made me that much stronger

[fckmaiya]

(—) ★ spotted!! MAIYA KENNEDY on the cover of this week’s most recent tabloid! many say that the TWENTY-ONE # year old looks like TAYLOR HILL, but i don’t really see it. while the REALITY STAR/ SONG WRITER is known for being ALLURING my inside sources say that they have a tendency to be SACCHARINE i swear, every time i think of them, i hear the song FIGHTER- CHRISTINA AGUILERA { she/her / cisfemale } - penned by LAICE, 23, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER 

BASICS

full name: maiya eloise kennedy nickname: moo age: twenty-one gender: cisfemale pronouns: she/her hair color: brunette naturally but dyed blonde eye color: green sexual and romantic orientation: pan occupation: reality star/song writer tattoos: small pleasures on her left ribs piercings: ears, bellybutton and nipples, used to have nose but it healed up. favorite season: autumn favorite color: purple favorite music: ballads and r&b favorite animal: sharks. fears: being alone, fire. hobbies: songwriting, reading, singing 

BIOGRAPHY

maiya kennedy had always struggled to figure out where she fit in life. being a kennedy came with a certain expectation to it. mostly to take part in the reality show she despised so much. having a camera thrown in her face twenty four seven. maiya had always been a sweeter soul, more emotional and sensitive. she would always say that despite being born into fame, she was never made for the flashing lights. she preferred to keep her life as private as she possibly could, which of course led to a few blow up fights with the producers. 

maiya had first started writing songs when she was thirteen, it had been an easy way to let go of any negative energy she was holding onto. she was trying to learn to get a hold of her emotions, instead of letting them consume her all the time, getting them down onto paper and turning them into a song became a big pass time for her, which eventually turned into a hobby, which eventually launched into a whole career. one she loved a lot more than just being the next brainless reality star.

despite living most of her life in front of a camera, maiya was actually very good at keeping her life private. she always said that her business was her business, despite what the show though. what she hadn’t managed to keep private however, was her teenage rebellious stage. full of loud bursts of anger and blatant disregard to the rules. maiya faced a dui charge when she turned sixteen. she completely totalled her first car. fast and furious was the only way to describe how maiya drove. that mixed with a habit to mix too many drinks together at whatever rager was going on. her therapist said it was a cry for help but maiya thought her therapist was the loon not her. she didn’t want help, she wanted to be left alone. 

now maiya isn’t much better, she’d just gotten better at hiding it, having been forced to give out a public apology and a promise of change for the sake of her image, maiya wouldn’t let herself get caught again. after all she was smart enough to learn from past mistakes. she struggles to hold down a relationship, often getting ridiculed that all her songs are about how her love life had gone wrong, but maiya thought it was kinda funny. after all commitment was something she’d never been taught. 

[fckmaiya]

rxscss​:

heavy sigh left her lips as maiya questioned her. oh, to be so young and so unaware of consequences of actions. she’d kill for that level of naivety again, consequences being something she knew all too well. “as someone who was in active addiction for almost ten years, i think i’m able to tell the difference between ‘young and having fun’ and ‘not being okay’ and she wasn’t okay, maiya. i did what any parent would do to keep their child safe and i know your mother would do the same for you or micah if necessary. you know i love you like my own, sweetie, but please don’t sit here and question my parenting when all i want is what’s best for my daughter.” she said, light sigh leaving her lips as she took a small sip from her glass of water. “life doesn’t suck, things just- wait what?” persephone said, cutting herself off when maiya’s last words hit her. “what do you mean he’s back in town?” she said with a furrow of her brows. with everything going on, it had been too long since her and jordana have gotten to catch up and she couldn’t even imagine that man actually coming back after everything, how did he even find out? “listen, if i sat here and complained about all the shitty things that happened to me, i’d think that life sucks too. but that’s no way to live. there’s always going to be chaos, that’s unfortunately the world we were born into - but there’s so much more good than there is bad and i know it’s hard to realize sometimes, but those are the things you have to hold on to.”

maiya couldn’t wrap her head around what persephone was trying to tell her. probably because she was facing a similar problem herself, but she just didn’t view it as a problem and was excellent at hiding it. still, she was fighting with enough people in her life, she didn’t need to add persephone to the list. “yeah mother knows best i guess.” she spoke with a small shrug. though she gave a scoff when she mentioned her own mother. “i wouldn’t be so sure.” but maiya’s views of jordana wasn’t exactly rainbows and sunshine right now. “i’m not questioning your parenting i just care about austen and i wouldn’t feel okay with myself if i didn’t say something you know? but you told me why and your thoughts on it all and i appreciate that.” she shrugged her shoulders. “micah went looking, brought him back to town. apparently he never knew about us at all. feel free to pass it on to my mom that i know that she didn’t tell us about him.” after all maiya wasn’t going to talk to her, if she did she’d say things she’d never be able to take back. “you’re so right, i’m definitely appreciating the finer things in life right now.” like the little baggy she had in her pocket, and street racing. “life’s too short to not live it to it’s fullest you know?” 

[fckmaiya]

dispersisfabulis​:

“You know I’ll always bring the goods,” Esme laughed as she made herself at home in the brunette’s place as if she never stopped coming around. Clearly there was something going on with her and if she needed someone to rant to Esme could do that. They were at that point now, right? “Can’t your brother have a good old fashioned breakdown and buy a sports car or something? He’s got the money he might as well spent it on something useful. Ooh, or is he being frugal with the baby on the way and such. Tragic really, Cely was always fun to get blasted with and now she’s tied down with a baby and shit.” Whoa, she didn’t expect it to get that dramatic and from the looks of it neither did Maiya. “Wait, so Momma Kennedy just didn’t tell him about you? And told you guys something completely different? Mai, I don’t think you were in the wrong here. I’d go ape shit if I were you.”

“you do, part of the reason why i still always keep you around.” she teased. she nodded her head and lifted up her arms. “right?! and when he realised he didn’t need it, he could give it to me.” not that maiya couldn’t get her own, but it was so much nicer when it was someone else’s money. “i don’t know, i don’t see why he’d need to be frugal, i mean how much does a baby really need? a crib and some clothes and you’re solid right? milk can be free if you want it to be. ugh i know, cely was so much fun. and now they’re all loved up and gross, i can’t deal with them.” although she was happy that her brother seemed to be getting happier again. “nope. for twenty-one years i just thought he didn’t want me. like i really though i wasn’t good enough. and micah’s always so chill about everything, so once again i’m gonna be the bitch that flies off the handle cos i’m so fucking angry.” she put her head in her hands. “i just haven’t spoken to my mother, and i don’t know when i will again, i can’t even look at her right now.” 

[fckmaiya]

dispersisfabulis​:

Good to see that having a conversation with Maiya was just as much whiplash as it usually was. He needed some normalcy in his life to balance it out. At least with her he could say whatever he wanted and not have it come back to bite him in the ass. He was going to correct her, tell her that Cole didn’t know about them, but Micah was having a hard time putting that into words. Why didn’t he just tell her the same way that he told Micah? Maybe Maiya hadn’t thought to ask him that. It would make sense, she was quick to anger. “Uh Valentine’s Day, actually. I wrote her a piano piece and she showed me the paternity results. We kind of were waiting for things to die down before we got back together –” Plus they wanted to be sure it was his, even if they thought it was, before they completely did that to Archie. Neither of them had wanted to hurt him further than they had to. “Please stop calling your niece or nephew a ‘thing’ Maiya. Seriously, it’s a baby and it’s going to love them.” Totally not the point at all but Micah wasn’t going to let that slide without being addressed. When it finally seemed to sink into her after he clumsily told her the truth, Micah wrapped an arm around her and shook his head. “First of all, we do care about each other. I told you I was doing this, you told me I could, that was bringing your feelings into it. If you had told me you didn’t want me to try and find him I wouldn’t have.” Micah had to get her into a calm place before she went all fire and brimstone on their aunt’s house where their mother was currently staying. “He didn’t know. Told me he was in the military when we were born. I’m going to guess Grandma Kathy thought it was a good idea to keep it a secret. I mean, he openly admitted he wasn’t the best guy around back then so maybe Mom thought she was doing what was best but I haven’t really talked to her about it.” Micah’s frown grew as he looked at Maiya’s panic. “What did you say to him? He seems pretty understanding of the situation we were put in. Talk to him, Mai, if you’re ready to do so.”

maiya scrunched up her nose. “oh my god you guys are that couple, that is so super gross. you gross me out so much.” sometimes she wondered how they managed to share a womb and turn out so different. “you’re gonna be an amazing dad though, i know it. you’re selfless, kind, caring, a soppy mess. that kid is gonna be so so lucky to have you.” she told him honestly, because she meant it from the bottom of her heart, she thought micah was without a doubt the best choice that the baby could have as a dad. she rolled her eyes sand kicked her foot in the water to splash at him. “i’m gonna call your baby a thing til it’s all grown up and even then it might still be a thing and you can’t stop me. besides, calling me an aunt makes me sound soooo old. i’m gonna go with just maiya. not aunt attached to it.” she huffed at the reminder that she’d given micah permission, that was besides the point, she didn’t expect him to actually be able to do it. “well i wasn’t gonna say no when you’ve been so fucking sad and it’s kinda my fault. i don’t wanna push you over the edge. but micah, you know you don’t read him right? that having him around doesn’t make you any less or more you than you are. i know you’re going through some personal identity crisis right now. but i love you the way you are and i don’t think you need to change or go on some deep journey of self discovery. and as much as you can be my annoying ass brother, i wouldn’t change you.” she could feel her anger lessening with micah and cole, and rising at their mother. because how dare she? does she even know what she’s put maiya through? all the shit maiya’s had to sort through because she believed her dad didn’t want her, that she wasn’t good enough. “i’m gonna kill her, i’m actually gonna kill her. and i think the judge will rule in my favor because who the fuck does that to their kids? she’s a control freak and this has pushed it too far. i’m done.” she told him seriously. “i told him that i was off my mind on drugs, that i am a slut, that i’m a colossal fuck up, and that i think he’s a piece of shit. the only thing i didn’t tell him is what i did to you.” 

[fckmaiya]

starryid​:

logan’s  face  fell  immediately  as  she  heard  the  other’s  voice.  she  didn’t  know  what  to  say,  so  she  stayed  quiet  as  she  snatched  her  large,  lavender  crocheted  purse  to  put  it  in  her  lap,  glancing  around  to  see  who  her  ex - girlfriend  was  talking  about.  she  squinted  up  at  her  briefly,  confused  as  to  why  maiya  had  even  said  anything  to  her.  after  what  they’d  been  through?  “ right,  thanks, ”  she  muttered.  awkward.

logan was another person on maiya’s long list of people she had screwed over, and it wasn’t that maiya was looking to make amends at all, she just didn’t see the point of being awkward around anyone. besides, who didn’t love a morning cup of drama? “you’re welcome....so how have you been? long time no see.” she spoke, acting as if she’d never hurt her at all. 

[fckmaiya]

Text Messages 📱Maiya & Lia

lia: you can deny it all you want, but those sounds are on repeat in my head.

lia: that would be such a shame. you're too hot to burn to ashes.

maiya: naughty naughty, has it been your masturbation station every morning?

maiya: that's true, i really am. the world would be so much uglier without me.

[fckmaiya]

shebloom​:

half  -  lidded  orbs  stare  at  the  other  ,  wildfire  starts  to  grow  within  as  chest  heaves  up  and  down  -  valentine  commands  body  to  stop  the  mass  hysteria  dictating  psyche  .  ❛  truly,  maiya,  how  is  it  any  of  your  business  who  i  have  sex  with.  we  were  having  fun  and  i  took  a  picture  as  memory  of  the  moment.  do  you  seriously  believe  i  wanted  the  whole  world  to  know  i  slept  with  your  stepfather.  ❜  threatening  edge  to  timbre  of  voice  but  sound  stay  same  amount  of  decibels  .  ❛  it  sucks  for  your  mother  but  the  fact  that  all  it  took  was  him  cheating  on  her  for  the  relationship  to  be  over,  and  not  her  having  an  affair,  shows  the  foundation  of  their  marriage  was  unsteady  to  begin  with.  ❜  in  all  honestly  ,  blonde  wants  to  apologize  for  her  role  in  the  mess  but  maiya’s  behavior  stops  her  .  ❛  i  need  you  to  mature  really  quick  because  i’m  not  the  only  person  who  made  mistakes  in  life,  my  only  scandal  is  this  cheating  situation  while  you  have  a  list  of  them  ——  besides,  i  never  said  i’m  better  than  you,  i  only  told  you  the  truth  :  my  family  has  the  better  reputation  and  i  was  lucky  enough  to  not  have  all  my  traumas  televisioned  for  money.  ❜  the  disappointment  comment  doesn’t  hurt  -  femme  knows  her  worth  especially  within  laurent  familial  ties  .  however  ,  alarm  sets  in  features  as  bile  rises  up  in  esophagus  ,  unsure  whether  she’ll  be  able  to  wish  it  away  this  time  .  frame  turns  quickly  to  the  side  ,  body  bends  over  as  she  releases  morning  sickness  ,  at  night  funnily  enough  ,  in  pot  of  plants  .  concerned  person  moves  her  way  ,  handing  over  bottle  of  water  and  paper  tissues  as  thespian  tries  to  recover  from  episode  .  ❛  just  because  everyone  in  your  life  left  you  for  someone  else,  does  not  mean  the  people  in  my  life  do.  ❜  it  was  a  low  blow  and  she  regrets  the  words  as  soon  as  they  come  ——  blessed  that  femme  didn’t  add  more  prose  to  it  ,  knowing  she  has  million  ways  of  making  the  wound  bleed  even  more  through  dagger  of  morphemes  .  ❛  just  because  christian  no  longer  wishes  to  be  with  your  mother  -  he  never  said  he  wants  to  be  out  of  your  life,  don’t  throw  away  the  only  father  figure  you  have  in  your  life  for  the  exact  mistake  your  mother  made  before  him.  ❜

“because it’s my fucking family you’re messing with. are you really that stupid? i just don’t understand how it’s not sticking into that thick head of yours. maybe the bleach has seeped into your brain because there’s a total comprehension lack there. i believe you just wanted to make my mother look stupid because you’re an evil, vindictive whore.” val could stay calm all she wanted, maiya was raising her voice for the whole damn place to hear. she wasn’t embarrassed and she didn’t give a fuck if it would embarrass val.  “you fucked a married man and yet you act like you have class. that’s the trashiest thing you could do. you’re below vermin. so why don’t you crawl back to the sewers where you belong.” she rolled her eyes at that. “and yet my scandals have never scathed you or your family and that’s what the issue is here. and as soon as you stop licking your own shit and get your head out of your ass you’ll finally see some fucking sense. that or go back to school because you clearly struggle. and you’ve got a real nerve telling me to mature when you’re walking around like a skanky, spoiled little brat. grow the fuck up and dip your head into the real world bitch, where your actions have consequences and you’re the fucking bad guy.” she stepped back, scrunching up her nose at the vulgar display. but then again throwing up into a plant plot showed just how trashy she really was. “and you think you have class. hilarious.” she shrugged her shoulders. “i think your track record will say otherwise. i mean after all, how does it feel always being second best. i mean you’re never the first choice are you? always compared to the superior woman. it’s pitiful honestly, i’d almost feel sorry for you if you weren’t such a raging bitch.” she shook her head. “yeah? you can tell that farther figure to go fuck himself. because no father figure would ever publicly humiliate his children the way he humiliated myself and micah. he dragged us both into it. and if that’s the man you want around you, then that really speaks volumes about you. honestly? i’m glad you’re with him. you guys really, really deserve each other. perfect match of pathetic little bitches.” 

[fckmaiya]

closed starter @dispersisfabulis​ ( teddy ) 

“hey, hey, hey, the party is here.” sure maiya could yell at teddy, tell him how stupid he was. but that would make her the world’s biggest hypocrite and right now she just wanted to make sure he was okay. “okay i got you some candy, a bottle of vodka and some playboys to keep you going.” she said with a wink. “although i kinda took you for one of those naked anime porn guys, but i felt too icky buying it so you get playboy.” she leaned over and pressed a kiss to the top of his head. “how are you feeling? 

[fckmaiya]

lcgansfm​:

bleach  blonde - dyed  hair  twisted  absentmindedly  around  her  right  pinky  finger,  topped  with  severely  chipped  black  nail  polish,  as  her  other  hand  tapped  an  incredibly  complex  beat.  a  pair  of  bulky  headphones  sat  atop  logan’s  head  as  she  sat  with  her  legs  crossed  on  the  sidewalk.  she  hunched  over  as  if  it  would  make  it  easier  to  hear  the  music  she  was  editing  from  her  laptop.  she  was  totally  content  and  lost  in  the  sound.  that  is,  until …  “ ooh!  shit,  hi,  sorry! ”  she  exclaimed  as  she  nearly  jumped  out  of  her  skin  when  she  felt  a  tap  on  her  shoulder. 

maiya had intended to walk straight past the girl, that was until she noticed a man eyeing the purse on the floor and the woman being seemingly oblivious. she shook her head at the apology, after all maiya had been expecting her to be startled with how deep in her own world she seemed to be. “don’t be. i just wanted to warn you that these streets aren’t all that safe and your purse is being eyeballed. just a forewarning.” 

[fckmaiya]

dispersisfabulis​:

“Excuse me, what is this about #deadbeatdad? You better start explaining if I’m murdering Christian or if you have another dad I’m going after. I thought you didn’t even know who that was?” Esme was confused, which meant she was coming at Maiya about whatever the hell she had missed in the last week or so. “I brought tequila we’re pregaming and then we’re going out but first you’re telling me what the fuck is happening.” When did she become friends with the ex that she despised not even a month ago? @fckmaiya​

“hm? wasn’t me, i have no idea what you’re talking about.” maiya said innocently for a moment before giving a heavy sigh. “ugh, fine.” she draped her leg’s over esme’s, perhaps the one person she was truly comfortable with, the one that despite everything that had transpired between them, she knew she could trust with her darkest fears. “since you gto me tequila i’ll tell you whatever the fuck you want. it actually has nothing to do with christian this time, just my fucked up family. so micah is going through some sort of crisis and thought it’d be a brilliant idea to look for our dad. fuck knows why he’d want to do that but my brother isn’t exactly a smart decision maker. anyway, i find out about him and where he’s at, so obviously i go and make a scene, say some really, really shitty things to him, send out a shitty tweet to get the trend going. and then i find out from micah that it wasn’t even cole’s fault. that’s the birth father’s name by the way. it was my mom’s. all this time i thought this fucker wanted nothing to do with me, and it turns out she hadn’t even told him about us. i could’ve had a dad all these years es.” 

[fckmaiya]

fvkford​:

“nah you’re the groupie of what’s that thing called…” ford was sent shit on it all time where people had written shit, stories about meeting him, what was it called. “whatpad? that’s its right, i mean where they have that shit that’s like y slash n? me and the guys used to read shit on tour to keep us entertained it was funny as fuck but you’re like the perfect girl they describe in all of them.” maiya was a dream so it wasn’t hard to see why she was the type of girl they would fantasise being. if they only knew ford really wasn’t that picky, he liked them pretty and willing, with a hint of trauma apparently. “that i am, wise answer kennedy.” ford chuckled back at her as he swung his legs around. “you got a part to go to and i’m there.” 

maiya couldn’t help but laugh at the mention of how often her face had been used as the main star of wattpad. “that’d be me, i remember it well, cos my friends would tell me that my face had been used next to whatever boybander or draco malfoy shit they were reading and that it sucked for them cos they had to imagine their friend as the star. i mean of course i said they should get a real life and then they wouldn’t have to worry about me ruining their fantasies now would they?” she was always so unapologetically herself, sometimes to a fault, but when raised in the kennedy family it was hard not to have an ego. “i’ve never been known for my brains but i’m so glad you can appreciate them.” she said with a grin. “i have! some vs model is hosting a rave, the dress attire was slutty though so might wanna open a few buttons in your shirt.” 

[fckmaiya]

Text Messages 📱Maiya & Lia

lia: can you blame me? I still have your screams in my head.

lia: you can have reminders as much as you want. denying how great we were together in bed would be stupid. also, what would you do if you were in the same vicinity as me in the daylight?

maiya: i was not screaming, you made it up in your head.

maiya: daylight? i don't know what that is, night owl only. i'd probably burn to the ground tbh.

[fckmaiya]

haphazardlychronicled​:

A chuckle escaped Lia’s lips at Maiya words because the back and forth the two were already sharing amused her greatly. Even though the other woman gave off a total party girl persona, it was obvious from the way she spoke that she was intelligent. Lia was an absolute sucker for a girl who could keep up with her banter, and it appeared that she and the song writer would be able to go back and forth very easily. “Sorry, babe. I’d only give up that title if you became my brat. Don’t worry though, you’ll like the bratty side of me,” she said with a smirk painted on her lips. The nanny could hardly wait to see how it translated to the bedroom because both of them seemed to be competitive which would only lead to an exhausting yet amazing night. “It’s okay. You can be the rain cloud, and I’ll be the sunshine. We’ll keep the balance.” Two people having everything in common would be far too boring. Lia didn’t want someone who would agree with her all the time. There would be no challenge in that, and well, the best things in life weren’t easy. At Maiya’s warning, Lia just leaned back casually against her chair without a trace of worry etched on her features. Her shoulders just lifted into a small, half shrug as her eyes eagerly took in the woman across from her. “Just know that when I impress the hell out of you, that you can definitely use my number to text me for repeat performances. I know how hard it is to find such high quality.” It took a very special person to bring this side out of the Stanford graduate. There weren’t many that got to see just how confident she could be unless they actually entered the bedroom with her. That wasn’t something she exactly advertised. Plus, it was far more fun to surprise others with this part of her personality since it countered the smiley, innocent, and fun aurora that tended to exude from her. “Maybe I’ll cook dinner for you one day if you stick around that long. Also, I am sure that if I had access to a chef too, I would not cook as well as I do.” With the appetizers having arrived, the woman smiled when she heard that Maiya enjoyed it. A lot of people would get nervous taking someone that had such a high status somewhere, but Lia would rather show the other woman exactly who she was if they were going to form any kind of bond. “This isn’t the first time I’ll impress you with my choices tonight, but I’m glad you like it,” she responded before taking a bite herself.

she loved that lia was giving it back to her, despite her first impression being that of someone so innocent and sweet. but she was proving herself to have more substance to her and that was something miaya found so sexy. “be your brat huh? you’d like that wouldn’t you, you have to earn that honour from me. not just anyone gets to have me.” she gave a small grin, very interested in seeing the bratty side to lia, she couldn’t imagine it really, not when she seemed so sweet and innocent. “god you make us sound like something out of some sorta cheesy romance novel, only difference is we’re not het.” she said with a little laugh. this sort of cheesiness usually made her do nothing but cringe, but it worked on lia. she somehow managed to pull it off in a way that maiya was endeared and not repulsed. “oh really? you think i’m gonna be that desperate for your ass huh? we’ll see.” it really would depend, maiya didn’t just give anyone the satisfaction of a repeat call. not when she had many options at her fingertips. men, women, she could have a different person in her bed every night, and once or twice a week she would take her pick, rarely making a repeat appearance. because why would she when there were so many gorgeous fish to try out. lia’s confidence rivalled maiya’s own, but she’d always said you had to back yourself because nobody else was gonna back you. she didn’t flinch at the comment of whether or not she’d stick around, she was glad lia realised that it might not happen. maiya never set out to hurt anyone, well unless they fucked with her brother, but aside from that she didn’t want to hurt anyone. but she’d always put her needs first. and if her needs told her she didn’t need to be there anymore then she wouldn’t be. after being mistreated and abandoned her whole life, she’d given up in putting her energy into other people. after all, it was easier to leave than be left. that message had been clear her entire life, but the escape route was even stronger and more prominent in her since micah went through his abandoning her phase. after all, if her own twin could go that long without speaking to her, why would anyone else stick around? “exactly, i never had to learn to do much to be honest. so if you’re looking for a chef or a maid, you should start looking elsewhere.” the basic skills in life that maiya was too privileged to ever learn. she rolled her eyes at the comment and took another bite. “you’re such a little shit, you know that? i’m so hoping that tongue can really be put to some good use.” 

[fckmaiya]

dispersisfabulis​:

Micah rolled his eyes at the dramatics, per usual with his sister. “I told you I was looking for him, Mai! I didn’t leave you in the dark about it!” He shot back at her as if that was going to fix things. From what he gathered from Cole, Micah was assuming that Maiya was here to yell about Jordana never telling their father about them. It would make the most sense even if Micah himself wasn’t too terribly angry with his mother over it. Hurt, yes, but angry no. “Oh good so when you murder me you get to go wake up my hormonal girlfriend and tell her you’re the new baby daddy because I’m dead in the backyard. She’s in my room so you know where to find her.” deadpanned tone as usual. The eye roll even more prominent as her words hit him and he turned over his shoulder to look at her. “Actually my therapist calls it depression and Imposter Syndrome – so close enough. I can give her your number if you want.” Maiya set him aback when he realized she wasn’t here because of Jordana but rather because of Cole. “Alright, I’m not exactly pleased either but can you try not to run him off? #deadbeatdad was trending on Twitter according to Aunt Addy, so how badly did you scream at him? It’s not his fault he didn’t know we existed.”

“i know you told me, i just didn’t think you were stupid enough to do it asshole. isn’t having to deal with one dad who openly doesn’t want us enough? at least this one was a mystery and now you’ve broken that mystery. and news flash, he’s just some normal asshole who probably wants to cash in on our fame now.” she was also annoyed at micah because she was annoyed at cole and they looked so similar that seeing micah’s face was irritating her. she nodded her head. “oh i will!” she then paused, her tone suddenly sweet again as she gave micah a smile. “oh my god, she’s your girlfriend?? when did that happen, awww micah! you be safe though, if she hurts you again, i’m kicking her ass as soon as she pops the thing out.” as quickly as she turned sweet, she turned cold again, remembering her anger. “not a fucking chance, cos if you’re your therapist’s success case, then she’s a really shit therapist!” she smirked at the mention of the trend she’d made happen, she was still very proud of it. “i’m gonna run him off and you can’t do shit about it. cos we do whatever the fuck we want for our own goals, not giving a fuck about each other, don’t we?” she knew that wasn’t fair. he’d told her and she’d said she wanted nothing to do with it but wouldn’t stop him. this was her fault for not telling him how she truly felt about the situation but she’d be dammed if she’d ever admit something was her fault. “wait- wait what?” she paused, the breath taken out of her for a moment as the shocking revelation swirled around her head. she sat down on one of the sun loungers. “he didn’t know?” because that changed everything. everything they’d ever thought about their dad growing up. but that also meant....”i’m gonna fucking kill her. does she know what the fuck she’s done?” once again she stood, shock being replaced with anger. “fuck- fucking fuckity fuck fuck.” she stomped her foot. “she let us think that he didn’t want us! that’s such a shitty thing to do! she could’ve killed him off or something instead, jesus!” she ran her fingers through her hair. “i was such a bitch to him. i told him things i can’t even take back now! everyone in this damn family fucking sucks!” 

[fckmaiya]

Text Messages 📱Maiya & Lia

lia: will you actually get through snapping one picture if you see me in lingerie? I don't think you have the self control.

lia: I think I proved that I know just how to turn you on and finish what I start. Plus, I'm not driving if I'm not sleeping there, and we both know you don't do that.

maiya: i think someone's a little cocky.

maiya: hmmmm.....don't seem to remember actually, think i need a reminder. i mean you can always take the spare room, just don't be shocked if i'm not home til like 10am.

[fckmaiya]

imessage - gwendoblegh

Gwen: Why the fuck would I want to talk to you?

Gwen: And I didn't lose my best friend.

Gwen: Even if I did, I'd still blame you because you're a piece of shit that does nothing but hurt people. I don't trust you. Never will. Especially with Esme.

maiya: oh my fucking god, blow a new fucking tune would you?

maiya: cos i wanted your help with something serious, but go fuck yourself.

maiya: me?! and yet you're the one who's hurt esme the most recently, funny that. have you even tried talking to her? cos i give a shit and made sure that bridge wasn't burned.

[fckmaiya]

Text Messages 📱Maiya & Lia

lia: Mm, if you play your cards right, I'll let you take pictures one day.

lia: As long as you're aware it'll just leave you wanting more, and as hot as you are, I'm not making this drive twice. So, if that's the case, you better Uber to mine after you're partied out.

maiya: oh yeah? let me have a sneaky boudoir photoshoot, in the sexiest of lingerie?

maiya: i think you should make the drive twice. prove just how much you're into it, it turns me on.