the russians, jim escapes through the gate and survives in the Upside Down for eight months. when he gets back, he is much skinnier given he lacked the proper nutrition, and he’s a lot more jumpy.

possessed jim ! it started back in k*mchatka. when murray had burned the demodogs, the weakened shadow monster had fled their bodies and slithered its way into jim, resulting in a very lack luster reaction to it––a simple sneeze, before jim slices the demogorgon’s head off. weeks later after he’s arrived in hawkins, he gets the same feeling will does when he feels the mind flayer––or even vecna around. but brushes it off to the odd cold weather they’ve been having lately. then he has a nightmare, and....i’ll let you find out the rest for yourself.

as a flayed host, his orders aren’t to continue converting people. his orders are to weaken defenses. gaslight them into believing he would never say their deepest fears to them in the middle of a conversation. drive them bat shit crazy. the mind flayer is pissed. and rather than kill everyone, it wants to torture everyone. slowly. agonizingly. painfully.

post season 4 ! jim is trying his hardest to pull it together, but he can’t help the looming feeling of death right around the corner with the upside down coming to the real world. his town isn’t the same, and it never will be. but he’ll be damned if he doesn’t do everything in his power to try and save it.

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EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP oH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

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#𝚣𝚊𝚞𝚗𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛— a study of betrayal, becoming the thing you hate, over protective dads, sacrifice, and doing anything and everything for your ambitions.

𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘬.

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i know i said i was going to do things last monday but it has been too stupid hot to do any god damn thing so i am going to wait until it cools down so i can think straight to write

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#𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 — a study of: grief, atoning for ones sins, being the curse, & survivor's guilt.

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in other news, and this is Not just because i am listening to jazz—

jim loves listening to jazz during autumn. only time he’ll listen to it. also when he’s alone. just smokin a cig. drinkin some whiskey on the porch. in his wooden rocking chair his grandfather made. yeah. that’s the life.

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like this for a starter so it gives me something to do tomorrow ? 🫡

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it's already 73 and it's only noon...........help

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#𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 — a study of: grief, atoning for ones sins, being the curse, & survivor's guilt.

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new url for the month of october 🥰

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oops disappeared bc i started watching cr*tical role again and working earlier in the day

be back monday !!!

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✧･ﾟ: *Dɪsᴇɴᴄʜᴀɴᴛᴍᴇɴᴛ Sᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇ Sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀs

A Princess, an Elf, and a Demon Walk into a Bar

❝ Hope you got your beauty sleep. ❞

❝ Anything’s safer than guarding that prince/ss! ❞

❝ You’ve had your fun. Now it’s time to get married. ❞

❝ You wanna switch places? ❞

❝ I’m actually hoping for death, thanks though. ❞

❝ Did you make sure to add extra frosting? ❞

❝ I just wanted to have a last bit of fun before the happiest day of my life. ❞

❝ Great I have to wear this crazy veil and pretend I’m a virgin? ❞

❝ I thought that I’d get married for true love, or because I was wasted. ❞

❝ You ever wish you could live in a place where people are really truly happy? ❞

❝ ___, it’s like you don’t appreciate your assembly-line job. ❞

❝ Yeah, singing while you work’s not happiness. It’s mental illness. ❞

❝ Ugh! I’m sick of being happy all the time. ❞

❝ Just once I wish…I wish I could go somewhere where people are miserable. ❞

❝ ___ you are hereby curse from the deepest depths of the underworld! ❞

❝ A weird ghost guy is attacking and complimenting me. ❞

❝ Ghosts are losers that got murdered. ❞

❝ Get used to it, cause you are stuck with me for all eternity. ❞

❝ Just because I’m not jolly all the time doesn’t make me a weirdo. ❞

❝ It’s like you do the slightest thing here, and everyone freaks out. ❞

❝ It’s like they all have peppermint sticks up their asses. ❞

❝ And that, my friend, is how one returns a gift. ❞

❝ If you don’t calm down, this is gonna be a long forever. ❞

❝ Don’t you want to see the outside world? ❞

❝ I don’t know why we keep that lever there. ❞

❝ Scribeldy-scrobeldy-screw the Jolly Code! ❞

❝ I wanna taste something other than sweetness. I wanna cry salty tears, learn bitter truths. I wanna take a big, meaty bite out of life and dip it in mustard! ❞

❝ Mustard, vinegar, anchovies? These are the ravings of fools. ❞

❝ I’d rather die a big death than live a small life. ❞

❝ Wow, for the first time in my life I feel completely calm and—-AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ❞

❝ I’m a prince/ss. I can’t do my own bidding. ❞

❝ You know that little voice in your head that says to do the right thing? ❞

❝ So you’re like a terrible friend? ❞

❝ I never said I’m your friend. ❞

❝ Shame you’re a prince/ss and too dainty to do anything about it. ❞

❝ Well, I like war, but I wouldn’t say I love it. ❞

❝ How long is this gonna last? ❞

❝ Times when you really shouldn’t are exactly when you really should. ❞

❝ I was raised by a pack of drinking buddies. And I came out perfect. ❞

❝ I mean nobody knows anything for sure but if I talk with confidence you dopes will believe anything I say. ❞ 

❝ I’m just kicking back with my new cat. ❞

❝ I’m not here to answer cat questions. ❞

❝ Are you trying to make a jerk out of me? ❞

❝ Actually, I’d be fine if someone could just slide my head up a bit. ❞ 

❝ It was sweet of you to wreck my wedding, but you’re kind of slowing us down. ❞ 

❝ Well, it took all day, but I finally got my winnings. ❞ 

❝ Stand back, chumps. Watch as a non-chump chumps these chumps. ❞ 

❝ I’ve never had a nightmare. Is this one? ❞ 

❝ I have theory. Maybe they go up. ❞ 

❝ I won’t even dignify that with an upward glance.❞ 

❝ I’ve never heard of anything. ❞ 

❝ This is so helpful. How can we ever repay you? ❞

❝ Cool night air, sky full of stars….this sucks. How much further? ❞ 

❝ I would get rid of all the diseases plaguing mankind and replace them with worse ones. ❞ 

❝ Hey, s/he’s making fun of my dreams. That’s what friends do! ❞

❝ What’s this weird feeling I don’t want to drink away? ❞

❝ I’ll be entering your dreams tonight in the form of a laughing skull. ❞ 

❝ Yeah, that’s me. That’s me. I’m sorry. I’m sorry about that. ❞ 

❝ Well, now we know something we didn’t know yesterday. ❞ 

❝ I might as well give up and accept that I’ll never be anything more than a wealthy queen/king of a fabulous faraway kingdom. ❞ 

❝ You are beautiful and your skin is so soft, and your hair smells like butterscotch, but you’re wrong! ❞ 

❝ Pardon my language but destiny is baloney! ❞ 

❝ Your future is not foretold. It’s what you make of it. ❞           

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fall is tomorrow

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i just want to show you this beautiful piece of work from last night and how proud i am of myself bc this is the first time i’ve cooked a steak without my mom

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@nancewheelr said : " i'm not scared of you. "

the skinnier hopper looks almost unnatural as the shadows grow around him, facial features looking more angular, cheeks sunken in, jaw elongated, fingers looking almost sharper, elongated with the shadows. all this for but a mere moment before he returns back to looking normal. he tilts his head ever so slightly, a sickening smile tugging at his lips. " good. makes this more fun. "

he sits across from her, twisting the chair around and spreading his legs, arms wrapping around the back of the chair. the musty smell of mildew in the shack permeates the air he inhales. " you know she was alive for quite some time down there ? " he lights a cigarette. exhales the smoke in her face, purposefully. " even after we rescued will. i saw her. when i was stuck. she wondered why you gave up on her. tsk. " shakes his head. " i can hear her now. begging me to take her with me. "

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Nancy knows nearly out the gate this isn't Hopper, if only in the physical sense, but that doesn't stop the hair rising on the back of her neck at the almost grotesque smile. Blue eyes watch him like a wild rabbit watches a fox, the smell of the cabin full of mildew, only covered up directly in front of her with a pull of cigarette in her face. She coughs, waving her hands in front of her face to clear it, her eyes narrowing as the flayed Hopper finally speaks. Even at the shake of his head, he's trying to goad her, but he's saying things Nancy has already thought of herself.

"That's fucking bullshit," she sneers, hands slamming palm flat on the table. Her voice is sharp, nearly bouncing off the cabin walls, but there's a small enough waver at the end of it that the brunette couldn't hide. "You didn't see her, you goddamn liar! El saw her when she looked for Will, I remember that, because she kept yelling-" She stops herself, Nancy's face falling for a second as she remembers hearing El's voice call out:

"Gone, gone, gone!"

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he can hear the hitch in her breath. the falter in her tone of voice. he breathes in, deep the mental torture she inflicts upon herself. the mind flayer delights in it. jim merely cries out in his minds eye, watching. apologising. he leans in a bit over the table. waiting. listening. “ she *isn’t* gone, though. she’s been following you around down there, day after day. and you just gave up. ” he says almost in a whisper, cigarette hanging from his fingers.

was he lying? sure. her body rotted away with the rest of the town. it was only used as a vessel for more slugs for maybe a week. if only they had burned her body, perhaps there would be less demodogs. less demogorgons. he leans back. shrugs and inhales the cigarette again. “ but it doesn’t matter now. you’ll be joining her soon enough. ”

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this is a public service announcement in that i will love jim hopper until the day that i die.

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jim belts out good luck babe every chance he gets