still, but still living !

as i run through GLASS in the street, kerosene HEARTS carry the name that my father gave me and take the face of the wolf. 'cause this is a wasteland, my only retreat. fawn neubaum, 24, WITCH.

[offreya]

          “ — OH.” stunned by the admission, freya was at loss for words. “no, it’s okay, a little uncomfortable but you know, it’s fine.”

[fcwnbaum-blog]

      “ yeah, i kinda work like that. don’t worry, i’ll quit staring. “

[reyna-jdw]

This type of gentleness was a good change from what she usually experienced and god, did this taste so damn good. Annalei couldn’t help but smile into their kiss. As Fawn pulled away, she let out a small chuckle. “God, you’re so sweet.” She followed closely behind the woman, not minding the stairs, not minding the warm tug at her hands, and certainly not minding how late she would be. It would be good to tell Davyn or even her sister that she was returning home late as for some reason they have been on higher alert lately. But she would do that after she enjoyed a little. Annalei didn’t want to divide her attention just yet, because this girl certainly deserved most, if not all of her attention. Shame that this was just a night excursion. 

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     fawn had smiled deviously at the way the other called her sweet. it wasn’t necessarily a lie, as she respected the women she brought to her bed for her OWN REASONS, but the things fawn was thinking weren’t sweet things. and lei seemed like a girl who might like to have the control after the quick introduction to her roommate ( that was, if they were even going to be in the living room ). fawn stopped the pair of them at the door to her apartment, and leaned back against it, to feel out if it was going to be her or lei up against the wall, the bed. fawn leaned in, however, and firmly connected her lips with the other. “ maybe right now, i am, “ she smirked.

[horrificmemes]

Send “Bewitched” for my muse to cast a spell/curse on your muse.

[scoutmacek-blog]

Fawn. Easy enough. Walk in – ask to be sat in her section. Hope she’s there that day, but come back another time if she isn’t.. It was lucky timing, and if Scout’s streak continued, she’d be out of here in about fifteen minutes with all the information she needed. But then – she’d never really been all that lucky a girl, had she ? “ Yeah Fawn, actually water’s fine. I could use a little direction though. Name’s Scout. “

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     fawn didn’t know many people name scout. in fact, she knew of only two: the little girl from to kill a mockingbird and this one. and she hadn’t met either one of them, until NOW. she wouldn’t have just ended it like that, wouldn’t have said “ could use some direction “ if this wasn’t her. fawn’s falsely jovial facial expression  DROPPED  into one of more severity. ‘ scout, like, the one that’s looking for that girl i saw ? ‘

[losthunt-deactivated20190905]

      “dumb,  really?  i wouldn’t have guessed.  don’t people just make you…  hate people sometimes?  do––  do i want to know where you’re going with poison ivy?”

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     ‘ it’s all the “ dumb blonde “ jokes, even though i’m clearly not naturally blonde ? yes, yes they do. --- dude ! poison ivy is a badass. i’m just pointing out some c o o l redheads. ‘

[reyna-jdw]

The other girl was delightful, eager, and captivating. Annalei almost groaned in protest when Fawn pulled away, but she realized that they had stopped. She wanted to fix herself to make herself more presentable and give off a cooler disposition. However, she was quickly tugged out and despite her minor internal panic, she was happy to see that it didn’t seem like her friend minded. “I do too.” She smiled and chuckled. “Though, I’m more concerned with your needs and wants.” Annalei tilted her head, a smile still on her lips. Now, was her new friend suggesting that her roommate was a voyeur? “If your roommate isn’t going to be a problem for you, then it won’t be a problem for me.” 

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     fawn couldn’t think of a more appropriate way to respond than to kiss the girl again. sure, waiting until they were inside was more fawn’s style ( because she wasn’t really one for public displays of affection ), but it felt like it was going to be a deal-breaker, and knowing now that it wasn’t gave her some kind of resilient second wind. she pulled away soon after, however, and grabbed her hand, gently pulling her behind her into the apartment complex and into the stair well. it was an old building, like most buildings here were, and the BEAUTY of annalei and the soft, worn structure made the usually tiresome trek up the two flights of stairs incredibly bearable.

[fcwnbaum-blog]

@scoutmacek.

     fawn set the glass of water down on the table before the platinum blonde. she gave a small, but tired smile, and pulled her order pad from her apron pocket. ‘ hi, welcome to babette’s. i’m fawn and i’ll be your server today. can i get you anything to drink besides the water ? ‘

[reyna-jdw]

God, her lips were so soft and despite their drinks, Annalei loved the way she tasted. A hand reached over to rest on the other girl’s shoulder. For a moment, her mind went ahead of herself and thought of what could be next, but she was quickly brought back to the present when she felt Fawn’s lips touch her neck. She tensed briefly, but then relaxed; she moved her head back to give Fawn better access. Her lips free, she took in a breath, but her lips free also meant that she couldn’t be as silent. A small moan as her hand found its place at Fawn’s nape. 

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     before fawn knew it, they had STOPPED at the address she’d given. she pulled her lips away from the other girl’s, hovering there for a moment to breathe her in, then she moved to shove her hand in her purse. she pulled a twenty and handed it to the man, tugging the other out of the cab as f a s t as she could. fawn didn’t actually expect to have this to come home with. even if the girl wanted to stop right this second and didn’t want to WALK in the door with her, she would be HAPPY with this much. she paused and turned to look at the other in front of the apartment complex. ‘ i have a roommate, ‘ she confessed. ‘ and she never really goes out. so... she’s probably home. is that okay ? ‘

[losthunt-deactivated20190905]

     “i could do without the smell,  too.  granted,  all of the jokes that i’ve been on the butt end of have to do with being soulless or getting called ‘ fire crotch ’,  so…”

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     ‘ ...yeah, being called dumb occasionally is definitely not as bad as people asking the hair color on my vulva. you win. ----- on the other hand: poison ivy. the villain, not the plant. ‘

[reyna-jdw]

Playing good was hard when the other person wasn’t and lust was never something Annalei fought against. Reason often told her not to fall for her desires because it got her into a healthy amount of trouble, but in the heat of moment, her mind turned off her reason and manners. As Fawn brought them closer, with a bated breath, Annalei closed her eyes at a loss of words. For once, the irreverent mayor’s aide couldn’t and didn’t want to utter a thing. Instead, her hand pulled Fawn closer by the shirt and she tilted her head for a kiss. Girls, no, this one had managed to hold her attention for the night and she wanted more. 

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     fawn let her lips meet this girl’s in s i m m e r i n g passion. she was soft and slow, but unrelenting, taking her whole in this kiss. if fawn were a succubus, now would be the time to strike. but the witch was simply filled with LUST. she moved her lips against the others, but parted them fast enough to eagerly travel down to her neck, kissing the pale skin that stretched over the raven-haired beauty. her hand scaled down the COLLAR of her shirt, tugging once she reached the center.

[coldcst]

“Nothing is going on. I just hate the hospital, alright? I’ll stitch my own damn self up.”

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     ‘ why do you hate the hospital ? and tell the truth. ‘

[nightriumphcnt-blog]

     ❛   well said, well said. if they can’t get enough satisfaction — KICK ‘EM in the balls. works all the time. about damn time they realize that us, women, FIGHT HARD.  ❜

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     ‘ damn. you’re hardcore. cool. ‘

[reyna-jdw]

Annalei hummed after Fawn returned her kiss in the form another, content clearly on her features. As the other woman pulled away, she watched with quiet anticipation and a close eye. There was no doubt that Fawn looked good up close, but now that she had a better view, Lei was even more proud of her decision. She stepped into the cab after uttering her thanks and then proceeded to playfully tug Fawn in with her. She smiled and once Fawn was situated, she shamelessly let her hand rest upon the other woman’s thigh. A squeeze. For now, she’d play good. 

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     things had progressed so quickly between the two of them that fawn didn’t want to wait. once they were both situated in the back of the cab, fawn spit out her address to the man and before she knew it, the girl’s hand was on her thigh. and while fawn could be patient, she wasn’t going to be now. she brought herself CLOSER to the other, gently pressing their foreheads together. one hand b r u s h e d along her ear, her jaw, the other finding home on tugging her waist closer. she wanted to say something, but the HEAT between them was enough.

[reyna-jdw]

“There you are.” She smiled, feeling the other woman’s hand. Annalei stepped a bit closer. “How far till home?” Truth be told, when it came to these things, she liked to be the one who left the bar first because if whomever she was with wasn’t actually interested then she could save some face. But tonight she was lucky and still feeling that luck. She leaned over to whisper in her ear. “I’m a little impatient and you’re…” She kissed lightly behind Fawn’s ear. “…hot.” 

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     fawn was happy with how far her supposed silver tongue had gotten her, and proud that when the other had mentioned that line, she kept to herself the jokes and suggestions of what her TONGUE could really do. the blonde let out a soft, somewhat shaky breath when she felt the other’s lips and her arm tugged her closer, her own lips finding lei’s bare shoulder. ‘ just a short cab ride away, ‘ she insisted, r e l e a s i n g her hold on the other as she stepped out into the street to  FLAG DOWN  a taxi. one pulled over immediately, more than likely excited at the aspect of two girls in the back of it. fawn opened the door for the other, a grin to match the sheen of her tongue.

[ezra--prescott-deactivated20170]

      ‘you look like you could use a drink, cherie.’

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     ‘ ah, you read my mind, belle. i could use exactly that. ‘

[reyna-jdw]

Annalei drank from her own bottle in an effort to hide a small smile. Of course, it failed, but she couldn’t hide how much she liked the sound of that. She lowered her bottle onto the bar counter. “Much better, indeed.” She leaned forward. “I’ll take your word for it, Fawn, but let’s see how far your silver tongue can take you.” She hopped off of her bar stool before glancing back her new friend. 

[fcwnbaum-blog]

     fawn wasn’t sure just exactly where the girl was heading, but with hope that it was out of the bar, she pulled a TWENTY from her purse and handed it to the bartender, instructing that the remainder of it ( about 40% ) was a tip with a small, ' keep the change. ' she followed the other, somewhat blindly, beer in hand and close. after catching up, her hand hovered over the small of the other girl’s back until it rested there, using it as a guide for herself and for annalei.

[murderousintcntions-blog]

Sense8 Season One Sentence Starters Feel free to change pronouns/descriptions/etc. appropriately!

“So this is how you’ve been hiding from me?”

“We are born into this world the same way we will leave it: alone.”

“I’m not sure what’ll give me more pleasure: the money, or seeing his face.”

“The stuff he’s talking about? It is exactly what you need.”

“Say one more word and I’ll colonize your face with my fist.”

“I can’t tell you how bad I feel even being here, because I know I shouldn’t even be asking you this, but I have no one else to turn to.”

“You’re scared. You needn’t be.”

“I don’t owe you for what you did, but you should know: I won’t ever forget it.”

“You have no idea what’s going on, right? So you just kind of have to let go and go with it.”

“You just look them right in the eye, and you lie.”

“This is like some crazy witch burning shit.”

“You cannot kill a man like that. If you want to do it right, you aim here, for the jugular.”

“You came back. I knew you would.” 

“If I wasn’t such a bad person, I would let you get on with your life.” 

“It’s not something you make happen; it’s something you let happen.” 

“I just spent the last two hours getting my ass reamed by the feds.” 

“There are few things that are unpleasant to me than to hear you whine.”

“Impossibility is a kiss away from reality.” 

“I’m not calling you or anyone else.” 

“Sometimes, violence is necessary. Violence changes things.” 

“You are safer there than where you were.” 

“I didn’t tell you because I didn’t think I’d ever have to revisit this part of my life. I’m sorry.”

“If you guys are starting some crime fighting super team Charlie’s Angels shit, you count me in.”

“Legality is a bit of a moving target.”  

“I know I’m the bad guy.” 

“Fuck her in good health.” 

“I would never go straight.” 

“I’m sensing a bit of a negative vibe here.” 

“If you didn’t hear voices at least once, you were doing something wrong.” 

“Just promise me no matter what you have to do, you will not let that happen to me.” 

“Gods don’t give a shit about us. I speak from experience.”  

“Only thing I want to ruin is that smart mouth.” 

“Love ain’t nothing but a black hole.” 

“If life has taught me anything, it’s that I can take a punch.” 

“Not fair? This is the real fucking world. Nothing’s fucking fair.” 

“The idea of praying to a god to somehow influence my own fate is both primitive and terribly sad.”

“I don’t know what you should do. All I know is what I have to do.” 

“I was living in two separate worlds. And then somehow they crashed into one another. Now everything is dead.”

“I was afraid that if I came here I would want to die – or worse, that I wouldn’t want to.”

“I want to believe that the past is done with us the moment we are done with it.”

“What makes us ‘us’ is far less important than what makes them ‘them’.”

“Lying is easy. It’s what I do.“ 

"I know what you did. You will pay. I swear it!”

“I’m an all access kind of girl.”

“This is a bad place. You should not be here.”

“Some things in our lives are inevitable.”

“Crying won’t help him.”

“I don’t know how to use my fists, but that doesn’t mean I don’t know how to fight.”

“What kind of man betrays his own fucking family?”

“When I give instructions, I expect them to be followed.”

“You didn’t expect this, did you? Have you made a mistake?”

“Are you real?”

“You did it. You saved us.”