I'm currently taking a break from studying for a report in my surgery class tomorrow morning. It's been a while since my last entry, I feel better now. The holidays were okay. I don't hate the holidays, it's a time for family and fellowship anyway but I don't necessarily like it either. Sometimes, the holidays trigger me—greetings, social gatherings, unavoidable and unnecessary small talk with people—it stresses me. Right now, I'm happy. Thankful too. And scared (I'm always scared, I worry too much that I worry about my worrying). But right now, as I type this entry, I'm happy. Because I've met him. I'm thankful for him. And perhaps I'm scared of losing him. The year's just getting started, I wonder what will happen.