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[in regards to my last post.]

#[quiet update to anyone that finds this.]#[the user is now ‘sparky’]

i think it’s time to just leave tumblr

it’s been a fun ride and i’ve made some cool friends and i’m so sorry to the mutuals i made that i never talked to or did anything with. i’m sorry to the people left with unanswered threads and every late rly and all the plots never finished.

i will love pacifica northwest until my dying breath but i can’t write her anymore. i don’t even want to be on tumblr anymore. i’m going to share my dis.co publicly for the first time ever and for the last post i make. i’m going to be reblogging or writing a similar post for all my blogs. God says it’s time to move on, and i’m doing my best to be obedient to Him and listen. if you don’t have dis.co but want to keep in touch just let me know and we’ll figure something out. i’ve been so happy to be here with you guys for so long, by but it’s just time to go.

i love all the friends i’ve ever made here, and i will for the rest of my life. to all my mutuals i never reached out to i’m so sorry. i wish we would’ve done something. it would’ve been so wonderful to know you too. i’m thankful for my time here and all the people i’ve known because of it, but something about logging back on here just feels like i’m opening a chapter that should just stay closed.

i wanted to post this over a month ago but i finally sat down on my laptop to make it official. i think part of me was hoping i’d feel differently. may God bless each and everyone of you, i pray for your safety in these times. my heart breaks for the turmoil and my soul is telling me it’s the end. please stay safe.

all of my love, mouse <3

#💎 OUT OF DIAMONDS. ╱ out.#[dis.co post coming from mobile asap]

@hardcoreproved asked: “ "not a word of this to anyone." “

pacifica furrows her brows and sighs. “yeah, bubbles. because i’m going to want to spread around the secret that you tripped on your own shoelace when you can float.”

#hardcoreproved #💎 NEW MESSAGE. ╱ asks.#💎 TRYING TO SAVE THE WORLD. ╱ townsville.#💎 QUEUE MAKES PROBLEMS GO AWAY. ╱ queue.

@gldnprncss said: “▲“

Pacifica Northwest with a hangover, but Princess Morbucks is feeling fine.

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pacifica groans and throws her spare pillow at the redhead in-or at least near-her doorway. “fuck you. turn my lights back off. it’s fucking saturday.”

#gldnprncss #💎 NEW MESSAGE. ╱ asks.#💎 A FRESHMAN GENERATION OF DEGENERATE BEAUTY QUEENS. ╱ boarding school au.#💎 QUEUE MAKES PROBLEMS GO AWAY. ╱ queue.

@gldnprncss asked: “ "would you stop looking at me like I just took a dump on your mom’s head?"”

pacifica blinks, hard. “i’m sorry. i just thought you said that you were actually going to go out with that creep from two nights ago.”

#gldnprncss #💎 NEW MESSAGE. ╱ asks.#💎 A FRESHMAN GENERATION OF DEGENERATE BEAUTY QUEENS. ╱ boarding school au.#💎 QUEUE MAKES PROBLEMS GO AWAY. ╱ queue.

@hardcoreproved asked “ ❝ Crying inside, 'cause nothing I say ever comes alright. ❞ “

pacifica pats her back, shakes her head. “it was one fumbled interview question. interviewers are pricks as a whole anyway. if someone takes you out of context i’ll sue them for you.”

#hardcoreproved #💎 NEW MESSAGE. ╱ asks.#💎 TRYING TO SAVE THE WORLD. ╱ townsville.#💎 QUEUE MAKES PROBLEMS GO AWAY. ╱ queue.

@hardcoreproved asked “ ❝ Pretending everything’s alright is detention. ❞ “

“no, detention is breaking the dress code for the fourth time this week. pretending everything’s alright is fucking survival skill.”

#hardcoreproved #💎 NEW MESSAGE. ╱ asks.#💎 TRYING TO SAVE THE WORLD. ╱ townsville.#💎 QUEUE MAKES PROBLEMS GO AWAY. ╱ queue.

@titaniumxwill asked “ ❝ It’s really hard for me to say just how I feel. ❞ demon!king trying to open up to the woman he wants to be his queen “

pacifica nods, a soft look on her face as she looks at him. something in him has changed since she’s come here. something about them has changed. she no longer feels rage and hatred when she sees golden brown eyes. “i’m no better. but the least we can do is try.”

#titaniumxwill #💎 NEW MESSAGE. ╱ asks.#💎 NOW I AM HAUNTED. ╱ underworld.#💎 QUEUE MAKES PROBLEMS GO AWAY. ╱ queue.

@titaniumxwill asked “❝ I fell in love with him, but he wasn’t in my life. ❞ okay but punk dip telling paz how he got into ratts and paz finding out dip is bi??????”

her heart sinks. not at the realization he once loved robbie, but the fact he didn’t love him back. she’s glad he can talk to her about this. it’s what they should do, as a couple, as people who love each other. her hands cover his on the table between them, eyes lock onto his. “i’m sorry that was so painful for you. and thank you for telling me.” she smiles, softly, before gathering the nerve to ask. “so....does this mean you’re bi? or what’s that other one uh.” she doesn’t give them much thought. she thinks all love should be equal if it’s real. “isn’t there one that’s like. pan or something?”

#titaniumxwill #💎 NEW MESSAGE. ╱ asks.#💎 JUST KEEP YOUR EYES ON ME. ╱ punk/ballet au.#💎 QUEUE MAKES PROBLEMS GO AWAY. ╱ queue.

@gldnprncss said: “ ❝ Do you even have a brain? You’re sticking to a page. ❞ “

pacifica throws a glare at princess that frosts over her insides. she holds the letter carefully in one hand. “just because i have a boyfriend that sends me actual love letters doesn’t mean you have to be a jealous bitch about it, princess.”

#gldnprncss #💎 NEW MESSAGE. ╱ asks.#💎 A FRESHMAN GENERATION OF DEGENERATE BEAUTY QUEENS. ╱ boarding school au.#💎 QUEUE MAKES PROBLEMS GO AWAY. ╱ queue.