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just sharing my thoughts ig | tw

[bpderanged]

I identify as family disappointment.

[favnightmares]

I am so lonely

you tell me I’m safe

you whisper I’m your little girl

and I look up to you

not able to tell you that u can’t safe me from all the darkness hiding in the shadows longing for my bones

cz she’s so similar to the one existing within me

[favnightmares]

why r we forced to experience the beauty of letting go

tell me how can you accept that I’ll be gone by september

cz I’m dealing with some major heartache rn

[favnightmares]

I may be your “babe”

but I was his beautiful nightmare

u can’t compete

don’t even try

[favnightmares]

shut up. shut the FUCK up for fucking once.

[favnightmares]

there’s no space for me in this world

I don’t belong here

no time left to live

no dreams that’d keep me going

no person worth my presence

no drvg hard enough to take my pain

I think as I slit my wrists

[favnightmares]

so hilarious how a message from my plvg changes my mood from depressed to manic within seconds wth

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graduated, summer, free time, functions, a boy, losing weight and still I’m so f** depressed I literally would choose to die over a future

I can’t take this anymore

everything since the day of my birth seems to lay so f**ing heavy on my heart

what’s wrong with me ?

[favnightmares]

I smoke cigs on end and I cut and I burn and I starve and I throw up and throw up again but I haven’t even eaten anything I just feel so sick to my stomach

[favnightmares]

I just remember and remember and remember and remember and then I relapse and relapse and relapse

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I hate everything about that town but sometimes I remember one of those spontaneous nights when we used to sit in my hgs fast car smoke pink joints out the window stare at the stars as they were passing us by. and I remember sometimes we laughed so hard and our laughter felt as if the world was suddenly healing

[favnightmares]

I feel like I‘m drowning and I tell u

I tell u

but you keep pushing my head underwater

till I‘m choking~ I‘m splitting

and then u tell me I‘m crazy

[favnightmares]

why’d u cut my wings

[favnightmares]

I‘m so tired

let me sleep

cz rn I‘m even haunted in my dreams

[violettes4roses]

[favnightmares]

at least I’m as deep as the sea already haha

[ars0nsblog]

Me :>

[favnightmares]

ig

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why r ppl telling me to stop doing drvgs when they’re lowk the only thing that stops me to vanish from this disgusting world?

I don’t have the strength to do smth else

I really don’t