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Benjamin James Brooklyn Preston 26 || Musician / DJ || Owner of Air nightclub. Born in Auckland, New Zealand. Father of Emilia, Alec, Harrison and Felix. { rp account }

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I never want to be ungrateful for my beautiful boys but…one of them was meant to be a fucking girl…. @fckkbenji decided the way to fix that would be to put all that stuff in one of the guest closets. Along with the extra nappies and wipes. 

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Wow. That looked so much more organised in person than in does in this photo.

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lenikane·:

“I ain’t answering, so it’s good at you still know the answer isn’t it?” Leni scoffed, rolling her eyes at his smirk, it was irritating but kind of hot when he asked all cocky like that. “Fresh out of marriage and fresh into knocking up your ex wife with a son but you know, details right?” The woman raised her eyebrows, her turn to smirk because after all it was true, it was probably around the same time his little slip up wit his ex wife. “One of the two, but you’re glad they did right? You’re glad they left my lips because you felt it too. And obviously I do, we were in the shower, fully fucking clothed with was a first for me, so two firsts all that once eh? Who would have thought us of all people would have managed to tell each other we loved each other while still wearing clothes. The miracles never seem to end!” She joked.

“If you’re a romantic then i’m a fucking dinosaur, and don’t you dare comment on that or i’ll beat you over the head with one of the wedding magazines instead of just leaving it under your pillow for you. Which I doubt you’d like very much.” Snorting once more at his name suggestions she shook her head, face almost splitting with the grin she was trying to use to stop the cackle from emerging from her mouth. “How is a boob machine any better? That sounds like some kind of shit automatic boob implant machine, like hands free plastic surgery. No it’s a fucking cow machine, because it milks me like a cow. Deal with it, I have to deal with feeling weird as hell when i’m using it after all.” The now blonde shrugged, eyes glinting as if they were daring him to disagree. Even as he told her to stop being fucking rude to his girlfriend, defending her honor from, well, her. “Aw baby you’re so cute when you defend me all tough like that. I know what you mean though, it’s nice just being able to talk a bit without having to burp, change, feed, or rock something at the same time. I love you too, and I love cheesy, and I love our family. We have the perfect little family I couldn’t be happier honestly.”

"It’s okay, as long as you found me attractive straight away, that’s all that matters.” Benji shrugged his shoulders and then raised a brow at her words. “Yep, clearly couldn’t keep it in my pants.” he had no regrets for knocking up his ex-wife though, because he’d gotten his beautiful baby boy from it. “I’m very glad that they did. And of course I fucking felt it. I was crazy about you. I still am crazy about you. It’s just gotten stronger over the months.” he smirked as she recalled the memory of the first time he’d told her he loved her. “Nothing like a good old fully clothed shower. We’re great at choosing the weirdest times to confess our love for one another. Yours was weirder than mine. Who the fuck says that in their sleep?” he teased.

Rather than commenting on Leni’s words with the teasing response he wanted to give her, Benji pretended to zip his lips shut. “Could you leave me some chocolate along with those magazines next time, thanks?” his eyes went over to Harrison’s bassinet when he heard a slight noise coming from it--- wondering if the little one was slowly beginning to wake up. Hopefully he’d go back to sleep if that was the case, but it was unlikely. “Yeah, okay, boob machine was a stupid one. Let’s just stick with breast pump....--- what they are actually called. Do you call it a cow machine around your friends?” he asked in amusement, shaking his head and then deciding it was best to just let her call it whatever she wanted to call it. The look in her eyes stopped him from arguing with her again and he simply smirked. “Defending you against yourself. You’re beautiful, babe. Fucking hot, actually. And I’m really digging this new blonde hair on you.” he brought his hand up to caress her face as she spoke about being happy with their family, lightly brushing his thumb over her cheek and then leaning in to kiss her softly. 

As guessed, Harrison had decided not to go back to sleep and instead chose this moment to alert his parents that he was in fact awake. His cries weren’t loud. They were soft little sobs that broke apart Leni and Benji’s kiss. “At least we got that fifteen extra minutes, right?”

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lenikane‌:

Leni paused at his question, they both knew the answer was no because of who she had been back then, but that didn’t mean she didn’t want to say yes because of what she knew now. If current Leni came face to face with herself two years ago she’d smack her in the face for not seeing what she had in Benji, which was everything. “I’m not answering that question, it would ruin how adorable i’m being at the moment eh? I don’t even remember saying it that first time, I still maintain that I was actually already asleep when I said it. Or that you’re totally lying and I never said it at all but you were using it as an excuse to say it. Maybe that’s the truth” She challenged, squeaking as he bit down on her bottom lip but also loving every second of it. A touch that he’d done on her so many times before still made her stomach flutter with butterflies, she could never get enough of him.

“Oh thanks baby, you’re so sweet. You know as a little girl I always dreamed of my boyfriend telling me just after our first kids were born that he kept me aorund because I was good at sucking his dick. I truly feel like a fairytale princess right now.” She scoffed, her voice overflowing with sarcasm as she responded, one eye slightly narrowed. Almost, almost bursting out laughing when he said cow machine because no matter how amusing she found herself saying it, him saying it back to her was even better. Luckily at the last moment she caught herself, lips clamping shut as a muffled grunt was the only thing that managed to escape. “It is a cow machine! And I’m going to have to do it soon enough regardless, otherwise my boobs are going to hurt and start leaking. There is nothing sexy about that, although to be honest there is nothing sexy about most of me at the moment let’s be real.” Her face twisted at the good point though, even a sip of beer could be too much if she pumped within the next couple of hours, great so now she was going to have to do it with no payoff, even better. She kissed him gently as their lips carried on moving together, never wanting it to end but knowing it would have to very soon. As if on cue his lips disappeared from hers, making Leni open her eyes again. “I know honey but we don’t really get the choice at the moment,  if the twins are demanding our attention then they’re going to get it. Or keep screaming until they do. I do fucking love this time together though.”

"I already know the answer to that question, baby. So it doesn’t really matter if you answer or not.” Benji teased with a small smirk. “It wouldn’t ruin your adorableness at all. I know you weren’t ready for a relationship back then. And I was fresh out of a marriage....” neither of them were ready, but eventually things fell into place the way they needed to. “You were probably in the process of falling asleep, or just....spoke in your sleep. Either way, it was very clear to me and I was fucking shook because I never in a million years imagined those words leaving your lips. Do you remember the first time I said it to you?” he quizzed with a raised brow, smirking at the little squeak that escaped her when he bit down on her lower lip.

"You’re very welcome, my love. Aren’t you lucky you’re with such a romantic?” Benji played along, trying not to laugh even though he really wanted to. It was probably a bad idea coming up to the bedroom to talk--- especially when they had no choice but to keep their voices down now. If they were still downstairs they could have still been loud. It was one of the perks of living in such a big house. “Call it a boob machine, or a breast pump, or a boob pump--- all of those sound way better than cow machine. You’re not a cow. And you can shut the fuck up right now about not being sexy because you are fucking sexy. Stop being so fucking rude to my girlfriend.” he scoffed lightly, eyes narrowing into a playful glare. “I know. Our little ones come first, always. I just--- I’ve missed being this close to you. I mean, the sex was great, but this right now...just laying here with you is my favourite. And I know that’s cheesy as fuck, but I don’t care. I love you. I love our boys. I love the family we’ve created together...” he smiled.

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lenikane‌:

“I know right, it’s fucking amazing, i have such a skill!” She pretended to be genuinely impressed with herself, eyes wide, one hand over her chest where her heart was. Waiting to hear what he was going to say about his ex wife she looked at him with an eyebrow cocked, almost like a warning, before breaking out into a grin. “Yeah I think that’s a fucking good idea actually, I don’t really fancy discussing her while I’m in my underwear. And while you’re cum is still like…inside me.” The newly blonde snorted, putting one hand over her mouth as she burst out laughing. If the woman knew what Leni was saying she’d be in so much trouble, it just made it funnier. “Me fall in love with you? Um, i think you’ll find this was a two way street, you didn’t exactly declare your love anytime sooner you know. In fact if I remember correctly I told you first! So bite me asshole.” Her tone was indignant, a scoff coming out of her mouth as she scowled at him.

“Yes, I think you’re totally whipped for me absolutely. Although apparently leaving wedding magazines around the house isn’t really helping, so maybe you’re just keeping me around for good sex, who knows.” She teased, biting her bottom lip as he told her to dream on, rolling her eyes petulantly. With the squeeze there was a glint in her eye, leaning forward to peck her lips to his before drawing away and relaxing into the pillows again. “I’m being quiet! Trust me I don’t want to wake them up anymore than you do, the sooner they wake up the sooner they’ll need to eat again, the sooner i have to hook up to the cow machine again. I know you find it incredibly sexy but I don’t really like it.” She teased, sticking her tongue out at him. She glanced at the babies too, well twisted slightly to manage to see the top of one of their heads in the crib from where she was laying. “I know, but that’s why I don’t do it too often, i don’t want to overload you with cute. You are perfect though, which is why I tell you.” Seeing his expression change back again it was almost like she could breath freely once more,  smooth smile coming onto her lips as she kissed him back her hands going to his cheeks. “I love you more, more than you, more than anything, stop arguing with me.” She mumbled into his mouth.

Benji simply rolled his eyes at his girlfriend’s words, still smirking at her as she pretended to be impressed with herself. He caught the look on her face when he started to speak about his ex wife and ended up laughing instead. “Actually, I think discussing her while my cum is inside you is the best time to do it.” he joked along with her. God, he really did hate his ex, but no one hated his ex more than Leni. And he fucking loved it. “Okay so if I fell in love with you within a month after meeting you.....would you have wanted to be with me back then?” he raised a brow at his question before continuing. “You did tell me first, and then you fucking fell asleep right after. I remember that night all too well, my love.” he leaned in and captured her lower lip between his teeth after she told him to bite her, tugging it out before releasing.

"That’s exactly why I’m keeping you around. You’re not too bad at sucking my dick so I figured I should keep you around for that reason and that reason only.” it was an obvious joke. He loved Leni more than he’d ever loved anyone else. Not including his kids. But even more than his ex wife. His connection with Leni was the strongest connection he’d ever had with a partner before. Thinking back, he really did wonder why it had taken them almost four years of knowing one another to finally get together. “Stop calling it a cow machine, you weirdo. And we have enough milk stored in the fridge to last us a little longer anyway. You should probably get rid of the next lot of milk you pump anyway. I know you only had a sip of beer, but I don’t wanna risk it.” he smiled faintly, pulling her in closer to his body. “You’re perfect to me as well, baby. I’d be a fucking mess without you.” he mumbled against her lips, a soft laugh leaving him when she told him not to argue with her--- as if she already knew he was going to do that. “I won’t argue with you this time. Just this once.” he kissed her again and then let a space come between their lips. “We need to do this more often, my love. Make time for ourselves. I know we’ve been busy with the twins lately, but I really fucking needed this time alone with you today.”

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lenikane‌:

“That’s a pretty gross fucking image in my head.” Leni repeated in a high pitched voice, mimicking the man in an exaggerated way, because it sounded nothing like him after all. “Like when you fucking married her? Don’t throw me the sob story babe i’m not feeling bad for you even slightly, you made that fucking choice you gotta live with it. Well not anymore, now you live with me, which is actually much better. You’re welcome.” She pressed a kiss to his check, following it up with a lick which was entirely unnecessary but amusing to her. “Fucking excuse me? Fine, if you want to date someone called asshole the go for it. I can see you moaning asshole in bed, that’s a sexy image, would be a real change of hear for you considering what you said about my little joke hmm?” 

Whispering in a low voice she shook her head, smirking cockily. “Why do i need to, you’d give me a million dollars if I asked for it anyway, or if we even had it. Plus I would never take that kind of thing from you baby.” Moving one of her arms she took the one of his that was wrapped around her middle and sliding the hand down so it was palm down on her ass. Much better. Not in a dirty way, just because that’s where she wanted it. “I’ll go up a volume every time you touch me, it’s like you forget who you’re even talking to right now. Although maybe not because if you’ll fire anyone who doens’t properly compliment our kids for me then you’re utterly perfect. I knew that already though, you’ve always been fucking perfect in my eyes.” It was amazing how the two of them both managed to flip from dirty to sappy in a matter of moments, but it was one of the things that made them a unique couple. Noticing a faltering expression she pressed a kiss to his nose, half wishing she hadn’t said it, even if it was the truth. “Who cares, it doesn’t matter what your father thinks because your mom adores them and so do we. Sorry I mentioned it babe, just forget about it okay? Just forget it and let’s focus on us again. We don’t get much time like this together anymore, so I want to make the most of that my love. I love you.” She whispered. 

"Wow, babe. You sounded exactly like me. You should do impressions for a living.” evident sarcasm filled Benji’s words as he spoke, a slight smirk cracking at the corner of his lips before he was laughing again. “Well she wasn’t a fucking--- you know what? Let’s just not talk about her anymore. Sound good? Good.” he scoffed. Even hearing his ex-wife’s name made him cringe these days. “It definitely is much better. Would have been even better if it didn’t take you so fucking long to fall in love with me. We could have been together for years now.” the blonde teased, knowing fully well that that wasn’t just because of Leni. Neither of them had been relationship ready when they’d met. “Nah, I’ll just stop moaning your name all together because moaning asshole sounds a little fucking weird. Sorry to burst your bubble, babe.” he teased.

“Pfft, do you think that I’m so totally whipped for you that I’d just hand you that much money if you asked for it?” true, it was all true. He’d give Leni absolutely anything she wanted because he was that madly in love with her. “Dream on, baby.” he scoffed again. As she guided his hand down to her ass, Benji smirked faintly, squeezing it playfully just once before letting it just rest in place. “I love it when you get loud, baby. So that won’t be a fucking problem for me. Except right now because we need to be quiet.” he glanced over at the bassinets beside the bed before his eyes landed on his girlfriend again when she called him perfect. It brought a genuine smile to his lips. “Y’know, I really love it when you get sappy with me.” his tone wasn’t teasing. He wasn’t saying this to tease her. He really did love how sappy she got with him. It was such a different side of Leni that he’d only seen when feelings had developed between the two. His faltered expression vanished quickly when Leni kissed his nose. He wasn’t about to let the mention of his father bring down his mood. “Already forgotten, babe.” he nodded his head, leaning forward so he could press his lips against hers. “I love you too. So much.”

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lenikane‌:

“Um no Benji, I never said anything about you rubbing it in my asshole.” Leni cackled, because obviously that wasn’t what he said but pushing things too far was just her favorite. She was that naughty, terrible really. “It’s weird because light eyes aren’t meant to be more dominant, are your ex’s eyes brown? I’ve litereally never fucking looked into them for fear i’ll turn to stone.” The woman muttered, chewing her bottom lip as she held onto him for a second longer before stepping away. Amused that she was spoiling any hypothetical plans, it was very on brand. “Think? I know, they have your nose witch is a massive shame for them they’re going to end up looking like pinocchio, is it too late to change their names do you think? Might be a bit more sitting.”

Tipping her head back slightly so she could just about look at his face she gave him a cheeky grin, nodding. “Oh you best believe i’m going to fucking do that.” She whispered, careful not to wake up the two sleeping babies that weren’t that far away from them at all. Finally swiveling around so they were facing each other she looked into his blue eyes for a moment, one eyebrow raised. “Ooh hello, you’re going to put your hand over my mouth? Don’t start getting kinky with me Benji or we both know I won’t even be slightly quiet.” Shivers rippled through her body as he kissed her shoulder, making her smile softly, god she loved this alone time they had. Leni would never get sick of it, no matter how much time the got, although with the new babies and the two older ones it wasn’t even close to enough anymore. “Really? That’s adorable, they better have said they were the most beautiful babies in the whole world or i’m coming down there and punching their lights out. Also Benji, we both know your dad ain’t got no desire to see them at all.”

"Stop twisting my words you weirdo. That’s just put a gross fucking image in my head.” Benji laughed. “I know--- that’s why I was expecting brown. And yes, unfortunately I’ve had to look into my exes eyes multiple times before. And I’m very glad that I didn’t turn to stone. And I’m even more glad that my kids don’t have her eyes. But yeah, even my mother has brown eyes and yet, here I am, blonde hair, blue eyed.” he smirked. “They’ll only look like Pinocchio if they lie. God, Leni watch the fucking movie. How about instead of changing their names, we just settle on permanently changing your name to Asshole. Seems fitting, doesn’t it?” he teased.

"I’ll give you a million dollars if you can convince someone that your natural hair color is blonde, baby.” he whispered back challengingly, moving his arm for a moment while she turned around to face him properly. “I think you totally forget what the purpose of my hand over your mouth means. It’s like you just up your volume even more when I do that.” he teased, holding back a laugh. He really was loving this free time with Leni--- he wanted to make the most of it while he still could. Especially because the twins could wake up at any time. And if one woke up crying, the other would probably wake up as well. “Hey, don’t worry about that. I’ll just fire them if they don’t shower our children with compliments like that.” he joked, his expression faltering slightly when she mentioned his dad. “That’s really no surprise though--- he’d never make the effort to fly over here to see them.” he remembered how disappointed his father had sounded over the phone when Benji had actually told him about the twins. He’d had the same reaction with Alec as well. Plus, his father had never liked anyone Benji had dated. He tolerated Belle because that had been Benji’s wife, but anyone else was usually just given the cold shoulder.

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lenikane‌:

“Shut up! It doesn’t work if you point out how bad i am at it, the one thing i flourish on is reckless denial.” Leni cackled, it was truly something she was very good at. She could say she didn’t swear until she was blue in the face if she needed to, it was a total lie, but she’d be very convincing. “I don’t need your hands, i’ve got my own back, you know how talented I am with them.” She grinned against his lips, snatching another kiss from the blonde before all but scampering up the stairs like a small child. After all Leni was basically just an overgrown kid who now had kids to look after for herself. That still seemed a little crazy to her, but hopefully the woman would get used to it in time. “Sure you will baby, you keep telling yourself that.” Leni taunted between kisses, still smiling.

“My green eyes, it’s kinda cool that they have green eyes don’t you think? They have your nose though, which is adorable. I was hoping they’d be some kind of cute combination of both of us even if they have blonde hair. Was kinda hoping for brunettes but you can’t win em all.” She joked, laying down on the bed before shifting herself slightly so her back was pressed up against his front, spooning him by default because it had been a while since he’d been able to get his arms all the way around her. “Okay, i’ll keep whispering then, just don’t make me laugh because you know I can’t do that quietly.” She smirked, letting out a soft sigh as she enjoyed being close to her boyfriend like this in an innocent way. Even if she was still wearing just her underwear because of their previous activities. “Have you shown people photos of them at work?” She whispered.

"Reckless denial. That sounds about right.” Benji laughed, shaking his head gently. “Blah, blah, blah---- I fucking get it already. You don’t need my hands. Stop rubbing it in, asshole.” he scoffed lightly, but smirked at the way she quickly stole one more kiss before breaking away. “I think it’s very cool that they have your eyes. I thought Em and Alec would have brown eyes when they were born--- turns out my eyes were somehow the more dominant gene. And now you’ve come in and fucked up my plan of having all blue eyed children.” he teased jokingly, glancing back at her so he could playfully wink. He adored all his babies the way they were. Every little feature they had were perfect to him. And he was so happy that his newborn sons had the same eyes as his girlfriend. “My nose. You think? I’m always the last to notice my own features in my kids. Everyone else points them out and I’m like oh, really?” he laughed.

“Well, you’re not a brunette anymore so I guess now we all look more related. You can just go around telling everyone that they get their blonde hair from you. Even if it is bleach blonde.” he teased, shifting on the bed so that he was spooning her comfortably, one arm wrapped around her waist and then other tucked under his head as a pillow. “I’ll just cover your mouth if you start laughing. Keep it muffled in the hopes of keeping the twins quiet. Just don’t go biting my hand off. I’m only doing that so we get our time together.” he kissed her shoulder gently. “Of course I have. I had people coming up to me the first day I went back demanding to see photos of them. Plus, all my family really want to come and meet them asap.”

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lenikane‌:

“Shut the fuck up, i’m a mother now, I have to watch my language.” She joked, the biggest load of bullshit to ever come out of the woman’s mouth. She swore more than your average sailor on a daily basis. “Um, excuse me, if you wanna fucking drink it then lick it up baby, last time I checked our beer intake wasn’t exactly breaking the bank. And you only used your hands on me more recently because I couldn’t find my own fucking vagina, but now I can, so I don’t need your hands.” she pecked his lips before sliding off the counter, giving him a cheeky grin that promised danger of the best kind.

“Forgotten? Um no, I don’t think i’ll be forgetting that for a long bloody time thanks mate, i’ll kick you in the dick on and off for twenty hours and see how quickly you can forget that shall I?” she had no idea if the pain was similar but it made her point well enough for her so she ran with it. The woman didn’t even notice him coming up behind her, hence her surprise when she was scooped up, letting out a little yelp before depending into giggles, kicking her legs slightly. “Look at this, it’s like a honeymoon, i’m such a lucky girl.” Twisting slightly she managed to press her lips to his jawline a couple of times, unable to wipe the smile off her face. Peering over the two tiny boys once she was set down the smile didn’t falterer at all. They were so beautiful, and so quiet right now. “They’re so beautiful, we did good babe.” She whispered back, turning around so she could go over to their bed, laying down on it. “Think we could get anouther fifteen minuets of sleep out of them if we pray really hard?”

"You watching your language?” Benji laughed. “Every second word that leaves that mouth of yours is a swear word.” he added with a roll of his eyes. Leni wouldn’t be Leni if she didn’t cuss all the time. The only time both parents needed to actually watch their language was when the older two kids were around anyway. Emilia would no doubt pick up on the bad words, and Alec was in the process of learning how to talk and they’d been lucky enough to get this far without a single bad word slipping his mouth yet. Benji hoped to keep it that way. “Oh, you don’t need my hands huh? I’ll remember that next.” smirking against her lips, Benji pulled away.

"I’ll kick your ass if you cause any harm to my dick.” the blonde laughed lightly at his girlfriends words, tilting his head slightly as her lips showered his jawline with kisses. Once they were in the bedroom, Benji smiled at the sight of their two beautiful baby boys and then looked back at Leni. “I mean, we knew from the start that we’d make cute babies. They’re fucking perfect. They have your eyes, which is adorable. I was hoping they’d inherit your eyes.” he shrugged, keeping his voice low as he spoke so he wouldn’t wake up the twins. He got onto his side of the bed and laid down beside his girlfriend so they could cuddle up to one another. “If we continue to whisper everything we say then yes, I think we’ll get another fifteen minutes. Which is the perfect amount of time to cuddle. I feel like we haven’t had time to just cuddle in bed for ages.”

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“Yeah well, I’ll be positive in a few days. I think I deserve to be pessimistic for a bit” Sam snapped, her words coming out more viciously then she intended them too. Pausing, she took a deep breath. That had been to far. If she didn’t calm down, she’d end up saying things she knew she shouldn’t. “Of course I’m goin’ to fuckin’ try. I want that full fuckin’ recovery.” Yet, sitting in that bad, she felt like she was never going to get it.

"You’re always pessimistic, Sammy.” Benji mumbled under his breath, unfazed by Sammy’s tone of voice as she spoke. He wasn’t going to take lightly to hearing his best friend speak the way that she was--- like there was no point trying to get better. “Well the first step to a full recovery is to actually believe that you can do it. So maybe work on that first.”

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"In the throws of ecstasy.....” Benji repeated mockingly. “Just say you were being fucked, babe. It’s easier to understand.” the blonde teased, glancing down into the sink again as Leni reached into the sink and picked up a piece of the smashed glass. “You say it’s scary, I say it’s a waste of fucking beer. There was still a little bit in there....and whoa, hold up--- firstly, I use my hands on you more than you use yours on me. And secondly you made the mess so you can clean it up. My hands are more delicate than yours.” Benji scoffed lightly, a small smirk cracking at the corner of his lips as he stepped away from his girl friend to gather his clothes off the ground.

“I’m not going to refuse having sex to fix everything in future. We’ve been fucking since the day we met, Leni. That’s not going to die down anytime soon. “Are you forgetting that our kids came out of your vagina?” he would have tossed his own shirt at her so she could wear it, but he preferred leaving her without a shirt instead. As Leni headed towards the staircase, Benji smiled at the sight for a moment and then laughed lightly at her words. He closed the space between them quickly and gently scooped her up into his arms with ease--- bridal style. “You’re so lame.” he teased as he carried her up the stairs and all the way to their bedroom, setting her down in front of the two bassinets where their babies were sleeping. “They’ve been sleeping for about 45 minutes now. That’s pretty good...” he whispered.

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zoecarlisle‌:

“okay how the hell did I not know your girlfriend’s name?” zoe looked at him in disbelief. “tell me about her while I think of something that I haven’t told you about yet” she continued with a little laugh. 

"I don’t go around telling everyone that my girlfriend’s name is Eleanor. Every time I mention her, I call her Leni so you not knowing is totally my fault.” Benji laughed at the look of surprise on her face at this new information, amused greatly by it. “Hmm....what can I tell you about my girlfriend without sounding like a love stuck cheesy fucker.....” he paused in thought. “Well, she’s an asshole. She’s very stubborn, every second word that leaves her mouth is fuck, she used to do ballet professionally which I think is pretty fucking cool....in fact, she’s thinking about getting back into that soon which I’m keen for since I’ve never actually seen her dance before. Seriously though, she’s fucking amazing. Gorgeous woman. Beautiful mother. Love of my life.”

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The fumes of food stands and loud drunken melodies of their customers filled the air around the Camden market, and Leroy breathed in deeply. He loved those Saturday nights. He had come for a deal earlier that night, but he decided to hang around for a bit. His back turned to the water which softly cobbled downstream, he leaned against the fence, allowing his eyes to move along the tourists and Londoners alike. His cigarette dangled at his lips, the near-empty pint put down on the bench beside him. “Careful.” His hand shot forward, sliding beneath their arm and keeping them from slipping and hitting their face on the pavement. “It gets fuckin’ slippery after a few pints.” 

Benji had come out tonight with a few of his mates. He’d spent a good few hours with all of them and he’d had a bit to drink in the process. Eventually, he and his mates all parted ways and Benji headed down the street, unaware of where he was going at first. As his arm was grabbed to prevent him from stumbling over, Benji laughed lightly, managing to maintain his balance. “Yeah, no shit. Thanks, man. That could have ended a lot worse for me if you weren’t here. I’d give you my soul in return, but I’m pretty sure Satan already owns that shit---” the last part to his words was the alcohol speaking, but Benji didn’t really care if he sounded crazy.

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nicole-lilly‌:

It was still so surreal to Nicole to walk into Waterstones and see her novel, all shiny and new book smell amazing, on the shelf next to some of her favourite authors. Craftily she delved into her bag, pulling out a pen before glancing around to ensure no one was looking. When she was sure she didn’t have an audience she reached back, took a book from the middle of the stack and flipped open the cover before writing a cute, uplifting message on the title page and slotting the book back in place for an unsuspecting reader to find. The idea of someone opening her book and having their day made even a tinier bit better by her message brought a smile to her lips. Until she turned away and realised she had an audience. “Uh…it’s not what it looks like” she blushed. “I wrote it…the book I mean…you know what? Let’s just pretend you didn’t see that…”

Benji hadn’t even noticed the woman writing in the book at first. In fact, it was his five year old daughter holding onto his hand that brought it to Benji’s attention. Both father and daughter stared curiously at the woman until she noticed them watching her. “Hey, I’m not here to tell you what you should and shouldn’t do---” Benji laughed lightly, furrowing his brows when she said she wrote it. It took a moment for Benji to process her words, having been woken up at about 5am this morning by the little girl standing beside him. “Oh wow--- wait what? You’re the author of that book? That’s fu--- that’s really awesome.” he corrected himself quickly with his five year old present. “What’s your book about, if you don’t mind me asking?”

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emiliathompson‌:

Emilia was sitting at the coffee shop she always liked to go to and casually reading some papers when she heard someone talking to her “I’m sorry…can you say it again? I wasn’t listening” The blonde apologized as she waited for the other person to talk.

"I was asking if I could sit here with you since everywhere else in this place is full up, but now I’m just going to sit here anyway because I can.” Benji shrugged his shoulders and laughed lightly as he took a seat opposite her and set his take away cup of coffee down at the table.

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katherine-wexler‌:

“I don’t know, it’s been a few years. Maybe you’re not the chug champion I once knew,” she said, playfully challenging him though, in truth, he was probably better equipped than she was. She wasn’t convinced she could still drink as much as she had in college, it had been a while since she’d been blackout drunk at a party but she wasn’t about to let that get in the way of anything. “VIP experience, huh? Can’t wait to add it to my Instagram Story,” she noted, half joking. On the one hand, she did want to post about it, let the people who cared know that she wasn’t just wrapped up in a blanket on her bedroom floor crying over a YouTube clip of Wrigley Stadium, on the other hand, she didn’t wan to seem like a douchebag on social media. A bashful grin decorated her features as Benji repeated her rather unpoetic turn of phrase, “Only if you give me credit for it and I want at least two cents for every web page click,” she joked, making a mental note to take a photo of AIR with a similar caption. “Enthusiasm, when I have no fucking idea what I’m doing, is my specialty,” she assured him with a laugh as she followed his lead, “I…” she started, did she like it? She wasn’t sure yet. The transition had been difficult, scary, confusing. It was hard to say how she felt about the city before she’d truly settled into it “Yeah, it’s…interesting,” she offered a fairly neutral adjective instead, “My roommate is pretty cool, she’s a local, she writes, she’s nice,” she didn’t know her particularly well just yet but they were off to a good start. “I just need to get my head around everything, you know? How long did it take you to settle in?”

"It’s only been what? 2-3 years since I last saw you. I’m still a fucking champion thank you very much.” Benji scoffed lightly. “Lets go grab a pint of beer right now and see who can chug it down fastest.” he challenged teasingly, glancing back at her as they headed towards the cafe. It was a joke, but he’d definitely bring it up again when she did decide to come visit his club. It was probably too early to be chugging down beer right now anyway. “I mean....I could just let you wait in line, but you might get bored and leave and I don’t want that to happen.” he shrugged, grabbing the door for the cafe once they had arrived and then motioning his hand into the building as if to tell her to go in first. “Hmm......nah, no deal. I’ll take credit for your comment and pull in all the money for myself. Maybe buy a jet? Or another club...” he thought out loud, joking obviously. “Don’t worry though--- I never usually know what I’m doing either. Especially these past few weeks.” twins were definitely a lot different to handle than just one baby and Benji had been realising that more and more each day. “Yeah, I get that. It took me a while to get my head around everything. I was kind of worried to bring my kids here because new environment, new school, different house--- I miss my family like crazy as well. They’re all back in New York at the moment. I’d say it took me a few months to get settled in. Hopefully it doesn’t take you months to do the same. It’s nice though--- to have a familiar face around.” 

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lenikane‌:

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It took a moment for Benji to completely compose himself after the high he’d just had. The world around him started slowly becoming less and less blurry. His breathing was still quick as his chest rose and fell against his girlfriend’s chest, arm still tightly wrapped around her as if trying to keep her body from leaning back even slightly. “Fuck...” he breathed softly, a small smirk forming on his lips now. “Fuck--- that was good.” he laughed, his voice a little louder as he cussed. Finally loosening his arm from around her waist, Benji leaned in and pressed his lips a little more delicately against Leni’s this time. “I love you too.” he whispered, head tilting as her lips moved down to his neck and jawline--- enjoying the soft touches she was making to his skin. Her words flowing through his ears and turning his usual smirk into more of a genuine smile.

As Leni’s attention went to the beer bottle in the sink, Benji glanced in that direction as well and then raised his brows. “Wow, babe. Made a fucking mess didn’t you?” he teased, only now noticing that the bottle had actually smashed. He’d been too caught up in the sex to even pay attention to the bottle when it had actually smashed. “I think we fix everything with a good fuck. Stressed out, sex. Angry, sex. Bored, sex--- it’s great. We’re great.” he finally started to get his breathing under control, a teasing smirk playing at his lips when she spoke about cuddling. “I don’t think you sound like a pussy at all. You know I won’t say no to that---” Benji was huge on cuddling after sex, after all. Always had been. He pulled out of her slowly and grabbed his boxers from the ground, putting them back on. “Let’s go check on our little ones.”