bowie

he/him my public internet diary mostly dnp, occasional yearning, and whatever else :P I love writing, pls send me dnp oneshot requests!

[fazcatz]

the water from my sink that I drink makes me who I am

[fazcatz]

i feel like bb sean diaz would have a blackberry in the big ‘26

[fazcatz]

"The Guilt I Swallow" - a Life is Strange 2 Fanfiction

What is Daniel willing to give up, for a second of comfort?

Tags: #Post-Lone Wolf Ending (Life is Strange) #Time Travel #Hidden Identity #Alternative Universe - Canon Divergence

;6 years after the events at the border and the death of his brother, Daniel is withering away living in isolation, still stunned from the grief and guilt of so much loss. When his powers suddenly start to become too much for his body to handle, he is transported back as his 16 year old self to when life wasn’t so difficult and the people he cared about most were alive and well. Forced to interact with his family as a complete stranger, he spends his time in Seattle under a bubbling unease that he doesn’t belong here, not anymore. In pursuit of finally processing the loss of his brother and father, Daniel risks losing himself as an imposter in a world that doesn’t belong to him.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63385558

I am so deeply excited to share this with you all now! This has legitimately been in the works for 4 years. I will try to post new chapters regularly, but I am quite the busy bee so I hope you can afford some grace! Love you all ❤️.

[fazcatz]

HOWDY! ITS BEEN A WHILE!

I’ve finally updated after…. a little over a year! AGH! I am hoping to be more consistent and I am very excited to finally start telling this story that has been in my mind for years!!!

[fazcatz]

"The Guilt I Swallow" - a Life is Strange 2 Fanfiction

What is Daniel willing to give up, for a second of comfort?

Tags: #Post-Lone Wolf Ending (Life is Strange) #Time Travel #Hidden Identity #Alternative Universe - Canon Divergence

;6 years after the events at the border and the death of his brother, Daniel is withering away living in isolation, still stunned from the grief and guilt of so much loss. When his powers suddenly start to become too much for his body to handle, he is transported back as his 16 year old self to when life wasn’t so difficult and the people he cared about most were alive and well. Forced to interact with his family as a complete stranger, he spends his time in Seattle under a bubbling unease that he doesn’t belong here, not anymore. In pursuit of finally processing the loss of his brother and father, Daniel risks losing himself as an imposter in a world that doesn’t belong to him.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63385558

I am so deeply excited to share this with you all now! This has legitimately been in the works for 4 years. I will try to post new chapters regularly, but I am quite the busy bee so I hope you can afford some grace! Love you all ❤️.

[ghoulish-art-tendencies]

this came to me in a vision (Pinterest board)

[fazcatz]

nope. don’t mean nuthin. just a fish as a doorknob. ain’t that silly?

[fazcatz]

if I were born a boy i’d keep a little animal in my back pocket at all times

[fazcatz]

maybe I should participate in some homosexual tomfoolery this summer

[kankalin]

todays warm-up...will bro ever write their thesis

[fazcatz]

bro… i’m so fucking scared haha… like the photo of… have you seen that photo? like a meme on twitter? or x haha blegh…. you haven’t seen it? Hold on let me show it to you. it’s like the guy from squid games and theres like text… and he has a tear running down his cheek….. no i dunno it just is a funny photo from like twitter or something i dunno.

[fazcatz]

my body caves in on itself

the empty space is unbearable

and i’d rather crush my ribs

and twist my spine trying

to fill it

then be empty

every poem is about you now

[kankalin]

dan and phil get out of my brain!!! let me draw something else!!!!

[fazcatz]

I would like y’all to know that everytime I tell my non-phannie friend stories dnp tell on the podcast, his response is almost always,

“how have these men lived this long.”

[internetisqueer]

world's most documented love story

[fazcatz]

[awesome friends sitting down on my couch]

me: alrighty then so is everyone buckled?

[fazcatz]

if my name was michael i’d go by some shit like “mikey”

[hello-intemet]

baby dan paint study

i remembered to record the timelapse this time, so it's under the cut!