You chase my nightmares away - ever since you and Aether fought the Raiden Shogun, your mind was plagued by nightmares. Maybe coming back to Liyue harbor and meeting the ex lord of geo will help to ease them and your mind.
Arataki Itto -
memories of falling beans - People who bullied Itto when he was a teenager came back to Inazuma city for a festival. Your boyfriend tells you all about the group who bullied him but he finds out that you were a part of that group once.
Marvel and Criminal mind writing bellow, not writing that at the moment.
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Bucky Barnes :
Get you out: After he escaped the Hydra, Bucky has a lot of nightmares. When he has a weird dream he asks Tony for help. He wants to find the girl from his dream because he thinks she helped with his escape.
Finally in my arms: Bucky comes back from a mission. He and his girlfriend take a bath together.
My love, my soulmate: Ever since Bucky escaped hydra, he didn’t want to think about his soulmate. His tattoo was always taunting him and he taught he would end up alone. When she came into the tower, he couldn’t stay away. something was pulling him to her. What is it?
Not quite a happy ending: Bucky and (Y/N) fled from the US to Romania and tried to live their happily ever after there. When they thought they were safe someone shows up and pulls them back to reality.
Time makes the heart grow fonder: Bucky wants to finish his list of amends. The problem? The last name on the list belongs to a woman whit whom he had a more romantic relationship during his time in Hydra.
Changed my mind: Thor is sick and he asked Loki to get him some Midgardian food. He went down to New York, where he met a girl and she helped him to cook food for his brother. Maybe Midgard isn’t so bad after all.
Changed my heart: (Pt. two to changed my mind) Loki and (Y/N) got a lot closer over the last year. But things change and different feelings start to come to the surface.
Two sides of the glass: Loki’s punishment for his New York attack is a cell in Avengers tower. But the worst torture is being away from his wife, who is stuck on Asgard. Will she find a way to get to him?
The same side of the glass: (sequel to two sides of the glass) Loki,(Y/N), and Thor try to find a way to get Loki out of the cell. Maybe Frigga can help.
It's just a little thunder: “You are scared of the thunder aren’t you?” you asked gently and Loki nodded quickly.
“Please don’t laugh at me,” he whispered and you shook your head.
“I would never do that, don’t worry,” You bent down and kissed his forehead.
Star wars and his girlfriend's shirt: Peter decided to take a break from patrolling for one night. He decided to spend it with his girlfriend, watching Star Wars.
Backseat rider: You and Peter have been friends for a long time, and he promised you the first ride in his car. When you come back from your Europe trip, MJ is sitting in the passenger side. The fact that you are in love with him doesn't really help.
Or: Peter promised you a ride in his car and his stupid plan fails because he is jealous.
Please come pick him up: After a hard case, Spencer and the team go get drunk to forget about it. Spencer gets drunk and this leads to (Y/N) accidentally meeting Derek.
Summary - People who bullied Itto when he was a teenager came back to Inazuma city for a festival. Your boyfriend tells you all about the group who bullied him but he finds out that you were a part of that group once.
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The sun slowly set down below the surface of the sea surrounding the nation of Inazuma and the last rays of its rays slipped into the room through the opened window.
You were laying in bed after a very tough day of running errands for Thoma who suddenly fell sick. You didn’t know how it was possible for him to do this every single day. The checklist of his responsibilities was longer than one of yours for the following three days.
Before you could think about your day more, the door to your bedroom slowly opened and your boyfriend walked in. You and Itto have been dating for a year and you couldn’t be happier. The energy that man radiated could brighten up your day.
He shuffled into the room and closed the door behind him. You sat up and smiled at him. He didn’t say anything, he only stripped down from his clothes, put on some sleeping pants, and plopped into the bed with a loud wheeze.
You furrowed your brows as you shuffled closer to him and put his head on your chest. He snuggled into it and breathed in your comforting smell. Both of you stayed quiet for some time before you spoke up.
“Tough day?” you asked and Itto nodded with his eyes closed. You sneaked your fingers into his long hair and scratched his scalp gently, just how you knew he liked it.
“There were some people mean to me, sent me back a couple of years,” he explained and you hummed in acknowledgment, telling him to go on.
“It was some little kids, they thought it would be funny to throw some beans at me, I quickly left,” He explained as he breathed heavily. It made sense now, why his breaths came out a lot harsher than usual, and why he let out that horrible wheeze when he got into bed.
“Oh, and did you tell them anything about that?” You asked carefully. You never really talked about his bean allergy. And to be honest, you didn’t really want to.
“No, I just left it just made me feel like when I was a teenager, there was this group that bullied me and threw beans at me every single day, granny Oni even tried to stop me from coming to Inazuma city because of them,” he explained and you breathed out sharply. This was the reason you didn’t want to bring up the allergy. You were a part of the group that bullied your, now boyfriend.
A few years back, when you were just a teenager, you got caught up with a bad group of kids. They caused mischief all over Inazuma city and always got in fights with the shogun’s army. At first, you thought that they were just a bunch of misunderstood kids. But after a few times of hanging out, you realized that that assumption wasn’t quite true. They always stole from shops, interrupted festivals, and destroyed the decorations.
You wanted to leave as soon as possible but you stayed with them. Mainly because you were scared of what they would do to people they bullied. They had a few people picked out who they teased and bullied in rotation. But then, there was Itto. The young Oni seemed to have bad luck when it came to your “friend group”. He was on their bullying radar every single day. There wouldn’t be a day where your group wouldn’t run around Inazuma city with beans tucked in your pants in search for Itto. You always wanted to stop them, tell them that what they did wasn’t right, that it could lead to hurting Itto permanently, but you never did. In fear that if they took it the wrong way, you wouldn’t be able to protect him from them.
By staying in the group, you protected him. It was always you who split up the rainfall of beans that fell on Itto’s head. You always told them that it’s enough and that you should move along. Even though there were some complaints, they all listened, mainly because the leader of the group had a huge crush on you. And that’s how you left the scene of the crime with the poor young Oni laying on the ground, trying to catch his breath.
You snapped yourself out of the little memory that played through your head and decided to bury it deep in the back of your mind.
“I’m so sorry love, I’m sure it must feel very bad, but it will get better, I promise,” you whispered into his hair as you squeezed him just a tiny bit tighter into you.
“Thanks, bug, it feels comforting to know that you are here with me and I’m not alone,” he smiled into your neck and whispered a quiet good night. And even though it was only about 8 pm, Itto fell asleep. You, on the other hand, couldn’t sleep for the rest of the night.
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Two weeks later, the talk you had that night totally left your mind. You were so excited to help with preparations for the upcoming festival in Inazuma city. You and Itto walked through the streets as he talked your ear off about something he did with his gang that same day. You tried your best to listen, you really did, but all you could focus on was the beautifully decorated street, and the people rushing to get their festival clothes, and the people, who bullied Itto walking towards you,
Wait, what? Your eyes bulged out of your eyes as you tried to get rid of the hallucination in front of you. But as you blinked multiple times in a row you realized the group walking your way was 100% real. Before you could say anything, you felt a tight grip on your hand. That was when you realized that Itto stopped talking and was looking in front of him with a frightened expression.
“Let’s get you out of here,” you mumbled to him before you quickly pulled him into one of the side streets. You didn’t waste any time and tracked your mind for the quickest way to get to your home.
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Itto was quiet the whole way home, he just stared at the ground or at you and that made you feel incredibly uneasy, he never stayed quiet for an extended period of time, it was just too long.
You closed the door behind him and led him towards the couch in the living room. He sat down and you crouched between his legs and cradled his face in your hands.
“Are you alright my love?” You asked softly and he nodded as he gazed into your eyes.
“Better now, thank you for getting me out of there,” he smiled softly and kissed your cheek.
“Of course, I didn’t want you to meet them if you are not ready,” you comforted but quickly cut yourself off. Fuck, he didn’t tell you who the people were.
Itto looked at you confused and tilted his head to the right side in confusion.
“How did you know?” Itto whispered and you sighed defeated.
“Just promise that you won’t get mad,” you whispered and he sat up straight.
“When I was a teenager, I got caught up with a bad group of kids,” you started and immediately saw Itto’s eyes widen, he knew where you were going with this little story of yours.
“They were terrible people who bullied people but especially, you,” you continued and Itto shook his head.
“I wanted to leave, I really did, but I couldn’t,” You started but he cut you off.
“Why didn’t you, why didn’t you leave, why did you let them do that to me?” he asked his eyes brimming with tears. You quickly gathered his face into your hands, but he quickly pulled away.
“Answer me, why didn’t you stop them?” He asked, a little louder this time.
“I don’t know if you remember but I did, I tried to stop them,” you took a deep breath before you continued.
“The leader had a crush on me, so everyone did what I told them to, every single time I tried to stop them from doing that to you, but he said that it is just too much fun. But he promised to stop when I thought it was too much, so every time, I counted to 15 and made them stop. I decided that 15 was a number that wasn’t too low. They always stopped, that’s why I never left, to protect you from them,” You explained quickly trying to let him know that you never wanted to hurt him.
He stared at you for a while before he spoke up.
“I didn’t know it was you, I always thought that it was just some hallucinations, just hope in the back of my mind, hope that someone will help me,” he explained as he stroked your cheek. You leaned into his hand and he smiled at you.
“Thank you for protecting me, for helping me,” he breathed out as he brushed his lips with your very gently.
“How about we watch the fireworks from here huh? No need for going outside,” Itto suggested and you furrowed your eyebrows.
“Are you sure, I knew you were very excited about the festival,” you pouted and he shook his head. A few of his hairs landed on his forehead and you quickly moved them away.
“Yes I’m sure, I want to spend the festival here, with you.” He smiled and pulled you in for another passionate kiss.
Summary - ever since you and Aether fought the Raiden Shogun, your mind was plagued by nightmares. Maybe coming back to Liyue harbor and meeting the ex lord of geo will help to ease them and your mind.
Warnings - talks of a fight, death, scars on arms,
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“Well, goodbye traveler, goodbye (Y/N), come back soon, thank you for your help,” Thoma waved as you boarded the crux. After defeating the Raiden shogun and getting rid of the vision hunt degree, you were finally ready to go back to Liyue harbor.
At first, the plan was to head to Sumeru immediately, but Paimon suggested that the three of you have some time off in your favorite city.
You have been traveling with Aether for quite some time. You met back in Monstadt when you decided to come along with him. Monstadt bored you, you spent your whole life there and decided to travel and find a new place to settle. You also promised Aether that before you would settle down, you would help him find his lost sister Lumine.
You spent a few months in Inazuma, cut from the rest of Teyvat, and now you were free to leave and hopefully not come back for some time. To say your time in Inazuma was traumatic would be an understatement.
The scars from fighting Ei and watching Signora get slashed by her blade were going to stay with you for a very long time. You also endured some physical scars on your body. The lengths of your arms were marked by scars that you endured in the fight with Ei. As the electricity from her attacks cursed through your body it left scars in the shapes of lightning behind.
“Of course Thoma, we will be back as soon as we can,” you called out and waved at him. As the crux left the Ritou, you finally let out a breath of relief. Maybe the nightmares will subdue, now that you won’t be there.
That was another thing you took from the fight with the electro archon. Nightmares, that didn’t let you rest properly. But Ei wasn’t the one in your nightmares. It seemed as if your brain made intrusive thoughts from the trauma you have endured in the last few months. Usually, it was the same nightmare all over again.
You were back in the port of Liyue harbor and it was night. The city was empty and when you looked closer, you realized it was deserted. The empty buildings were nearly falling apart and you were pretty sure you saw some remaining pieces of the jade chamber crashed in Mt. Tianheng. As you walked into the center of the city, a cloud of mist engulfed everything around you. You blindly walked through the city and somehow ended up at the Yujing Terrace.
The terrace was full of people standing at the circumference of the large space. There was a figure in the middle and when you walked closer, you realized it was Zhongli. God, you haven’t seen him in such a long time. You rushed towards him and as soon as you wrapped your arms around his waist, you were sent flying back. He summoned his polearm and turned it around a few times in his hand.
“Well look, it’s the traveler’s little helper,” he announced as he walked towards you. You covered back as you waited on what was going to happen.
“I’ve destroyed the whole Teyvat just to find you, and now you are here,” he smiled evilly and raised your head by putting the tip of his polearm under your chin.
“You did what? Zhongli, why did you do it?” you questioned before you were rudely cut off
“Quiet, it’s Morax, not Zhongli. Teyvat has been here for too long, we were just holding back the erosion, so it could do what it has to do, then, when a new civilization emerges, I will be their archon. But to do that, I have to kill you,” he laughed manically and the last thing you could see was the enormous meteor coming your way.
Nightmares like these plagued your mind each night since the battle, and you didn’t know how to get rid of them. You would wake up each night with a loud cry and tears streaming down your face. Paimon tried to comfort you, but you just pushed her away every single time. You felt bad but you couldn’t talk to her, not about this. Not without mentioning your feelings for the ex-archon to Paimon or Aether.
If anything else, it was pathetic. A random mortal in love with a literal god, how does that even work. Sure, he isn’t the god of Liyue but, he still is the god of contracts and a very wise and sophisticated man.
You never told anyone about your crush on him, I mean, how could you? You always thought everyone would laugh at you. Even the people who didn’t know he was an archon once, he was still out of your league, even as a mortal.
As the land of Inazuma disappeared from your eyesight, you sat down in a corner and took off your backpack. You opened it and took out the little wooden box with intricate details. You laughed at yourself; of course, you were so whipped for God.
On your last day in Inazuma, you purchased a variety of very expensive calligraphy pens in Ritou. That was the first thing that caught your eye that immediately made you think of Zhongli. You remembered that a few months ago, back when you were leaving Liyue, he complained that all of his calligraphy pens somehow disappeared and that he suspected it was Hu Tao.
You bought them for him with the intention of giving them to him when you return to Liyue harbor, God, how you missed it. You never understood how you didn’t travel there sooner, back when you lived in Monstadt. It was everything you wanted in a place to live. You have great friends there, great food, the man you love. You were so prepared to say you were staying when you realized that you gave Aether a promise, to travel all of the seven nations with him and find his sister.
So when you were leaving for Inazuma, you tearfully said your goodbyes and left with him and Paimon. But now, you were going back and would not leave for a very long time.
You pulled out a small bow from your backpack and stuck it onto the front of the pretty box. Oh, how you hoped he would like it.
“So, ready for Liyue Harbor?” Paimon questioned as she floated over to you. You smiled at her and nodded.
“Yeah, I’m super excited to finally see everyone,” you smiled down and Paimon giggled.
“Yeah, especially Mr. Zhongli right?” she teased and you furrowed your brows. Does she know? If she does, does that mean Zhongli knows as well? Paimon looked at you wearily as you stared at the wooden deck beneath you.
“Weeeell, hehe, I will leave you now, bye,” Paimon laughed awkwardly and floated away to find Aether. You didn’t say anything, only looked to the horizon and got lost in your thoughts.
The mountains of Liyue were the first things you could see. The journey from Inazuma to Liyue didn’t take very long, only about a day. As the land of the geo nation moved closer, you started to get more and more nervous. You were excited to see your friends and catch up, but you were also nervous because you knew you had to leave and go away again at one point made you want to cry.
“Come oooon (Y/N), we are nearly there,” Paimon squealed as she looked towards the approaching land from the front of the ship. You gathered all of your things and slowly walked towards her and Aether, who looked towards the city with a sad smile on his face.
“Hey, if you don’t want to take a break and go back to looking for your sister immediately, we can do that, we don’t need to stay in Liyue,” you put your hand on his shoulder in comfort and he smiled at you and shook his head.
“We all need it, just for a week or two, it won’t hurt,” he responded and looked back towards the city as the wind blew in his face.
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When you finally landed in Liyue harbor, you thanked Beidou, said goodbyes to the Crux crew, and stepped out of the boat.
“Surpriiiiseeeee,” a laud cheer sounded through the air and your and Aether’s heads whipped in the direction of the sound. A large group of people stood just a few meters away from you, each of them with a smile on their face.
Paimon squealed as she quickly floated towards Xiangling who was holding a little basket with what you presumed was some type of welcome back dish, so many of your friends were there, Ganyu Keqing, Yanfei, Xingqiu and Chongyun, Baizhu and Qiqi and even Xiao.
You smiled at all of them and rushed towards them. You wrapped your arms around Yanfei as you reunited. Before you could say anything, you heard a voice from behind.
“Sorry we are late, someone was just too uncooperative,” Childe’s voice sounded from behind and you turned around, ready to greet him. You were met with a sight of your friends from Monstadt. You immediately ran up to Diluc as you hugged him and he wrapped his arms around you.
“What are you guys doing here?” you asked in disbelief and looked behind him. Jean, Kaeya, Lisa, and Albedo were standing there with huge smiles on their faces. When they went to speak up another voice sounded from behind them.
“We came to welcome you back of course,” Venti’s voice sounded and you smiled at him. You greeted everyone as Aether caught up with Xiao.
You looked around to look for Zhongli, Childe’s voice stopped you.
“He couldn’t make it, lady Ningguang needed some help with an upcoming festival coming up, you know, even if he is not the Liyue archon anymore, she still wanted his help” he smiled sadly and you nodded. You cursed yourself for letting your hopes get too high and then get crushed.
“Now come on, we can have lunch at my restaurant, you are all invited,” Xiangling called out and the large group moved towards the Wanmin restaurant.
“You go, I’m going to look for Zhongli,” you said and everyone groaned in disappointment.
“Okay, they should be at the Yujing Terrace,” Childe called out and you halted in your step.
“Oh, o-okay, thanks,” you called out nervously as you rushed towards the terrace. It would be okay, no mist, no Morax, just Zhongli and Ningguang. You tried to calm yourself down as you moved around the city.
You didn’t even realize just how much you missed the harbor. It was bustling with people doing their daily things and with dogs running around, chasing each other.
You walked up the stairs to the terrace and what you saw nearly took your breath away. The beautiful decorations were all over the ground, ready to be hung on the stings that were already set up all around the terrace.
You saw Ningguang in the middle of the terrace, commanding a group of people. And there he was, standing beside her with a few papers in his hands.
His hair was a bit shorter than the last time you saw him, indicating he cut it just some time ago. He was wearing his usual outfit, but his coat was missing, probably laying somewhere on the ground of the terrace. And you weren’t surprised. The weather was too hot for a heavy coat. Even Diluc didn’t have his own coat on when you saw him down in the port.
You waited until Ningguang dismissed the people before you approached them.
“Well hello,” you ran up to them and both of them turned around to look at you.
“Oh, it is the time already? We totally lost the rack of time, we wanted to come and greet you down at the port,” Ningguang apologized and you shook your head.
“No, don’t worry about it, I heard you have a lot on your plate right now,” you waved your hand and smiled at the both of them.
“Okay, Mr. Zhongli, I think it’s all I need from you for today, we will continue tomorrow, the same time as today,” Ningguang smiled at Zhongli and walked away.
“Hello my dear,” he greeted and you wrapped your arms around him. You held your breath when you didn’t feel his arms coming around you for a few moments. You shut your eyes, hoping that you wouldn’t see some type of mist when you open them. After a few moments, his arms came around you and he pulled you into him, even more than you already were.
You tried your best not to break down, relieved that this wasn’t one of your nightmares and that he was there with you. You didn’t see the tears running down your cheeks until he wiped them away with one of his hands.
“Dearest what is wrong, what has upset you?” He asked and you shook your head.
“It’s nothing I’m just happy to finally be back with you,” you mumbled. You tried to keep more tears at bay, but you knew you wouldn’t be able to do it for much longer. A lump formed in your throat and you knew you couldn’t stop yourself from crying.
You softly sniffled into his shoulder and he rubbed your back in comfort.
“Come on dear, let’s get you somewhere else, let’s go to my apartment,” he mumbled and you nodded as you wiped your eyes the best you could.
Zhongli led you to his apartment. You weren’t there in a few months and the space changed quite a lot. It seemed homier than when you saw it the last time. You didn’t have the energy to comment on it, too occupied with not trying to cry.
Zhongli closed the door behind him and slowly pulled your backpack from your shoulders and set it by the front door. He immediately tugged you towards the library part of his living room and made you sit down.
“Stay here dearest, I will make you some tea,” he smiled and quickly slipped into the kitchen.
When he left, you gently laid on a little pillow that laid beside you and waited for him. To your surprise, it didn’t take him 6 hours, only about 12 minutes.
“Now my dearest, tell me what bothers you,” he questioned as he sat down beside you. You sat back up and took the cup of tea from his hand and took a sip.
“I missed you, that’s all really,” you smiled a fake smile and he frowned. He didn’t want to push you for an answer but he wanted to help you.
He took your teacup from you and then took both of your hands into his.
“You know you can tell me anything,” he said as he ran his thumb on your knuckles.
“I am scared,” you whispered and he frowned. He couldn’t imagine why. He thought that he made it clear that he would protect you from anything and everything.
“I’ve been having these nightmares every single night, they are always the same and super scary,” you explained shakily. Before he could ask about the dream, you started explaining.
He listened intently and frowned when you finished. He hadn’t felt this much sadness in a very long time.
“My dear, I would never hurt you,” he whispered as he squeezed your hand softly. You nodded, knowing that what he was saying was true.
“What triggered these nightmares?” he asked and could feel you tense up.
“The battle, between me and Aether and Raiden Shogun,” you whispered and he gritted his teeth.
“You fought Baal?” he questioned softly and you nodded, a fresh wave of tears coming into your eyes. Before he could do anything, you pulled your sleeves up and showed him the scars you had from the electricity.
Zhongli softly gasped as he ran his fingers over the lines. He moved away as soon as you slightly gasped out in pain.
“They are still painful?” he asked concerned. You only nodded and he stood up.
“I am going to the Bubu pharmacy to see if Baizhu doesn’t have anything there,” he announced and you stopped him by grabbing his arm.
“No please,” you whispered.
“Please I just want to sleep we can do that later I promise,” you begged a bit teary-eyed. Zhongli only nodded and pulled you up towards him. He led you into his bedroom and immediately tucked you into his bed.
“You will stay won’t you?” you asked sleepily and he nodded, as he slipped into the covers beside you. You immediately snuggled up into his chest and his whole body stiffened a bit.
“If cuddling makes you uncomfortable just say I’ll stop,” you mumbled and he shook his head.
“No dearest, I don’t mind it,” He whispered.
“Get some rest, I will be here when you wake up, then we’ll go and get you fixed up,” he mumbled into your hair as he kissed your forehead.
You fell into a peaceful sleep with the last thought of Liyue becoming your permanent home and a smile on your face.
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I've taken a bit of a break, and I will write for genshin impact. I have a Loki fanfiction thought out so I will probably write that anyway, if you enjoyed it, please follow, like and reblog. Tell me what you liked and what you think I could change. Thank youuu byeee :)
Summary : “You are scared of the thunder aren’t you?” you asked gently and Loki nodded quickly.
“Please don’t laugh at me,” he whispered and you shook your head.
“I would never do that, don’t worry,” You bent down and kissed his forehead.
Or: Loki is scared of thunders
Word count: 917
Warnings: thunder?, bad writing, grammatical mistakes,
English isn't my first language so please don't mind the grammar and sentence structure mistakes and stuff. If you have any suggestions on how to improve my writing, please let me know.
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Loki wasn’t scared of many things; he was a big and tough god after all. If you asked anyone who knew him, what they think he was scared of, they would probably say, ‘Oh, he’s scared of something trivial like shopping alone,’ and when you ask them why they would just shrug and say ‘Don’t know, he just seems like the type.’ The other version would be something more simple and common. ‘Oh, he’s scared of death.’ And even though both of those might be slightly true, there is one thing he’s scared of more than anything. And if he has to be honest, it is slightly embarrassing to admit it.
Loki was scared of thunders. As far as his memory could reach, he was always scared of them. There weren’t many people who knew, only a handful. He didn’t like to share that part of himself with the world, or any for that matter.
Only Frigga and Thor knew. He didn’t tell anyone else, maybe because he didn’t have anyone. That was until you came along.
You met Loki when his brother dragged him down to Earth for a visit. You were working in the Avenger’s tower as a cleaner, just to get some money along studying at college. Tony Stark paid some good money and gave hella good bonuses.
You nearly bumped into Loki when you were vacuuming the floor and didn’t hear him come into the room over the music playing in your ears. You apologized and the pair of you quickly hit it off. It didn’t take a lot of time, and you started some kind of relationship only after 3 months of knowing each other.
This unlabeled thing went on for about 4 months before you asked Loki what exactly you were.
“I want to be your lover, your partner I just didn’t know when was a good time to bring this up to you,” he scratched the back of his neck and tried to explain himself, before you kissed him softly, just to shut him up.
He would go on for his whole, life completely content with you not knowing about his stupid fear. But he just couldn’t have good things, no. His life wouldn’t allow that.
One time, when he came to visit you, a storm suddenly started. It came out of nowhere and the electricity in your whole apartment building went out. You, of course, were used to this. It happened very often. Loki on the other hand was scared shitless.
“I swear I put the torch somewhere here,” you mumbled as you rummaged through the boxes in your closet.
“Loki can you please go into the bathroom and try to find some candles? I can’t find the light.” You asked. Before you could get a response, a thunderbolt struck the ground and a deep rumble sounded through the city.
Then, light and quiet whimper came from Loki’s direction. You tilted your head and carefully moved towards him.
“Hey love, what’s wrong?” you asked as you sat down beside Loki who was curled up in your bed, with a pillow over his head, whole body trembling.
“Nothing, nothing I’m fine, totally fine don’t worry,” he mumbled and as he tried to get up, another thunderbolt struck. It wasn’t as loud as the last time, but it still managed to scare Loki who whimpered out and shuffled closer to you.
“Oh hun,” you whispered
“You are scared of the thunder aren’t you?” you asked gently and Loki nodded quickly.
“Please don’t laugh at me,” he whispered and you shook your head.
“I would never do that, don’t worry,” You bent down and kissed his forehead.
“well, I think it’s time for bed what do you say?” you asked and Loki nodded. You shuffled away from him and got under the covers. Before you could call him over to you, he was already under the covers with you, holding you around your waist with his face buried in your neck.
“Thanks for not laughing at me,” he whispered into the dark of the room and you furrowed your brows.
“Has anyone ever done that?”
“Yes, Thor. I came to him once because my mother was away and he sent me back to my room. I was about 9 in your years.” He explained and you squeezed him lightly, trying to bring some comfort.
“Having fears isn’t bad, it isn’t something to laugh at,”
“You never laughed at my fear of butterflies, why would I judge you for being scared of thunder.” You asked gently and he shrugged.
“Well, now you know that when you are scared, you can always come to me, with whatever fear it is” You comforted him and he nodded into your neck.
“Thank you, it means so much,” he whispered and you could hear the tiredness in his voice.
“Good night honey, I’ll see you tomorrow,” you said gently and he hummed.
“If you ever say anything about this to anyone, I will be mad,” he teased and she laughed lightly.
“Yeah, that’s the first thing I’m going to do in the morning, tell the world that the mighty Loki of Asgard is scared of thunders,” you said, trying to sound just a bit serious.
“Now hush and go to sleep, we’ll talk some more tomorrow,” you tried to soothe him as he flinched from another thunderbolt.
“G’night” he slurred, his mind already halfway gone.
He fell asleep moments after that, with you following right after him.
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Just something little I wrote today as a thank you for 100 followers, I never would've thought so many people would follow me on here when I started. Again, thank you.
As always, if you have any feedback I would be very happy if you let me know.
Ummmm hey? Guess what happened? I want to thank you guys so much. 105 people decided to follow me and I just can’t believe it. I’m so so happy you are enjoying my writing. I have something new coming in a few days (hopefully) so I hope you will like it. Again, thank you so much it means the world to me.
I tried to write this in the second person so please tell me how you like it.
Summary: Inspired by the wonderful song Backseat Rider by Sara Kays, with my little twist on it, and with a happy ending.
You and Peter have been friends for a long time, and he promised you the first ride in his car. When you come back from your Europe trip, MJ is sitting in the passenger side. The fact that you are in love with him doesn't really help.
Or: Peter promised you a ride in his car and his stupid plan fails because he is jealous.
Warnings: angst, fluff, bad writing, grammatical mistakes,
Word count: 5.1k
English isn't my first language so please don't mind the grammar and sentence structure mistakes and stuff. If you have any suggestions on how to improve my writing, please let me know.
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9. September 2013
It was the first day of school and you were standing at a bus stop just a few blocks from your new apartment. You and your parents just moved to queens and you were starting in a new school.
With your new schoolbag which you got for your 12th birthday just 3 days ago slung over your shoulders, you tapped your foot nervously against the concrete under your newly polished shoes.
You were so excited to start 6th grade in a new school, away from the people in your old one. You were always a shy kid and some of the kids from your previous school picked on you just because of that.
The school became hell and you started making excuses as to why not to go in. At first, your parents were annoyed thinking you were just lazy. But you later opened up about your struggles and they started to take action.
But before much happened, one of your parents got a job opportunity in Queens, New York, and without much thinking, took it. When you left the school, you felt like you could finally breathe. A huge boulder fell off your shoulders and you were so excited to find some new friends and meet new people. To get a new start.
Due to the traffic, the bus came with a 7 minutes delay. And as the bus rounded the corner to arrive at the bus stop, a frazzled-looking boy came crashing into you.
Before you could crash to the ground, he caught your hand and pulled you towards him in an effort to save you from crashing into the hard ground.
“I am so so sorry, I didn’t mean to I fell asleep and burned my toast and spilled toothpaste on my shirt, and ” he took a deep breath before he continued with his rambling.
“Oh god I am so sorry, I’m rambling” He scratched the back of his neck.
“It’s alright, truly. But I would really appreciate it if you let me go.” You said quietly and the boy’s eyes widened in horror.
“Sorry, sorry” he kept apologizing and mumbling underneath his breath.
“Please stop apologizing, nothing much happened,” You laughed lightly and he breathed out in relief.
“I’m Peter, by the way, Peter Parker,” he introduced himself more calmly. Now, that he wasn’t rambling and frantically running his hands through his hair, you could finally focus on his features. He was slightly shorter than you, with curly brown hair and chocolate brown eyes that were still tinted with sleep.
“Nice to meet you Peter my name is (Y/N) (L/N).” You introduced yourself and you stepped together into the bus. You looked around for two places to sit, preferably together.
“There,” Peter pointed to the back of the bus. You pushed through the crowd of people standing and made it to the seats. Peter let you sit beside the window and sat beside you.
“The public transport in new york is so horrible,” Peter whined and you raised your eyebrow.
“Is it? I just moved in like 2 weeks ago so I didn’t have much time to explore.”
“Oh, so this is your first day of a new school.” His eyes widened in realization and you nodded.
“What school are you going into?” He asked and you could see the excitement in his eyes.
“Palm tree elementary school.” You answered and Peter jumped in his seat.
“Oh my, me too, that’s so exciting, Ned will be so happy,” he squealed you smiled widely.
You talked the rest of the ride to your stop, and through the short walk to your school. This boy might just make this school much more exciting than you thought.
20. August 2019
“Okay, just wait for me outside of your apartment building I’ll come and pick you up,” Peter said into the phone and you hummed in acknowledgment.
“Okay Petey, I’ll be waiting, I missed you so much throughout the summer, I’m sorry I didn’t call” you apologized feeling guilty.
“It’s okay, I get it, I was the one to suggest it. Okay, I’m leaving, I’ll be at yours in about 10 minutes. ”
You and your family went to Europe for the majority of summer. You tried to keep in contact but of course, it was hard the time difference made it very difficult to find a time where you both can call and don’t lose sleep.
The first person to stop trying was Peter. On a rare call one night, he informed you that he didn’t want you to lose sleep just because you wanted to talk to him
“Don’t worry, you’ll tell me everything when you get back, just don’t forget to bring me souvenirs.” Peter teased and you laughed sadly. You missed him so much and the heavy feeling in your heart wouldn’t go away.
“Okay, just prepare yourself because I’ve gotten you a souvenir from every single location we went to.” You sniffled.
“Hey, don’t cry, everything will be alright nothing will change I promise.”
10 minutes later, Peter pulled up to your parking lot and your heart skipped a beat. Your smile widened and the butterflies in your stomach fluttered. This was the first time you saw Peter after a month and a half. You returned from Europe only 4 days ago so you used that time to get rid of the jet lag.
Your smile dropped when you saw a shadow sitting on the passenger side. You shook your head and moved closer to the car. Peter stepped out of the car and you flung your arms around him. He tensed for a bit before he wrapped you up in his arms and breathed in your scent.
“I missed you so much, you have no idea,” he mumbled into your neck and you pressed your lips into his hair.
“I missed you too, for the last two weeks, my parents were a pain in the ass,” you complained and Peter laughed. Then he got serious.
“Well, at least you have parents.”
“...”
“I’m just kidding, don’t worry bug,” he giggled and you hit his shoulder lightly.
“I hate these jokes,” you complained.
“I know, that’s why I make them.” He giggled and you rolled your eyes.
“Okay. C’mon, I have my classmate MJ here, I wanted to introduce you two he stepped away and you wrapped yourself around yourself.”
Peter opened the back door for you and you thanked him. When you got into the car he closed the door behind you and quickly got into the driver seat.
“So MJ, this is (Y/N). Bug, this is MJ.” He introduced you two and you waved awkwardly.
“Hi, I heard about you so much, is so nice to meet you.” MJ greeted and you smiled.
“I would like to say the same but Peter has never talked of you,” you scratched your neck shyly and MJ waved her hand.
“It’s fine, me and Peter only started hanging out about 3 weeks ago, but we’ve gotten a lot closer.” She explained and you nodded.
“So, Peter told me you are in an art school,” Mj started and you shuffled to the edge of your seat so you could hear better.
“Yeah, I do interior design, color pallets, and furniture designs.” You explained and MJ nodded her head.
“That sounds really cool, you’ll be the first I’ll contact when I’m furnishing my house” MJ laughed and you giggled.
“Yeah sure, just give me a call,”
But then, it got quiet. You just relaxed against the seat behind you and closed your eyes for a few moments.
“So, I saw the star wars movies the other day, it was so good,” MJ exclaimed and Peter laughed out loud.
“I tried to get this lady into it but she hated it. The same with star trek.” Peter said, pointing at you.
“Yeah, I hate it so much,” you chimed in but they didn’t respond. They just continued laughing and talking without you. You couldn’t help but think that they looked so much like the two of you looked when you talked about both of your favorite things.
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MJ sat in the passenger seat for the next five weeks. When you traveled to school, from school, or even during the weekends.
She was there every single time Peter came to pick you up. And to be honest, it hurt just a bit more every single time you saw her sitting in the front seat of his car.
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You and Peter were supposed to go to see the new astronomical exhibition today. You were getting ready in your room when your eyes drifted over a framed picture on your vanity table. It was taken last summer, before he got his car, before MJ. You had taken it with your Kodak disposable camera in a parking lot in front of your local Target. You remember it like it was yesterday.
21. July 2018
It was around 10 p.m. when you and Peter left the target with a plastic bag of candy and a brand new disposable camera that you found in the sale aisle. You tore the safety tape away from the box and pulled out the instruction manual.
“I’m so excited; I’ve never had any of these.” You exclaimed and Peter chuckled at your happy face, threw his arm around your shoulder, and pulled you in closer to him.
“You are going to love it, it’s so fun. Especially because you have no idea how the photos are gonna turn out.” He smiled and you nodded.
“I always watch the tiktoks of people’s reactions to the developed photos, and they always look so happy, I want to try it.” you declared and pulled the camera out of the box.
“First things first bug, just a quick info, you need a lot of lightning for the photos to turn out good,” Peter explained and you waved your hand mindlessly, messing around with your temporary camera.
You quickly pulled out your phone and turned on the flashlight. You put the phone on the ground in front of him and he looked at you puzzled.
“Will you do me a favor and be the first photo on this camera’s film?” You asked him and Peter nodded, acting very posh and snobby.
“It would be an honor, my lady,” he faked a bow and you burst out laughing.
“Okay smile for me,” you giggled and Peter smiled widely. He was so beautiful. Hair messy, and a hoodie a little too big on his body, with the long sleeves making cute sweater paws.
“Come onnn take the picture so we can eat the sweets,” Peter whined and you quickly snapped the picture of him. He bent down, took your phone from the ground, and turned off the flashlight.
“Come on I even got us and your fuzzy socks so your toes won’t get cold,” he said and you hugged him from behind.
“you are the best, you know that?” you mumbled and he shrugged.
“Might’ve mentioned it a few times before” You let him go and he pulled out the blanket from his backpack.
“Come on let’s sit here,” he pulled you towards the curb a few feet away from the spot you were standing at. He sat down, wrapped his arms around your legs, and rested his face on your stomach.
“Let’s sit here and eat all these delicious candies” he looked at you with wide eyes and you dragged your fingers through his hair, scratching at his scalp.
“Okay Doll, let’s do this,” you teased and he blushed hard.
“Stoop you know I blush when you call me that,” he complained and you laughed softly. You gently unwrapped his arms from your legs and sat down next to him.
“So, let dig in,” you rubbed your palms together and he put the bag between you two.
“I want the Reese’s,” you said and Peter handed them to you.
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“Smiile,” you smushed your cheek against Peter’s and he smiled into the camera. The flash had gone off and you smiled to yourself.
“I bet this one’s gonna be so good.” He said and you nodded.
“So, as I was saying, May told me that she wants to buy me a car for my 18th birthday. I don’t know how she wants to do that but I’m not complaining.” Peter gushed and you wrapped your arms around his middle.
“I’m so happy for you, you deserve it.” You smiled and Peter continued.
“I want to take you on a road trip when we finish school. All around the US. From New York to L.A,” he looked at you hopefully and you smiled at him widely.
“That sounds so good, we can go to grand canyon and Zion and so much more, Oh my God, we will need so much more of these disposable cameras. Peter, we need so much food and tents and sleeping bags and maps.” You took a deep breath before you continued.
“We should make a checklist, we should start preparing, Peter why are we sitting here?” you asked and Peter gently shushed you by putting his pointer finger on your lips.
“We still have 2 years bug, no need to overthink it, everything is gonna be fine.” He assured you and you nodded.
“Come here,” he pulled you towards him and your head landed on his chest. You snuggled into his chest and breathed in his scent.
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You were pulled back to reality when your phone rang. It was Peter.
“Hey (Y/N), we are nearly here, only about 4 minutes.” He informed and your breath got stuck in your throat. ‘WE’. MJ is coming with you. He didn’t ask, he didn’t inform you beforehand. He just invited her.
“Ummm Pete I’m suddenly not feeling very well, I think I should go and lay down, maybe you should go alone,” you mumbled and he hummed.
“Okay, get better alright? We can go somewhere tomorrow.” He suggested and you hummed in agreement, as you couldn’t do anything else without breaking down.
“Okay (Y/N) goodnight, get well soon. I’ll see you tomorrow” He didn’t wait for your response before he hung up.
You stared at the phone as the tears cascaded down your cheeks and you put no effort into stopping them. You slowly wiped off the makeup you put on just a few moments prior and threw out the cotton pad.
You stood up from your vanity and moved over to your bed. You couldn’t understand it. What have you done wrong? Just a few months prior, Peter would drop everything to be with you when you weren’t feeling that well. Now, he didn’t even ask what was wrong.
You cursed yourself as you tried to keep your sobs at bay. You lost him and it was all your fault. If you called more often or at least texted and kept in contact during the summer, everything would be fine. He wouldn’t be in his car with someone else but with you. But the more you thought about it the more your mind betrayed you,
‘Wait, he was the one to suggest that you two would stop the contact, did he get tired of you? Did he want to get rid of you? Is he sending signals by hanging out with MJ every single time they should be hanging out alone?’ the thoughts in your brain were running around before they suddenly stopped.
“He didn’t call me bug,” you realized. He always called you bug, never (Y/N). He only called you that when he was annoyed or angry with you. You started thinking back to every single hangout you had in the past 5 weeks to see if you could stumble upon a memory where you angered or annoyed him. Nothing.
Your shoulders sagged and you put your face in your hands.
“What should I do now,” you asked yourself as you tried to remain calm and not to let any more sobs out. As you looked around your room, slowly calming down, you saw a piece of Peter’s hoodie peeking out from your closet. In a rage of fury, sadness, and anger, you quickly gathered every single piece of clothing Peter ever gave you and put them in a cardboard box.
Taking out a piece of paper, you took your favorite pen and started writing a little note for your now ‘ex’ best friend.
Dear Peter, returning your clothes, maybe you can give them to MJ, now that she is your best friend and you don’t care about me. Could’ve at least told me you didn’t want me in your life anymore, instead of sending mixed signals and hurting me by that. Fuck you. – Love, (Y/N)
You signed it with fury coursing through your veins and closed the box with duct tape. You swiped the stray tears that fell down your cheeks and threw on a hoodie.
“Going out for a few minutes!” you shouted to your parents and closed the door, before hearing their response. After putting the hood up, you opened the window to the fire escape and you threw your legs over the window sill, taking the full cardboard box with you.
“Let’s do this,” you mumbled to yourself and dropped down to the ground.
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The walk to Peter’s apartment didn’t take long, only about 10 minutes. But the walk felt so much longer this time, maybe because this would probably be the last time you would ever make it. You started tearing up just at that thought. You didn’t think this is how it would end. Six years of friendship ended just because you were too annoying. You shook your head and continued walking; you couldn’t afford to burst into tears in the middle of the road.
You stopped in front of Peter’s apartment and let out a shaky breath. This is it. You knew May would be at work, so you let yourself in with the key, underneath their doormat. You stepped into the apartment and closed the door behind you. You rushed into Peter’s room and threw the box on his bed. You didn’t want to linger around and experience the pain of remembering all of the memories you and Peter shared in this room.
You looked around one more time, and your eyes watered when you saw your favorite t-shirt thrown over his chair. You really wanted to take it but decided to against it. ‘He can do whatever he wants’ you thought and closed the door behind you.
The walk from his apartment wasn’t much better. But it was a bit shorter than the one before. You hadn’t had much time to think this time. You just came out of his building and in a few seconds, you were laying in your bed with tears streaming down your cheeks.
Now, that you calmed down a bit and your head cleared, you laid in your bed, looking at the ceiling, face blank of any emotion. You got pulled back into reality by your phone vibrating. You sat up and moved the phone closer to your face. It was Peter.
You had 6 missed calls and 26 unread messages from the curly-haired boy. But you decided to ignore them and turned on the airplane mode. You curled up into a ball and snuggled up into your fluffy blanket. It was going to get better, you will get better, the pain will subdue, the anger will not.
You were so damn angry at him. How could he do this to you, string you along when he doesn’t want you in his life anymore? Letting a few tears slip, you let your eyelids droop and let your mind wander into the darkness of sleep.
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“I don’t understand, what does she mean by a new best friend? What does she mean by not want her in my life anymore?” Peter asked as he paced around his room, with your note crumpled up in his right hand.
“I think you did the opposite of what you wanted to do you know?” MJ interrupted him and he looked at her horrified.
“This is all my fault, I’m the reason she feels like this,” he mumbled and continued pacing in circles.
“Remind me why you wanted to do this again?” MJ scoffed and Peter stopped to think.
“To make her jealous,” he mumbled and MJ stood up and hit him across the forehead with a rolled-up engineering magazine she found randomly thrown under his pillow.
“You are so stupid, Peter. And I can’t believe I helped you. But at least I got the cute girl’s number,” she mumbled the last part and Peter ran his shaky fingers through his hair.
“I fucked up,” he announced and MJ glared at him.
“Yeah, no shit genius. Remind me how this started again. In detail and soak in just how stupid you are,” she growled out and he got lost in the painful memory.
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It was around 3 weeks after his best friend left for Europe, he was mindlessly scrolling through Instagram when he saw a photo she posted just 4 hours ago. He went to like it but his thumb froze before he could double-tap. It was a photo of her smiling, looking as beautiful as ever, on a beach with a sunset behind her. But it wasn’t her that made him freeze, it was the boy that was standing behind her with his arms wrapped around her waist. She was grinning at him, her smile shining brighter than all of the stars in the night sky.
“Who the fuck are you?” Peter mumbled to himself as he looked over more of the photos in the post. As he scrolled, the pair of them only grew closer on the pictures. Them sharing a meal, them in the sea, them on a carnival with a huge green teddy bear in her arms. Just from the last picture, it was clear that the boy won the plushie in one of those shitty scam carnival games Peter couldn’t play even if he really wanted to.
But what really got him, was the post from her private Instagram, the boy from the previous photos was kissing her on the corner of her mouth. Tears gathered up in his eyes as he exited the app and ran his shaky fingers through his hair.
‘Could she have a boyfriend? But she didn’t tell me,’ his breathing got quicker and he had a sudden urge to puke. Before he could stop himself, he opened his contacts app and scrolled to find MJ’s phone number, she could help him.
“Hey, I know this is a lot to ask but I need you to help me make my best friend jealous.” Those words came from his mouth before he could even think about them.
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“I told you before you started with this stupid plan of yours that it won’t work out,” MJ snapped him out of his mind. Peter stared into the distance before he snapped out of it.
“I need to go and see her, I need to explain,” Peter rushed out before MJ stopped him.
“You need to give her some time, she wouldn’t want to see you, and only get angry or even more upset.” She explained and Peter nodded in understatement.
“You are right, I will let her cool off for a week, and then talk to her,” Peter concluded. MJ blinked in surprise.
“Are you sure you want to give her a week? I was thinking more like 2 days, not 7,” MJ said cautiously and Peter huffed out angrily.
“God, why are you so cryptic, why can’t you just tell me and help,”
“Because this is your relationship, that is on line, not mine. And you want me to solve this for you,” MJ raised her voice and Peter rolled his eyes.
“God, this is useless” he mumbled and the girl in front of him scoffed.
“I can just leave if that’s what you want,” She stood up to leave but Peter grabbed her forearm gently.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean that. I’m just really anxious and I want to see her. But you are right, I shouldn’t leave her without explanation for such a long period of time,” Peter apologized and MJ nodded.
“I need to go, mum wants to watch this new movie she saw in Target, I’ll text you okay?”
“Okay bye, enjoy the movie,” Peter mumbled and MJ walked out of his room.
“Great Parker, just great,” he mumbled to himself as he watched her leave through his window.
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2 days later
Peter was standing in front of your school, waiting for you to finish. The last two days have been torture for him and he couldn’t wait to talk to you. When he heard the bell ring on the inside of the building, he stood up from the bench he was sitting on and moved closer to the main entrance, just a precaution and so he wouldn’t miss you walking out.
He started to get worried when he didn’t see you walk out even after 15 minutes.
‘Maybe they had some science lab and are cleaning up or something he thought to himself to calm down a bit. Then, he saw one of your friends, Bee, walk out and he waved at them.
“Hey, she isn’t here today,” Bee said to Peter. He only frowned. That’s weird.
“Okay, thanks Bee, do you think she could be at home? Is she sick?” Peter asked and Bee frowned at him.
“I thought you were best friends, you don’t know where she is?” Bee asked him and Peter looked down looking very guilty.
“We had a fight,” he mumbled and Bee scoffed.
“Well, I guess you fucked up pretty bad because she never misses school.”
“I know, I fucked up and I hurt her, but I just want to make it better, I gave her time to cool off and now, I need to apologize,” Peter explained and Bee nodded their head.
“Okay Parker, last chance, if you hurt her to this extent ever again, I’ll kick you in the balls.” Bee threatened and Peter nodded.
“Don’t worry, this is the first and last time this has ever happened, won’t hurt her ever again, I promise,” Peter said and Bee could tell his words were genuine.
“Fine Parker go, and if she is not at school tomorrow, you are a dead man, I’m telling you that right now.”
“Don’t worry Bee, I’m going to make this right,” Peter promised as he walked away from your school.
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“Honey, someone is here to see you,” Your mom called out and you looked from under your blanket. You couldn’t function correctly for the past few days, the loss of your best friend being too much to bear.
“Tell them to go away please,” you mumbled and she shook her head sadly. You stopped crying a while ago, no tears left in your body.
You heard a gentle knock on your door.
“Hey bug,” You whipped your head towards the voice, and the tears you thought ran out, welled up in your eyes. He was there, even after he exchanged you for someone else.
“Pete,” you whispered and he quickly walked towards you and sat on your bed. You threw yourself into his arms but then quickly pulled back and furrowed your eyebrows.
“What are you doing here?” you asked and Peter shook his head.
“I came to apologize, I hurt you by my actions and made you think something, that isn’t true at all,” he explained and you tilted your head, reminding Peter of a cute, confused puppy.
“I will just tell you the truth, and hope you will be able to forgive me.”
“I was jealous. It’s simple as that, and now that I’ve said it out loud, it sounds so stupid.” He took a deep breath and slowly tangled his fingers in yours.
“The truth is, I have feelings for you. You know what? Scratch that, I’m in love with you and have been for a long time. When I saw you with the guy in Europe, being all cute and sweet together, I just lost it.” He confessed and looked up to see your face. You had an unreadable expression on your face.
“Fuck, he even got you a huge teddy bear from the carnival scam games, I could never do that for you, and I know you love that corny stuff.” He said with a shaky voice and could feel the tears push into his eyes.
“I wanted to make you jealous, but I hurt you instead and that hurts me even more than seeing you with that boy.” He said and then kneeled on the floor beside your bed. He took your other hand into his and kissed your knuckles gently.
“I’m so sorry Bug, please forgive me,” he begged as he put his forehead against your hand. The tears that gathered in his eyes flowed freely down his perfect face and it hurt you to see him like this. You took your hand away from his and you could see the quick flash of pain on his face. You caught one tear with your finger and whispered.
“Please don’t cry, I’m going to cry too,” he quickly looked up and smiled sadly, when he saw your sunken and tired face.
“I forgive you, Peter.” You said with a crack in your voice.
“And you know, it actually worked out, I was so jealous when I saw you with her.” You confessed.
“I love you too Peter, I always have” you whispered and Peter’s face lit up with joy.
“You, do?” He asked and you nodded with a slight smile on your face.
“I do, so so much,” You caressed his cheek, shuffled closer to him, and kissed him on the forehead.
“Come here and lay with me,” you demanded and Peter chuckled.
“Well, what my lovebug wants, she gets.” Peter teased and you hid your face in the blanket.
“I kinda like it,” you whispered shyly and Peter laughed lightly.
“Scoot over love, let me lay with you.” You shuffled over and Peter slipped under your blanket. He laid down and slowly maneuvered your body, to lay comfortably on his chest.
“We’ll talk more tomorrow, we’ll work it out, I promise.” You mumbled and Peter nodded and kissed the top of your head.
“I love you, Peter”
“I love you my Bug,” It was quiet for a bit before Peter spoke once again.
“So, who was the boy in the photos?”
“PETER!”
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I'm sorry I kind of disappeared for two months, but I had an extreme case of writer's block, but I am back. But I still have no ideas so if you have any ideas, I would be forever thankful if you pitched them to me.
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Hey guys, I just want to let you know, that I'm changing my name here, and probably will a few times more. I'm trying some "non-binary" names for myself.
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Bucky x fem!reader
Summary: Bucky wants to finish his list of amends. The problem? The last name on the list belongs to a woman whit whom he had a more romantic relationship during his time in Hydra.
Warnings: little sad, attempted murder, bad writing, doesn't follow the events of movies or series whatsoever,
Word count: 3,3k
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“Just wanted to let you know that I’m not the winter soldier anymore, my name is James, and I have to make amends,” Bucky told to the terrified man in front of him, in a monotone voice. The man didn’t say anything; he only squished his back closer to the wall behind him.
“So, I didn’t want to kill your family, I was just a puppet to Hydra. They made me do it.” He said the words, which he told many times. He squatted in front of the man and he closed his eyes in fear. Bucky sighed and moved his hand towards his pocket. The man in front of him flinched and whimpered in fear.
“Just my note book, don’t worry,” Bucky mumbled and pulled it out of his pocket, opened it, and crossed over the man’s name. He looked over the page for a few moments, when his eyes landed the last uncrossed name, (Y/L/N). He shook his head and nodded his head towards the man.
“Good talk, man thanks for listening.” He slapped the man’s shoulder and he squeaked quietly. “Would talk more but I have to get to therapy,” Bucky said, stood up, and left the abandoned warehouse, where he cornered the poor scared man. As he walked away, the only thing he could hear were the fast footsteps of the man and his labored breathing.
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“So, you crossed another name off your list, that’s great.” His therapist said in a monotone voice and Bucky nodded awkwardly. The room went silent and she started to write something in her little notepad, which he hated so much.
“Okay, I don’t have much to tell you. You have been making progress.” She looked back down to her notepad.
“No nightmares?” she asked and Bucky shook his head.
“No, only some flashbacks but I’ve been sleeping peacefully for the last 3 weeks.” He answered truthfully. The doctor only nodded and continued writing in her notepad.
“I want you to finish the list of amends by the time of our next session.” The doctor announced and Bucky’s heart skipped a beat.
“Then we can move on to other stuff.” She continued and Bucky shook his head quickly.
“No, I can’t do it that quickly, give me some time before I can face her family.” He pleaded and she looked up at him surprised.
“So, you had some connection with the victim? Other than your…” she stopped to think “unfortunate encounter?” she questioned and Bucky looked to the floor in shame.
“I managed to escape in 2009.” He whispered quietly and the doctor furrowed her eyebrows. “Pardon?”
“When I was with Hydra. I managed to escape and hide for about 3 years. The woman I killed, she helped me hide.” He confessed and her eyebrows shot up in surprise.
“This wasn’t in the files, I would’ve known.” She mumbled to herself as she shuffled through her notes and files.
“It isn’t,” Bucky said and ended her useless search. “Nobody knows about it. Except you.” He confessed and she calmed down.
“Alright, tell me what happened James.” She said and got her stupid notebook ready. Bucky took a few deep breathes to calm himself down and wiped his sweaty hands on his jeans.
“So, a few years back, the winter soldier was sent on a mission to the outskirts of San Francisco. It was supposed to be easy, just a takedown of some S.H.I.E.L.D. officials who were visiting one of the newer bases in the area. But then I realized it was a trap. Long story short, I got shot into the stomach, and left shoulder.” He started explaining.
He didn’t remember many injuries from his time as the winter soldier, but he could remember this one very clearly. The pain, the metallic taste of his own blood. His head started spinning just thinking about that and he decided to move on.
“I got away, but the bullet damaged the chip I had in my left shoulder and it got disconnected from Hydra’s systems. I ran a few blocks before collapsed from exhaustion in an ally way behind some bar.” He stopped to wait so the doctor could finish her writing and then continued.
“I think I laid there for about 3 hours before she came out of the bar. She worked her part-time job there because she was in college. She studied psychology.” Bucky’s voice cracked a bit and he took a deep breath because he could feel tears stinging his eyes.
“Take your time James.” She reminded and handed him a paper tissue. He thanked her and dabbed his eyes with it a few times.
“She wanted to take me to the hospital but I told her she can’t. I was so out of it because of the pain but I knew that this was maybe the only chance I would get at escaping Hydra. So she drove me to her dorm room about 20 minutes away from the bar.” He paused to collect his thoughts before he continued.
“She then took care of my injuries, made me some food, and let me sleep in her bed. My wounds wouldn’t heal for a long time so she decided to take me to a house she got from her grandparents. She even apologized for getting me out of the dorm room so quickly, but she explained that her roommate would come soon and she didn’t want to be questioned.” He chuckled as he felt the hot tears tumble down his cheeks.
“She drove me there and spent the whole weekend with me. In the meantime, I snapped out of my winter soldier mindset. So I explained everything to her and she wasn’t scared of me. Can you believe that?” he smiled fondly at the memory. The doctor only nodded at him with a smile on her face. It was unusual to see her smile.
“She then had to go back to her dorm on Sunday, but she left me with a lot of food, books, and clothes, so I would be okay. She visited every weekend and sometimes even throughout the week. And after a few months, we fell in love. When her semester finished, we stayed in the house together. It was like this for about three years, before Hydra found out where I was hiding.” He shivered at the memory and continued.
“Then, they made me kill her. And you know the rest.” He finished quickly and wiped his tears with the backs of his hands. The tissue that the doctor gave him laying on the table crumbled into a little ball.
“I miss her you know,” he sniffled and the doctor nodded with sympathy in her eyes.
“Only thing I got left is a photo I managed to hide in my boot.” He laughed and took out the polaroid to look at her. The doctor put out her hand.
“Can I see?” she asked softly and Bucky put the photo in her hand hesitantly. She thanked him quietly and turned the photo to look at it properly.
Her eyes first landed on Bucky’s smiling face. She could see he was holding the camera with one hand, and his other hand was wrapped around the shoulders of the girl on his left. She was squishing her cheek to Bucky’s and laughed into the camera, with her arms wrapped loosely around Bucky’s neck. Just from the first look, you could see that they were happy.
“What was her name? If you don’t mind me asking.” The doctor asked cautiously and Bucky smiled softly.
“Her name was (Y/N).”
“Thank you for sharing with me James, this was progress as well, you opening up.” She explained to him and he nodded his head, still looking to the ground.
“But you are taking a very long time with the list of amends so I can’t give you more time. You have time until the end of the month, which is 2 weeks. Not more.” She announced and he gulped loudly.
“I understand, why you were pushing this away, and I think you know you can’t do that any longer. This is the way to forgive yourself.” She explained.
“You can go, we are finished for today.” She dismissed him and he shook his head.
“The problem is doctor; I don’t think I can forgive myself,” Bucky answered and left the room.
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A week later, tired-looking Bucky stumbled into his apartment. It was around 3 a.m. and he couldn’t sleep. Ever since he opened up to his therapist about his years on the run, he didn’t get much sleep. His nightmares were plagued with the images of his lover laying lifelessly on the floor under the bridge.
His sleep was haunted with the flashbacks of the horrible actions he had done, while under the influence of Hydra. Every time he closed his eyes, he could see her. He tried every single nightmare exercise the doctor taught him. Nothing helped. So he tried the second option. Get drunk and pass out from exhaustion.
But even that was hard. With the serum running through his veins, his alcohol tolerance was very high and getting drunk was nearly impossible. But after nearly 7 hours of constant drinking, he was plastered.
He drunkenly stumbled into his apartment, threw his keys and jacket on the floor, and took off his gloves and shoes. After nearly falling over the table, he finally got into his bedroom. He stripped down, put on his pajamas, and moved into the bathroom to do his nighttime routine.
He fell into the bed about 10 minutes later and fell asleep immediately. He just hoped no nightmares would haunt him this night.
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“Come on Bucky, you know me, please!” The woman in front of him begged as she backed away from him slowly.
“Who is Bucky?” He asked confused and she shook her head.
“It’s you, you are Bucky, My Bucky. You don’t have to go back. I know it’s very hard to resist but you have to try, then you can be free.” She tried to get into his head with her words but he only mumbled.
“You are my mission, I have to kill you.” He said in a monotone voice and she knew Hydra finally got into his head and she couldn’t do anything anymore. So she ran. She pushed a table in front of him to gain some time and ran out of the house, towards her car. She quickly sat inside and put the keys into the ignition.
“Come on, come on,” she mumbled as she tried to put the keys inside with her shaky hands.
“You can’t run from meeee.” The winter soldier shouted and (Y/N) whimpered in fear. The car finally started and she stepped on the gas and drove away.
She knew he would probably catch up to her, but trying wouldn’t hurt. Honestly, she didn’t have anything to lose and at this point, she was just stalling her own death.
She got into the city and slowed down a bit. There were quite a lot of cars and she didn’t want to cause an accident. But just a few minutes later, a car rammed into the passenger’s side of her car. Her head hit her steering wheel and her ears started ringing.
She looked to see the car that rammed into her, and she could see the winter soldier sitting in the driver’s seat. She saw her chance to flee when he couldn’t open his door and struggled with it for a few moments.
“Not today, bitch.” She mumbled and quickly opened her door and ran in a random direction as fast as she could. She later regretted that decision, because she got lost.
She ended up hiding under some random bridge. She sat down behind some concrete cubes and finally breathed for a bit. She couldn’t run anymore, her legs were burning and she couldn’t breathe anymore. She was also quite sure she had a concussion.
She just stared off into the distance and she could feel the tears running down her cheeks. (Y/N) missed her Bucky so much. She missed his pretty laugh and his unfunny jokes.
She shivered as she felt the cold January air seep into her bones. She didn’t even have a jacket.
“Now, as much as I love a good chase, this is where we end it.” She heard a cold voice behind her and she froze up. This was the end.
She got ready to run when he grabbed her by the neck and pushed her against a pillar behind him. The woman tried to fight him and get out of his grasp, but it didn’t do anything. He pressed against her windpipe and she whimpered.
“Please no,” she whispered as she tried to breathe. She sniffled softly and touched his wrist lightly. She knew she was going to die. She decided to let Bucky know she didn’t hate him. She knew he would blame himself when he snapped out of it.
“I love you.” She whispered and he cocked an eyebrow. “I just want you to know that I don’t hate you now, and I never will.” She could feel her eyes closing and she stretched her hand towards his face. But it didn’t get there. Her hand fell limp on his shoulder and he breathed out.
“At least your beautiful face is the last thing I get to see before I die.” She chuckled before her eyes closed and her body went limp.
The winter soldier then let go of her neck and her body tumbled towards the ground. He looked around and saw a van parked just 0.2 miles away from them. He looked at the girl one last time before moving towards the van. He opened the back door and slid in.
“Mission report?”
“Gone”
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Bucky woke up with a gasp and tears running down his cheek. He looked at his alarm clock. It was 6 a.m. which meant, he only slept for about 3 hours, which was better than every single night prior.
He breathed in and out slowly before he stood up and moved towards his closet. He pulled out 2 pillows and a blanket. He tied the pillows together with the blanket and created something like a pillow snake.
“Okay, let’s try this.” He mumbled to himself as he got back into the bed. He put the pillow snake on the empty side of the bed and hesitantly cuddled up to it, seeking just a tiny bit of comfort. He wrapped his arms around it and pushed his face into it, and fell asleep slowly. He slept until 9 a.m.
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“So the nightmares are back.” The doctor asked and Bucky nodded looking very tired.
“And you still haven’t finished your amends.” She said, sounding a bit disappointed. He only shook his head as he yawned.
“I think it would put your mind at ease you know,” she started slowly and Bucky shook his head again.
“I’m guessing you didn’t meet her family when you were together.”
“No, I met her friend Eliot by mistake but other than that, no.” The doctor nodded slowly and scribbled something into her notepad.
“I really think you should go and see her family. The sooner, the better.” She stated firmly and Bucky nodded.
“You are right.” He mumbled and looked at her.
“We can end the session sooner and you can go and catch a flight. You can see them the first thing in the morning.” She proposed and Bucky sighed sadly.
“Okay, thanks.” He mumbled, stood up, and left the room.
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He got a hotel room in San Francisco later that night. He was quite tired from the flight and prayed, the nightmares would leave him alone.
He walked into his hotel room, checked if everything was as it should be, and flopped onto the bed. He put out a photo of (Y/N) and stroked it slowly.
“I hope your family understands, and they don’t hate me. Hope they are just as kind as you are.” He whispered and smiled sadly.
“I miss you so much my love, so so much.” He kissed the photo softly, put it inside of his bedside table, and rolled onto his left side. He fell asleep quite quickly that night.
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He has been standing in front of the house for the last 40 minutes. He just couldn’t bring himself to ring the bell.
“Okay Barnes, you got this.” He whispered to himself as he walked towards the front door through the front garden. He wiped his sweaty hands in his jeans and rang the doorbell with a shaky finger.
It was quiet for a bit before the door rattled and an elderly woman opened the door.
“Hello, can I help you?” she asked happily and Bucky nodded.
“I wanted to talk about your daughter (Y/N),” he said slowly and the woman only laughed.
“What did the girl get herself into again?” the woman laughed and Bucky looked at her with wide eyes.
“She is alive?” he gasped and the woman nodded.
“Of course, nearly died in 2012, and disappeared during the blip, but yeah. She is.” Who’s asking?
“My name is James, I’m an old friend.” He stuttered out and the woman narrowed her eyes.
“You want her address?” she asked and Bucky quickly nodded his head.
“Give me the note book, I’ll give it to you.” She motioned towards his little book and he handed it to her.
“It’s not that far, you can walk there actually.” She informed and Bucky thanked her.
“Thank you so much, I have to go and see her, see you later.” He shouted as he ran away from the door.
“This should be it.” He mumbled to himself as he walked around the neighborhood. He stopped in front of a big house, with a beautiful front garden. It looked like the house, they talked about when they were together.
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“And it should have a big front garden, so our dogs can run in it” she imagined and Bucky nodded.
“Yeah, and a big pool so we don’t have to go swimming in a lake.” He proposed and she laughed.
“Yeah” she trailed off and the smile on her face fell slowly.
“Hey, what’s wrong dove?” Bucky asked seriously and she only shook her head.
“Just hope we’ll get what we want.” She said sadly and Bucky took her face in his hands.
“Hey, we just have to believe, one day, I’ll be free and we’ll travel the world together okay?” he reassured her and she smiled up at him.
She kissed him slowly in agreement and he hummed into the kiss.
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He got back into reality when he stopped in front of the front door. He didn’t want to wait any longer. He pressed it and stepped away from the door. The door rattled and she opened it up.
“Bucky?” she asked softly and he nodded with his eyes full of tears.
“It’s me dove.” He said tearfully and she moved towards him. She quickly wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him into a hug. He only wrapped his arms around her waist and put his face into her neck, to breathe in her wonderful smell.
“I missed you so much,” she sobbed out and tightened her arms around him.
“I didn’t think I would ever see you again.” He mumbled and she shook her head.
“I made it out with a mild concussion.” She snorted and he looked at her with wide eyes.
“It’s funny to you?” he asked baffled and she nodded.
“No one gets away from the winter soldier and I did it.” She laughed and his smile fell.
“If you are wondering, I’m no longer him, I got rid of him.” He clarified and (Y/N) shushed him.
“Let’s talk about this later, just kiss me now.” He begged and Bucky nodded. He quickly put his lips on hers and she pulled him even closer by his neck.
“I love you” she mumbled.
“I love you too, I’m never letting you go ever again.”
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She remembered the day like it was yesterday. They were on the Rainbow Bridge and Odin was holding his two sons from falling into the deep void beneath them. She couldn’t hear what they were saying. The only thing she saw was Loki, her betrothed, opening his palm and falling into the deep abyss. She couldn’t remember how she got into the castle. The only thing she remembered were the tears that were falling down her cheeks and the sound of her sobs and whimpers. She couldn’t believe he would leave her. Just like that, he was gone. And she couldn’t do anything about it.
After a few months, she decided to leave Asgard. It was too painful to walk the same halls he walked. She ended up somewhere in New York and somehow ended up befriending Tony Stark. She was still grieving her lost love but she knew she would get through it. She just needed some time.
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“Lady (Y/N) it’s great to see you again.” She turned around and saw Thor, smiling at her brightly. She laughed out and ran into his arms. He wrapped his arm around her shoulders and pulled her in into a bear hug. She missed him… and his hugs.
“What are you doing here on Earth?” she questioned as she pulled away. Thor’s smile faltered and he took her hands into his.
“I think it would be better if you sat down.” He said slowly and she looked confused. He took her to the nearest couch and sat down. When she sat down beside him, he started.
“I know this will sound like I’m lying to you, but I promise I’m not.” He took a deep breath to ease his nerves.
“Loki is alive!” he blurt out and (Y/N)’s eyes widened. She looked at him in disbelieve and he saw the tears gathering in her eyes.
“It can’t be I… I saw him fall he… he can’t be alive.” She rambled and Thor took her hands into his once again.
“It’s not everything.” He said lowly and she prepared herself for the worse news she knew were coming.
“He took the Tesseract and he is in a holding cell in a S.H.I.E.L.D. He tried to take over the Earth.” She froze and looked to the ground. After a few moments of silence, she looked back up and stated confidently.
“Take me to him.”
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“Where is he?” she came into the room and everyone looked at her confused.
“Where is Loki?” she repeated and Tony came closer to her.
“What are you talking about (nickname)? Why are you even here,” he asked her and she looked at Thor.
“Thor brought me in.” he looked at both of them confused.
“How do you two even know each other?” She looked at Thor and he just nodded.
“I’m Asgardian.” She confessed and Tony’s eyes widened.
“I want to talk to Loki.” She said and Tony shook his head.
“I can’t let you do that I’m sorry.” She glared at him and he glared at her back.
“No, he is a dangerous psychopath and you are not going anywhere close to him.” She stomped her foot and said
“I want to talk to my betrothed!” she demanded and everyone started whispering.
“He is your fucking boyfriend?” Tony asked frustrated.
“Fucking awesome.” She glared at him and tried again, this time more calmly.
“Tony, I want to talk to him. Maybe I can change his mind.” Tony looked at her and nodded unsurely.
“Ok fine. But if he tries anything I will end him.” He threatened and she thanked him quietly.
She walked into the room where his cell was. She tried to come in quietly but knew, she never sneaked up on him successfully. She stepped in front of the glass.
“Loki?” she tried to get his attention and his head snapped towards her. He tilted his head and she came closer to the glass.
“My love, what are you doing?” she questioned as she looked into his eyes. Something wasn’t right. His eyes weren’t their usual color. No, they were glowing. And she was certain his eyes didn’t do that.
Summary: After a hard case, Spencer and the team go get drunk to forget about it. Spencer gets drunk and this leads to (Y/N) accidentally meeting Derek.
Warnings: mentions of death, murder, unsub, consumption of alcohol – not specified, 1 sexual joke, / please inform me if I missed something
Word count: 2k
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Spencer and (Y/N) have been dating for 9 months. Everything was going great, they met each other’s parents and Spencer even met (Y/N)’s parents. But she still hasn’t met his. It wasn’t because he was ashamed or embarrassed by her.
He just knew the team would make a huge deal about it, and would probably embarrass him or make a huge deal out of it. He knew he would have to introduce them eventually. But for now, he wanted to keep the relationship a secret from the team.
(Y/N) knew the reasons as to why she didn’t meet the team, and she was okay with it. He wanted to introduce them on his own terms, but he didn’t think she would meet them because of his alcohol intolerance.
It was 1 am and (Y/N) was waiting for Spencer to come home. He and his team went out to get their minds of the latest case in California. It was physically and mentally very draining. It took them 4 weeks to catch the unsub, who killed 9 people before they got to him. And as usual, everyone on the team blamed themselves just a little, for all the lives that were lost, especially Spencer. Scratch that, Spencer fully blamed himself for the killings, and it broke (Y/N)’s heart.
“I should’ve known where he was hiding, it was on the geological profile and I glanced over it! They would still be alive if I saw it sooner.” Spencer was sitting on the ground with his back to the couch sobbing. His hands were tugging at his hair, his eyes full of tears, his cheeks red and blotchy and he tried to catch his breath.
“Bub, please don’t do this to yourself,” (Y/N) begged as she tried to get his hands out of his hair. She took him into her arms and he leaned against her.
“It’s okay, it’s fine,” she tried to calm him down. He put his face into the crook of her neck and breathed in her scent. His breath started to calm down and his eyes started to close.
“Bub, we have to get to the bed, your back will hurt if we sleep here” She slowly walked him into his bedroom and helped him into his pajamas. When they flopped onto the bed, Spencer immediately laid his head on (Y/N)’s chest and wrapped his hands around her waist.
“Goodnight bub, it’s gonna be better tomorrow, I promise.” She whispered and ran her fingers through his hair. He fell asleep quickly that night.
Originally, Spencer didn’t want to go to the bar with his friends, but (Y/N) persuaded him. She said it would be good for his mind, to get his mind off the case.
She dropped him off in front of the bar and kissed his cheek.
“Call me when you want to go home, have fun, get your mind off the case, don’t drink too much please, your head hurts when you are hangover.” He nodded and got out of the car.
“I’ll call you, Love you bye,” he said and walked into the bar.
He came to the bar at around 9 pm. Penelope, Emily, and Derek were already there and they saved him a place in the booth. They talked about work, personal lives, and the rest of the team. Rossi and JJ came at around 10 pm and Hotch came 15 minutes after them. The alcohol started coming their way, and Derek persuaded Spencer to drink.
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3 hours later, Spencer couldn’t stand on his own properly. He was really tired and wanted to go home and cuddle with his love.
“Okay pretty boy, I think that’s enough for you,” Derek said and Spencer shook his head.
“Noooo I want some more, she told me to have fun,” Spencer whined and Derek looked at him confused,
“Sorry pretty boy, but we need to get you home, you said you have someone who will pick you up, give me your phone, I will call.” Spencer pouted and mumbled,
“I want to go home, she will be worried, I told her I won’t drink.” Everyone looked at him with raised eyebrows.
“Her? Who is her? You have a girlfriend we don’t know of?” Derek teased and Spencer nodded dreamily.
”Yeah, her name is (Y/N) she is the most beautiful person in the whole world. She is my ride home, call her.” he instructed and Derek rolled his eyes.
He fished out Spencer’s phone from his back pocket and dialed the contact with the name “My (Y/N)”
“Hey love, everything alright?” he heard a cheery voice from the other end and he chuckled.
“Hey, this is Derek Morgan, Spencer is very drunk and he says that you are his ride home, can you come to pick him up please?”
“Um, sure yeah I’ll be there in about 10 minutes, bye.” She said and ended the call.
“So, pretty boy, tell me about this girlfriend of yours.” Derek teased and Spencer grumbled.
“I won’t tell you anything, you will make fun of me”
“I won’t, I promise, I just want to know everything.” Derek tried to get any information out of him, but Spencer didn’t budge.
“No, if I told you anything, I would regret it tomorrow.” Spencer shook his head and Derek shrugged his shoulders.
“Ok, but just now, I will get it out of you.”
Just as he finished his sentence, a car pulled up next to them.
“Hey lover,” The woman in the car called out to Spencer and his eyes widened in happiness.
“My honeybun, you are here,” he slurred and (Y/N) laughed in embarrassment. She got out of the car and walked towards Spencer.
“Well hello,” Derek greeted and she smiled at him.
“Hi, I’m (Y/N), it’s pleasure to finally meet you, ” she shook his hand.
”I would like to say the same but considering I just learned about your existence, I would be lying.” He glared at Spencer and the genius wrapped his arms around his girlfriend’s shoulders from behind.
“I missed you so, so much, honeybun” he mumbled.
“I missed you too Bon Bon,” she teased and he glared at her. He always called the weirdest nicknames when he was drunk, and she loved it.
“Okay lover, let’s get you to bed,” she said to Spencer and he wiggled his eyebrows and she smacked his forehead very lightly.
“Not like that you idiot,” she shook her head and his shoulders sagged.
“Come onnnn,” he whined and she started to push him towards the car. When she finally stuffed his long body into the car, she turned to talk to Derek.
“Thank you so much for calling me, do you need a ride home?” she asked him and he just waved his hand.
“No, I have a ride, thanks for asking though.” She nodded and thanked him once again.
They said their goodbyes and (Y/N) sat in the driver’s seat. She turned towards Spencer and saw him passed out with his head against the window. She covered him with her jacket and started the car engine.
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She drove through the empty streets and listened to the random song on the radio, which played through the car quietly. The bar wasn’t far away from Spencer’s apartment, only about 10 minutes. She pulled up to the parking lot in front of his apartment and turned off the engine.
“Baby wake up, we are at home,” she softly stroked his cheek and he slowly opened his eyes.
“Already?” he asked groggily and she hummed in agreement.
“Yeah, come on, I’ll help you” she got out of the car and went to his side. She opened the door and wrapped his arm around her shoulders.
“Come on, up.” She struggled to get him to stand up, but they finally made it. His limbs were like jelly and didn’t listen to him at all.
“m’ really tired” he whispered and she rubbed his side.
“I know my love, we are nearly there,” she tried to comfort him.
They slowly walked into the building, and towards the elevator. After they stepped in, and Spencer pushed the floor number, she sighed in relief. Her back was killing her, and her arms hurt from holding Spencer’s body weight.
The elevator came to stop and (Y/N) dragged him down the hall towards his apartment. When they got to his door he slumped and she fished out keys from her pocket.
When she finally opened the door he stumbled in and slid down against the wall, and stretched his long legs in front of him. (Y/N) laughed when she saw him and he made grabby hands towards her.
“What is it bub?” she asked and crouched down beside him. He pulled her towards him and she sat on his lap. She moved some hair from his forehead and he kissed the inside of her palm.
“I love you so much, you know that?” he asked and she hummed.
“You told me quite a few times.” She put her forehead on his and pecked his lips softly.
“I love you so, so much.” They stayed like that for a couple of minutes before (Y/N) pulled away.
“Come to bed” she whispered against his lips and he nodded his head. She could see that Spencer sobered up a bit. When she helped him up, he could stand on his own and move quite easily.
They walked into the bathroom first. (Y/N) put some toothpaste on both of their toothbrushes while Spencer pulled out the things each of them needs for their skincare routine.
“Thanks love,” He thanked her when she handed him his toothbrush. They brushed their teeth quietly and occasionally bumped their hips together. When they spit out the toothpaste and flossed their teeth, they did their skincare routine.
They started by washing their faces, put on some cleanser, toner, eye cream, and moisturizer. They put it away and shuffled into the bedroom hand in hand.
“What do you want to sleep in?” (Y/N) asked Spencer, who was already laying in bed, trying very hard not to fall asleep.
“Pajama pants and your pink sweater, you know which one” Spencer replied and (Y/N) threw the clothes at him. He caught them and changed into them.
“Come cuddle me please.” He requested softly and she complied. In her pajamas, she walked towards the bed and slid under the comforter. She opened her arms and Spencer put his head on her chest.
“The headache tomorrow is going to be huge,” he sighed softly and she ran her fingers up and down his back soothingly.
“Don’t worry, I’m gonna take care of you.” She comforted him and he snuggled deeper into her side.
“You know, you have to introduce me to your teammates now that they know I exist.” She teased and Spencer nodded
“I’ve thought about it quite often lately.” He confessed and (Y/N) looked at him shocked.
“You have?” she asked in disbelief.
“Yeah, I want them to know all about the girl I love.” He said and she kissed his cheek in gratitude.
“I can’t wait” she whispered.
“We should sleep, so we can go to the market tomorrow.”
The market thing was their tradition. It started about a month before they officially started dating, back when they were just friends. She membered it like it was yesterday. They were watching doctor who at Spencer’s apartment and she wanted some apples in caramel.
They went out and wandered around quite a bit before they stumbled on the little farmer’s market. It was October and apples were everywhere. It turned out great, (Y/N) got her apples in caramel, and they got a tradition that would last for a very long time.
(Y/N) came back into reality, when she heard a snore come from Spencer. She smiled at the sight of him, looking so peaceful. He looked so beautiful when he slept. All of his facial muscles relaxed, and with his mind at peace.
“Goodnight my love, sweet dreams” she whispered softly, tucked the comforter up to his chin, and kissed his forehead one more time. Her eyelids closed and she drifted off into sleep.
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Summary: Loki,(Y/N), and Thor try to find a way to get Loki out of the cell. Maybe Frigga can help.
Warnings: none, bad writing
Word count: 1.6k
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4 weeks ago:
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“Talk to me, please” she begged and Loki only moved his eyes away from her figure.
“I know this is very hard to talk about but I want to understand and help you get through this,” He looked at her and his heart broke a bit when he saw the tears streaming down her pretty face.
“Please don’t cry my love,” He said with a slight crack in his voice. She nodded and wiped her tears.
“Is there anything I can do to make you feel more comfortable while you talk? Would it help if you wrote it down?” she asked and Loki shook his head.
“It would really help if you could hold me, but I don’t think that is possible.” He whispered and scratched the back of his neck.
“I am going to talk to Tony, write it down. It will help.” She stood up quickly and walked towards the elevator.
***
“No, absolutely not,” Tony said immediately and (Y/N) huffed out.
“Look, I know I am asking a lot from you but this could prove his innocence.” She tried to argue but he stopped her by raising his hand.
“I am sorry but I can’t jeopardize the safety of everyone in the building and possibly the whole world.” She nodded with a sad smile and turned around to the elevator. Tony grabbed her wrist lightly and made her turn around.
“Look kid,” she looked at him confused.
“I am pretty sure I’m older than you but go on.” He glared at her and continued.
“I know this must be hard. We are nearly done with the power blocking bracelets, and then you can be with him.” She smiled sadly and made her back to Loki’s cell.
***
“He didn’t allow it, I’m so sorry my love.” She slid down the glass and Loki looked at her.
“It’s okay my darling, you tried and I’m very thankful for that.” She sat up straight and looked at him with determination in her eyes.
“It will take a few more weeks for Bruce and Tony to finish the prototype of the bracelets, and then we can hold each other. For now, talk. I want to know what happened. ”
***
“I think we are done,” Tony announced, and (Y/N)’s head snapped in his direction.
“Will it work?” she asked and Tony shrugged.
“I honestly have no idea. We are going to try it on Wanda first.” He said and (Y/N) looked at him puzzled.
“You want to compare Wanda’s and Loki’s powers? He is a god and she isn’t.” Tony looked at her annoyed.
”You have a better idea?” She just shook her head.
“Thought so.” He said and walked away.
***
“Do you think it will work?” She asked Loki and he shrugged his shoulders.
“Don’t know what the source of her power is or how strong she is, it’s hard to tell.” (Y/N) nodded and looked at Loki.
“I want to touch you already, I hope it works.” She confessed and he smiled.
“I know love, I am in desperate need of a good cuddle.” She laughed and shook her head.
“I am going to give you so many cuddles; you will get sick of them.”
“I don’t think that’s possible darling, I could never get sick of you, or your cuddles.”
“Okay lovebirds, end the lovefest I have some news.” Tony interrupted them with a disgusted look on his face. The couple looked at him with hopeful expressions and Tony shook his head.
“It didn’t work on Wanda, we have to scratch this design and start from the beginning, Sorry.” (Y/N) smiled sadly.
“Thank you, Tony.” “No problem kid, wish I could do more but you have to wait a bit more.” He turned around and left the room. The lovers looked at each other with tears in their eyes, wishing they could hold each other more than ever before.
***
“It can’t take long can it?” Thor asked and Loki paced around his cell.
“The mortals are useless; they won’t be able to figure it out.” Loki sneered and (Y/N) shushed him.
“I’m sure they will figure it out eventually, but it’s not soon enough.” She trailed off and looked at the wall opposite of her.
They were quiet for a bit before (Y/N) spoke up.
“What about your mother? Wouldn’t she be able to help?” The siblings looked at her.
“I don’t think our father would approve of this, but I can get around him,” Thor said and (Y/N) smiled at him.
“I am genius, don’t need to thank me.” She teased and they laughed together.
“I really hope it works out.” She sighed and Thor announced.
“I will leave now, and be back in a few days.” The god of thunder said and packed up his stuff.
“Goodbye for now,” Thor said his farewell and left the room.
“This actually might work “(Y/N) said and he chuckled nervously.
“Yeah…”
***
Thor didn’t come back to Earth for the next 9 days and (Y/N) started to worry a bit.
“What if she doesn’t have anything? Or Odin figured out what we are trying to do and forbid Thor from coming back to Earth.” she paced around the room and Loki looked at her annoyed.
“Calm down, he didn’t specify when he would come back,” he snapped and (Y/N) looked at him with wide eyes.
“Does this actually matter to you?” she asked loudly and Loki looked at her.
“Of course, it matters to me; do you think I want to be stuck here for the rest of eternity?” (Y/N) shook her head, and responded angrily.
“If you didn’t tell me right now, I wouldn’t have known, because you act like it doesn’t bother you one bit. I know for a fact you don’t have much faith in this plan or in Thor, but you could at least try to act like it’s going to work.” She paced in front of the glass and Loki sighed.
“I’m so sorry darling, I just….” He stopped to take a breath.
“I don’t want to get my hopes up okay?” he confessed and (Y/N)’s brows furrowed.
He breathed in shakily “I really want to get out of here, but darling, the chance of this working out isn’t really high. I have never seen any of those bracelets; I doubt my mother has a pair just laying around.” He walked around in a circle and pulled at the roots of his hair harshly.
“Hey, don’t do that,” she scolded him and he apologized quietly. “Look, I know, this must be hard for you, and I can’t imagine how being locked up must feel, but we must stay positive.” He scoffed.
“You know that is not my strong side.” She laughed lightly and sat down beside the glass.
“I am sorry my darling,” she whispered and rested her head on the glass.
“I am sorry too my dove, I don’t want to fight.” He responded and the girl giggled.
“We had fights that were much worse,”
“Yeah, we did” he agreed and the silence spread through the room.
***
(Y/N) was making herself a sandwich when Thor came back to Earth. He greeted everyone and went straight to his brother’s wife.
“I got them.” He announced and she choked on her coffee.
“You do?” she asked and he nodded happily. She squealed and wrapped her arms around his broad shoulders.
“Let’s go get him out” she started pulling him towards the elevator when Tony stopped them.
“Wait, I want to look at them and analyze them before we let him out.” He bargained and Thor handed them to him. Tony looked at (Y/N)
“Don’t worry, I’ll be quick” he said and disappeared into his lab.
***
“So, I don’t understand this much, but I think it will work,” Tony announced after 2 hours of being gone. He handed the bracelets to (Y/N) and she smiled at him, took the bracelets, and rushed towards the elevator. She pushed the button and the elevator.
She played with the bracelets in her hands to ease her nerves. This had to work, right? She didn’t have much more time to think about it, because the elevator stopped. She walked out, greeted the guards, and finally stepped into the room with Loki’s cell.
“You were away for quite a long time, is everything okay?” he asked her without looking at her.
“Thor is back, he brought these.” She said and his head snapped in her direction. He quickly walked towards her.
“He… brought them?” he asked nervously and (Y/N) nodded with tears in her eyes. She would be able to finally hold him.
“Tony will be down in a moment, he will put them on you.” She informed him and he bounced on his heels nervously.
“Okay Loki, let’s get this over with,” Tony said as he came into the room and walked towards the panel that controlled the glass between the lovers.
He put in the code, swiped the card, gave his thumbprint and the glass slowly disappeared. Tony walked towards him and put the bracelets on his wrists. He could feel them blocking his powers, and it didn’t feel good.
Nothing divided them now. He slowly stepped out of the cell zone, he was very wary, but who could blame him? Without his powers, they could hurt him very easily. When nothing happened, he started walking towards her.
He couldn’t believe it, he could finally kiss her. When he was close enough, she wrapped her arms around his shoulders and pulled his body toward hers. Loki put his face in the crook of her neck and breathed in her smell. Tears welled up in his eyes and he tried to blink them away, but he couldn’t.
“Come on kiss me, I waited for such a long time.” She begged and he complied. They kissed softly and he put his hands on her cheeks. They broke apart a few moments later. She put her forehead on his and closed her eyes in bliss.
“We did it.”
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Summary: Loki's punishment for his New York attack is a cell in Avengers tower. But the worst torture is being away from his wife, who is stuck on Asgard. Will she find a way to get to him
Warnings: none, bad writing
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It has been 7 months since she last saw him. Odin forbade it. She tried to reason with him but he shrugged her off. She was fed up.
“I want to see my husband, you can’t keep me away from him.” She declared but shut her mouth when the All-father glared at her.
“I won’t allow you to see him, or have any contact with him. This is his punishment. Now leave, I have more important things to tend to.” He glared at (Y/N) and she nodded.
She walked through the hallways of the palace and tried to not cry from the frustration.
“Lady (Y/N), wait up.” She could hear someone shouting at her and she turned towards the voice. It was Thor. He walked quickly towards her and she smiled sadly at him.
“Hey, Thor what’s up?” She asked in a monotone voice and he furrowed his eyebrows.
“I’m sorry for disturbing you but I heard you talking to my father and I think I have an answer to your problem.” She looked at him with wide eyes.
“You will take me with you?” she gasped but her expression fell when he shook his head.
“I’m afraid I’m not able to do that at the moment.” He then reached to the pocket on his leather satchel and pulled out some paper and envelopes.
“You could write some letters to him, tell him how much you miss him or something.” He suggested and grinned widely.
“You are the best Thor.” She kissed his cheek and ran to her quarters.
***
They have been exchanging for about 4 months before Odin realized and called her in to talk to her. When the guards first called her in, she nearly passed out from fear. She knew what happened to people who didn’t respect his orders. She took a sharp breath in and started walking towards the throne room.
When she stepped into the room, the first person she saw was Thor. She looked at him puzzled and he just shook his head. He was right, this wasn’t the time.
“If I remember correctly I forbade you from contacting him or seeing him. Do you have anything to say for yourself?” He spoke, and the tone of his voice made (Y/N)’s hands shake.
She shook her head and looked to the ground.
“I don’t have anything to say, your highness.” She awaited the worst. What would he do to her? Throw her into the prison? Or maybe send her to another planet so she wouldn’t be able to talk to Loki ever again?
“Pack your stuff. You will leave for Midgard today with Thor.” Her head snapped to look at him.
“Thank you your highness I really appreciate it.” He nodded.
“I won’t be merciful the next time you disrespect me and my wishes.” His voice boomed through the halls but she didn’t care. She would be able to see her husband. And that’s all that mattered.
***
When they landed, it was night. (Y/N) looked around her and saw the tall buildings above her. She fell in love with the city at the first sight.
“Come on, the Avengers tower is only a couple blocks away,” Thor said and the girl beside him nodded. The walk was quite short but very interesting.
The city was so alive; she couldn’t get enough of it. After a few minutes of walking, they stopped. They stood in front of a huge tower, with a big A at the top. Thor took her wrist into his hand and pulled her lightly towards the entrance.
He greeted the receptionist, the security and walked towards the elevator. (Y/N) wasn’t new to the Midgardian technology. She quite enjoyed Midgard and all things that come with it.
The door closed behind them and (Y/N)’s mind started to wander. ‘What will he say when he sees her? Will he be happy? Will he be angry at her? She didn’t come to see him for nearly a year, she wouldn’t blame him.'
She came back to reality when the elevator stopped, and the doors opened.
“The team doesn’t know who you are so it will surprise them.” He explained and she hummed in acknowledgment.
“Let’s do this.” She rubbed her palms together and they walked out of the elevator together. The pair walked down the hallway. They stepped into a room with some couches and a bar.
“Hello, friends I am back.” Thor cheered and the people looked in his direction.
“I also brought a friend with me.” He looked behind him and all people in the room looked at her.
A tall man with blonde hair and blue eyes came closer to her and offered his hand. She took it, and they shook hands.
“I’m Steve Rogers, it’s nice to meet you ma’am” he greeted and (Y/N) introduced herself. She made a round around the room and introduced herself to everyone.
“So, what’s she doing here Point Break?” Tony asked and (Y/N) laughed at the nickname. Thor only glared at her.
“She came to see Loki.” He stated and the room went quiet. Natasha glared at her
“Why do you want to see a mass murderer?” She questioned and (Y/N) explained.
“Long story short, he is my husband and I haven’t seen him in nearly a year.” Clint choked on his water and Bruce stepped away from her.
“Look, I know you don’t like him I still do and I would really like to see him.” She stated and Tony nodded.
“Okay, Point Break, take her to his cell.”
Thor nodded and moved towards the hallway and (Y/N) followed him.
“Does he ever get to walk outside?” she asked and Thor shook his head.
“We can’t contain his power so he has to be in a cell. But Tony and Bruce are working on it.” He assured her and she nodded.
***
Loki’s cell was on floor -5. All the way below garages, and boilers and stuff. They stepped out of the elevator and (Y/N) immediately noticed the presence of heavily armed guards.
“Before you go in I have to walk you through some rules.” He started and she looked at him.
“You can’t go into his cell, open his cell door or take any items he gives you through the glass with his magic.” He clarified and (Y/N) hummed in agreement.
“I understand, can I go see him now?” Thor nodded and (Y/N) rushed to the room with his cell. When she stepped in, she took her surroundings.
The room was quite large, bland and about ¾ of it was just the cell. The ‘visiting area’ was pretty boring. A couch with some pillows and a blanket, a water fountain, and some magazines were the only things in the space.
Loki’s cell was more interesting. There was a comfortable-looking bed, a little bookshelf with some books, a writing desk, and a chair that came with it.
The door behind her closed and Loki’s head turned towards her. His eyes widened and he stood up from the bed.
“Is it really you, my love?” He whispered and (Y/N) nodded. Some tears welled up in her eyes and she wiped them away.
“I thought I would never see you again.” She confessed and came closer to the glass. She pressed the palm of her hand on it and he did the same.
Loki’s heart broke when he felt the cold glass instead of the warm touch of his lover.
“How did you even get here?” he questioned and (Y/N) laughed lightly.
“Odin let me actually.” She said and Loki’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. His lover smiled at his face and continued.
“I couldn’t believe it either.”
“My love, I have to ask you something.” She said and Loki tilted his head.
“Why did you do it?” she asked with tears in her eyes and he glared at her.
“Oh, so that’s why you are here huh? They sent you to get information from me” He chuckled sadly and turned his back to her. (Y/N) shook her head immediately.
“No, I came here because I wanted to see you. I am asking you because I want to understand.” He turned around and she could see the doubt in his eyes.
“I promised you I will help you and protect you, why would I break that promise.” (Y/N) questioned and she could see the doubt disappear from his eyes at the mention of their vows.
“I..” he started and she could see his bottom lip wobble a bit. She knew he did that when he was trying not to cry.
“He made me do it, it was horrible.” He rushed his words out.
“Who made you do this Loki, my love tell me please.” She pushed but he shook his head.
“Can we talk about this later I want to talk about something else; I promise I will tell you everything.” She sighed and nodded her head.
“Talk to me my love, what did you do here?” Loki looked to the ground.
“Nothing much. I read some books, waited for your letters, and wrote you letters.” He confessed.
“I have to say, the letters were the only thing that made me happy.” She said and he chuckled.
“I had it the same. When I was feeling sad, I reread your letters again, and again, and again.” She laughed and he looked at her lovingly.
***
The next 3 hours were filled with laughter, talking, crying, and ‘I love you’s. At about 2 a.m., Loki fell asleep with his cheek squished to the glass. (Y/N) looked at him and stood up. She took the pillows and blanket from the couch and made a little sleeping place beside the glass.
The girl could feel her eyelids drooping, and she looked at her sleeping husband one last time. They would get through this and be able to touch each other.
Eventually.
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Summary: Peter decided to take a break from patrolling for one night. He decided to spend it with his girlfriend, watching Star Wars.
Warnings: none, bad writing
Word count: 756
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(Y/N) stood in front of her locker with 2 cups of hot chocolate in her hands. She was reading some documents from her chemistry class when Peter came into her view. She smiled at him and he grinned at her.
“Good morning bubba,” she greeted him and he blushed at the nickname.
“Good morning love,” he said and wrapped his arms around her waist. She handed him his hot chocolate and he thanked her by kissing her cheek.
“So, how did you sleep?” (Y/N) asked Peter and he yawned in response.
“I didn’t sleep much because of the patrol.” She shook her head in disapproval
“You should take a break. This isn’t good for you.” Peter just nodded and took a sip from his cup.
“I actually wanted to have a break tonight. I also wanted to ask if you want to sleep over at mine.” He said with a slight nervousness in his voice and (Y/N) laughed softly.
“That would be awesome. I’ll text my parents when we get into the class.” He nodded and they continued their way through the hallways.
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“I will come over in about an hour. I need to get some stuff.” She informed Peter and he hummed in agreement.
“In the meantime, I will make some snacks and turn on the movies.”
“Just please, pick something other than Star wars.” She groaned jokingly and Peter tried to look offended.
“You don’t want to watch star wars? Well, I guess that is the end of this relationship.”
(Y/N) put her hand on her heart and made a wounded face. “Oh no, what am I gonna do without you in my life?” He snorted and pushed her shoulder very lightly.
“Star wars it is then.” He decided and his girlfriend said
“Fine, I guess I’ll have to find a new boyfriend” in a sing-song voice, as she walked away. Peter just shook his head and started walking towards his home.
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The sound of the doorbell rang through his apartment.
”May, can you get the door please?” Peter yelled and could hear May rushing to the door.
“Hey honey,” May greeted (Y/N) and she smiled at the woman in front of her.
“Hey May,” she said back and May moved from the door to let her in. She put her shoes down in the hallway and dropped her overnight bag to the floor.
“May, you going somewhere?” (Y/N) asked and May nodded.
“Yes, I’m going out with some friends from work. I should be back in few hours.” She explained.
“Please don’t burn down the building while I’m gone,” May begged and (Y/N) threw her head back in laughter.
“Don’t worry May, It’s not gonna happen.” She reassured and May hummed in acknowledgment.
“Okay, I’m done, how do I look?” she asked and (Y/N) grinned at her.
”You look very pretty.”
“Thank you, love, I’m gonna go now if you need anything, text me. I left some money for you in the kitchen just in case.”
“Okay May, have fun. Bye” (Y/N) led May out of the apartment and closed the door when she left.
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“Is that my shirt?” she asked Peter when she stepped into the kitchen. He stopped his movements and turned around to look at her. She moved towards him and wrapped her arms around him. Peter put his face into her neck and she laughed out.
“Is that my shirt Peter? Tell me.” He nodded his head and she put a kiss into his hair.
“You look really good in my clothes.” She complimented him and he laughed shyly into her neck.
“You should wear my clothes every day.” She gushed out. He didn’t wear her clothes as much as she did his. Now that she thought about it, he only wore her hoodie once, when he was cold and didn’t have anything of his.
“Come on angel, let’s watch the movies.” He smiled and pulled her towards the living room. She plopped onto the couch and he laid on top of her.
(Y/N) took the popcorn bowl and the remote control from the table, and started the movie. Peter snuggled up closer to her and sighed happily.
“This is nice.” He stated and snuggled his face into her neck. She looked down and smiled at him. They weren’t able to hang out much lately because of their schedules. She snapped back into reality and focused on the movie.
With Peter in her arms. He was wearing her shirt. Everything was perfect.
She was content.
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Summary: Bucky and (Y/N) fled from the US to Romania and tried to live their happily ever after there. When they thought they were safe someone shows up and pulls them back to reality.
Warnings: little sad, talking about murder, bad writing,
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(Y/N) woke up to the sound of knocking on her front door. She sleepily shuffled to the hall, unlocked her door, and opened it. Bucky stood there in rain, with a distressed look on his face. She pulled him inside and closed the door behind him.
“I’m leaving America I need to get away as fast as I can.” He said, and she tilted her head to the side. “Slow down your words mister I can’t understand anything you are saying. I am barely awake.” She mumbled and he repeated it again.
“They are looking for me, and they will find me in the next few days if I don’t leave.” He rushed out and he saw her brows furrow. “I came to say goodbye. And say thank you for everything you have done. I remember almost everything thanks to you.” She smiled and raised her eyebrows.
“Did you think I would let you leave without me? You are not getting rid of me.” She informed him as she walked into her bedroom. He walked behind her and watched her as she took down two duffel bags from her closet.
“I will pack my bag, and you pack some food, money, and valuables. We will sleep here this night and leave in the morning.” He nodded and rushed into her living room.
She put some clothes, toiletries, and Bucky’s diary into the bag and zipped it up. She put it into the hall and walked back into the living room.
“Do you know where you want to go?” he nodded his head, and she waited for his response. “Eastern Europe, somewhere there. We will take a boat from Alaska to Russia, and a train from there.” He informed her and she took a deep breath.
“You can still back out.” He looked at her and she shook her head. “I promised you to stay by your side it won’t change. Plus, I’m pretty sure hydra will find out you were hiding here. And would kill me. So, I don’t have any other choice.” She chuckled and bumped her shoulder with his.
“Let’s get some sleep. I don’t think we will get much of it in the next few months.” And she was right. They didn’t.
2 years later:
“Bub, wake up.” She whispered into his ear and he smiled softly. It has been 2 years since they fled the states, and they couldn’t be happier. They got together, bought a small house outside a small village, and lived there in peace.
“Don’t wanna.” He whined and she giggled.
“It’s 10 o’clock already. We need to go to the market.” He hummed and buried his head deeper into his pillow.
“They will eat all the plums, and you won’t have any if you don’t wake up.” She teased, and he turned his whole body to face her.
“Alright let’s go.” He said with wide eyes and scrambled out of bed. She shook her head and stretched her limbs.
“Come on (Y/N), they will eat everything!” he screamed, and she shook her head. She got dressed in a shirt and some jean suspenders and secured her hair with a hair tie. She came into their kitchen, and Bucky was already waiting for her in his day clothes. He offered her his hand, and they walked out of the house together.
“Okay, so we need plums, some milk, flour, and some sunflower seeds.” (Y/N) listed the things they needed to buy.
“Anything else?” she questioned and Bucky nodded his head.
“We also wanted to buy some flower seeds for the front garden, and you wanted Reese’s from that expensive corner shop.” She nodded and looked to the ground disappointed.
“I can’t believe how expensive they are here.” He squeezed her hand and turned his head to face her.
“Well, you knew what you were giving up when you came with me.”
“If you reminded me that Reese’s were one of those things, I might’ve stayed in the US.” She teased, and he tried to look offended but failed miserably.
“I’m going to take milk, flour, and Reese’s and you take the sunflower seeds and plums. We will meet in front of the flower shop and choose the seeds together. Deal?” She quickly split out their tasks and Bucky hummed in agreement.
When they arrived at the marketplace, they split up and went to get their items. After around 20 minutes they met in front of a small flower shop owned by a lovely old lady.
They walked in and she let Bucky talk. He greeted the lady and spoke with her for a few minutes. She then pointed to a shelf with some flowers on her left. Bucky took (Y/N)’s hand and pulled her towards the shelves.
“Come on let’s choose some and go home.” She nodded and looked over the pictures of flowers on the shelf.
“I want some lavenders, peonies, and coneflowers.” Bucky paid for them, and they started walking back home.
When their house came into view, they both noticed something wasn’t right. There was a car parked on their lawn and the door was open. Bucky pulled (Y/N) behind him and started walking towards the front door slowly.
“Stay here and run if I say so.” He said to her seriously, and she could see the fear in his eyes.
“I love you.” He whispered and walked into their home.
He walked into their house and pulled out a gun from a drawer in the hallway. Furthermore, he loaded it and held it in front of him. When he stepped into their living room he could see a man standing in the middle of the room, looking at some photos on the walls. Bucky slowly walked closer to the man. The floor under his feet creaked and he cringed.
The man in front of him turned around and his eyes went wide.
“Bucky?” Bucky tilted his head to the side in confusion.
“Steve?” Steve nodded and walked towards him slowly.
“I am not here to hurt you I just came to talk.” He explained slowly and Bucky shook his head.
“Why are you here Steve? And how did you even find me?” He questioned and put his gun down. Steve took a deep breath and started explaining.
“I have some friends who have access to a lot of information. But we have to leave. They think you killed the king of Wakanda and are coming for you.” Bucky nodded and walked outside. Steve wanted to call out for him when he heard another voice.
“Bucky, who is that?” Steve asked and saw a woman walking into the house. She looked at Steve confused and Bucky whispered something into her ear. She nodded and came closer to Steve.
“Hi, I’m (Y/N), Bucky’s girlfriend.” She
introduced herself and laughed at Steve’s confused face. He looked at Bucky with a weird expression and wide eyes. He shook his head and introduced himself.
“I’m Steve.”
“Yeah, I know.” She smiled and he chuckled.
“So, I’m guessing she is coming with us.” He said and (Y/N) looked at Bucky confused.
“Going where? Where are we going?” Steve explained everything to her, and she got very angry.
“He didn’t kill anyone! He was he the whole time!” she started, but Bucky put his palm on her mouth and shook his head.
“He knows. But the people who are coming don’t. We have to leave.” She nodded and they walked outside. She turned around, looked at their house and tears welled up in her eyes. Bucky came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her.
“I know I promised you better life here. I’m sorry I couldn’t give it to you. You deserve so much better my love.” He whispered sadly and she shook her head.
“The only thing I need in my life is you. We will get through this and come back home. I’m sure of it, we will have our happy ending.” She reassured him and he nodded his head.
“Guys we have to go, they will be here soon,” Steve shouted from the car, and they looked at each other.
” Let’s go my love.” Bucky said and took her hand into his and squeezed tightly. They got into the car and Steve started driving away.
Bucky and (Y/N) looked at their house one last time and hugged each other. They tried to reassure themselves that they will return, but they knew this is the last time they would see their house, and there was nothing they could do about it.
“I will miss it.” (Y/N) whispered and Bucky looked at her with a sad look.
“Me too honey, me too.” He replied as they drove further away from their beloved home.
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sequel to Changed my mind. https://robin-cordelia-adair.tumblr.com/post/648200160481050624/changed-my-mind
Summary: Loki and (Y/N) got a lot closer over the last year. But things change and different feelings start to come to the surface.
Warnings: tiny bit of angst, fluff, Bad writing
Word count: 2,2k
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It has been about a year since Loki first started coming down on Earth to see (Y/N). First, it was to see Nox, (Y/N)’s cat. He really liked the fluffy creature and its’ purrs calmed him down. After a few visits, (Y/N) decided to show Loki more about Earth. He refused at first but she didn’t take no for an answer.
She started by introducing him to more Midgardian dishes. As it turned out, he really enjoyed baking cookies and making homemade ice cream. They later switched to exploring the literature, which Loki greatly enjoyed. They later started going out to explore the city a little more. They started by going to little parks around her neighborhood and went up from there.
Cafés, libraries, restaurants, galleries, museums. Those are places Loki and (Y/N) visited in a span of a year. At first, Loki didn’t want to do any of these things but (Y/N) grew on him and he actually didn’t mind it. He was happy he had her in his life.
“You are late.” He stood in the middle of her living room and she was glaring at him.
“I’m sorry I had some stuff to do. I meant to come a lot sooner.” She nodded and moved towards him. He already knew what was coming. She wrapped her hands around his waist and buried her face into his chest.
“I missed you.” He kissed the top of her head
“I missed you too.” They became very close in the last few months. Hugs and head kisses were not unusual between them.
“Come on let’s watch this movie.” She pulled away and he nodded, a little disappointed. They laid on her couch and she handed him the tub of popcorn.
“I made you your own this time so you won’t steal mine.” He rolled his eyes.
“Yeah, yeah. Tell me what movie we are watching woman.” He exclaimed.
He was hit in the head by a pillow in response. She snickered and he looked at her annoyed and cuddled up to the pillow she just threw at him.
“Ok, we are watching animated movies today. The first is Tangled.” He nodded and looked at her TV.
They were at the end of the movie, when Loki heard a quiet sniffle coming from (Y/N). His head snapped in her direction and he saw small tears running down her cheeks. He moved closer to her and wrapped his hands around her.
“What’s wrong darling, why are you crying?” (Tangled makes me cry so… I put it here.)
She shook her head and wiped the tears with the backs of her hands.
“This movie always makes me cry. It’s really dumb, I know.” She confessed.
“It’s not dumb.” He said and put a kiss on top of her head. She cuddled up into his side and looked towards the screen.
When the movie ended she wiggled out of his arms and sat up straight. She took the TV remote and stopped the credits.
“So, what next? You want to watch another one or…” she trailed off and he sat beside her.
“Whatever you want I don’t really care.” She nodded and looked through the options.
After a few minutes, she decided on How to train your dragon.
“This one is happy so I won’t cry.” She laughed out and he smiled at her. They laid back and (Y/N) snuggled up to Loki once again. He looked down at her and his heart skipped a beat.
At first, he didn’t want to admit it to himself, but he had a crush on her. He didn’t want to act on those feelings because he didn’t want to ruin what they had. She was his best friend and he didn’t want to lose her.
He came back to reality when he heard her laugh at the movie. He looked at the screen and tried to focus on the movie.
“Why does is she always mean to him I don’t understand!” she exclaimed as she was watching Astrid bullying Hiccup. He chuckled.
“I don’t know he is kind of weird.” She gasped and hit his chest lightly. He laughed and kissed the back of her hand. She looked at him with wide eyes and he dropped her hand.
“Sorry, did it make you uncomfortable? I know I never did that. I should’ve asked I’m sorry.” He rushed out and she put the palm of her hand on his mouth to shut him up.
“It’s fine. You didn’t make me uncomfortable. I actually really liked it.” She assured him and he nodded his head. He smirked.
“Well in that case.” He took her hand into his, raised it to his lips, and kissed the back of it. He then turned her hand and kissed her palm. She looked to the ground and he chuckled.
“Now, pay attention.” He turned her head and she breathed out a breath, she didn’t know she was holding.
She tried to focus on the movie but her mind was running. ‘Calm down jesus’ she thought. She shook her head and concentrated on the movie. After a few minutes, she could feel her eyelids closing and she didn’t fight it.
(Y/N) woke up because of the morning sun shining through the windows. She tried to stand up to close the blinds, but something was holding her down. She looked down and the sight nearly melted her heart.
Loki was laying on her chest with his hands wrapped around her waist and Nox was sleeping on Loki’s back. She smiled at them, took her phone from the coffee table, and snapped a photo of them. She then put her hands on his back and went back to sleep.
She woke up to the sound of a voice coming from her kitchen. It was nearly 11 o’clock. She stood up from her couch and made her way towards the voice. The first thing she saw was Loki cracking some eggs onto a pan that was placed on the stove. She walked towards Nox that was sitting on her kitchen counter and she furrowed her brows. She didn’t like when he sat on the counter. Especially when someone was cooking.
“I told you to chase him away from the counter when you are cooking.” She told him and he turned his head to look at her.
“Good morning to you too.” She put Nox down from the counter and he looked at her betrayed.
(Y/N) crouched down and scratched behind his ear as if to say sorry. He turned around and made his way into the living room.
She stood up and hopped on the counter. After a few minutes of silence, Loki turned off the stove and put the scrambled eggs he made on two plates. He handed her one plate and a fork and she thanked him.
“Mmmh, this is really good. You are getting better at this.” She teased and he glared at her.
“I thought we agreed to never speak of that matter.”
“Yeah, sure I totally agreed to not talk about that time you nearly burned down my apartment.” He threw his head back in annoyance and she giggled.
“You know I’m just teasing you. But really, this tastes amazing.” He thanked her and they ate the rest of their meals in silence.
Loki decided to also wash the dishes while (Y/N) talked about her weird dream. She couldn’t remember it really well but it was something about skeletons riding a train, trying to capture her into some nets for catching butterflies.
“Have you ever had a normal dream?” she shook her and he laughed while he was drying the dishes with the dishcloth.
After he put everything away, he stood between (Y/N)’s legs and wrapped his hands around her waist.
“How did you sleep?” he asked and she shrugged.
“Not so bad. My back is kind of hurting. The couch isn’t the most comfortable.” He frowned and dug his fingers into her back to get the knots out.
“Okay, that’s enough,” she said after a few minutes. They didn’t realize it but their faces moved closer to each other. His eyes jumped from her eyes to her lips. They started leaning in. Their lips were nearly touching when the doorbell rang through her apartment.
Loki jumped away from (Y/N) and blushed. She jumped from the counter and ran to the door. She opened it and a postman was standing at her door. She greeted him, signed the papers, and took her package. She was in a shopping mood so she bought some new clothes. She said her goodbyes and closed the door.
She dropped the package on the floor and ran her finger through her hair. ‘What am I going to do? How can I face him?’ she asked herself and breathed in deeply to ease her nerves. When finally got the courage to face Loki she threw her keys into the bowl and slowly walked towards the kitchen.
When she got in the kitchen it was empty. She looked everywhere but couldn’t find Loki. She sat down on her couch and tried to breathe. ‘Did I ruin it?’ Tears welled up in her eyes and she let them flow. Nox jumped onto the couch and nudged her with his nose. (Y/N) picked him up and hugged him to her chest. She tried not to cry but couldn’t keep her sobs in. She fell asleep a few hours later, exhausted from crying.
She woke up with a sore throat the next morning. Nox was still sleeping on her chest and didn’t move an inch from the position he fell asleep in yesterday. She stretched her arms and wiped her eyes. After a few minutes, Nox woke up and stretched his tiny limbs. She smiled sadly at him and pet his head lovingly.
At least she wasn’t alone. She stood up and walked toward the kitchen slowly. She stopped in the doorway and remembered the moment she and Loki shared in there just yesterday. She could feel tears coming into her eyes but she blinked them back. She promised herself she would be okay.
It was 5 days after the incident when (Y/N) dragged herself out of bed to go outside. She needed to go to the grocery store and buy some food. She put on a coat, sneakers and took some bags for her groceries. When she stepped outside the sun was shining and some kids were playing a few meters away. She sighed and started walking. The grocery store was about 7 minutes away so she would be back soon.
She was in the store for about 10 minutes. She bought some milk, cookies, bread, and coffee. When she walked out of the store, she put the bag on her shoulder and started walking. It was a nice day and the sun warmed her skin. When she arrived at her flat, (Y/N) sensed something wasn’t right. She could hear the kettle boiling some water and the TV was on. She slowly walked to the living room and saw Loki sitting on her couch, petting Nox.
“What are you doing here and how did you get in here?” She demanded and he looked up at her.
“I can do magic. I knocked but you didn’t answer so…”
“Why are you here?” she asked again and he replied.
“I came to see you. I know I left really quickly but I wanted to give you some space. I also didn’t think you wanted to see me.” He trailed off and she asked him softly.
“Why did you think I wouldn’t want to see you? Because of the moment, we had before the bell rung?” He nodded and she sat on the couch beside him.
“You know, I wouldn’t have minded if we kissed.” His head snapped toward her direction and she smiled.
‘Fuck it.’ She said to herself.
“I actually really like you, more than a friend. And I would’ve really liked it if we kissed.” She confessed and he furrowed his brows. He looked deep in thought and spoke up after a while.
“Would it be okay if I kissed you?” she nearly shouted her answer but contained herself from doing it.
She nodded her head and he took her chin in his fingers. Loki tilted her head and moved closer to her.
“You still have time to move away.” she shook her head and he closed the gap between them.
They separated after a few minutes because Nox started meowing at something outside of the window. Loki and (Y/N) looked at each other and burst out laughing.
“Why do we keep getting disturbed?” she asked through her laugh and he shook his head.
“I don’t know but it makes me kind of mad.” He scooted closer to her and took her hand into his and placed a kiss on top of it.
“Will you let me take you on a date? Or we can stay in and order take out.” He asked and he looked very nervous. She nodded her head and kissed his lips softly again.
“I would really like that.” He smirked
“That’s great. Now come here I want to kiss you some more.” He requested and pulled her into him.
She changed his heart.
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