and now people talk to me, but nothing ever hits home. people talk to me, and all the voices just burn holes. i’m done with it. they used to shout my name, now they whisper it. i [never] watch the stars, there’s so much down here. i dream all year, but they’re not the sweet kinds.
i need 2 do like .. 15 billion things BUT I SWEAR ILL GET TO THEMM.. SOON... just havent been feeling the muse lately :/// + school stuff but i promis.e...
who would be the one to randomly adopt a puppy without consultation?
lux probably
who would force the other to take aesthetic pictures of them
LUX
who would do stuff they think is stupid just to make the other one happy
ezra :))
who picks out the horror movies to watch just so the other will cling to them
definitely lux .. rip ezra
who is constantly studying and who is constantly trying to distract them
ezras studying lux is distracting
who initiates the facetime calls whenever they’re separated
ezra
who is more likely to storm out after a fight and who is more likely to cry when they do
ok but honestmeme.. they both stubborn n petty so theyd prob both storm out then get stuck in the door way and elbow each other smh and be like ‘no IM storming out !!!!!!!!!!’
who stays up way too late binge-watching their favorite shows
lux.. ezras a grandpa and goes 2 bed at 8
who bites the other’s ear when they’re feeling frisky
lux ,,,,,,,,,,
who sprays the other with water when they’re washing the car
EZRA
who has more fun decorating the house during holidays
lux and makes ezra join in
who is more likely to give the silent treatment when they’re mad at the other
.... both..
who plays with the others’ hair more
eZRA PLS
who is more likely to climb all over the other one when they’re bored
lux lmao
who tries to kiss the other as often as they can
ezra.. im ashamed :/
who pouts when the other one tells them to shut the fuck up
ezra again lol
who initiates the sex and who walks away when the other is riled up
OK BOTH WOULD DO BOTH AS A REVENGE TACTIC HONESTLU
who always forgets the umbrella and who holds it when they actually have one
lux forgets and ezra holds.. prepared dad 2 the rescue
who demands showering first in the mornings
lux but ezras extra n dumb ass would prob hop in w her cause he extra n dumb
who sneaks into the shower with the other one in the mornings
LOL EZRA
who prefers riding the roller coasters and who prefers playing the games
lux would prob like both but ezra just goes for the game.. his middle aged heart cant take roller coasters srry
who will text the other one thirty times in a row until they respond
both...
who always forgets to charge their phone overnight
lux !!
who comes up behind the other and slide their hands into their back pockets
lux :) ezra goes for the waist .. what a classic :’)
who tries to get hugs from the other as often as they can
lux ..
who is louder and who constantly has the tell the other to be quiet
they both loud but ezra would just tell lux to be quiet all the time to make fun of her :/
[text]: WAS THAT A SEXT // [text]: i need you. now. // [text]: i dont know if this is what i want anymore // [text]: I SWEAR TO GOD I’M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU (feel free 2 skip some but .. get to work binch :))
[text]: WAS THAT A SEXT
[text]: oh shit
[text]: erm... no ?
[text]: u better not be laughing.. LOOk
[text]: i need you. now.
[text]: where are you?????
[text]: wait.. is that like work related stuff or..
[text]: cause yanno im armed for both ;)
[textt]: but actually tho.. are u ok ??
[text]: i dont know if this is what i want anymore
[text]: what? lux let’s talk about this face to face.. where are you?
[text]: I SWEAR TO GOD I’M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU
black, a bluish grey, a dark purple, or olive green.
12. favourite scent?
cinnamon, or like a campfire/smoky scent.
24. softest article of clothing that you (have) own(ed)?
these grey sweatpants ;))))))) that have a fleece lining on the inside
28. have you ever had your fortune told? (did it prove to be accurate?)
this one lady told me that i would meet an annoying woman in my future and if i gave her coffee she would go away and i swear.. gave this girl like 18 billion cups but yet here we are .. :/
1. favourite colour(s)?
2. least favourite colour(s)?
3. do you wear glasses/contacts?
4. are you colour blind?
5. what are you seeing right now?
S O U N D
6. favourite band(s) or artist(s)?
7. top five songs?
8. favourite instrumental track(s)?
9. favourite non-musical sound?
10. what are you hearing right now?
S M E L L
11. are you very sensitive to smell?
12. favourite scent?
13. opinion on the smell of blown-out candles?
14. what does your shampoo smell like?
15. do you like to wear perfume/cologne?
T A S T E
16. favourite fruit?
17. favourite non-alchoholic drink?
18. worst thing you’ve ever tasted?
19. do you enjoy any unusual food combinations that others find unappealing?
20. what flavour gum do you usually chew?
T O U C H
21. do you often rip/cut the tags off of your clothes?
22. any specific textures that bother you?
23. do you have a high pain tolerance?
24. softest article of clothing that you (have) own(ed)?
25. are you a good hugger?
O T H E R
26. do you ever feel like you have a sixth sense? in what way(s)?
27. any prophetic dreams?
28. have you ever had your fortune told? (did it prove to be accurate?)
29. has anyone “read your mind” before?
30. have you witnessed any “miracles” or strange coincidences?
[text]: I SWEAR TO GOD I’M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU
[text]: i dont know if this is what i want anymore
[wrong number text]: (muse name) has gone out for the night, i’m all alone ;)
[wrong number text]: i just don’t know if i love them anymore
[wrong number text]: can we forget about last night? don’t tell (muse name) please!
[wrong number text]: i fucked her/him aha ;-) told (muse name) it was just a drunk kiss tho
[text]: i love you so fucking much
[text]: i hate you
[drunk text]: UR SUCH A BITCH I H9 U
[text]: i cannot stop thinking about you
[text]: i need you. now.
[text]: please respond. im so worried about you
[text]: last night was so GOOD
[text]: what are you wearing? ;)
[text]: is he bigger than me?
[text]: did you sleep with her ?!
[text]: you’re just a slut
[drunk text]: yOU’RE SO BEAUTIFUL !!>!
[drunk text]: dont tell (muse name) but theY ARE so hot
[drunk text]: im iss youu
[text]: bed or floor? ;-)
[text]: not to be desperate or anything but im currently home alone and on the verge of jerking myself off to pictures of you. would be better if it was the real you though !
[text]: i want you naked.
[text]: are you going to the party on saturday?
[text]: i want to show you how much i love you
[text]: do you hate me?
[text]: i’m so sorry
[text]: WAS THAT A SEXT
[text]: family dinner tomorrow night, and i’m prolly gonna finger you under the table..
[text]: I just bought new underwear for the sole purpose of you taking it off
[text]: netflix and chill?
[drunk text]: lveae me alone for 29 minutes !!! jeezss
[text]: damn you looked so good today. kinda wanted to bend you over that table you were leaning on lol
[text]: where are you i have something you need to fix (its a boner)
[text]: wtf is the notebook even about?? “if you’re a bird then i’m a bird” ? they’re both humans
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Part I: (X)
Getting closer:
× what does your muse smell like? what perfume/cologne are they using?
� do they shower often? every day or just every couple of days?
♻ how about brushing teeth? three times a day, or just in the morning?
⌘ do they rather shower or take a bath?
♀ how long does your muse usually need for a shower/bath?
⚣ how long does your muse need to shave? (this is also for the ladies!)
♂ does your muse put on make-up? how long do they need for it every day?
⚢ what kind of make-up does your muse use? favourite colours? how much do they use?
Exploring their body:
♤ does your muse have any scars? where? what do they look like? how did they get them?
♧ any freckles/moles/birth marks? where?
♡ are their fingernails dirty or clean? cut/long?
♢ how much do they weigh?
♠ any ‘weird’ characteristics on their body? one leg/arm longer than the other?
♣ are their veins particularly visible when they’re angry/upset/sad?
♥ do they have more muscles or more fat on their body?
♦ any tattoos? where? what’s the story behind them?
Open your closet:
⦂ what clothes do they sleep in?
♚ do they have a favourite piece of clothing?
❅ what do they usually wear when they’re not working?
☏ what do they wear when they’re at work?
₤ how many shoes do they have? what kind?
Σ how many purses do they have?
⌚ how long do they need to decide what to wear in the morning?
⌛ do they go shopping for clothes often? how long do they usually need?
$ how much money do they spend on clothes every month?
lux: um i know ur 5 years old and all but come up w better comebacks
lux: i don't..... need this kind of abuse what happened to the loving, patient husband i married!!
lux: it was one time too many :/
lux: perhaps it's also bc they can't put u anywhere else?? ur not exactly popular amongst other agents i didn't want to have to tell u like this but ..
ezra: um if im 5 yrs old youd be like -3 wtf
ezra: and that wasnt a comeback just me being honest sweetheart
ezra: that guy died a year ago, his wife killed him. u gone girled me.
ezra: sometimes i also do it to flush the toilet and give u cold water !!! dont forget about that !!
ezra: well u know what neither are you so :) maybe thats why they stuck us w each other smh
ezra: but also thats not accurate ???? everyone from national security and ccrsb loves me, lol youve only hung out w the nerds so
mocha hues roll a small part of her dramatics, forever the actress. ‘ oh do calm down. it was merely a joke. do you really believe i’d spend my time burning creepy dolls with a man i’ve just met ? its a second date kind of thing. ‘ mouth tips to the side, cheeky smirk now painted across her features. ‘ isabelle monet, resident here and not a doll burning psychopath. i promise. ‘
“well like you said, we’ve just met. i don’t know what to believe, honestly. for all i know you could be a serial killer,” ezra shrugged a shoulder and cocked his head to the side as he looked at her. “second date huh ? the boys you date must fill a narrow niche, that or you’re just an acquired taste,” he commented, his tone completely serious. but the tiny smile he wore on his lips gave the joke away. “nice to meet you, isabelle. ezra jones, also a resident here and also not a doll burning psychopath,” ezra introduced, holding his hand out for her to shake.
there’s something to be said for her laughter; how lithe he is with his mouth, as it pinches out words like “beautiful” and “impossible.” doesn’t he know that, between breaths, she’s questioning the way his eyes don’t crinkle when he smiles? but, silly laura; doesn’t she know love doesn’t live in perfection, but the lack thereof? dark eyes flicker over the shoulder of her spontaneous company, perhaps seeking something more deserving of this man’s time and effort ( no, not she; that would require luck, and the ability to mend herself of the past ).
ezra had been sitting at a few tables away, eyes briefly glancing up by nothing more than pure chance, when he had met the woman’s gaze. he couldn’t pinpoint what made him think so exactly, but ezra just had a feeling that she wasn’t really having the time of her life. and ezra’s gut was never wrong. at first he hesitated in interfering, usually the male preferred just to mind his own business but he knew if he had been in the same position, he’d appreciate for someone to at least try. so standing up, he made his way over to their table and made an attempt at a friendly smile. “hey, hope i’m not interrupting anything important, i was just wondering, can i.. buy you a cup of coffee?”
“i don’t know you, but i like you. i like your spirit, and i have the utmost faith in you and your potential in what you could be.” rachel grinned, shaking her head at how ridiculous she probably sounded. though she figured she was just being neighborly. “well, of course. honesty is the best policy and all that garbage after all. and that’s a pretty great positive attitude, you’re already shaping up to be a great role model for kids, good on you.”
ezra smirked at her words, eyes narrowing slightly, a challenging look embracing his features. “some would say that that’s very naive of you, i mean, we’ve only just met. you really think you’re that good of a judge of character?” he questioned, raising a brow. “ironically enough, i actually think role models are overrated. i don’t think i ever had a real role model growing up.. can’t really remember, it was ages ago but i’m pretty sure..” the male said slowly, turning his head as he tried to think back on it.
girlish laugh escapes her, lips are frozen in a smile as she tries to gather her composure. ‘ i’m also not a big fan of those dolls. i’ll even help burn it if it is in fact your wife’s. no one should have to live with their beady eyes following them. ‘ isabelle shudders as if she spoke from experience.
ezra raised an eyebrow in feigned surprise. ❛ you’re offering to help me damage personal property ? my wife’s, nonetheless ? ❜ he asked. a tiny, challenging smile tugged on the edges of his lips, eyes still a little narrowed as he eyed the girl. ❛ that’s considered vandalism y’know, which is illegal here in california. ❜
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