I want a dominant owner, someone who specifically is a fairly intelligent individual. That special someone who seriously desires to keep me submissive and has the means and capacity to do so. As a bisexual submissive bottom, I haven't any preference as to wether such an individual is male or female, either is fine with me and I am open to both. Rather I want the sort of individual who intends to collect me, pick me up, relocate me to their home essentially, and keep me forever. I want to be completely dominated, in the sense that the Dom has 24/7 control over me, total power exchange, consensual non-consent, total life control essentially. I want to be inflicted with permanent chastity, diapers, and a complete lack of privacy. Guided, taught, trained, disciplined, punished, into surrendering myself as a sissy diaper baby, a pet, a slave, a thing to be controlled, a thing that used, abused, cherished, pampered, a thing that is owned. I want my life to be reinforced with tools and decisions, a Dom that will put me in bondage, or on a leash, or who might just switch things on a whim, taking me from humiliating frilly sissy dresses, to pony play latex, to rubber bdsm pup gear, taking me from crib, to crate, to basement, keeping things interesting on their own whims. I want to be at the mercy of getting spanked, whipped, chastised, if I step out of line, rewarded, treats, head pats, or other forms of affection when I do well. The same type of Dom that'll diaper check me just because I need it without a second thought to where we are or what we're doing, but then a use the same diaper check as a way to degrade me if I get mouthy, regardless of where we are or what we're doing. Constant reinforcement of my submission, coo at me, make fun of my small locked penis, talk to me like a dog, a baby, a pony, or whatever I am at a moments notice, inflict enforced littlespace on me, puppy time, or make me trot like a pony. Dresses me in the most adorable outfits, in pinks, pastels, or whatever colors you like. Watch me squirm under your gaze. Make me blush as I wet or mess my pampers. Massage wand me just because you want to see me get bothered. Keep me sexless just because you want me pent up and frustrated. Fuck my ass until I squirt, moaning your name. Unlock me and play with my little clit, milking me until I beg to be locked back up for years at a time. Find new, exciting kinks to try on me. Test my limits with existing kinks.
Control over my routine, diet, dresses, no privacy, no autonomy, completely and utter vulnerability. These are the things I want from a Dom, whom I can trust to take care of me, take me, utilize me intelligently, and who wants to keep me forever. I want to connect with my Dom, surrender to them, and become completely comfortable with being dependent on them. I want to transform from someone into something else, taken into a new life, where there's no escape but also one where I don't want to.
If this sounds like what you want out of a sub, if you deem yourself capable, and intelligent, and you believe you can relocate me from my current life, into yours, if you're within the states, and in that 25-50 range, then message me this password, either as your subject or first message, "marshmallow", I will wait forever for the right dominant owner, the right caregiver, the right daddy/mommy, mistress/master, trainer, whatever you are, I'm here and I've already been looking a long time.
