Maybe off topic but how does it feel to be aroace??
"topic? there is no topic, ask what you want and I reply in my own way."
"Though huh... I ain't exactly used to questions like these, it's something genuinely serious your asking, and for once I can't just like find a way to make it strange with my answer."
Charlie sat down and slowly rubbed his chin pondering your question with a gentle hum, for once he had no wacky antics, he wasn't being cursed or strange he genuinely looked curious as he went into thought about this.
"I would like to say it's ... nice, at least for me. I genuinely don't feel romantic or sexual attraction at all."
"I do know exactly what thoes things are like, but even knowing what I'm missing out on, I'm happy and content with how things are you know?"
"I still have friends and I still have my own life."
"and at the end of the day, that's what makes me happy, even if I myself don't understand emotions well at all."
"I'm someone who struggles with emotions if that makes sense?"
"not all aro ace people are like me, everyone is their own unique person in their own way."
"and how I process emotions isn't just an aro ace thing, but my emotions do also tie into how I feel about others."
Charlie slowly cleared his throat and tugged at his tie.
"Sorry I'm not used to slow times, and talking in a serious manner it's ... weird for me to take things slow, my friend's Robert and Bedlam can attest to that."
"I'm a strange person, I know this and I like it about myself, but due to my strangeness and how my own mind works, I can't kinda process things like people do?"
"I'm so used to people being disturbed by me, if they are 'nice' to me I just assume it's out of some sort of fear, they act nice because they think it will make me leave them alone."
"BUT If someone is nice to me, just for the sake of being nice? it... well I can't process that, I can't understand that it makes me 'glitch' out if you'd say."
"So besides just having no attraction for anyone, I personally wouldn't want a relationship because... I couldn't be there for them, I do my best to care for people yes, but if they try and care for me, just because they want to?"
"it feels weird... it just dosen't feel right to me."
"and I wouldn't wanna stick that onto any partner I might have."
"Seriously for years, I've just grown to think if someone outright hates me, that they like me, it's an issue but due to being an immortal eldritch horror, I never took issue because well NOTHING can acutally hurt me so I just let it happen."
"I mean take doom slayer for example, guy tries everything in his power to kill me, and only puts up with me because he can't and yet I call him a friend."
"because that's how I tend to think he treats his friends."
"I don't know emotions are weird..."
"but uh I hope I answered your question, and some more about me and how I function."
"Remember, I am just one example of an aro ace person not to mention a character not a real person, all of us are different and the other things I talked about are just reasons why I don't think relationships for me? would work out."
"I thank you for your time e-even if it was hard for me to get all this off my chest, or to even talk about it."
"I sincerely hope I helped in some way."
