JOYFUL ,

"i'm so lost with you." ms. davies. journalism and barista. twenty three. barista.

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‘ queenskaren,

Karen was once again appointed as a guard and told to make sure that no one would go off the rails during the bonfire party. It was annoying here to see so many people around but the money was good so it was an offer she couldn’t refuse. As she strutted around, she noticed something amiss was happening and she decided to follow the suspicious person. “Hey. What in the fuck do you think you’re doing? Get back here.”

kara tries not stutter at the woman’s approach, she’s not suiting the loop at all and wonders if she to find another way to enjoy the party. this isn’t her forte but god does she desperately wish it was easier for to socialise. she’s wandered off the guests and their own vices, contemplating home all over again. “sorry.. just a bit lost. am i not supposed to walk over here?” she questions. 

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ethcnss,

“absolutely.” they parroted in a teasing fashion. the young woman looked like someone they knew from school but they could just be seeing things. they wouldn’t bullshit about and say they weren’t already a little tipsy from the alcohol they had at home. it didn’t really matter, they afterall were here to go all in. “you seem a little nervous. all good, girl?” they asked, curious. 

is she nervous? her exterior says no but her breaths are quickening fast and she doesn’t lock eyes with him when they talk. perhaps that’s a sign of reluctance but kara sews her mouth shut. she knows she isn’t ever going to have fun if she lets her insecurity gets the best of her. “what are you talking about? i’m absolutely fine.” she defends herself. her fingers tremble under pressure and she stares straight ahead. “let’s just go in, yeah?” she says with a bite to her lip. 

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‘ ethcnss,

ethan could hear music thumping from inside the house and they had never felt so eager in their entire life. some obnoxious fuckboys throwing up a party was a blessing to them, they had this common tendency to not care about whoever the fuck barged into the room as long as they could liven the evening. that was good news, since they wanted to get alcohol tonight and they couldn’t be bothered to visit the run down bar near their apartment. “so i have no idea who’s holding up this party or —— these people at all. but should we just come in?” they asked the person next to them. 

while kara doesn’t chalk herself as a party animal she does possess the perpetual desire to expand her social range as much as she possibly can, she wants to be a social butterfly as she feels like it’s the most effective way to get accepted into the society. so although the thumps of music DOES make her feel a bit eerie she chugs it down with heavy and hopefully brave looking pretense. “absolutely.” she says, pushing a lock of her hair behind her ear. “seems like the best way to end the night, yes?”