ANORA ‘ANI’ MIKHEEVA, a study on the life and struggles, dreams and hopes of a sex worker. written by a former sw, nosta (28). taken from the 2024 film ANORA.

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ANORA ‘ANI’ MIKHEEVA, a study on the life and struggles, dreams and hopes of a sex worker. written by a former sw, nosta (28). taken from the 2024 film ANORA.
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••• “you wanna hit?” acrylic fingertips hold onto the joint as she passes it over to the other woman, coughing up smoke with lidded eyes. maddy looks the part of some movie star anni would watch on tv as a kid with her aunt, even though she can’t remember her name tonight.
“it’s cold as fuck — I didn’t leave new york for this shit ass weather,” running her nails through her hair, anni bites on the inside of her cheek before adding, “where you said you were from?” @madelent
and instantly, maddy finds herself with her guard up. romantic, feline eyes flutter up to peer over at the joint between two manicured digits, causing wispy lashes to remain upward. tongue swirls across the inside of her cheek, a momentary pause to decide on her next move. [WHAT'S THE WORST THAT COULD HAPPEN? ─ she finds herself pulling the joint towards glossed lips, cupid's bow lightly twitching as she inhales. it all happens quick, before she pulls away to exhale & speak at the same time. ❝ i didn't. ❞ it's a little bit of a side eye, the way she looks over at her again. the way anni carries herself, the rich accent, the transparent attitude– [IT REMINDS HER OF HERSELF.] A feeling, begging to be freed. ignoring it with another toke, she returns the joint with a coy smile, the buzz allowing her to open up a little more. ❝ california. i'm not that used to the cold, neither. you should get yourself one of these. ❞ a hand raises to point her faux-fur-cuffed wrist up at anni, brows wiggling in pride.
“oh, i’m fuckin’ used to it - just thought this place would be warmer for some reason,” coughing up a laugh, she leans her head back, an appreciative glance at the starry sky above them brings her out of here for a second, mind wandering to things she only thinks about when high, “kinda like that there’s no skyscrapers though - you can’t really see the stars where I’m from.”
“yeah, that shit’s lookin’ nice on you,” her eyes travel back to the other in appreciation , all sheepish grin of pearly teeth and hooded eyelids. ani enjoys staring at the other dancers’ nails often, because most of them share the same tech, either ways. this week, maddy also sports a shade of powder blue claws; some girls have asked ani if they did it to match. truth is, this is the first night they even chat it up, “I really dig your nails. who does them?”
••• “why you look so sad? haven’t you heard? this is the happiest place on earth,” with a sardonic, toothy grin, ani brings the glass to her lips, pours the shot down her throat. the man next to her, hunches over on a booth, just sips on a beer with stone-faced indifference to the scene before him. women curled around poles, twirling in their highest pumps, with glitter in their bodies and faces.
ani knows the ocasional stoic type when she sees it. she also knows that most dealers are a bunch of slimy fucks, nevertheless, it’s the ones who do the nastier work who usually keep to themselves, “y’know, that tough guy look you’re givin’ is makin’ me real wet.” @fezc0
fezco occupies his corner booth with peculiar stillness, one hand wrapped loosely around a sweating longneck with condensation gathering beneath his rings. yet his attentions drift elsewhere entirely, tracing invisible pathways between exits and hallways and private rooms where business transpires. [ there are names attached to the process tonight with numbers and obligations. ] and she speaks aside him and builds him up from the shadows, carving sharp edges and legends around him. what the fuck. his gaze lifts, slowly and decidedly, balancing the beer upon his lip. “ you wildin'. ” a pause. he shakes his head, “ crazy as fuck right now. ” then drinks. somewhere, in another universe, she may be right. perhaps there exists a version of him worthy of all this narration. unfortunately for both of them, that guy isn't currently present. “ that sound cool an' all but i'm cool on that, shorty. ” it's deflated with all the same ceremony of a punctured balloon. despite her best efforts and despite this glitter-reigned atmosphere and every narrative convenience available, fez remains stubbornly ordinary in all the inconvenient ways. his attention wanders past her more toward the corridor leading deeper into the establishment. toward reality. “ i'm, uh conductin' business and shit. ” unglamorous and mundane. women move with the languid fluidity of tides, the sort of grace carved into muscle after hundreds of nights spent beneath the gaze of strangers. fez watches dollar bills migrate from pockets to stages. [ and yet, he isn't here for any of it. ] he watches for the piece of shit he's meeting who is already twenty-three minutes late and therefore either disrespectful or stupid or choking. “ on some james bond type. ”
“business, uh? ” he may not have invited her to join him on the booth, yet here she is, sliding across from him, long , golden nails tap-tap on the wooden surface between them. she is officially intrigued, not by his explanation per se, but his obvious indifference to every pair of tits swinging on his face. it’s new, foreign, not the kind of thing you see around here - any man horny enough to cross the threshold knows that here, everything - everybody - is game.
“no kiddin’? shit, I used to have a huuuuuge crush on that james bond guy. remember the one? the dilfy - lookin’ dude with the blue eyes?” ani laughs, it comes out nasal and snorting , different from her usual playful giggles, “you wanna buy me a drink? I kinda fuck with your vibe already.”
Ani “I don’t know how to let others take care of me so I just push them away for ppl whom I feel I gotta fix” mikheeva
Ani is literally the only paternal figure in her family, no dad, her mother is a mess, her grandma is a narcissist and her siblings are like her own kids because she has to save everybody but who saves her???
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••• “why you look so sad? haven’t you heard? this is the happiest place on earth,” with a sardonic, toothy grin, ani brings the glass to her lips, pours the shot down her throat. the man next to her, hunches over on a booth, just sips on a beer with stone-faced indifference to the scene before him. women curled around poles, twirling in their highest pumps, with glitter in their bodies and faces.
ani knows the ocasional stoic type when she sees it. she also knows that most dealers are a bunch of slimy fucks, nevertheless, it’s the ones who do the nastier work who usually keep to themselves, “y’know, that tough guy look you’re givin’ is makin’ me real wet.” @fezc0
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••• “you wanna hit?” acrylic fingertips hold onto the joint as she passes it over to the other woman, coughing up smoke with lidded eyes. maddy looks the part of some movie star anni would watch on tv as a kid with her aunt, even though she can’t remember her name tonight.
“it’s cold as fuck — I didn’t leave new york for this shit ass weather,” running her nails through her hair, anni bites on the inside of her cheek before adding, “where you said you were from?” @madelent
••• “that shit’s heavy, isn’t it? abstinence,” her acrylic nail taps against the wall, she sits next to jennifer in a corner of the room, and the girl shakes curled on herself like a trembling cat about to puke. anni brings her head to her shoulder to cradle her, a sort of deja vu she can never truly shed off.
“what you on?” with a piece of her hoodie’s sleeve, she wipes the curve of jennifer’s lip, a smudge of something red marks a heavy contrast with the death pale of her skin, “— you look real sick.” @jennifercheck
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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’
[text id: i have the everlasting tendency to ruin everything i love.]
I lied I started watching anora again so here we are 🙃
❥ 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐀 ( 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 ) [ 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 ] .
sentence starters based on lyrics from songs featured on chungha’s first studio album , querencia ( 2021 ) . some lyrics have been modified to be more usable . suggestive themes are present !! change gendered language & add context to your needs . happy roleplaying !! ♡
“ get up . are you dizzy ?? ” “ follow me . faster . ” “ i don’t mind the filthy gazes . ” “ let’s go on a ride . ” “ get on my bike , let’s go . ” “ get out my way . ” “ i’ll show you how i like it . ” “ do it my way . ” “ raise your head & look at me . ” “ when i say it’s done , it’s freakin’ over . ” “ i’ll be the strongest thing , don’t miss it . ” “ i’m sicker than all of them . ” “ gossiping lowkeys don’t bring me no fun . ” “ sit back & watch me ride . ” “ you know how i like it . ” “ your eyes make my heart flutter . ” “ you can find me , right ?? ” “ i hope you’re different from them . ” “ the masquerade is ending . ” “ if you want it , move , honey . ” “ i want to enjoy this moment for a long time . ” “ you’re exactly what you’re meant to be . ” “ why are you judging me ?? ” “ i think the scars are healing , then . ” “ the feeling’s back again . ” “ i’m out of luck , out of time , i’ve been out of my mind . ” “ you left , but you still can’t leave her behind . ” “ can’t you see that i’m trying ?? ” “ she keeps weighing us down . ” “ i keep wondering if you wanna stay . ” “ i keep trying to fly on faith . ” “ you’ve always got an attitude . ” “ shine for me , tonight . ” “ i want to leave this place without anyone noticing . ” “ i feel you between the light & the darkness . ” “ you’re always next to me , all the time . ” “ why are you so clumsy ?? ” “ give yourself over to me . ” “ come to me . ” “ stay tonight . ” “ stay by my side . ” “ stay . ” “ you don’t have to stop . ” “ tell me what you want to do : run away , or stay . ” “ tell me that you’ll stay here tonight . ” “ tell me that you will . ” “ i couldn’t stand that you might’ve been in someone’s bed , with some — … that you just met all over you . ” “ you can’t breathe when your eyes are fixed on me . ” “ i know you think that i don’t see it , but i do . ” “ your body keeps me awake . ” “ i’d give it all for a taste … ” “ i want you & i know you want me , too . ” “ no more games . ” “ come through , & i’ll make your dreams come true . ” “ i’ll keep you so turned on . ” “ don’t make me dream of you . ” “ this bar’s about to close . ” “ you said you’d take me home . ” “ park the car & come on in . ” “ i’ve got whiskey , i’ve got gin , & lingerie . ” “ do you see me as a fool ?? ” “ you make me so confused . ” “ every day is the same : boring . ” “ i’ll be however i want . ” “ don’t hide those passionate eyes . ” “ every time i get near , your love escapes from me . ” “ i hate your existence sometimes . ” “ i saw a ruby in you . ” “ i swear , i didn’t fake it . ” “ when we’re together , we create a revolution . ” “ blessed are the eyes that get to see you in life . ” “ tell me what you’re willing to do . ” “ you are my spring . ” “ you belong to me . ” “ no one told me it’s okay to not be okay . ” “ i’ll be a light that shines on you forever . ” “ i will keep every memory we shared in my heart . ” “ finally , i think i’ve found my place . ” “ there were no flowers on the path i’ve taken . ” “ you know you messed up . ” “ you should have loved me at my worst . ” “ this place didn’t make me . ” “ i gave my all to you . ” “ there are times where i can’t see things that i should . ” “ i’m always lacking , but you make me complete . ” “ i’m relieved by just hearing you breathe . ” “ when people around me are laughing , i feel like the only one among them who’s lonely . ” “ i’m tired of everything . ” “ please , hold me tight . ”
Hieu Minh Nguyen, from “Staying Quiet"