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-- GUTZ / WILBUR

-- he / it / rot

-- 20 yrs old

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-- needed a place that wasn't my main for all this, unlike someone i don't want an audience. just need a place for stuff

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so you've come to the end now alive but dead inside the heart beats loud you've joined the crowd we are but punished serpentines

your life with him was fun but now the terror's only just begun now come with me and you will see we're a new born cyanide!

#gutzlyrics

"I HOLD MYSELF IN CONTEMPT!"

tearing the hair off a black baboon's skull is a bitch with some four thousand names vomiting lies through a theremin throat as the businessmen pick at his brains pulls back skinny lips to reveal a proboscis seems seth brundle's at it again tears pages from spines as he judges the cover and shamelessly spoils the end

blood vessels drying and curling inside are

unfurling from out of his wrists

well, he wrings out a snake and collects all its poison

intending on learning to hiss

foams at the mouth with a head full of acid

and giving some poor illness the blame

knocking the pieces the fuck off the chessboard

insisting that he's won the game

#gutzlyrics

take me to church

i'll worship like a dog

at the shrine of your lies

i'll tell you my sins

and you can sharpen your knife

offer me that deathless death

good god, let me give you my life

#gutzlyrics

my body's on the line now i can't fight this time now i can feel the light shine on my face did i disappoint you? will they still let me over if i cross the line?

take a seat but i'd rather you not be here for what could be my final form stay your pretty eyes on course keep the memories of who i was before so stay with me because

my body's on the line now i can't fight this time now i can feel the light shine on my face did i disappoint you? will they still let me over if i cross the line?

honestly i thought i was fully prepared for the threshold in store stay your pretty eyes on course i guess i never really faced my fears before so stay with me because

my body's on the line now i can't fight this time now i can feel the light shine on my face did i disappoint you? will they still let me over if i cross the line

please don't let them see me sure there's nothing left to try i can feel the light shine on my face did i disappoint you? will they still let me over if i cross the line

if i cross the line if i cross the line

#gutzlyrics

i live beside the ocean.

i've left the fires behind.

one day i'll swim out past the breakers,

to watch the world die.

wow non-lyric post? that's a shocker. it's just, an easy way to cope with stuff i guess which is probably why it's what i mostly do. i plan to get into posting more again soon though so hopefully i'll starting doing that. get stuff out.

just updates on stuff for anyone who follows along.

shits gettin' funky. a whole revamp of the doc is still in the works. i'm only gettin' gayer as things go on. i'm more scared though. i started a journal on spacehey. username is "featheredgutz" if anyone wants to go check it out. there are a few entries and more to come, a lot of talking about the happenings.

there's too much to put in one post, i feel a lot more tired. drained, which is another reasoning normal posts kinda stopped for a bit but i've been getting energy back.

i'll put some more out later, whether today or tomorrow or in a few days. you'll be seeing more of me.

#gutzposting

british admiral howe's got troops on the water thirty-two thousand troops in new york harbor thirty-two thousand troops in new york harbor when they surround our troops, they surround our troops when they surround our troops

as kids in the timestate, we wished for an end we knew that we were mortals we knew it was the only way to (rise up) if they tell our story we are either gonna die on the battlefield in glory or (rise up)

we will fight for this land but there's only one man who can give us a command so we can (rise up) understand? it's the only way to (rise up), (rise up) here he comes

HERE COMES THE GENERAL (ladies and gentlemen) HERE COMES THE GENERAL (the moment you've been waiting for) HERE COMES THE GENERAL (the pride of mount vernon) HERE COMES THE GENERAL (GEORGE WASHINGTON)

WE ARE OUTGUNNED (what?) OUTMANNED (what?) OUTNUMBERED, OUTPLANNED (buck, buck, buck, buck, buck) WE GOTTA MAKE AN ALL OUT STAND AYO, I'M GONNA NEED A RIGHT-HAND MAN (buck, buck, buck, buck, buck)

CHECK IT CAN I BE REAL A SECOND? FOR JUST A MILLISECOND? LET DOWN MY GAURD AND TELL THE PEOPLE HOW I FEEL A SECOND? NOW I'M THE MODEL OF A MORDERN MAJOR GENERAL THE VENERATED TIMESTATE VETERAN WHOSE MEN ARE ALL LINING UP TO PUT ME UP ON A PEDESTAL WRITING LETTERS TO RELATIVES EMBELLISHING MY ELEGANCE AND ELOQUENCE, BUT THE ELEPHANT IS IN THE ROOM THE TRUTH IS IN YA FACE WHEN YOU HEAR THE BRITISH CANONS GO (boom)

ANY HOPE OF SUCCESS IS FLEETING HOW CAN I KEEP LEADING WHEN THE PEOPLE I'M LEADING KEEP RETREATING? WE PUT A STOP TO THE BLEEDING AS THE BRITISH TAKE BROOKLYN KNIGHT TAKES ROOK, BUT LOOK

WE ARE OUTGUNNED (what?) OUTMANNED (what?) OUTNUMBERED, OUTPLANNED (buck, buck, buck, buck, buck) WE GOTTA MAKE AN ALL OUT STAND AYO, I'M GONNA NEED A RIGHT-HAND MAN (buck, buck, buck, buck, buck) INCOMING.

they're battering down the battery, check the damages (hah) we gotta stop 'em and rob 'em of their advantages (hah) let's take a stand with the stamina god has granted us hamilton won't abandon ship yo, let's steal their cannons shoot (boom)

goes the cannon, watch the blood and the shit spray and (boom) goes the cannon, we're abandoning kips bay and (boom) there's another ship and (boom) we just lost the southern tip and (boom) we gotta run to harlem quick, we can't afford another slip

GUNS AND HORSES GIDDYUP I DECIDE TO DIVVY UP MY FORCES, THEY'RE SKITTISH AS THE BRITISH CUT THE CITY UP THIS CLOSE TO GIVING UP FACING MAD SCRUTINY I SCREAM IN THE FACE OF THIS MASS MUTINY

ARE THESE THE MEN WITH WHICH I AM TO END THE TIMESTATE? WE RIDE AT MIDNIGHT. FREEDOM IN THE DISTANCE. I CANNOT BE EVERYWHERE AT ONCE PEOPLE. I'M IN DIRE NEED OF ASSISTANCE.

Your excellency, Sir. WHO ARE YOU? Aaron Burr, Sir? Permission to state my case? AS YOU WERE.

Sir, I was a captain under General Montgomery. Until he caught a bullet in the neck in Quebec. And well, in summary. I think that I could be of some assistance, I admire how you keep firing on the British From a distance. HUH.

I have some questions, A couple of suggestions On how to fight instead of fleeing west YES? Well—

your excellency, you wanted to see us? HAMILTON, COME IN, HAVE YOU MET BURR? yes, sir we keep meeting (We keep meeting.)

As I was saying, sir. I look forward to seeing your strategy play out BURR? Sir? CLOSE THE DOOR ON YOUR WAY OUT.

have we done something wrong, sir? ON THE CONTRARY. I CALLED YOU HERE BECAUSE OUR ODDS ARE BEYOND SCARY. YOUR REPUTATION PRECEDES YOU, BUT I HAVE TO LAUGH. (sir?) HAMILTON. HOW COME NO ONE CAN GET YOU ON THEIR STAFF? sir

DON'T GET ME WRONG YOU'RE A YOUNG MAN OF GREAT RENOWN. I KNOW YOU STOLE BRITISH CANNONS WHEN WE WERE STILL DOWNTOWN. NATHANIEL GREEN AND HENRY KNOX WANTED TO HIRE YOU. to be their secretary? we don't think so

NOW, WHY'RE YOU UPSET? (we're not) IT'S ALRIGHT, YOU WANT TO FIGHT, YOU'VE GOT A HUNGER I WAS JUST LIKE YOU WHEN I WAS YOUNGER HEAD FULL OF FANTASIES OF DYING LIKE A MARTYR? (yes) DYING IS EASY, YOUNG MAN, LIVING IS HARDER.

why are you telling us this? I'M BEING HONEST. I'M WORKING WITH A THIRD OF WHAT OUR CONGRESS HAS PROMISED. WE ARE A POWDER KEG ABOUT TO EXPLODE. I NEED SOMEONE LIKE YOU TO LIGHTEN THE LOAD. SO?

we are not throwing away our shot we are not throwing away our shot ayo, we are just like our country we're young, scrappy and hungry we am not throwing away our shot (SON)

(WE ARE OUTGUNNED, OUTMANNED) you need all the help you can get we have some friends laurens, mulligan, marquis de lafayette, okay, what else?

(OUTNUMBERED, OUTPLANNED) we'll need some spies on the inside some king's men who might let some things slide (boom)

we'll write to congress and tell 'em we need supplies you rally the guys master the element of surprise (chicka-boom)

we'll rise above our station, organize your information till we rise to the occasion of our new freedom sir

HERE COMES THE GENERAL (rise up) (what?) HERE COMES THE GENERAL (rise up) (what?) HERE COMES THE GENERAL (rise up) (what?) HERE COMES THE GENERAL

(what?) AND HIS RIGHT HAND MAN. (boom)

#gutzlyrics #this took so long #sighhhhs

i imagine death so much it feels more like a memory is this where it gets me? on my feet, several feet ahead of me? i see it coming, do i run, or fire my gun, or let it be? there is no beat, no melody evin, my first friend, my enemy maybe the last face i ever see if i throw away my shot, is this how you'll remember me?

#gutzlyrics

who wrote the rule that said a thing with feathers absolutely has to fly? (fly? why must they fly?) some creatures have two wings that flap but you won't find them up there in the sky (try, try, try, they're not up there in the sky) gravity, they don't defy they'll never soar, won't even try well…

have you heard? (have you heard?) about the flightless bird? (about the flightless bird?) with wings that flap, they've been supplied but after that, things went awry well, have you heard? (have you heard?) about the flightless bird? (about the flightless bird?) they're quite content there on the ground to see them don't look up, look down

#gutzlyrics

there will come a tyrant to cleave the land in two the only ones who know him are the devil and his crew oh lay oh lay oh lay oh lord the only ones who know him are the devil and his crew

there will come a jester to mock the tyrant's wall once will spark to watch the crumbling ivory towers fall oh lay oh lay oh lay oh lord once will spark to watch the crumbling ivory towers fall

there will come a people to fight the gilded hoard pour a glass and sing along the call won't be ignored oh lay oh lay oh lay oh lord pour a glass and sing along the call won't be ignored

#gutzlyrics

mournfulroses

D. H. Lawrence, from The Complete Novels and Writings of D. H. Lawrence

#gutzreblogs

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