FEAR IS KEY

(kai parker, linda braeden, bela talbot)

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huntcdsouls:

Listening to the girl he smiled, it did sound a lot like something he had wished for back then when he was still with Lisa, get married, have kids, his impala parked in front of the house, a dog and a great big house. “Does dreams are nice aren’t they.? But a wife.? You into girls I would have not guessed that to be honest.” he said and laughed lightly. “I totally believe that you can kick ass sweetheart but if you ever need a hand I be there in a flash if you need me.” he answered and smiled.

She looked at him before chuckling a bit. “Yeah they are. But I’m glad it’s only dreams. I might not be the happiness itself, I’m happy I help people.” She shrugged before shaking her head. “I’m into boys too. But girls a bit more. I mean, when I’m with boys I feel like.. Like they are trying to control me, I feel like I’m on a job trying to calm a evil bitch down. But girls are much more.. Calm, and sweet, it’s somehow better. I’m not fighting at least.” She smiled. “Don’t sweetheart me. I’ll call you when I need to, then. Same goes to you.”

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lis-xx-braeden:

“Believe me ot not, he wasn’t your father. I know this better than anyone else. He was just a guy for whom your mother dicided he would be a good father. But at the end of the day she was wrong.” she said looking at Linda’s eyes. She didn’t want to hurt her own child, but she felt she needed to tell her the truth. Something she had to do years ago, but she didn’t have the brave to do it when she was still alive thinking the girls were too young to understand it. 

“Shut up!” She yelled at her, trying to shot her again before realizing she had no more bullets. She clenched her fists slowly, taking a step back. “I don’t care what you’re talking about. He is my father. He raised me, he protected me, he helped me going through everything life puts in my way. That’s what I call a father. He might have not been the most wonderful, maybe he ha been rough, maybe he destroyed the childhood I should’ve had, but I don’t care because he was always there for me.” She wasn’t controlling her feelings right, it was always her problem. She had let go a lot of demons because they all knew where to hit. Her family was her weak spot, and even with words she was trying to protect them. “And you have no right to talk about my mother, you bitch. With that you have a proof of how my father was a good man. He held me from selling my soul to bring her back. He did the right thing.” She raised her eyebrows. “But at least if I’d sell my soul I would’ve been able to gut you down there.”

[lifeinpoetry]

She was her father’s daughter but she’d inherited her mother’s black anger. It burned through her sometimes like a chemical fire, brief and devastating and utterly unstoppable.

Amber Sparks, from “The Cemetery for Lost Faces,” The Unfinished World: And Other Stories (via lifeinpoetry)

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i’m not scared of the dark

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huntcdsouls:

“I am sorry to hear that, I know how it feels to lose family first my mom died, and basically I did the same as you he trained be and I was trying to hide it all from my little brother because I wanted him to be safe but when dad then was gone I had to figure it out with him, had to be strong but when I got him into this whole world he sadly had to give up his dreams, something that always kept me up at night.” he told her being honest with the girl, he somehow had a feeling that she would understand him just like he understood her, they where pretty a like which was somehow scary but cool at the same time. “Well, if you ever feel scared again or unsure about a person give me a call and I will come and kick their ass.” he said and then laughed lightly.

“I’m sorry.” She said immediately. She had succeeded to hide it from her sister, but at what cost? She lost her anyway. “Sometimes I have those.. Dreams. They are all still here, and there’s no supernatural around. My sister’s engaged, I have a nice wife and a dog, and there’s an impala parked in the alley.. Basically all I ever wanted. But when I wake up I’m just.. Glad I’m here. If I’d a choice, I would still come back here, like it is now, sacrifice all I have because it’s the only way I can still save people. Who would do it if it wasn’t me?” She didnt know why, she felt like she could talk to him. She smiled at his words before snorting, nodding. “I can kick asses, believe me. I’m doing that all alone since a few years already.”

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lis-xx-braeden:

Lisa looked incredulously at the holes the bullets made at her blouse. “Someone needs lessons to control their anger.” she laughed and moved her gaze to her daughter. “You know I’m right, He wasn’t good but you don’t want to admit it. He hates you but you’re to loyal to say it out loud. And he deserves everything what I’m gonna to do to him.” she said and moved few steps to Linda. “I’m sure you’re gonna do it. You want a revenge, but are you gonna to do this for a person who isn’t your real father. To someone who lied you all the time?” she asked realizing she has no right to tell this after so many eyers, but she wasn’t able to hide it anymore.

Linda furrowed her brows at the words, her hands clenching on her gun. This demon was really pissing her off, but most of all her words were painful to hear. But she was trying to hold on, she couldn’t help but think it was all lies. Because she was a demon. Linda immediately took a step back when she got closer, frowning. “You really think I’m gonna believe in your bullshit? Your kind always lie.” She said immediately, though the idea had brought tears to her eyes. “He is my father. And even if he never showed it, I know he loved me. I know he still do and I know he will keep fighting your kind in hell.”

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lis-xx-braeden:

“I have all rights to say anything about him, but it’s not the point in this conversation.”she said, angry at her stupidity to believe this man would be good father to her children. “She is a vampire?” Lisa asked feeling how her humanity was trying to show its face. It took her a few seconds to keep it behind the mask of the insensible demon before start talking again. “No, I won’te tell him hello. I’ll tell him he was a stupid idiot who put you and your sister at risk showing you the whole supernatural world and sent you on the path of death. And then I’ll be the one who will torture him for years, enjoying how he begs for mercy.”

“You evil bitch have no right to talk about him. I know him better than you’ll ever do.” Her voice was angrier with every words. “Why do you pretend to care?” She asked aggressively. She was full of rage and hatred, it was oozing out of her, but though even her pain and suffering were visible here. She didn’t wait a second more after her next words to shot her immediately. Once and she charged another bullet. “Shut up.” She shots with her voice, shooting her once again as she got closer, her hands mechanically charging another bullet. “He was right to show me the reality about our world. I know how to protect myself against you evil bitches and I know what to do whenever I’m in troubles, thanks to him.” She yelled at her, shooting her third bullet. “Don’t even try to hurt my father, you bitch, or I’ll come myself to hell to gut you out over, and over, and over again.” She told her as she got close enough to her, hatred burning in her eyes. “And you can believe me, because I’ll get the colt. Or I’ll try all my life to find something to destroy you from the core. Do you get it?”

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lis-xx-braeden:

“If he was the best, maybe your mother would be still alive, don’t you think? Instead, he didn’t to protect her and she ended in Hell and had been tortured for years. Or he would be able to protect your sister. Or himself.” she said turnning her eyes normal again. “Anyway he wasn’t bad guy. He was just..hm..bad hunter.” she shrugged and then pointed the gun. “It would be better if you drop it down. It wouldn’t help you. So how did your sister die? I haven’t seen her in the hell.” Lisa said trying to ignore the pain she felt once she heard her other daughter was dead.

“Shut up.” She said immediately, frowning slightly. She refused to think her father had been a bad hunter. She had learnt everything from him. “My father spent nine years protecting me against everything that was crossing our way. Even if he was completely destroyed he kept fighting and he never gave up. Even when he knew it was useless to fight, he kept doing that because it was the good thing to do as a hunter. You have no right to say anything about him.” Linda had passed her whole childhood hunting, never being good enough to her father, but in a way she was still really loyal to her father, even if she had hated him a lot, now she was still giving him her allegiance. “You think I will trust a demon even for one second?” She shook her head, still pointing the gun at her. “Her body’s still alive and walking. Pretending to be my sister. But vampires are no family to me.” She said, still bitter. “With chance then you’ll see my father when you go back to the pit. You’ll tell him Linda says hello.”

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huntcdsouls:

“exactly, it’s just family business we all hunt the bad guys.” he said and smiled lightly sure this was a lie because dean was not himself anymore, he was a half demon with the mark of cain on him and in use of the first blade, he was probably even more powerful then crowley himself. “you should not get scared easily, but I can also understand you because you might be still pretty new to all this.” he said and smiled lightly. “oh wow me a trickster.? i dont think so sorry to disappoint you.”

“Same. Kind of. My mother got killed because of a demon, I saw it all when I was six. My father trained me, and all my life I had to hide he truth from my sister. Even when my father died. Even when my sister died.” She tightened her clench on the wheel and shook her head slowly. “I don’t want demons or.. Supernatural creatures to take everything from someone else. And I want to destroy the evil bastard that took my parents from me. Until I do, I guess I’ll always be scared. I don’t want to die without avenging them. Else, it’s been fifteen years I’m into hunting.” She shrugged before laughing at his words. “I mean.. A trickster would’ve explained why you are so much alike me. Now I guess coincidences also exist.”

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lis-xx-braeden:

“Maybe you’re not as horrible hunter as I thought at first.” she couldn’t help but laughed when her eyes became black like everytime someone said Christo. “I guess you don’t need the holy water for further evidence. And now is the moment when you say how horribe we’re the demons are and how we all have to die. I have heard this so many times so you can keep the words for yourself.”

“I got trained by one of the best.” She said immediately, taking a step back when she saw the black eyes, but not out of fear, just to pull up her shotgun and point it a her. “Do you think I’m that stupid, evil bitch?” She asked with a lot of bitterness in her voice. “Not only demons are horrible. And I will kill you all with my own hands. Demons, vampires, witches, freaking werewolves or even angels because I don’t fucking care about any of you anymore.” She frowned, charging her shotgun. “You evil sons of a bitch killed my mother, my father and my sister, I won’t let you take everything from other people.”

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huntcdsouls:

“right probably most people do get to a dark side every now and then.” he said and smiled lightly as she then listened to the girl again and could not help but laugh. “sorry I did not want you to imagine that but you are probably right there is a reason why I was not with her or else you would be my child now.” he said and smiled lightly. as she came back he looked over to her. “had to hide your weapons from me.?” he asked and laughed. “you think i’m not human, look in the back of my car it’s field with hunting stuff im a hunter, or kinda was but that’s a other story to tell now drive, give me a little tour around town.”

She smiled, looking at him and tilting her head slightly. “I hope you didn’t want to.” She laughed before shaking her head. “I wish my father was this much willing to have me as child.” She raised her eyebrows. She had been really close to her father, and she loved him a lot but in a way, she had never felt like she was enough. He always had wanted something more, and she knew she had not made him proud before he died. When she got back, she got surprised at his words and thought about taking her gun. Though, his next words made her relax and she sighed deeply, shaking her head. “I should’ve known. Your father’s a hunter and your brother’s reputed to have demon blood, why wouldn’t you be a hunter too.” She shook her head in disbelief, seriously thinking she was stupid now. She nodded finally, turning the motor back on and starting to drive a bit. “I’m not the best hunter, I get scared too easily and I often take humans for demons, tricksters, all those evil son of a bitch I just want to send to hell, so I’m sorry I took you for a trickster, if I had not kept control on myself I would’ve shot you with a stake.”

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huntcdsouls:

“right but you said that first when you already turned me so now I cant have back my best friend ever again, dont you get it that im mad about it then?” she said and sighed. as she could feel the pain slowly fading she bit her lower lip and then nodded lightly.”anything if you just make it stop.”

“You wouldn’t have got her back. You would’ve died. You really have to think about yourself a little bit more.” He shook his head, his siphoning stopping immediately. He moved closer to her, taking her face in his hand. “I want some respect. And kindness coming from you.”

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huntcdsouls:

“Maybe he was, could have been the dark time of his life.” he said and looked at her smiling lightly. “oh god ew no gross you could be my child that is gross I would be more into your mother if she would be with us.” he said and sighed lightly. dean then nodded lightly and waited for her to come back. he had been playing with the thought if maybe she was her child after all she had just the same taste as him but at the same time it could not be lisa would have told him right.?

“Everybody have a dark time in their life, I can’t judge.” Because she was right in her dark time. She laughed at his words and frowned slightly. “Ew, don’t make me imagine that. If my mother was still here she would be with my father. If he was also still here.” She moved quickly to her van. And inside, she took her crossbow, arming a stake. Though she took a few minutes, thinking. She had to trust people a little bit more, she had to stop thinking everything was always supernatural. Even if only a trickster could know what she wanted the most, and it was a father figure, that would be a lot more like her than her own father had even been. She sighed deeply, putting her crossbow back down. And if she was about to get out of the van, she finally took back her gun, her bottle of holy water and a stake, just in case she wasn’t wrong about him. And she finally got out, locking back her van before going back in the impala. “So, where were we at?”

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huntcdsouls:

“We made a deal Kai, I would let you walk free if you woke up Elena I have every right to be mad at you.” she said and kept looking him in the eyes. She had no idea what it was but ever since he had turned her he did become a little more attractive to her. “Kai would you please let go of me before you are going to kill me. Please I do anything.”

“I can’t undo the spell, I already told you.” A lie. He could do whatever he wanted, now. He kep looking into her eyes, smiling when she spoke a it nicer. He tilted his head at her words, finally, his siphoning power slowly fading as he was stopping to siphon her. “Anything? Really?”

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huntcdsouls:

“I see well sammy is more the nice guy to be honest but sometimes he can also be an grumpy cat.” he said and laughed lightly. being outside with her he smiled. “right if you are like your mother then you are going to be close to perfection.” he said and laughed lightly as he then got inside the car and smiled. “just careful with her and you might get to drive her more often if you want to keep in touch.”

“It’s not what I heard. My father told me he was a threat. But it was thirteen years ago, so..” She shrugged slowly, smiling. She raised her eyebrows at his words, laughing. “Sounds a lot like you’re hitting on me right now.” She shook her head and looked at him when she got in the car, nodding before feeling her knife against her leg. “I just have to put some things in my van. I’ll be right back.” She said really quickly before getting out of the car, after turning the motor off, and went to open the backdoor of her van, getting in and moving her jean up to take off her knives and blades, also taking her gun out of her jacket. She literally had a whole arsenal in the back of her van, which was mostly belonging to her father.

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ximmcrtal:

     “Ouch. That would definitely earn you a slap from her inflated ego.” She laughed. “Fifty isn’t that bad. I’m not sure. It would depend on what you find interesting. I would love a drink. Surprise me.” She smiled. “ I’m actually here looking for something. ” 

“I don’t let girls full of themselves slap me.” He said before shrugging slowly. He smiled at his words and started to make her a drink. “What I find interesting? Surprise me.” He repeated before chuckling. “What are you looking for?”

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thewilyoriginal:

“It’s a manners thing, comes out naturally.” He had his gentleman ways, raised to always speak his thank you’s when necessary. Though sometimes he did lose it when he was in the presence of those he found to be irrelevant. “To long if I must say, let’s just say I was trapped in a place where I was denied of such small pleasures.” Being on the other side made him thankful for such little things. Shame he had lost the ability to use compulsion, he would miss the free drinks. “I am sure you won’t have a problem with that, alcohol is the one thing that everyone seems to enjoy. Don’t see lack of customers ever being a problem.” 

“Oh, well.” He shrugged. He had been raised correctly even if he had always been called an abomination though. But the lack of emotions he had was making him lose his manners. “Oh I understand that. I’ve been in.. Literal hell for a while. There’s no pleasures like this either.” He shrugged slightly before smiling. He had deeply hated hell, and all of the suffering too, by the way, it had really traumatized him and he wasn’t willing to die again. “Drinking is the thing that links us all. Too bad I’m not allowed to drink when I’m behind this bar.”