Clothes are not just tuxedo

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron nodded at that. “Yeah, that wouldn’t be a good idea.” He chuckled. “I can talk to Sebastian about that. If you want an apology…” He sighed. “But, I don’t think he’ll take me seriously.” He giggled with that. Cameron nodded. “And I’m really proud of us.” He tapped her hand lightly and smiled wider.

Faye smiled. “Thank you, Cammy. I think it would’t hurt if you try to talk to him.” She said. The girl held Cameron’s hand and caressed it lightly. “So... Let’s try and enjoy the rest rest of our trip. Because for me... It already started pretty great.” She smiled.

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I don’t know if it’s normal, but I have a huge urge to leave New York and go to Canada for a few days. It could be the graduation blues, that are pretty far, but not as far as before. Or I have the birthday blues, that are a month away. So, generally, I have the blues.

Aww Lisa, I hate to you see so down. Maybe a trip to Canada would do you good.

#convo #Lisa

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron listened to what she had to say and bit his lower lip. “Okay…” He pressed his lips together. “I think, those kind of situations end up being like that, so that you realize what you actually want. And… It’s easier for you to get an internship in fashion, since you’re the one on the fashion designer college or something”, he blinked. “I do believe that you’ll come around to what or almost what you were”, he smiled at her. “Yeah”, he nodded, smiling. “Basically”.

Faye shrugged at that. “Well, that’s what I thought so too, that it should be easier for me to get an internship since I was a fashion student, so when Kurt just appeared with one, like... In Vogue, not being in fashion college, that made me super jealous of him at the time.” She shrugged again. “But that doesn’t matter anymore. As you said, that helped me realize what I wanted, and... Kurt is my cupcake. He’s always gonna be. I don’t know how we can go back to what we were, and either way, I don’t think that saying to him I still don’t like his husband very much isn’t a good start to do that.” She bit her lower lip. Faye smiled as Cameron smiled and used her index finger on the cream on her coffee and licked it from it. “Sounds like we both have solid future career plans.”

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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“Why is it your fault?” He raised his eyebrows. He thought about it a little and then gasped a little before laughing. “Yes, Sebastian is one.” He giggled with that. “And Brooke… Maybe…” He sighed. “And probably... I have a nurse in mind, also.” He squinted his eyes.

Faye pouted. “Kurt was having some problems, and he tried to tell me. But he was hesitant. So I assumed he didn’t want to tell me. And I kind of... I told him he didn’t need to tell me, but it came out like I was dismissing his pain. And there was when everything started.” She looked at Cameron. “And was really jealous of Kurt. Because I was trying hard to get an internship on fashion and trying to get on NYADA and Kurt got into NYADA and started an internship on Vogue.com. Kurt was basically my male sucessfull version.” She pouted again. “I’m not jealous of him anymore. I have other dreams. And... Well, NYADA was more like... I don’t wanna be an actress... It’s not what I want anymore. But I do think we’re not confidents anymore.” She said and shrugged. Faye smiled. “So you just need you all to... Graduate, basically.” She said.

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron pressed his lips together, as Faye started talking, so that he wouldn’t laugh at what she said. “Too much immaturity.” He giggled. “Maybe you should talk with Kurt and ask him for advice, because… He seemed to have worked that out.” He chuckled. “I feel like we were kids with kids at that point of time.” He looked down, smiling. Cameron nodded. “Yeah, it depends on what I’d like to do later on. I need to search for that as well. But, yeah, if I end up wanting to continue working in the hospital, yeah.” He nodded. “If I end up wanting to open my own practice, the hours of work will definitely be better… And if I end up wanting to work on research, it means mainly only studying and… Again normal working hours. Generally, it gets better.” He swallowed. “I’m leaning towards the practice, actually. Like having one of my own. Or trust other people and open up a practice… Or something.” He blinked fast.

Faye smiled at Cameron and then sighed. “I don’t... Kurt and I are not the same anymore. And that is my fault.” She windened her eyes. “We’re still friends, but... It feels weird to complain about his husbands’s past actions with him.” Faye sighed again. “Well, maybe we were.” She said. Faye listened to him and sipped on her coffee a little. “And do you have fellow... Doctors you would consider oppening a practice with? Sebastian, when he pass his boards, obviously.” She rolled her eyes and smiled. “Anyone else?”

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron shrugged. “Sure.” He nodded. “Why not?” He smiled, looking down. “Okay.” He widened his eyes. “But that doesn’t make it any better than Sebastian kissing me that day. And… Then Kurt kissed me and then you went to kiss Mya, as a revenge and…” He giggled. “That was a huge mess. So… I bet you need to make amends with Sebastian somehow… You need to do something to Sebastian.” He tried to hold his giggles. “That’s good… I mean… I have, at least three years in the hospital.” He nodded. “Even if I’ll get paid for it.”

Faye blinked. “Well, you kissed two guys on our wedding day... Not your fault, really. But I felt like I had the right to kiss a girl to make it even.” She shrugged. “Imaturity much.” She sighed. “And I’m still mad at him. Because he never apologized to me for kissing you once, and for being on my memory kissing you on our wedidng day.” She said. “Me? Do something to Sebastian? He’s the one who has to make amends with me.” She said to the boy. Faye smiled. “So, three more years as a resident and you’ll become a fellow, right?” No more studying and better work hours.” She said.

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron stared at her for a moment. “Okay…” He nodded. “You’re mentioning things we’ve done here… And I bet there are more things in the list”, he blinked. “Fine, he shouldn’t have kissed me… And you shouldn’t have given me the ring back that day.” He said a little abruptly. “It was a messed up day.” He rolled his eyes. “Uhm… Okay.” He bit his lower lip. “So… How long do you have until you graduate? Because until then you can search for ideas that you like and you want in your business, right?” He raised his eyebrows and smiled at her, as she said that.

The girl shrugged. “I’m telling you what’s on the list. I mean... Spontaneous places. We surely have doen it, but we can still do it, you know? And positions, I rather show you... Some day.” She said. Faye pouted. “I already apologized too much for giving the ring back that day... Okay?” She said. “Sebastian kissing you it’s something I’m still mad at him for. One was on our wedding day. Like... It wasn’t just our day, you know? It was the day Sebastian kissed you, again.” She sighed. Faye thought a little. “If I go normal speed... 2 years.” She said. “If I try to speed it up a little, I can finish in a year and a half.”. “Yes, surely.” She smiled.

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

#para #Fayeron #just the two of us

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Cameron crossed his hands on the table and he was going to answer but the waiter came in with their coffees and he paused his thoughts for a minute. “You know… I’m not a very sexual guy and… I haven’t done a lot of things too. So, in your list there’s a slight possibility of things I’ve probably done or I never thought of doing. So, I’d better know from now, so that I can start preparing myself to them?” He bit his lower lip, staring at her. “That is a deal”. He smiled at her. He chuckled at that and shook his head. “I wish he hadn’t kissed me in the wedding… The second time… The first time… I kind of expected to happen, even if I didn’t believe him, when he said he’d do it.” He chuckled. “Oh… And what is that?” He blinked. “How’s your job now?”

Faye raised her eyebrows. “Oh... Okay.” She said. The girl thought a little. “I always imagined that when I started my sex life... I would be spontaneous.” She smiled. “So... When we did it on top of your car... That was spontaneous, and out on the open.” She giggled. “The bathroom was another one I wanted to try out because I had seen at some movies and books, and it sounded... Like it was.” She smiled. “There are some positions I would like to try on...” She continued. Faye pouted. “He shouldn’t have kissed you. Dot.” She said. Faye smiled. “It’d kind of connected to my work... I want to open my own wedding dress business.” She said. “The work is great, I love to help girls to find the right dress. It’s... Fullfilling.”

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron bit his lower lip and nodded. He chuckled. “Noel told me with all the letters and words.” He giggled. “What about it?” He leaned in on the table. “Faye…” He sighed heavily. “I’m not saying that you are going to get accidentally pregnant again… But don’t be black or white. I remember you jumping to the opportunity to get pregnant again, even before you gave birth to Tate.” He chuckled. “If it happens, it happens. To be honest… I’d like to have… Another kid. But, much later, when we are both done with college. But, if it’s not okay with you, I’ll still be okay with our little crazy trio… And…teasing Lisa and Ryan into being parents.” He giggled. “Uhm… Maybe… We can arrange that, when our off days are coincided, with my friends from the hospital, I mean… But I think Sebastian and Kurt are always up to meeting with us… So if we invite those, I can try inviting other people, as well.”

Faye giggled. “Noel, right.” She said. “What about it what? You wanna know now?” She asked. Faye looked at Cameron as he said her name. “I know... I just... I was too excited about big families and all, but e have a big family.” She said. “I promise you we’ll go back talking about kids... Once we graduate and start working.” She said. Faye smiled widely at that. “Yes, we can do that. Sebastian and Kurt are always with us, and I don’t want it any differently. Well...” She made a pause. “I wished Sebastian has’t kissed you. But that I can’t change.” She said. “And... I think I decided what I’ll do after I gradute too.”

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron raised his eyebrows. “That’s good, then… That he’ll help you with that.” He bit his lower lip. “Yeah, it was a flood of teasing for me, as well and I didn’t quite expect…” He looked down for a moment and smiled. “Like it lured me to you and then… You burst the bubble.” He chuckled, raising his head again. “It was rather weird.” He bit his lower lip. “But, yeah, honesty and stuff, we can talk about your curiosities over that, too and not appear with a blood fetish on tumblr, like everyone else.” He widened his eyes at that. He listened to her and sighed heavily. “Honestly… it’s too early… after Tate to talk about more kids. Because of all the reasons, you mentioned. We are going to be careful, but if it happens… it happens”, he blinked. “We didn’t plan the other two pregnancies…but I say that…we don’t have to be negative about it”, he licked his lips. “Not saying that I want more kids, but for now, we’d better be more careful.” He nodded at her. “I’m still stable on my decision, gynecology is kinda my thing. I went from that and pediatrician a lot of times but…” He chuckled. “I think, one of my colleagues wants to take that specialty. Brooke… You should really meet her at some point.” He smiled.

Faye giggled shyly. “It was weird for me too, when I broke the bubble.” She said. Faye raised her eyebrows. “I haven’t told you like... With all the letter, but I mentioned to you, about a list I have.” She said. “It’s not a written list... But a mental one.” Faye pouted as Cameron said that. “Let’s... Try our best to not... Accidentally have another so we can talk about it in the future... To decide it together.” Faye smiled. “Gynechology is great.” She said and then shrugged. “I can come to see you at ht ehospital one day. Or you can do a resident reunion at home, whenever you have a free day.” She smiled.

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron bit his lower lip rather hard, when Faye started talking. He shook his head and looked down, feeling like he was having a blast from the past. “It’s all okay, we’ve been through this.” He raised his head again to look at her. “There’s no point repeating it, it makes things worse…” He sighed heavily. “Just talk about new things we have figured out about our relationship.” He made a pause, as Faye said that and gasped, as she confessed that she was still seeing their psychologist. “I didn’t know that.” He widened his eyes. “I’ve been thinking of a lot of stuff too, but… Yeah… Not visiting any psychologist whatsoever.” He chuckled nervously. “I’m feeling rather overprotective of you… Sexually.” He widened his eyes, not sure how he was going to say it. “It probably is because… You didn’t tell me the truth of you having lots of experience and turned it around, when we were just fooling around.” He blinked. “That I must admit was a huge change in my head for me… And until then… I feel… Whenever we… Did stuff… And especially, when you asked to do things, I felt a little weird… Like… I could think about it 100 times per second, before I agreed. And… What happened in the pole dance… Parlor… Was you like pushing me to it… It’s like the image I had on you… Is different and… I still see you as someone that is pretty innocent.” He chuckled. “I don’t know if that made sense.” He bit his lower lip. He smiled widely at Faye’s suggestion, more in surprise. “Why should we do that?” He raised his eyebrows. “Yes, I think… I am… Even if work isn’t very relaxing… I generally am.”

Faye nooded. “Okay.” Faye sighed. “I thought I needed to. I mean... I had problems that I wans’t even aware of... And... He’s gonna help me externalize what my brain decides to... Hide at some way.” She shrugged. Faye stared at Cameron a little confused as he said that and as he was explaining she smiled nervously. “It makes sense.” She said and held her own hands, so she would do something with them. “I am innocent in many ways.” She looked at him. “I was one of those girls... I teased, but I never let anyone actually have me. It gave me... A sense of control. Of my relationships. The people were with me because they thought they would get something, and I would break up with them once I realized that I could never give them my first time.” She said and looked down. “And I used the same... Thing with you but... You got me Cameron.” She looked back at him and smiled. “I fell for you so fast, and I wanted to experience everything with you. And I knew I couldn’t do that unless I was honesty with you, about my actuall sexual situation at the time. I’m so sorry, I started things like that. It was automatic. Flirt and ennuendos was an automatic reaction of mine.” She sighed again. “But I still wanna experience everything. With you. I’m curious, and I wanna try things.” She shrugged. The girl looked at him. “Because we have three children already, and we both need to think of our careers now, that we can let the kids on kindergarten. I’m so behind on my course... I need to finish at some point.” She bit her lower lip. “And I know we’re young but... But... I think we should plan to not have more kids. When we are older and stable, we can go back to that but... Then our kids would be older and I don’t think I’ll handle the whole baby phase again.” She said. “Have you decided on a specialty, yet?”

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

#para #Fayeron #just the two of us

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Cameron took a deep breath. “First and foremost… We talk to each other. About everything that bothers us. We didn’t do that, not for a second.” He widened his eyes, feeling rather freaked out. “And most of all, we listen to each other, seriously.” He gulped and sat back on his chair. “I have to admit, before the twins were born and a little after, I was in a bit of panic.” He chuckled. “And you were pregnant and hormonal and I was afraid to say anything, I can say I felt a little emasculated.” He giggled. “If there is a next time.” He leaned in on the table a little abruptly, to look beggingly in Faye’s eyes. “You’re not going to defy me and what happens. No matter how hormonal you are. I’m calling it now.” He chuckled, not knowing if he was being serious about it. “Also, no lies. No secrets.” He made a pause. “And…most of all, relaxing.” He smiled at her. He shook his head and looked down.

Faye listened to all Cameron said and nodded at everything. He was right. They had to be honesty to each other and sincere. And not hold anything on, so they would not explode again. “Communication, yes. I’ll tell you everything. If I have doubts or if I feel scared. I’ll tell you first and immediatelly.” She said. “I put too much pressure on you. With me not working and letting all the weight of bringing money home on you. And I’m sorry. I was thinking only on my side, how I didn’t feel ready to work, and be away from the kids, and I didn’t stop to think that I needed to make myself ready and that you missed being with them as well.” She said. “I’ve been having a few sessions alone with the psychologist. To figure all my shit out. I think it’s doing me good.” She said and smiled lightly. “You should hate told me... I mean... I was so clueless at that time.” Faye looked down... “Cameron... I’m thinking... Maybe we should plan to not have more kids.” Faye bit her lower lip as he smiled and then smiled back. “You are more relaxed.”

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron bit his lower lip. “But… We have left them behind in New York. For the best… Because we really need to sit up and consider us… As a concept.” He chuckled at that. “Because if we figure things out, it will turn out well for the trio, as well.” He licked his lips and nodded at Faye. “Yes, it was…” He widened his eyes. “Everything went a little… Spiraling out of control, slowly but... In a good pace to make us lose control.” He blinked. “I sound very mature lately, I should check that out.” He chuckled again and turned to smile at the waiter, as he walked away to bring their coffees.

Faye bit her lower lip and looked down again. She knew the most of their problems were her fault. But as he chuckled, she felt a little calmer about it. “And how do you wanna do that?” She asked. Faye smiled at that. “You do sound more mature.” She said.

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron listened to Faye and waved his hand so that the waiter could see them. “You’re gonna get used to it.” He let his hand down and reached for hers. “I worry about them too, but it’s time for us to just… Take time and worry about us, first, maybe. And then, worry about the trio.” He looked down, pulling his hand slightly away. “It’s like we always had them…” He shrugged. “Not a problem here, I’ve never felt closer to them but…” He stretched his shoulders. “Yeah, I know.” He nodded, smiling and smiled at the waiter as he came closer to them. “A black coffee and…” He turned to Faye.

Faye smiled. “I know.” She said. The girl caressed Cameron’s hand as he held hers and looked at him. “You’re right.” The girl looked down slightly. “Yeah... Everything went a little rushed for us, wans’t it?” She looked back at him. “But what?” She asked. “ Frappuccino.” She smiled to the waiter.

Just the two of us~ Fayeron

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Cameron smiled lightly, as he lowered himself, as Faye kissed his cheek. He finally sat down. “Yeah, I think so too.” He nodded. “We need some positivity in the house. More in us… I mean. Because our youngest trio is, by age the most positive.” He chuckled.

Faye sat right in front of Cameron and smiled. “True.” She giggled lightly. “To be perfeclty honest, this trip is being a little hard for me. I’ve been trying not to worry about our trio, and when I’m not trying to avoid thinking of the trio, I’m avoiding thinking of work.” She sighed. “I’m glad I could take this days out for our trip, but it’s so knew, I’m still in excited mode, you know?” She said.