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[6k] The Heart Wants What It Wants
- So many years of pent up love just for it all to go to waste because youโre already with someone else, someone who loves you, and it isnโt Bokuto, and it kills him.ย
Exes to lovers (drabble)
- A life without you is one Bokuto does not want to live.
[6.6k] Smoke Session โ
- Usually, you donโt smoke but after one smoke session with Bokuto you might start doing it more often.ย
Passionate (drabble?)
- My take on why Bokuto Koutarou is one of the most passionate lovers of Haikyuu.
Caught A Flu (headcannon?) โ
- Doctor!Bokuto. thatโs all Imma say.
Challenge (drabble?) โ
- Akaashi is that mfer you donโt dare stand up against.
[5.4k] Mr Steal Yo Girl โ
- Imagine how mad your shitty boyfriend gets when he sees the one, and only, Oikawa Tooru claiming you as his.
Doctor!Bokuto who greets you with the warmest smile when you walk into the examination room. The kindest and happiest doctor you have ever met. He isn't your usual doctor you go to for your checkups, since you only go less than you should.
Doctor!Bokuto who makes small jokes that fill the silence, genuinely making you laugh. Comforting you and understanding any problems that you have, any pain that you feel.
Doctor!Bokuto who can't seem to stop talking to you even as he takes your blood pressure, locking eyes with you every time and not once looking away, Getting distracted and accidentally squeezes your arm with too much pressure.
Doctor!Bokuto who runs his veiny hands up your thigh when he asks about your sex life, he's so hot you can't seem to turn him away. Stomach bubbling as his fingertips ghost your inner thigh.
Doctor!Bokuto who is now eating you out on the examination table. Sucking your juices into his mouth, his tongue not missing a beat on your swollen clit as you try to muffle your screams.
Doctor!Bokuto who makes you squirt on his face, mouth wide open. His cock straining against his work pants as he sees your fucked out face, cumming for the third time in a row for the past ten minutes.
Doctor!Bokuto who tells you that you have the sweetest pussy ever. The tastiest pussy ever. The tightest pussy ever, to where he can't get enough, he just wants to keep drinking you even as you beg for more stimulation.
Doctor!Bokuto who teases your folds with his heated cock, groaning to himself because you're so warm even when he isn't inside yet, and praises you for being so patient, praises you for trying to be quiet so his colleagues don't hear.
Doctor!Bokuto who pounds you into the hard cushion, who pounds you so fast you can barely breathe. He's so big it makes you cry from how good he's manhandling you, how good his cock manages to hit the perfect spot with every single thrust, how good his giant hands smack your ass making it echo through the small room.
Doctor!Bokuto who covers your mouth to shut you up because you're screaming too loud, and the walls are thin. You can't stop the sounds you're making, the way his hips snap against you, the curve of his cock, the moans he lets out has you cumming one more time.
Doctor!Bokuto who says you're so cute, says you're so pretty creaming on your doctor's cock. Groups of "You're the best patient I've ever had." - "You can cum one more time, yeah?" - "I'll make you a mommy so you have to come back."
Doctor!Bokuto who not only paints your insides white but your ass, your stomach, your tits, and your face. The session going way over the time it was supposed to.
Doctor!Bokuto who cleans you up and slides your soaked panties back up before calling in your nurse, flashing her an innocent smile, while you're flushed on the table, rubbing your thighs together.
Doctor!Bokuto who tells the nurse "She's all good to go! It was just a small case of the flu!"
Doctor!Bokuto who squeezes your ass behind the nurse on your way out, His cum dripping down your luscious thighs as you pull your skirt down a bit more.
Doctor!Bokuto who you go to see next year with a bump on your belly.
Your boyfriend hated Oikawa Tooru with all of his being.ย
You knew it, Oikawa knew it, everyone knows it. Of course it was just him being bitter because Oikawa was and will always be a better setter than he will ever be. Kami (your boyfriend) has never made it to nationals, his team always losing against Aoba Johsai, With every match point ending in him on the ground while Oikawa looked down at him, Flashing him a snobby look down his way.ย
It always ended with Oikawa having the last laugh, as much as your boyfriend could talk shit, hate, and despise the talented setter, Oikawa always walked away with a smug smile. It fueled anger inside Kami like nobody else knew.ย
At the end of every single day you always supported your boyfriend, as a good girlfriend should. Even though it would always end in an argument he made sure to tell you that he was grateful for trying to cheer him up. Trying.
After dating for over a year you would think youโd know almost everything about the boy, right? Well, thatโs wrong.ย
Everyday he surprised you with new things, petty comebacks, destructive behavior, and aggressiveness . It only made the relationship more tense between the two of you. You wonโt lie to people when being asked if the two of you fought a lot. Because you guys did, a lot.ย
But you loved him, you stayed because at one point there was a time where he wasnโt like that. You also stayed because you know it was just the competitiveness inside of him taking over, He was never this angry of a person he is now.ย
It also made you confide in him when he would turn up at your front door with flowers and chocolates, apologizing for his behavior about the argument before. He seemed to be less tense when you would come watch his games, and sometimes it would even end in moments where he would be sweet to you. If he lost though, that was a different story. If he lost you had to get out of his way or it would turn into a screaming match in front of his team, which left the stadium silent, loud echoes of whispers.ย
It also didnโt help that you went to another school, specifically Aoba Johsai. Not only were you far away from your boyfriend most of the time, you also spent five days out of the week in the same school as his enemy. The one he hated the most.ย
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โYou arenโt friends with him are you?โ Kami asks, his anger rising by the second that you could feel it through the screen of your cell phone.ย
Nervous, your eyes glance at Oikawa, leaning against your locker with a smirk that you wanted to slap off his face. Putting a finger over your lips, you signal for Oikawa to stay quiet, which only makes him want to talk even more, but he holds back, knowing youโd get shit for it.ย
Kami clears his throat which brings your attention back. โNo, babe, stop worrying.โ Your voice is bright, trying to convince him as much as possible. Which works, heโs only now talking about how tired he is from practicing with determination to beat Oikawa. Youโre pretty sure if you hung up he wouldnโt notice.ย
And as you two exchange goodbyes, Oikawa is holding up his middle finger to the phone. Rolling your eyes, you finish taking your notebooks out for class, slamming your locker door shut.ย
โWhy are you even with him? Heโs a loser.โ Oikawa stands tall in front of you, flexing for you to keep his eyes on him. โOh? Youโre one to talk.โ A smirk creeps on your lips followed by a chuckle. โHey! Iโm cooler than him! Heโs never won ONE game against me. Plus, you love me more.โ His voice is condescending, which you canโt help but scoff at.ย
Not only were you dating Kami, the one who despised Oikawa with everything in him, it also made it difficult to hide the secret that you and Oikawa were actually close friends.ย
Best friends in fact, ever since grade school. it was something that Kami had still yet to find out, you know how he would react if he knew, so you bit your tongue, keeping it your own little secret.ย
It would also send Kami into overdrive if he found out that your first crush was none other than Oikawa Tooru himself. Nobody knew that of course, you oathed to ever only keep that secret to yourself. If Oikawa found out, he would never let you live it down.ย
โThatโs debatable.โ You start to walk off, heading towards your class when Oikawa catches up to you. โThatโs mean!โ He pouts, following you to your class like a puppy.ย
โWhy be with him when you have me?โ You canโt help but laugh, heโs only joking of course, itโs not like he actually means it. He had so many girls after him, so many girls that worship him just for breathing. Yeah, he was only kidding, had to be.
โYouโre stupid.โ Brushing his comment off, he sighs loud enough for you to hear. You arenโt taking him seriously, when he wants nothing more than for you to be his. But every flirty comment, every more-than-friendly interaction is always ripped away when you open your mouth with a sarcastic reply.ย
Most of the time it leaves him very irritated because you should take him seriously, heโs the one that has always been there for you, the one that loved you when you felt like nobody else did. A handful of other times it leaves him with dirty, sinful thoughts. Wanting to fuck that attitude out of you because when youโre flustered with one of his flirty remarksโฆ Itโs a sight to behold.ย
Seeing your eyes shift around, blush spreading on your face, biting your plump lips, all of it drives him wild. It leaves him with his cock rising, having to excuse himself to his car to take some time alone in an empty parking lot.ย
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Oikawa adored you so much. Not only were you cute, beautiful, and everything above but you had a character like no other. He had other girls go crazy over him for doing the littlest things, giving him love confessions and presents to win over his attention, but the real thing that caught his eye was you.ย
You werenโt one of those desperate fans. You put him in his place when he was being an asshole, scolded him when he wasnโt taking care of himself alongside Iwa, gave him tough-love when he was being hard on himself. You didnโt treat him like your lord and savior like the rest, and for that he was hooked on you.ย
His feelings only grew as you both got older, seeing you accomplish the things youโve always wanted, and supporting him with his own dreams. He was in love with you from a long time ago. You never gave in because you knew it was just his nature, that man could flirt with a tree and itโd work.ย
But it wasnโt until you got with your current boyfriend that he knew you most likely didnโt return his feelings. You may not have noticed it but he watched you like a hawk. He saw the way Kami would treat you, fight with you, yell at you, make you feel like dirt. And it made him see red.
Everyone knew Kami didnโt like Oikawa, but absolutely no one had a clue that Oikawa loathed him, with so much hatred it could kill.ย
Because not only was Kami just his opponent, he was also your boyfriend. His precious, sweet, loving Y/n. He was always there when you and your boyfriend would be having problems, but heโd be biting his tongue so hard that itโd almost bleed, because he absolutely hated the way you would cry into his arms and blabber about how shitty he was to you. When he knew for a fact that he, himself, could treat you so much better.
But he is also conflicted.
He canโt escape the thoughts that clouds his mind when he sees a picture of you two together, getting jealous, getting irritated, but also getting extremely turned on.
There have been countless nights where Oikawa stays up, thinking about you, his heart warming up from the thoughts of you, until they turn dirty. Thinking about how hot your mouth would be as he bobs your head up and down, how pretty you would sound screaming his name instead of your own boyfriendโs. It was so good.ย
And this was one of those nights. One of those nights where his bedroomโs air suffocates him as his cock is flushed red, wanting any sort of release. As his slim fingers run over the tip of his cock, he canโt help but moan at the photo in front of him. Heโs so conflicted because you were his precious best friend, someone he held so close to him, and now heโs rubbing one out to a picture on your social media. Talk about filthy.
You may be taken but hell that only makes him want you more, he wants to shove it in Kamiโs face that only he fucks you so good. Makes you feel so pretty and full of his cum. He knows itโs wrong to think of you like that, but itโs only because he wants to make you feel so good so you forget about that sad excuse you call your boyfriend.ย
โY/nโฆ F-Fuckkkโ Heโs gnawing on his bottom lip, trying to suppress his moans as the stroking on his cock gets faster, desperate for a finish that heโs been holding back for some time now. And just when heโs so close to letting go, your name appears across his phone with an incoming call.
If he wasnโt so in love with you he would completely ignore it and return to pumping his cock that needed attention so desperately. But reality is his face lights up to see your call, he would spare any time to just hear your voice.ย
โHey, cutie.โ His tone is flirty, nothing you werenโt already used to. The other side of the phone is silent until he hears small sniffles and hiccups. His heart drops because he knows you got into a fight with your boyfriend, and it broke his heart to see you so upset over that jerk.ย
โY/nโฆ What happened?โ He already knows, he just doesnโt know how bad the situation was. You take a few seconds to gather words through the cries you let out, heart thumping as you try to keep a steady breath.
โT-That jerk ditched me again! He ditched me to practice when he promised me heโd take me out on a date! He swore T-Tooru! Iโm not being dramatic-โ
โI didnโt think you were honey.โ He cuts you off, brings you back to earth when he lets out a soft voice, truly latching onto every single word that comes out of your mouth. โH-Heโs such an asshole! And I know heโs going to end up coming back again, he always comes back and expects me to forgive him!โ Oikawa is quiet on the other side of the phone, letting you vent because he knows how much worse you would feel if he turned you away. You needed him and it didnโt matter that he was so close to cumming just a few second ago.ย
โForget about him tonight. He was the one that decided to ditch you, and what are you going to do?โ Heโs scolding you as softly as he can, with these fights occurring frequently heโs managed to get the hang of giving you tough love as well, telling you everything that you would tell him if the roles were reversed.ย
โWhat, Tooru.โ You answer, cries starting to die down. โI am going to come over, and we are going to do something because if he can live his own life without you, so can you!โ Already scrambling around to find his keys, heโs fixing himself up from the events beforehand.ย
โYou donโt have to-โ
โIโll be over in fifteen.โ He tells you, no, he insists. You usually didnโt have Oikawa come over often, just in case Kami randomly decided to show up and pay you a surprise visit. But with Oikawa insisting, you couldnโt decline.ย
He makes sure to clean himself up well before leaving his house, changing his underwear and putting on a thick coat to prepare for the weather outside. He combs over the tracks in his hair before heโs out the door.
And so heโs over within ten minutes, earlier than he had said he would. For now, the tears on your face had faded, and you wait in your room, staring at the ceiling waiting for Oikawa to keep you company.ย
In no time you hear the front doorbell, you drag your feet on the way to the door, exhausted from the tears that had spilt. โHurry!โ He knows youโre on the other end of the door, taking your time, heโs eager to see you.ย
โIโm goinggg!โ You drag out the last consonant as your hand meets with the cold knob. Youโre not surprised when you open the door to see Oikawa wearing a cheeky smile that he always had plastered on his face.
โHi.โ Your voice is low, trying to seem joyful but it barely comes out as a croak. โHi, I brought you ice cream and we could do anything you want!โ You canโt help but smile as your best friend stands in front of you, fog forming on his glasses from the cold outside.ย
โAnything?โ You smirk.
โOh god-โ
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โI canโt believe Iโm doing this shit.โ You almost drop the bowl of butter popcorn as you jump into the spot next to Oikawa on your couch. โItโs such a good show! You canโt lie!โ Heโs sighing to himself. How you talked Oikawa into watching pretty little liars with you is beyond him. The two of you have rewatched the show more times than you can count on your fingers.ย
โCanโt we watch friends instead?โ Scooting closer to you, his hand reaches for a popcorn. โNo! Thatโs boring, I want to watch something scary.โย
He snorts, โYou call a blind girl getting slapped scary?!โย
โSheโs not even blind, itโs all apart of the plot!โ You reply with small crunches of popcorn in between your teeth.ย
He notices how invested you are in the show, The light from the tv glowing against your face and eyes. He cocks his head towards you, โAre you feeling better?โ He tries to make it seem casual, not trying to treat you like a piece of glass.ย
It makes you turn to look at him, giving a light hearted smile. โIโm okay, I donโt want to think about him tonight.โ Which was true, a part of you felt sad, but the other part was damn glad when Oikawa turned up. And as messed up as it is to say, you always have a funner time when youโre with him rather than your boyfriend.ย
You stay focused on the screen in front of you, small dialogues that get ignored as Tooru scans your face, he tries his best to hide his stares, but he canโt tear his eyes away from how pretty you are. Even when all you do is breathe, it makes his heart flutter.ย
โTooru, are you watching?โ Without moving your eyes off the screen, it makes him flustered as youโve noticed him. Though itโs quickly covered up, โIโm just taking in the beauty in front of me.โ You donโt need to look at him to know that heโs winking at you, Smirk plastered on his face.ย
โWeirdo.โ Your eyes finally turn to look at him, giving a small chuckle. โFor you.โ Now that is the one that makes your face red. Tooru always flirted with you, as a joke obviously, but this is one of those times where you really question his intentions.ย
โYou flirt with everything, Tooru. Youโre such a whore.โ Teasing him you canโt help but let out a loud laugh. You see him holding in a laughter from the corner of your eye. โFor you.โ And he was being dead serious.ย
Now youโre more stumped than you already were. You canโt tell if heโs being honest about his feelings. He's been doing it for years but a part of you doesnโt want to believe that he can like you. Well, itโs mostly because you didnโt want to feed into your delusions that he may have returned your feelings when the both of you were younger. You guys were friends, best friends, nothing more. You could only hope.ย
โStop messing with my feelings.โ You mumble, reaching out to place the bowl on the table in front of you. And as you look back to Tooru, he scoffs.ย
โMe?! Youโre the one who messes with my feelings.โ Heโs obviously offended, talking with a tone thatโs defensive, and you take notice of that.ย
โWhat?! How?!โ You ask him, genuinely confused. Youโve never flirted with Tooru, never gave him any other idea than you two were just friends, so you were at a loss trying to piece it together.ย
โY/n.โ His voice is stern, giving you a look. You had to be fucking with him right now, because thereโs no way you are that oblivious right?ย
Raising your shoulders, you still canโt pinpoint what heโs trying to get at.ย
โY/n, thereโs no way you are that dumb.โ Heโs glaring at you.ย
โYouโre getting worked up over something that I have no idea about.โ Trying to lighten up the mood, you let out a forced laugh.ย
The look in his eyes are dark, heโs watching into your eyes to see if youโre being serious. And with your dumbfounded look, he knows you have absolutely no idea.ย
โY/n, Iโve liked you for so long. Iโve liked you for years.โย
Thatโs when your jaw drops, ringing in your ears as his words replay in your head. All this time heโs liked you, made it so obvious, and because you were in denial you dogged all of his signals and advantages.ย
You stare at him with wide eyes, not sure how to respond. You want to kick yourself for pushing him away everytime, and the moment he confesses youโre with someone.ย
โIโve liked you too, Tooru. B-But I had no idea-โ
โThatโs all I need to hear.โ He cuts your sentence off.ย
โWhat-โ Before you could get words out, his lips collide with yours. Itโs forceful, itโs passionate, but most importantly itโs desperate. Heโs clinging onto you so hard, not wanting you to pull back because he thinks maybe this is the chance where you could see that he was the better man for you.ย
And how could you disconnect from him when his lips fit right into yours, heโs sucking onto your lips frantically, and all you do is melt into the kiss, melt into the spell heโs got you under. His tongue sneaks its way inside your mouth, tangling with yours and he swears he sees stars. He never imagined kissing you would feel this good, and if this felt good, he couldnโt imagine how amazing you would feel on the inside.ย
The dream of his is ripped away when you're pulling away once again, chest heaving as your eyes lock with his. Heโs left there with a small frown, lips moist from the contact.ย
โTooru- I canโt.โย
โBut why?โ He knows why, You know why, but he can only dream.ย
โYou know why, Tooru. Otherwiseโฆ I would.โ His eyes light up when he hears the last part of your sentence, because thatโs all he needed to hear.ย
โSo do it. Iโll make you forget about him, just like you wantโ Youโre appalled at his words, His lips ghost over yours waiting for you to give him permission.
Youโre reluctant. All this time you had been stuck with someone who made you cry and yell constantly and yet the person who truly loved you was right in front of you. Itโs not like you didnโt want to give into Oikawa, because you would in a second. Itโs only the fact that you were dating Kami, you were afraid of him finding out. But Oikawa looks so delicious as you see him lick his lips, waiting impatiently.ย
โIโll take care of you way better than he ever did.โ Within a second youโre on him. Lips crashing forcefully that it leaves Tooruโs back hitting the back of the sofa, he wastes no time kissing you back. Tongue kisses that leave your mouth hot, hands roaming that it burns your flesh.ย
The only sounds that fill your living room are breathless moans, and kissing noises as you two taste each other. Once he regains his balance, heโs pushing against you, making your back hit the soft cushion beneath you. One by one the clothing on your body ends up on the floor, leaving your bra and panties on, while heโs full clothed.
You breathlessly moan into Tooruโs mouth as his fingers slightly hover your heat where there is a small puddle forming onto your panties. He was taking care of you so well, leaving praises into your mouth as he gently explored your body with his hands and mouth.ย
He leaves a trail of kisses down your neck, to your stomach, down to the waistband of your panties, until he breathes against your clothed cunt. โThis is mine for tonightโ Gently placing a kiss over the cloth, his tongue peaking out to lick the fabric. You let out a gasp, shivering at the contact. โStop.โ You whine, which only makes his pants tighter than they were before.ย
โS-Stop teasing me.โ You beg, shifting your legs together to get any kind of friction. With a chuckle that vibrates against you, his finger tug under your panties, placing it to the side to reveal the cunt heโs been wanting to fuck for years. โYouโre always bossing me around, Iโm the boss for tonight so Iโll do what I want.โ His eyes lock with yours as you watch his tongue lick your folds, dragging it painfully slow up to your clit. A mewl comes out of your mouth as you watch him, captivated by how pretty he looks eating you out.
โWho knew my best friend tasted so sweet.โ You could feel the smirk against you, his speed getting faster and feeling him flatten his tongue against your sweet spot that makes you slap a hand over your mouth to suppress the sweet moans you let out.
โLetโs hear you say my name, princess. Focus on me.โ Eyes closed as he licks at your cunt, drinking you so good that your hand is useless, breathless moans that make you arch your back and throw your head down. It was almost as if he was born to do this, drink up your juices perfectly, it makes you grind against his face, rewarded with a deep groan from his lips.ย
โIf I had known this is how good you taste, I wouldโve done this earlier.โ His tongue slides down aggressively, entering your hole that has been fluttering against nothing for the past few minutes. It makes your mind hazy, it makes your nipples peek through the thin bra. And with one of his hands sliding under to cup it, giving it a small squeeze, makes you come undone as his tongue enters your pussy over and over. Itโs a contest when your cries get louder as your juices get lapped up by his tongue and heโs groaning down there himself.ย
As you try to calm your body down from your high, youโre gripping onto his hair as if your life had depended on it. โI bet heโs never done that before.โ Tooru places one kiss on your inner thigh before lifting himself up. โHas he?โ He waits for your response, hand going up and down on your thigh.ย
โN-No, Tooru.โ Panting relentlessly, you remember that Kami has never been this good with you. Tooru was everything you needed, super gentle but putting enough force that it made you crazy.ย
โOh, So I win at that too.โ With a laugh, he rips his shirt off of his body, and as your eyes roam down you let out a small whimper as you see that he is jacked. You knew he took care of his body well but when you look at it in this light, with sweat particles slowly dripping down his abs, drives you wild. โM-More.โ You feel ashamed and embarrassed as you beg for him to give you the best part of him.ย
He smirks, โOf course, princess.โ Youโre not sure what heโs planning next as he sits next to you, legs open on the couch. Itโs then heโs patting on his thigh, signaling for you to sit on top of him. You slowly bring your body up, tired from your sensitive cunt that had just been tongue-fucked by your best friend. After throwing your panties off of you, youโre straddling him. He forcefully grabs the back of your neck pushing your lips together. This kiss was no longer gentle, this was a kiss that was daring. And as you let him explore your mouth, you hear the zipper under you, a cold slap to your stomach that makes you pull away to look at what has been released.ย
โDo whatever youโd like, princess, Do whatever you gotta do to forget about him.โ Your mouth is agape as you look at the cock in front of you. Who knew your best friend was packing this long of a cock. It wasnโt girthy enough to hurt you but you knew it was long enough to bruise your cervix as soon as it was inside you. Focused on the prettiest cock in front of you, you purse your lips, a drip of saliva going down to coat the top of his dick that had already been leaking precum since you called him, though you didnโt know that.ย
He watches, mouth agape as the saliva drips down to his base, โYouโre so hot, what the fuck-โ If this wasnโt your first time with him he would be fucking you into the sofa, painting your insides white, but since it is, heโs being as gentle as he could because he wants you to feel the love inside him.ย
You give out a soft laugh as you position your dripping cunt over his coated dick, afraid of the stretch youโll feel. He then lifts his hips off the sofa, the tip sinking into your cunt that makes you let out a broken moan. โT-Tooru, ohh fuck!โ You sink all the way down, your thighs rubbing against the hairs on his base. โYeah- say my name just like that-โ His throat feels dry as he tries his best to control himself from thrusting up into you. Kami never felt this good, If you were being honest Kami was nowhere near as amazing, as big as Tooru was, which had only made your cunt spasm against him as you thought about how much better your best friend was, at everything.ย
He opens his mouth to talk but it gets caught in his throat as you slide yourself up and down so perfectly on his cock, letting out a deep groan that makes him throw his head back. Your hands dig into his shoulders as you feel yourself tightening on his cock the more you ride him. โYou can do better than that can you?โ Heโs panting relentlessly, hands gripping your ass so tightly, trying to hold back from nutting so fast.ย
Him second guessing you only makes your speed increase, rocking your hips to increase the pleasure that overcomes the both of you. โShit, youโre so good.โ His eyes close, enjoying the sensation that you give him. Youโre letting out words of your own, a mix of curses and โTooruโ as you rock your hips against him. The speed slowly dies down as your thighs shake against his, aching from the repetitive action.ย
Suddenly heโs pulling you into his body, arms wrapped tightly around your torso. Heโs thrusting up into you ruining your rhythm. Thrusting up into you so hard you canโt hold back the screams that echo throughout the house. โI bet- shit- I bet you forgot his name already.โ And he was right, you had forgotten who he was talking about, the only thing you could focus on was how good the tip of his cock hit your gummy spot repeatedly, never giving it a break.ย
โTooru! Mโgonna fucking cum-โ You start to see stars as he keeps entering you, speed so quick you donโt get a chance to take a breath. โDo it, Mami.โ Heโs letting out moans of his own, canโt even keep up with his own breathing because all he can focus on is making you cream all over him, repeating his name over and over, just like he wanted.ย
With his approval, youโre shaking on him, crying with tears that sting your cheeks as you chant the only name you know. You can hear the sloshes of the juices under you, thighs getting soaked as you bump your head against his. โO-Ohh- fuck-โ Youโre twitching against him, having trouble to regain consciousness because heโs still fucking into you, eyes plastered onto your fucked out face.ย ย
โY-Youโre gonna make me cum, b-baby.โ You can feel his cock twitch inside you, still kissing your sweet spot with every thrust. Mewls and whimpers fill his ears as his thrusts get sloppy. โF-Fuck-โ Cursing to himself, he rips you off his cock, making you whine from the emptiness you feel in your cunt.ย
โLet me cum on your beautiful face, princess.โ Heโs quickly lifting himself off your couch, standing in front of you as youโre still kneeled onto the couch. Youโre too tired to protest but take his cock into your mouth that has saliva built up from the events before. Heโs slowly pushing his cock deeper into your throat, whimpering on his own as he feels your tongue circle the tip of his dick.ย
โI-Iโm so in love with you, holyshit.โ Head thrown back, heโs gripping tightly onto your hair as you're bobbing your head on his cock, nose hitting his pubic hairs everytime you go down. Just then you hollow your cheeks, tears coming back the deeper he hits the back of your throat. โShitshitshit-shit!โ You canโt help but moan against him from hearing the dirtiest sounds come out of your best friend's mouth.ย
The vibration and the sensation of your mouth causes his cock to twitch hitting the roof of your mouth, letting out a low gag against him. You yelp as he takes his cock out of your wet mouth, as much as he would love to paint your throat, heโs going to paint your face. Just then you see the white, watery substance coat your flushed cheeks and swollen lips, some landing on your tongue as you hold your mouth open. You look up at him to see his chest heaving, groaning as he watches himself cum all over your pretty face. You canโt help but moan-ย ย
The door opens.
โWhat the fuck.โ You hear Kamiโs voice, full of rage and confusion.ย
You donโt seem to care, making sure to catch all the cum that lands on your face and on your tongue. Tooru looks at him, with a condescending smile.ย
โWould you look at that? Looks like sheโs all mine now.โ Tooruโs voice is menacing.
Just then Tooru canโt help but feel extremely satisfied, because not only did he beat Kami at everything else, but he also stole his girlfriend right in front of his eyes.ย
I just know that Akaashi is that mfer you don't dare stand up against.
So just know that you can scream and cry for his cock, you can beg with your knees digging into the carpet beneath you, but he won't give in when you're being so naughty.
"W-Why- s'not fair." You're blabbering with pleas off your lips for any kind of relief to your neglected wet cunt.
"I don't really think you deserve my cock honey, afterall you did just call me a pussy." He's calm as ever, while you're bending down in front of him with tears streaming down your face from being so fustratedly horny.
"B-But I do! I-It hurts s'bad, I need you. I promise I didn't mean it!" You can keep begging and begging but his stone-cold face never falters once. He's getting off to this for sure, he loves when he shows you why you should always listen to him, always respect him, or trust me you'll fucking regret it.
"Please, Kaashi. Gimme your cock. Please. Please. Please." You feel so ashamed, never in your life did you ever think you'd be so desperate, begging for cock, or even a finger would be dandy, you just need something to get rid of the aching feeling inside your cunt that slowly creeps up into your stomach.
"Aww, look at you." His fingers land on your chin, snapping your head up to lock eyes with him. You're so cute crying and begging just for some dick. His precious, innocent babygirl crying for something so dirty.
He waits.
"Sure, my love." Your eyes light up as he says that. Finally, after pleading for an hour he finally gives in. He scoops you up easily, placing you gently on the bed behind him. You're panting excessively because your body feels so hot, and also because you're so happy he finally gave into you, so excited to be fucked into the mattress.
He's crawling towards you, with nothing other than a sly smirk on his face. He gives you a gentle kiss, his tongue swiping your bottom lip. You moan in his mouth just from the kiss, that's how bad you needed it.
It's then you feel him grab your wrists, one of his hands putting both of yours together, and as he pulls away from the kiss, he's using both of his hands to tie your wrists to the bed post, tugging onto it roughly to secure the knot.
It takes a few seconds for you to register what he's doing, But once you do your eyes go wide. It's only when you see him stand up, eyes dark and his lips smiling as he starts to walk off.
"W-What are you doing?" A sinister laugh erupts from his lips.
"I said I'll give you this cock. I just never said when." And with that he slams the door in front of your face, as you lay tied to the bed, cunt leaking and red.
He ignores your calls and cries, whatever you do, he won't go back on his word.
You were not much of an avid smoker, however one random weekend of summer brought you in the middle of your room with Kuroo, and his friend, Bokuto Kotarou.ย
It had only been a couple weeks ago since your first time smoking, ever, not that they knew that or anything. You donโt remember it much, most of it being hazy. Though you remember little moments, like laughing at Kuroo trying to twerk until you had tears streaming down your face. Or when you went on a five minute tangent about how mugs are the best dish ever, leaving Bokuto and Kuroo a bit speechless, mouth agape because that is not what they meant when they asked about your favorite dish.ย
โWho knew she could be so passionate about mugs.โ
And since that day, you swore you would never do it again. You didnโt know that the boys did it so often, usually on the weekends after playing some volleyball in the gym near your place. It just so happened that day you and Kuroo had planned to hang out, and he insisted Bokuto come. You didnโt know why.
But thatโs how it started, getting high, then clearing your whole cabinet, to eventually all of you passing out on the floor of your living room while watching Moana. Letโs just say your parents came home early from work that night. Not too happy that there were two strange men sleeping on the floor with their daughter.ย
Though this time your parents were finally out of town, they had planned to be gone all weekend so you finally had time to be free, and not grounded. Because yeah, they totally grounded you for getting high with two random dudes they didnโt know.
Nothing had come to your mind though. You tried to text Kenma to see if he would be willing to go to the arcade with you, but he ignored all your texts. It usually meant he was too into his game to even be on his phone, because his status showed him active.ย
Taking that as a no, the last thing you could think of is hanging out with Kuroo but he had already left for his summer vacation and wouldnโt be back for a week. Well, you were back at square one. An unfulfilled saturday morning which now looks like it will also be an unfulfilled saturday night.ย
All your friends were busy but you, the thought alone made you feel bored more than you already were. You just wanted someone to do something dumb with, make you feel like you were still a teenager before you had to go into adulting. Do something that makes you laugh and feel dumb-
Oh wait.
Then the idea popped into your head.You swore you would never get high again, but damn, why did that sound so fucking fun right now? Well, it isnโt like you had anything else to do and didnโt have anyone to yell at you for your actions right now, so why the hell not?
To hell with it! Youโre gonna get high! And this time youโll be super aware of what youโre doing and youโll have fun. But there was only one problem. You had no weed nor did you know how or where to get it.ย
โThere goes that idea.โ Falling back into your bed, sighing to yourself out of boredom. Your eyes dare to close, trying to take a nap, because there was no other idea. Practically everything you had thought of has been shut down.ย
*buzzzz buzzz buzz lightyear*
Your eyes snap open within a second, in hopes it was one of your friends calling to link up. Just to see it had been Kuroo calling your phone, if only he was here to actually hang out with you because you know he would, heโd have no choice.ย
Groaning, you answer it, hearing a loud crowd in the background and different girls talking to Kuroo.
โNot even 24 hours and you already miss your best friend?โ You tease Kuroo, a bit annoyed he interrupted your nap, well, almost nap.
โShut up, idiot. Are you home?โ
โY-โ
โActually of course youโre home, you never leave the house unless itโs to hang out with me.โ He cuts you off, and it makes you roll your eyes.
โIโฆ actually hate you.โ Because he was right. A light chuckle comes out from the other side of the phone.
โYeah, yeah, whatever. I was just calling to tell you that Iโll be landing on Thursday at like 8pm. You can still pick me up right?โย
You ponder, โI donโt know, man. After that comment you just made, should I?โ Dragging out the vowel you could hearย
him scoff on the phone.
โIโm being serious!โ Making your laugh echo into the phone so he could hear.
โYes, Iโll come pick you up. Donโt worry.โ Reassuring him he lets out a relieved sigh, though you donโt hear it.
โGood.โ He pauses before continuing. โSoo what are you going to do since Iโm not there?โย
You groan into the phone, โI donโt know! I asked Kenma to hang out but he ghosted me.โ You hear Kuroo chuckle.
โThat nerd. Just go out and do something by yourself.โ He says it so effortlessly, making you rub your temple.
โBut thatโs so boring! I want to do something fun!โ Itโs so obvious youโre having the hardest time trying to plan your evening.ย
โWow, not even 24 hours yet and youโre already missing me.โ He teases, making you curse at him. Sometimes you donโt know why youโre friends with him, well you do but all his remarks can really irritate you sometimes. But at the same time you do the same thing to him, itโs what makes you two friends.ย
โI wanna get high.โ It makes Kuroo audibly gasp.ย
โWhat happened to, โIโm never getting high again!โโ He mocks you.
โIโm so bored, thatโs all I could think of! But it most likely wonโt happen because I donโt even have any.โ Pouting, you turn onto your back on your bed.ย
โWell, if you are really desperate for some company and weed, just call Bokuto, Iโm sure heโs willing to hang out with you, he thinks you're pretty.โ And as he says that you remember the incident a couple of weeks ago, making you want to die inside. In others minds it may not be a big deal but it was your first time so of course youโre gonna remember it dramatically. It was so embarrassing, you couldnโt even begin to think about facing Bokuto after that! Even if he called you pretty, it made it way worse because you thought he was cute too! It was way too humiliating!
โNo! Thatโs too embarrassing!โ You kick your feet against the bed, cringing from the memories of last time.ย
โYouโre dumb.โ
โPlus, even if I wanted to, I donโt have his number.โ You did hesitate a bit there though, Bokuto was fun to hang out with last time, but you couldnโt escape the haunting flashbacks.ย
โIโll just text it to you. I gotta go though, I have to-โ
โNo, Kuroo! What should I do?!โ practically begging your best friend to give you an idea.ย
โJust ask him, thereโs no harm in doing it. If youโre that nervous just suck his dick or somethinโโย
โNevermind, Iโm hanging up now!โ Yelling at him, thereโs a cut off of his laugh making you turn beet red. He was such an idiot. Thinking about what he said, you stare off into space. Should you ask Bokuto?
You barely knew the guy, only meeting him once. Yet, you think it would be so fun. Well, it could go two ways. It could be really fun or, it could be super fucking awkward. Like so fucking awkward youโre never leaving your room again.ย
With a ring coming out of your phone, you see a text from Kuroo.ย
Kuroo
โhereโs his number loser, xxx-xxx-xxxxโ
You take a few seconds scanning the text, going through different made up scenarios of what could go wrong if you hung out with him. Yeah, to say you were an overthinker would be an understatement.ย
However, looking at the time in the small corner, 6:00 pm, it was getting later by the minute. You had to act now, or you would spend your entire night alone and bored. Fuck it.ย
Typing the number into an empty message, your heart beats before sending it.ย
Y/n
wyd
You took a deep breath, there was nothing to be worried about, you were freaking yourself out for no reason. Even if things were awkward, you were a fun girl! You could get along with anyone.
Bokuto
who dis?
Idiot. Of course he wouldnโt know who it is. Now you just made yourself seem like a weirdo for not even properly introducing yourself.ย
Y/n
shit
my bad
its Y/n, Kurooโs friend
Bokuto
OHH Y/NNNNNN
HOW ARE YOU
You giggle to yourself, the way he texted was way different from everybody else you text.ย
Y/n
LMAO
im bored asf right now
how are you, Bokuto?
Bokuto
OH YEAH YOU ASKED WHAT I WAS DOING
Iโm good, thanks for asking.
I just got home from the gym.
You take some time to think about your response, until he texts you some more.ย
Bokuto
why?
you need something?
Y/n
do you want to hang out?
i mean i totally have friends to hang out with but it was fun to hang out with you last time
Bokuto
oh yeah?
you totally have other friends to hang out with
totalllyyyyyyy
Y/n
I TAKE MY INVITATION BACK
Bokuto
NOOOOO
I would love to hang out
Iโll be over in 15 mins
You smile to yourself while reading his texts, happy that you had someone to hang out with and now had a planned evening.ย
Y/n
you tryna smoke?
Bokuto
ohhh so itโs that kind of hang out, huh?
Your face turns red once again.
Y/n
NO NOT LIKE THAT
IM NOT USING YOU OR ANYTHING
I SWEAR
Bokuto
AHAHAHA
Iโm kidding, silly
me and my weed will make an appearance
Y/nย
i promise i wonโt talk about mugs this time
Bokuto
LMAO
NOOO
THAT WAS SO CUTE
Y/nย
SHUT UP
Bokuto
see you in a bit ;)
After ending the conversation you canโt help but smile, feeling all the nerves that were once about to make your head explode now non-existent. He had a way of bringing out confidence in anyone, and you were sure that it wouldnโt be awkward anymore. Nothing bad could come out of this, Bokuto was nice.ย
You give out a relieved sigh, that is until you look around your room, into your closet and realize your place is a mess. You may have gotten a little bit too much freedom since your parents left town, no one to yell at you to clean your mess. Most of the things on the floor were primarily clothes, you had too much to fit into your closet. So naturally it ends up on the floor sometimes. Scrambling to throw all of your discarded clothes into your closet, you also try to doll yourself up a bit. Fixing your hair up a bit, and also trying to clean the kitchen because if you both are getting high, chances are the both of you will try to search and find anything to eat.ย
โกโกโกโกโกโกโกโกโกโก
Before you could get a chance to change, thereโs a knock on your front door. You couldโve sworn only five minutes had passed. Checking your phone for the time for a quick second, you realize itโs actually been twenty minutes since the last text Bokuto had sent you.ย
You hurry to get the door, not wanting him to wait and worry. As the door swings open, Bokuto stands tall before you. He hasnโt always been this tall has he?
โY/n-Chan!โ His tone is happy as he takes a step into your house. โHi, Bokuto.โ Flashing him a sweet smile before closing the door behind him, welcoming him in.ย
โYou look so pretty.โ Bokutoโs words are innocent, but just the right words to get you to turn beet red once again, making you stutter a few words before properly giving him a sentence, hoping he didnโt notice.ย
โS-Shut up.โ Before he can return a smile, he looks you up and down, taking in your outfit that you looked, oh, so cute in. Pajama Shorts that stopped at the top of your thighs, hanging lightly where he could definitely see a bit more if you moved your legs even the slightest bit, along with a t-shirt that you wore only at home. With no time to change, this is what you had to deal with.ย
Snapping his eyes back to your face, he smiles at you, trying not to make it obvious that his eyes had obviously been roaming. โYou seriously canโt take compliments, can you?โย
โNo. Is it obvious?โ He has you figured out that easy, you were very obvious even when you were trying not to be. โOnly because I said the same thing last time and you said the same thing.โ His laugh echoes throughout the house as you try to remember.
โYou did?โย
โYeah! you were probably too baked to comprehend what I was saying.โ So thatโs why Kuroo said he called you pretty. You thought Kuroo had just been saying that for you to be more confident, but no, Bokuto had said it right to your face.
โLetโs forget that ever happened!โ Laughing, you lead him to your room, taking a peak in before letting him enter. โJust a heads up, I canโt smoke too much- Iโm scared Iโll say some dumb shit again.โ Pulling out a stool from underneath your vanity, he sets his backpack he had brought onto the floor.
โDonโt worry! Only take as many as you can handle.โ He reassures you, letting yourself take a deep breath, letting yourself get loose. This was your time to have fun! Nothing to worry about.ย
You watch him closely as he takes out the supplies he needed onto the windowsill. He does all of it so swiftly, so natural as if heโs done it a million times before this.ย
โHow did you get into smoking?โ Youโre watching him as he grinds the weed into fine grass pieces. โKuroo actually got me into it.โ
โBut he said you got him into it!โ Answering him, you recall the many times Kuroo had blamed his friend Bokuto for getting him into smoking.
โHeโs a liar! Heโs the one that invited me to go with him to meet his dealer. Ever since then everytime after the gym weโd get baked and go to my house doing whatever came across our minds. He just has too much pride to admit it.โ It makes you chuckle as he explains, practically telling you that he and Kuroo had been doing this for awhile now.ย
You watch him some more, getting out a filter along with an ashtray that had marijuana leaves plastered onto it, with a few ripped off stickers here and there. He really knew what he was doing. And you canโt help but watch him as he sets everything up, He looked so innocent, so pure on the outside yet here he was in your bedroom, rolling a joint for the both of you to get high off of, and damn, he looked so hot doing it.ย
โYou want to roll it?โ Gently nudging the paper at you, it brings you back to reality. Looking down at the paper he had yet to roll, then back up at him, His eyes tell you to go for it.ย
โYou trust me to roll it?โ He nods, giving you a reassuring smile.
โMe?โ You ask once more.
โShow me what skills you got pretty girl.โ He confidently hands the ashtray over to you, standing close beside you, in order to give you directions on what to do. Your hands are shaky as you grab the fine drug, putting the filter at one end and continuing to put the weed across it.ย
โThis is about to look so ass.โ Trying not to breathe so you donโt shake, Bokuto laughs, telling you step by step instructions, finally shaping the paper into a cylinder shape, a bit loose around the edges but itโs good enough for your first time.ย
โI wouldnโt have let you if I donโt trust you.โ He tells you before suddenly, gently taking the joint out your hands, sticking his tongue out. Your eyebrows furrow, confused as to what he was doing. Just then you see him lick the adhesive, tongue sliding across smoothly, letting the paper fold perfectly into the last step. You canโt help but blush, youโve seen Kuroo lick the adhesive last time and you felt normal. Yet as soon as you see Bokuto do it, you canโt think of anything else other than how good he was at using his tongue.ย
Bringing the joint up to your face, he wiggles his eyebrows up and throws a smirk.ย
โOh my god! I did it!โ You grab the joint from him, inspecting it, convinced it was the best piece of artwork you have done.
โSee? I told you!โ He dares not to laugh, but he canโt help but notice how loose the joint is compared to his own. Sitting on your bed, he moves the stool closer to him, signaling for you to sit.ย
Sitting down, he gives you his own lighter. As you stare for a few more seconds you canโt help but feel a bit of adrenaline. You want to do it, but youโre also hesitant. Not wanting to say anything stupid or do anything stupid in front of Bokuto.
โThis isnโt like- laced with anything right?โ Nervously laughing, youโre being so serious. He chuckles and gently takes the joint to look you in the eyes.
โIf you want, I can take the first hit.โ You smile at the gesture, he knew you were overthinking it too much.
โYes, please.โ
โกโกโกโกโกโกโกโกโกโก
Suddenly you both are six hits deep, not tiny baby hits that you take for your first time, but real, bigger hits, the ones that make your throat burn in the back, and make you feel like your chest doesnโt have enough air. And you both are laughing as the joint slowly burns on the ashtray that lays on your windowsill. The nerves you were once feeling were now gone, you were interested in nothing but the conversation between you and Bokuto.ย
โHe shit his pants?!โ You could hardly hold in your laughter as Bokuto tells his story.
โI swear! Kuroo was so nervous to go on the slingshot ride he shit himself before he could even go on!โ Bokuto's, without a doubt, high. His voice gets louder as he talks and laughs more. But so do you, coming out of your shell the more you two talk, laughing harder than you have ever before.ย
โDamn, I need to hang out with you guys more often. All the fun stuff happens when Iโm not there.โ You whine imagining the three of you hanging out, it would be so chaotic, but so fun.ย
โEverything would be funner if you hung out with us, I know it.โ He takes one last hit of the joint before it reaches the filter. You canโt wipe away the smile that has been on your face for the last hour, making your cheeks hurt, you just canโt help but smile cheek to cheek. Your mind felt hazy but not like last time. Youโre fully aware of whatโs going on, but you still have no care in the world but to just have fun.ย
โIโm glad you asked me to hang out today.โ His eyes in awe as he watches you laugh every now and then.ย
โIโm glad too, this was definitely a GREAT idea!โ Your voice booms, giggling as you throw your hands into the air, obvious that you were happy and having a great time. Bokuto takes a while to reply, too focused looking at you.ย
You were so pretty, he was sure you got told that a lot, and if you didn't, well then the rest of the world was blind because the longer he stayed looking at you, the more he couldnโt hold back the want to kiss you. If only had Kuroo introduced you two long ago, because where have you been all this time?
โYouโre so pretty.โ The words roll off his tongue so nicely, it scares you from how effortlessly he could say these things.ย
โYou said that already, silly.โ Gently slapping his shoulder, it doesnโt tear his eyes away from yours, suddenly the eyes that once in awe, turned into hunger. He was starving, and it was for you.
โI canโt help it.โ An honest answer comes out. โCanโฆ I kiss you?โ He pauses, nervous for your response. Usually, youโll turn away and blush, giving an awkward response. But this time you arenโt shy. The way he always said the right things, always said the things that were on his mind made you give in even more. Giving him a sly smile, you stand in front of him as he sits back on your bed.
Without answering, you bend down to meet your lips with his, your heart beating out of your chest. His lips are so soft it only makes you indulge more into what he was giving you, Gently placing his rough hands on your waist.
Itโs short but a moment that was so intense it had your eyes slowly opening as you pull back. He licks his lips once.
โCan I have you?โ Hands still around your waist, his eyes are practically begging for you to give him more, heโs had a taste and he canโt just stop now, He wants more. He needs more.ย ย
โOh? Why should I?โ Leaning in, you tease him, whispering into his ear. It sends shivers down his back, leaving goosebumps on every inch of his body.ย
โYouโre too pretty- Canโt be dangling yourself in front of me when I want you know I want you all to myself.โ Holding back as much as he could until you give him the go sign, though he knows it wonโt last too long if you keep this up.ย
โWell, then I guess.โ Arms feeling his biceps as you giggle into his ear. Thatโs when youโre briefly swept off your feet, Bokuto engulfing you into a kiss that makes your vision blurry. Aggressively sliding his tongue to meet yours, making sloppy sounds that echo your bedroom. You canโt help but kiss back, he needs you and you know it, and youโd be lying if you said you didnโt need him as well.ย
His strong arms gently bring your thighs up to straddle him on your bed, the heat between your bodies radiating, the temperature going up by the minute. His kisses are so full of dominance yet they make you melt into him so sweetly, almost as if you both were meant to do this the entire time. Exploring each other like a new world, wanting to swim in it forever.ย
A small moan escapes your lips as his tongue trails down your neck. Giving a quick lick around your collarbone before going back up to your lips that lets him in so easily. You want him so bad and he knows it. It only eggs him on more, taking his own shirt off to reveal his abs that almost blind you from how prominent they are. You waste no time dragging your fingertips along every curve and dip, It was heaven on a person.ย
His hands trail up your shorts, slightly revealing more of the curve of your ass. Thereโs obvious heat as you practically straddle the bulge peeking out of his pants. Slightly giving it friction, it leaves you soaked. Shorts so thin itโs practically dripping all over him. Youโre both running out of breath the longer the kiss goes on, yet neither of you could bring yourself to break away even for a second. Itโs not until he has you turned around, on your back against the bed. Heโs giving small pecks down your neck then onto your chest. Youโre surprised when he unexpectedly throws your shorts off of you and then onto the floor.
Hands supporting your thighs as he admires the piece of art in front of him. Your face burning up as he stares longer, your legs moving to close on their own. Only to be stopped and opened again by one movement of his arm, brushing a finger against your heat. It makes you let out a gasp, not expecting the sudden contact. โThis pussy is so pretty.โ He doesnโt blink not even for a second, completely in a trance as he looks at the wetness pooling underneath your inviting cunt. It flutters rhythmically, desperately wanting more friction, more attention, more heat, more of him.ย
Two fingers slip in slowly, he looks up at you, smirking. Looking away, you bite onto your shirt trying to cover your face. He gives a small chuckle before going back to watch his fingers slip in, the image right below you leaves you squealing, choking down moans that you try to hide.ย
โCโmon pretty girl, show me how loud you could get.โ Heโs only edging you on more, fingers increasing their pace and itโs only when his tongue makes contact with your clit, giving it a few licks before sucking on it completely, it makes you let out the loudest moan you both would hear of the night. His speed gets faster, tongue licking up and down, circling your bead, making you cry out louder, legs shaking against his head as he dives deeper into your cunt.ย
You canโt help but feel hot, lifting your shirt to expose your breasts to the cold air. It makes you gasp. The sight before him being way too good, heโs suddenly lifting the bottom of your waist off the bed with both of his arms, tongue never disconnecting once. The sounds you make are so pretty, it hurts him so bad from how much of a hard-on he has in his pants right now.ย
The neighbors probably hear everything right now, with how loud your cries get. It only makes him needier because he wants them to hear you, wants you to cry out his name as he fucks you senesless, wants you to tell everyone how fucking good he is. Bokuto doesnโt miss a beat once. With one last suck to your clit, you arch your back as you squeeze onto your breasts. As you come undone, he doesnโt stop, legs shaking in his arms. And he watches everything, from the way your mouth opens and your eyes roll back, he does everything he can to lick up the juices that have now dripped onto his chin and now onto your bed. Shit, if your mission was to make him nut in his pants, itโs working.ย
Eyes still shut, youโre not able to respond fast enough as he leaves a kiss to your lips, tasting yourself as his tongue tangles with yours once again. โFuck, youโre so pretty.โ He smiles against you. โShouldโve made you mine a long time ago.โ It makes you wrap your arms against his back, trying to come down from your high and keep up with the pace of his kisses.ย
You both were way too into it, you both may have been high, but this was the only chance for both of you to do something about the sexual tension that had been going around for the last hour. you were definitely way too high and having way too much fun. Just like you wanted. โC-Can I try?โ You ask him so sweetly, how could he refuse?
โOf course, sweet heart.โ He gently removes you from under him so effortlessly, switching spots with you instead. You could see the tent that formed, itโs barely covered by the cotton of his sweatpants. With no wasting time, you untie the strings, pulling it far down enough for his cock to spring out at you. Tip red as it leaks with white precum, wanting relief and friction so badly. The heat in between your legs reappear as you examine his cock. Itโs long, girthy, and curved so perfectly. Itโs all too good and itโs yours for tonight, just for you.ย
โIf you donโt want to, itโs okay. You donโt have to do i-โ A deep groan leaves his lips as you give a tiny kiss on his tip, letting your tongue swirl around to spread the sticky wet liquid. All you wanted to do was make him feel so good, make him feel so good he never forgets you, Even though he couldnโt stop thinking about you since the first day you both met. His words are gone from his lips as you inch your mouth down his length, hands holding your hair into a ponytail. He canโt let himself lose control, not when youโre so fragile and you struggle to take his whole length into your hot wet mouth. Heโs holding back as much as he can, but all he wants to do is make you cry and drool down his cock as if it was its own language.ย
โHmph- fuck. Youโre so good, youโre doing so good.โ His words come out paired with shaky breaths as you bob your head up and down his cock, the tip kissing the back of your throat as you go deeper. It burns but the way heโs praising you, makes the waterfall down your cunt only flutter against nothing. Heโs gently thrusting up into your throat, making sure not to hurt you or push your limits. A trail of curses, grunts and groans are all you hear as you get sloppy on his dick. Spit and small cream forming at the end of your lips, and you push yourself to take his cock down deeper, tears starting to form as you keep going.ย
โY-Youโre driving me crazy, sweetheart.โ He lets out a choked laugh, a small groan interrupting it, and itโs all too good, all too much for you. This is what youโre trying to achieve, trying to drive him crazy, suck him dry so he remembers how good your mouth is. And with that he pushed your head down, leaving it there for countless seconds.
โOh my fuck- Donโt move, sweetheart- Youโre so fucking hot, so fucking pretty. It feels sโgood, Take it all. I know you can do it, can you?โ His words are sinister, though you donโt pay attention trying not to gag against him. You canโt feel it but the tears are streaming down your face, trying your hardest to breathe through your nose to stabilize your gag reflex. His sounds are so pretty, so dirty. You canโt help but listen to him as he leaves your head down, nose touching the base for a few more seconds. A pained-broken moan releases from his lips as he takes you off his cock, trying his hardest not to cum on the spot. You whine, choking as soon as your throat feels released. Flashing him a look with eyebrows burrowed, he smiles at you.ย
โIโm sorry pretty girl, but I need you so fucking bad right now.โ And with that he has you on your back once again, his arm holding one of your legs over his shoulder as he opens the other. Taking some time to catch a breath, he rubs the tip into your folds, letting it get caught here and there. โStop it.โ You let out a weak croak as he teases you more. โSorry, Youโre just so cute.โ He hums, leaning down to give you a sweet kiss.
Taking in the sight, he lets the tip dip into your hot cunt, sucking him in immediately and heโs not even pushing in yet. โOhhhh fuuck-โ He lets out a pornagraphic moan. It makes your eyes roll to the back of your head, as you feel your cunt completely enveloping him into your body. You canโt help but let out mewls and moans as you suck him in more.ย
โYouโre so t-tight- shit-โ He doesnโt know if he could hold back anymore, but he does just for you. His length being so girthy it takes you a few moments to get over the stinging in your belly, the stretching of your insides. โH-Haahh-โ A word manages to finally escape from you. โKeep going, please.โ You plead, he obliges. Holding your leg up as he gives a deep thrust, hitting your cervix and the squishy parts of your insides. โThis pussy just for me? Iโm so lucky.โ With no reply, his thrusts are deep but getting faster, The breath inside of you getting knocked out every time he meets you in the middle.
Bokuto lets out loud grunts, and deep shaky moans as he gets used to your pussy clamping down on his cock. With every hit of your cervix you feel yourself lose more control, shaking uncontrollably as he pounds so deep into you, youโre seeing stars. A trail of pleads leave his lips as he loses himself in your cunt, it was shaped just for him, squeezing him so perfectly like it never wants him to leave. Your neighbors definitely hear you now, the way youโre chanting his name, gripping the blankets beneath you as he bottoms into you. Your brainโs so foggy, you canโt tell if youโre still high or being fucked so good youโre losing your mind.ย
Heโs hitting every spot so perfectly, his free hand grazing over your nipples every once in a while, giving it a small pinch before pounding into you again. โWake up, pretty girl. Iโm not done.โ A small smack on your cheek forces you to open your eyes to look at him, Heโs having his own way with you and enjoying it. Sweat dripping down his chest, droplets on his hair, getting it wetter the longer heโs in you.ย
Youโre blissed out, curse words repeating over and over, youโve never had an orgasm and before you know it you feel as though you need to pee. Bending your leg even more than it was, heโs hovering over you, hitting that sweet spot that makes you go cross-eyed. โDo it baby girl, cream on this cock of yours.โ Heโs holding back his moans as much as he could, which he isnโt doing a good job of, heโs just too focused on your fucked out face, trying to hold back your moans and failing miserbly. Yelping out, you dig your nails into his buff arms, head thumping against your own bed. โJust like that, pretty girl.โ Is what makes you come undone beneath him, cream starting to drip down his balls as you squeeze him so tight, he swears he might just pass out. You feel so good, so happy, so full as your walls pulse around him.
Until your stomach feels empty, slightly opening your eyes to see he had pulled out, chest going up and down from shaky breaths. Pouting a bit, you start to turn, thinking the moment had been done. To your surprise he stands up, eyes focused on you, his cock standing up higher than ever.
โIโm not done yet.โ He growls, widening your eyes at his dominance. And shit to say you were turned on was an understatement, you had fully gone off the deep end. You donโt dare to stand up against him, at least not yet. โTurn around.โ With a light smack to your cunt, he orders you. Doing as you are told, you turn around. Ass up, on all fours, face buried into the blanket before you, unsure of what his plans were.ย
With a hard quick smack across your ass, he guides his cock to your entrance, trying to clamp down on it almost immediately. โSqueeze me down, will you?โ Still trying to stabilize his breath, the head of his cock peeking into your wet, dripping pussy. And just as he expected, as soon as heโs in youโre clamping down on him hard, as if you couldnโt get enough of him, you want to feel him lose control, let him let go inside of you, claim you as his. โJust- like that. Fucckk- Youโre so good. Itโs so good, youโre so good. Youโre so pretty. So cute.โ He praises you so well it doesnโt take long for the bubbling sensation to come back in your stomach, wanting to let go so bad, it practically hurts.ย
โShow me what you got.โ Challenging him only fuels his energy even more, thrusts getting harder as he pushes you down into the mattress. The blankets covering the filthy moans that escape from your lips. โYou asked for it.โ Heโs grunting, groaning so loud his mind starts to get hazy, hips stuttering. His thrusts start to get sloppy, but the same amount of force does not falter once. Heโs making sure you know heโs the best, the strongest, the biggest. Heโll make you cum over and over until you know that heโs the only one who fucks you just right.ย
โMโgonna lose it.โ A small whimper comes from his lips as he adjusts the position a bit, moving you a bit to the side, the curve of his cock rubbing your insides too good. Your free legs kick the air as you scream into the mattress, hands roaming to grab anything you can hold on to as he pounds you purple and red. โHmphh- baby- girl- youโre so good. Iโm- so lucky.โ His moans only get dirtier, โIโm- so fucking- happy.โ Breathless pants as you feel him twitch inside you, forcing you over the edge and having you cumming on his cock once again, for the second time. With your pussy spasming against him, he canโt help but chant your name over and over, letting his seed fill you up, excess cum dripping out of you even as heโs inside.ย
With one last moan, he slowly pulls out of you, making you whine at the cold air. Feeling so empty, so fucked, youโre falling limp onto the bed. He canโt take his eyes off the sight, his own cream dripping out of you, and thereโs lots of it.ย
Before taking a few moments to catch his breath, he goes down and leaves a gentle kiss onto your ass cheek. Slapping it gently before speaking, โYouโre the best.โย
Youโre too high, too fucked out to reply. Youโre still aware of whatโs happening but you feel so happy to have his cum dripping out of you, you canโt think of anything else but having him skin to skin with you once again.ย
And as he goes to grab a towel from your hamper, you hum in contentment. โLet me take care of you, pretty girl.โ You should do this more often with Bokuto, it wasnโt a bad idea at all.
And you were so glad you gave smoking a second chance.ย
I truly believe that Bokuto is one of the most passionate lovers in Haikyuu.
With his sun sign a Virgo, not only is he extremely loyal, but with his Venus sign in Scorpio he's literally ride or die. Venus in Scorpio crave intensity, he can be a bit dependent but there's nothing he wouldn't do for you, that is, except letting you go.
So I can only imagine when you two break up, he's always going to come crawling back. Trying to look for you in different girls. Similar hair color, hair style, height, mannerisms, but none of them are actually you.
It takes a couple days though. A couple days for him to dissociate that you two really are over, A couple days for him to learn this new life without you. He seems fine at first, seeming like his usual self. That is until he's up one night, tossing in turning. It's cold in his room, usually by this time you would be snuggling him, face nuzzled into the crook of his neck, with small snores that is like white noise for him to sleep.
All of a sudden his walls break down and he's crying to himself, hugging himself to try and stop the pain that he feels in his heart. Never in his life has he felt so empty without you here. He thought he was fine, he swore that he was fine. But yet he can't help the tears that flow out of his eyes, gripping his chest trying to find a breath. It just hurts so bad, it hurts his heart physically that you aren't his anymore.
So he's up early in the morning, with little to no sleep. Going for an early jog even when it's practically freezing out. He thinks maybe he just needs to clear his mind, he just had a moment of weakness that's all. Everyone usually needs to cry here and there to get better.
Then he's suddenly changing up his path, making a b-line to your house. He can't control it, his feet won't stop and it's only a matter of minutes before he's in front of your house. At coincidental timing you're exiting your house, unaware that Bokuto had been standing there for a few seconds, unclear of what to do next.
And it isn't until you reach your mailbox that you noticed the silver haired owl standing tall in front of you.
"Kou-"
Before being able to finish your sentence, his arms already wrap around you, practically tugging you into his own body. And he can't help but kiss you, kiss you with so much emotion that you feel as though you might explode from how intense he's biting and licking your lips, almost as if this is your last kiss together.
You don't pull back, of course you can't pull back. Unlike Bokuto, you've been missing him almost every night that you'll cry with tear stained pillows, look through old photos of memories that make you throw your phone across the room. Of course, you always put on a mask, Convincing people, even him, that you are fine. When in reality, this break up is slowly breaking you, exactly like it's breaking him too.
He takes all of you in, your perfume that brought him so much comfort, and his hands have a mind of it's own as it wanders all over your body.
"I missed you." Choked cries in between kisses because this all he needed. All that he's ever wanted, The only thing that he cares about right now.
He loves you so much, too much that it makes his heart want to explode. And he's not letting you go again because the emptiness he feels when you aren't there, kills him.
You may not believe him when he says it but, he'd do anything for you.
You were not much of an avid smoker, however one random weekend of summer brought you in the middle of your room with Kuroo, and his friend, Bokuto Kotarou.ย
It had only been a couple weeks ago since your first time smoking, ever, not that they knew that or anything. You donโt remember it much, most of it being hazy. Though you remember little moments, like laughing at Kuroo trying to twerk until you had tears streaming down your face. Or when you went on a five minute tangent about how mugs are the best dish ever, leaving Bokuto and Kuroo a bit speechless, mouth agape because that is not what they meant when they asked about your favorite dish.ย
โWho knew she could be so passionate about mugs.โ
And since that day, you swore you would never do it again. You didnโt know that the boys did it so often, usually on the weekends after playing some volleyball in the gym near your place. It just so happened that day you and Kuroo had planned to hang out, and he insisted Bokuto come. You didnโt know why.
But thatโs how it started, getting high, then clearing your whole cabinet, to eventually all of you passing out on the floor of your living room while watching Moana. Letโs just say your parents came home early from work that night. Not too happy that there were two strange men sleeping on the floor with their daughter.ย
Though this time your parents were finally out of town, they had planned to be gone all weekend so you finally had time to be free, and not grounded. Because yeah, they totally grounded you for getting high with two random dudes they didnโt know.
Nothing had come to your mind though. You tried to text Kenma to see if he would be willing to go to the arcade with you, but he ignored all your texts. It usually meant he was too into his game to even be on his phone, because his status showed him active.ย
Taking that as a no, the last thing you could think of is hanging out with Kuroo but he had already left for his summer vacation and wouldnโt be back for a week. Well, you were back at square one. An unfulfilled saturday morning which now looks like it will also be an unfulfilled saturday night.ย
All your friends were busy but you, the thought alone made you feel bored more than you already were. You just wanted someone to do something dumb with, make you feel like you were still a teenager before you had to go into adulting. Do something that makes you laugh and feel dumb-
Oh wait.
Then the idea popped into your head.You swore you would never get high again, but damn, why did that sound so fucking fun right now? Well, it isnโt like you had anything else to do and didnโt have anyone to yell at you for your actions right now, so why the hell not?
To hell with it! Youโre gonna get high! And this time youโll be super aware of what youโre doing and youโll have fun. But there was only one problem. You had no weed nor did you know how or where to get it.ย
โThere goes that idea.โ Falling back into your bed, sighing to yourself out of boredom. Your eyes dare to close, trying to take a nap, because there was no other idea. Practically everything you had thought of has been shut down.ย
*buzzzz buzzz buzz lightyear*
Your eyes snap open within a second, in hopes it was one of your friends calling to link up. Just to see it had been Kuroo calling your phone, if only he was here to actually hang out with you because you know he would, heโd have no choice.ย
Groaning, you answer it, hearing a loud crowd in the background and different girls talking to Kuroo.
โNot even 24 hours and you already miss your best friend?โ You tease Kuroo, a bit annoyed he interrupted your nap, well, almost nap.
โShut up, idiot. Are you home?โ
โY-โ
โActually of course youโre home, you never leave the house unless itโs to hang out with me.โ He cuts you off, and it makes you roll your eyes.
โIโฆ actually hate you.โ Because he was right. A light chuckle comes out from the other side of the phone.
โYeah, yeah, whatever. I was just calling to tell you that Iโll be landing on Thursday at like 8pm. You can still pick me up right?โย
You ponder, โI donโt know, man. After that comment you just made, should I?โ Dragging out the vowel you could hearย
him scoff on the phone.
โIโm being serious!โ Making your laugh echo into the phone so he could hear.
โYes, Iโll come pick you up. Donโt worry.โ Reassuring him he lets out a relieved sigh, though you donโt hear it.
โGood.โ He pauses before continuing. โSoo what are you going to do since Iโm not there?โย
You groan into the phone, โI donโt know! I asked Kenma to hang out but he ghosted me.โ You hear Kuroo chuckle.
โThat nerd. Just go out and do something by yourself.โ He says it so effortlessly, making you rub your temple.
โBut thatโs so boring! I want to do something fun!โ Itโs so obvious youโre having the hardest time trying to plan your evening.ย
โWow, not even 24 hours yet and youโre already missing me.โ He teases, making you curse at him. Sometimes you donโt know why youโre friends with him, well you do but all his remarks can really irritate you sometimes. But at the same time you do the same thing to him, itโs what makes you two friends.ย
โI wanna get high.โ It makes Kuroo audibly gasp.ย
โWhat happened to, โIโm never getting high again!โโ He mocks you.
โIโm so bored, thatโs all I could think of! But it most likely wonโt happen because I donโt even have any.โ Pouting, you turn onto your back on your bed.ย
โWell, if you are really desperate for some company and weed, just call Bokuto, Iโm sure heโs willing to hang out with you, he thinks you're pretty.โ And as he says that you remember the incident a couple of weeks ago, making you want to die inside. In others minds it may not be a big deal but it was your first time so of course youโre gonna remember it dramatically. It was so embarrassing, you couldnโt even begin to think about facing Bokuto after that! Even if he called you pretty, it made it way worse because you thought he was cute too! It was way too humiliating!
โNo! Thatโs too embarrassing!โ You kick your feet against the bed, cringing from the memories of last time.ย
โYouโre dumb.โ
โPlus, even if I wanted to, I donโt have his number.โ You did hesitate a bit there though, Bokuto was fun to hang out with last time, but you couldnโt escape the haunting flashbacks.ย
โIโll just text it to you. I gotta go though, I have to-โ
โNo, Kuroo! What should I do?!โ practically begging your best friend to give you an idea.ย
โJust ask him, thereโs no harm in doing it. If youโre that nervous just suck his dick or somethinโโย
โNevermind, Iโm hanging up now!โ Yelling at him, thereโs a cut off of his laugh making you turn beet red. He was such an idiot. Thinking about what he said, you stare off into space. Should you ask Bokuto?
You barely knew the guy, only meeting him once. Yet, you think it would be so fun. Well, it could go two ways. It could be really fun or, it could be super fucking awkward. Like so fucking awkward youโre never leaving your room again.ย
With a ring coming out of your phone, you see a text from Kuroo.ย
Kuroo
โhereโs his number loser, xxx-xxx-xxxxโ
You take a few seconds scanning the text, going through different made up scenarios of what could go wrong if you hung out with him. Yeah, to say you were an overthinker would be an understatement.ย
However, looking at the time in the small corner, 6:00 pm, it was getting later by the minute. You had to act now, or you would spend your entire night alone and bored. Fuck it.ย
Typing the number into an empty message, your heart beats before sending it.ย
Y/n
wyd
You took a deep breath, there was nothing to be worried about, you were freaking yourself out for no reason. Even if things were awkward, you were a fun girl! You could get along with anyone.
Bokuto
who dis?
Idiot. Of course he wouldnโt know who it is. Now you just made yourself seem like a weirdo for not even properly introducing yourself.ย
Y/n
shit
my bad
its Y/n, Kurooโs friend
Bokuto
OHH Y/NNNNNN
HOW ARE YOU
You giggle to yourself, the way he texted was way different from everybody else you text.ย
Y/n
LMAO
im bored asf right now
how are you, Bokuto?
Bokuto
OH YEAH YOU ASKED WHAT I WAS DOING
Iโm good, thanks for asking.
I just got home from the gym.
You take some time to think about your response, until he texts you some more.ย
Bokuto
why?
you need something?
Y/n
do you want to hang out?
i mean i totally have friends to hang out with but it was fun to hang out with you last time
Bokuto
oh yeah?
you totally have other friends to hang out with
totalllyyyyyyy
Y/n
I TAKE MY INVITATION BACK
Bokuto
NOOOOO
I would love to hang out
Iโll be over in 15 mins
You smile to yourself while reading his texts, happy that you had someone to hang out with and now had a planned evening.ย
Y/n
you tryna smoke?
Bokuto
ohhh so itโs that kind of hang out, huh?
Your face turns red once again.
Y/n
NO NOT LIKE THAT
IM NOT USING YOU OR ANYTHING
I SWEAR
Bokuto
AHAHAHA
Iโm kidding, silly
me and my weed will make an appearance
Y/nย
i promise i wonโt talk about mugs this time
Bokuto
LMAO
NOOO
THAT WAS SO CUTE
Y/nย
SHUT UP
Bokuto
see you in a bit ;)
After ending the conversation you canโt help but smile, feeling all the nerves that were once about to make your head explode now non-existent. He had a way of bringing out confidence in anyone, and you were sure that it wouldnโt be awkward anymore. Nothing bad could come out of this, Bokuto was nice.ย
You give out a relieved sigh, that is until you look around your room, into your closet and realize your place is a mess. You may have gotten a little bit too much freedom since your parents left town, no one to yell at you to clean your mess. Most of the things on the floor were primarily clothes, you had too much to fit into your closet. So naturally it ends up on the floor sometimes. Scrambling to throw all of your discarded clothes into your closet, you also try to doll yourself up a bit. Fixing your hair up a bit, and also trying to clean the kitchen because if you both are getting high, chances are the both of you will try to search and find anything to eat.ย
โกโกโกโกโกโกโกโกโกโก
Before you could get a chance to change, thereโs a knock on your front door. You couldโve sworn only five minutes had passed. Checking your phone for the time for a quick second, you realize itโs actually been twenty minutes since the last text Bokuto had sent you.ย
You hurry to get the door, not wanting him to wait and worry. As the door swings open, Bokuto stands tall before you. He hasnโt always been this tall has he?
โY/n-Chan!โ His tone is happy as he takes a step into your house. โHi, Bokuto.โ Flashing him a sweet smile before closing the door behind him, welcoming him in.ย
โYou look so pretty.โ Bokutoโs words are innocent, but just the right words to get you to turn beet red once again, making you stutter a few words before properly giving him a sentence, hoping he didnโt notice.ย
โS-Shut up.โ Before he can return a smile, he looks you up and down, taking in your outfit that you looked, oh, so cute in. Pajama Shorts that stopped at the top of your thighs, hanging lightly where he could definitely see a bit more if you moved your legs even the slightest bit, along with a t-shirt that you wore only at home. With no time to change, this is what you had to deal with.ย
Snapping his eyes back to your face, he smiles at you, trying not to make it obvious that his eyes had obviously been roaming. โYou seriously canโt take compliments, can you?โย
โNo. Is it obvious?โ He has you figured out that easy, you were very obvious even when you were trying not to be. โOnly because I said the same thing last time and you said the same thing.โ His laugh echoes throughout the house as you try to remember.
โYou did?โย
โYeah! you were probably too baked to comprehend what I was saying.โ So thatโs why Kuroo said he called you pretty. You thought Kuroo had just been saying that for you to be more confident, but no, Bokuto had said it right to your face.
โLetโs forget that ever happened!โ Laughing, you lead him to your room, taking a peak in before letting him enter. โJust a heads up, I canโt smoke too much- Iโm scared Iโll say some dumb shit again.โ Pulling out a stool from underneath your vanity, he sets his backpack he had brought onto the floor.
โDonโt worry! Only take as many as you can handle.โ He reassures you, letting yourself take a deep breath, letting yourself get loose. This was your time to have fun! Nothing to worry about.ย
You watch him closely as he takes out the supplies he needed onto the windowsill. He does all of it so swiftly, so natural as if heโs done it a million times before this.ย
โHow did you get into smoking?โ Youโre watching him as he grinds the weed into fine grass pieces. โKuroo actually got me into it.โ
โBut he said you got him into it!โ Answering him, you recall the many times Kuroo had blamed his friend Bokuto for getting him into smoking.
โHeโs a liar! Heโs the one that invited me to go with him to meet his dealer. Ever since then everytime after the gym weโd get baked and go to my house doing whatever came across our minds. He just has too much pride to admit it.โ It makes you chuckle as he explains, practically telling you that he and Kuroo had been doing this for awhile now.ย
You watch him some more, getting out a filter along with an ashtray that had marijuana leaves plastered onto it, with a few ripped off stickers here and there. He really knew what he was doing. And you canโt help but watch him as he sets everything up, He looked so innocent, so pure on the outside yet here he was in your bedroom, rolling a joint for the both of you to get high off of, and damn, he looked so hot doing it.ย
โYou want to roll it?โ Gently nudging the paper at you, it brings you back to reality. Looking down at the paper he had yet to roll, then back up at him, His eyes tell you to go for it.ย
โYou trust me to roll it?โ He nods, giving you a reassuring smile.
โMe?โ You ask once more.
โShow me what skills you got pretty girl.โ He confidently hands the ashtray over to you, standing close beside you, in order to give you directions on what to do. Your hands are shaky as you grab the fine drug, putting the filter at one end and continuing to put the weed across it.ย
โThis is about to look so ass.โ Trying not to breathe so you donโt shake, Bokuto laughs, telling you step by step instructions, finally shaping the paper into a cylinder shape, a bit loose around the edges but itโs good enough for your first time.ย
โI wouldnโt have let you if I donโt trust you.โ He tells you before suddenly, gently taking the joint out your hands, sticking his tongue out. Your eyebrows furrow, confused as to what he was doing. Just then you see him lick the adhesive, tongue sliding across smoothly, letting the paper fold perfectly into the last step. You canโt help but blush, youโve seen Kuroo lick the adhesive last time and you felt normal. Yet as soon as you see Bokuto do it, you canโt think of anything else other than how good he was at using his tongue.ย
Bringing the joint up to your face, he wiggles his eyebrows up and throws a smirk.ย
โOh my god! I did it!โ You grab the joint from him, inspecting it, convinced it was the best piece of artwork you have done.
โSee? I told you!โ He dares not to laugh, but he canโt help but notice how loose the joint is compared to his own. Sitting on your bed, he moves the stool closer to him, signaling for you to sit.ย
Sitting down, he gives you his own lighter. As you stare for a few more seconds you canโt help but feel a bit of adrenaline. You want to do it, but youโre also hesitant. Not wanting to say anything stupid or do anything stupid in front of Bokuto.
โThis isnโt like- laced with anything right?โ Nervously laughing, youโre being so serious. He chuckles and gently takes the joint to look you in the eyes.
โIf you want, I can take the first hit.โ You smile at the gesture, he knew you were overthinking it too much.
โYes, please.โ
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Suddenly you both are six hits deep, not tiny baby hits that you take for your first time, but real, bigger hits, the ones that make your throat burn in the back, and make you feel like your chest doesnโt have enough air. And you both are laughing as the joint slowly burns on the ashtray that lays on your windowsill. The nerves you were once feeling were now gone, you were interested in nothing but the conversation between you and Bokuto.ย
โHe shit his pants?!โ You could hardly hold in your laughter as Bokuto tells his story.
โI swear! Kuroo was so nervous to go on the slingshot ride he shit himself before he could even go on!โ Bokuto's, without a doubt, high. His voice gets louder as he talks and laughs more. But so do you, coming out of your shell the more you two talk, laughing harder than you have ever before.ย
โDamn, I need to hang out with you guys more often. All the fun stuff happens when Iโm not there.โ You whine imagining the three of you hanging out, it would be so chaotic, but so fun.ย
โEverything would be funner if you hung out with us, I know it.โ He takes one last hit of the joint before it reaches the filter. You canโt wipe away the smile that has been on your face for the last hour, making your cheeks hurt, you just canโt help but smile cheek to cheek. Your mind felt hazy but not like last time. Youโre fully aware of whatโs going on, but you still have no care in the world but to just have fun.ย
โIโm glad you asked me to hang out today.โ His eyes in awe as he watches you laugh every now and then.ย
โIโm glad too, this was definitely a GREAT idea!โ Your voice booms, giggling as you throw your hands into the air, obvious that you were happy and having a great time. Bokuto takes a while to reply, too focused looking at you.ย
You were so pretty, he was sure you got told that a lot, and if you didn't, well then the rest of the world was blind because the longer he stayed looking at you, the more he couldnโt hold back the want to kiss you. If only had Kuroo introduced you two long ago, because where have you been all this time?
โYouโre so pretty.โ The words roll off his tongue so nicely, it scares you from how effortlessly he could say these things.ย
โYou said that already, silly.โ Gently slapping his shoulder, it doesnโt tear his eyes away from yours, suddenly the eyes that once in awe, turned into hunger. He was starving, and it was for you.
โI canโt help it.โ An honest answer comes out. โCanโฆ I kiss you?โ He pauses, nervous for your response. Usually, youโll turn away and blush, giving an awkward response. But this time you arenโt shy. The way he always said the right things, always said the things that were on his mind made you give in even more. Giving him a sly smile, you stand in front of him as he sits back on your bed.
Without answering, you bend down to meet your lips with his, your heart beating out of your chest. His lips are so soft it only makes you indulge more into what he was giving you, Gently placing his rough hands on your waist.
Itโs short but a moment that was so intense it had your eyes slowly opening as you pull back. He licks his lips once.
โCan I have you?โ Hands still around your waist, his eyes are practically begging for you to give him more, heโs had a taste and he canโt just stop now, He wants more. He needs more.ย ย
โOh? Why should I?โ Leaning in, you tease him, whispering into his ear. It sends shivers down his back, leaving goosebumps on every inch of his body.ย
โYouโre too pretty- Canโt be dangling yourself in front of me when I want you know I want you all to myself.โ Holding back as much as he could until you give him the go sign, though he knows it wonโt last too long if you keep this up.ย
โWell, then I guess.โ Arms feeling his biceps as you giggle into his ear. Thatโs when youโre briefly swept off your feet, Bokuto engulfing you into a kiss that makes your vision blurry. Aggressively sliding his tongue to meet yours, making sloppy sounds that echo your bedroom. You canโt help but kiss back, he needs you and you know it, and youโd be lying if you said you didnโt need him as well.ย
His strong arms gently bring your thighs up to straddle him on your bed, the heat between your bodies radiating, the temperature going up by the minute. His kisses are so full of dominance yet they make you melt into him so sweetly, almost as if you both were meant to do this the entire time. Exploring each other like a new world, wanting to swim in it forever.ย
A small moan escapes your lips as his tongue trails down your neck. Giving a quick lick around your collarbone before going back up to your lips that lets him in so easily. You want him so bad and he knows it. It only eggs him on more, taking his own shirt off to reveal his abs that almost blind you from how prominent they are. You waste no time dragging your fingertips along every curve and dip, It was heaven on a person.ย
His hands trail up your shorts, slightly revealing more of the curve of your ass. Thereโs obvious heat as you practically straddle the bulge peeking out of his pants. Slightly giving it friction, it leaves you soaked. Shorts so thin itโs practically dripping all over him. Youโre both running out of breath the longer the kiss goes on, yet neither of you could bring yourself to break away even for a second. Itโs not until he has you turned around, on your back against the bed. Heโs giving small pecks down your neck then onto your chest. Youโre surprised when he unexpectedly throws your shorts off of you and then onto the floor.
Hands supporting your thighs as he admires the piece of art in front of him. Your face burning up as he stares longer, your legs moving to close on their own. Only to be stopped and opened again by one movement of his arm, brushing a finger against your heat. It makes you let out a gasp, not expecting the sudden contact. โThis pussy is so pretty.โ He doesnโt blink not even for a second, completely in a trance as he looks at the wetness pooling underneath your inviting cunt. It flutters rhythmically, desperately wanting more friction, more attention, more heat, more of him.ย
Two fingers slip in slowly, he looks up at you, smirking. Looking away, you bite onto your shirt trying to cover your face. He gives a small chuckle before going back to watch his fingers slip in, the image right below you leaves you squealing, choking down moans that you try to hide.ย
โCโmon pretty girl, show me how loud you could get.โ Heโs only edging you on more, fingers increasing their pace and itโs only when his tongue makes contact with your clit, giving it a few licks before sucking on it completely, it makes you let out the loudest moan you both would hear of the night. His speed gets faster, tongue licking up and down, circling your bead, making you cry out louder, legs shaking against his head as he dives deeper into your cunt.ย
You canโt help but feel hot, lifting your shirt to expose your breasts to the cold air. It makes you gasp. The sight before him being way too good, heโs suddenly lifting the bottom of your waist off the bed with both of his arms, tongue never disconnecting once. The sounds you make are so pretty, it hurts him so bad from how much of a hard-on he has in his pants right now.ย
The neighbors probably hear everything right now, with how loud your cries get. It only makes him needier because he wants them to hear you, wants you to cry out his name as he fucks you senesless, wants you to tell everyone how fucking good he is. Bokuto doesnโt miss a beat once. With one last suck to your clit, you arch your back as you squeeze onto your breasts. As you come undone, he doesnโt stop, legs shaking in his arms. And he watches everything, from the way your mouth opens and your eyes roll back, he does everything he can to lick up the juices that have now dripped onto his chin and now onto your bed. Shit, if your mission was to make him nut in his pants, itโs working.ย
Eyes still shut, youโre not able to respond fast enough as he leaves a kiss to your lips, tasting yourself as his tongue tangles with yours once again. โFuck, youโre so pretty.โ He smiles against you. โShouldโve made you mine a long time ago.โ It makes you wrap your arms against his back, trying to come down from your high and keep up with the pace of his kisses.ย
You both were way too into it, you both may have been high, but this was the only chance for both of you to do something about the sexual tension that had been going around for the last hour. you were definitely way too high and having way too much fun. Just like you wanted. โC-Can I try?โ You ask him so sweetly, how could he refuse?
โOf course, sweet heart.โ He gently removes you from under him so effortlessly, switching spots with you instead. You could see the tent that formed, itโs barely covered by the cotton of his sweatpants. With no wasting time, you untie the strings, pulling it far down enough for his cock to spring out at you. Tip red as it leaks with white precum, wanting relief and friction so badly. The heat in between your legs reappear as you examine his cock. Itโs long, girthy, and curved so perfectly. Itโs all too good and itโs yours for tonight, just for you.ย
โIf you donโt want to, itโs okay. You donโt have to do i-โ A deep groan leaves his lips as you give a tiny kiss on his tip, letting your tongue swirl around to spread the sticky wet liquid. All you wanted to do was make him feel so good, make him feel so good he never forgets you, Even though he couldnโt stop thinking about you since the first day you both met. His words are gone from his lips as you inch your mouth down his length, hands holding your hair into a ponytail. He canโt let himself lose control, not when youโre so fragile and you struggle to take his whole length into your hot wet mouth. Heโs holding back as much as he can, but all he wants to do is make you cry and drool down his cock as if it was its own language.ย
โHmph- fuck. Youโre so good, youโre doing so good.โ His words come out paired with shaky breaths as you bob your head up and down his cock, the tip kissing the back of your throat as you go deeper. It burns but the way heโs praising you, makes the waterfall down your cunt only flutter against nothing. Heโs gently thrusting up into your throat, making sure not to hurt you or push your limits. A trail of curses, grunts and groans are all you hear as you get sloppy on his dick. Spit and small cream forming at the end of your lips, and you push yourself to take his cock down deeper, tears starting to form as you keep going.ย
โY-Youโre driving me crazy, sweetheart.โ He lets out a choked laugh, a small groan interrupting it, and itโs all too good, all too much for you. This is what youโre trying to achieve, trying to drive him crazy, suck him dry so he remembers how good your mouth is. And with that he pushed your head down, leaving it there for countless seconds.
โOh my fuck- Donโt move, sweetheart- Youโre so fucking hot, so fucking pretty. It feels sโgood, Take it all. I know you can do it, can you?โ His words are sinister, though you donโt pay attention trying not to gag against him. You canโt feel it but the tears are streaming down your face, trying your hardest to breathe through your nose to stabilize your gag reflex. His sounds are so pretty, so dirty. You canโt help but listen to him as he leaves your head down, nose touching the base for a few more seconds. A pained-broken moan releases from his lips as he takes you off his cock, trying his hardest not to cum on the spot. You whine, choking as soon as your throat feels released. Flashing him a look with eyebrows burrowed, he smiles at you.ย
โIโm sorry pretty girl, but I need you so fucking bad right now.โ And with that he has you on your back once again, his arm holding one of your legs over his shoulder as he opens the other. Taking some time to catch a breath, he rubs the tip into your folds, letting it get caught here and there. โStop it.โ You let out a weak croak as he teases you more. โSorry, Youโre just so cute.โ He hums, leaning down to give you a sweet kiss.
Taking in the sight, he lets the tip dip into your hot cunt, sucking him in immediately and heโs not even pushing in yet. โOhhhh fuuck-โ He lets out a pornagraphic moan. It makes your eyes roll to the back of your head, as you feel your cunt completely enveloping him into your body. You canโt help but let out mewls and moans as you suck him in more.ย
โYouโre so t-tight- shit-โ He doesnโt know if he could hold back anymore, but he does just for you. His length being so girthy it takes you a few moments to get over the stinging in your belly, the stretching of your insides. โH-Haahh-โ A word manages to finally escape from you. โKeep going, please.โ You plead, he obliges. Holding your leg up as he gives a deep thrust, hitting your cervix and the squishy parts of your insides. โThis pussy just for me? Iโm so lucky.โ With no reply, his thrusts are deep but getting faster, The breath inside of you getting knocked out every time he meets you in the middle.
Bokuto lets out loud grunts, and deep shaky moans as he gets used to your pussy clamping down on his cock. With every hit of your cervix you feel yourself lose more control, shaking uncontrollably as he pounds so deep into you, youโre seeing stars. A trail of pleads leave his lips as he loses himself in your cunt, it was shaped just for him, squeezing him so perfectly like it never wants him to leave. Your neighbors definitely hear you now, the way youโre chanting his name, gripping the blankets beneath you as he bottoms into you. Your brainโs so foggy, you canโt tell if youโre still high or being fucked so good youโre losing your mind.ย
Heโs hitting every spot so perfectly, his free hand grazing over your nipples every once in a while, giving it a small pinch before pounding into you again. โWake up, pretty girl. Iโm not done.โ A small smack on your cheek forces you to open your eyes to look at him, Heโs having his own way with you and enjoying it. Sweat dripping down his chest, droplets on his hair, getting it wetter the longer heโs in you.ย
Youโre blissed out, curse words repeating over and over, youโve never had an orgasm and before you know it you feel as though you need to pee. Bending your leg even more than it was, heโs hovering over you, hitting that sweet spot that makes you go cross-eyed. โDo it baby girl, cream on this cock of yours.โ Heโs holding back his moans as much as he could, which he isnโt doing a good job of, heโs just too focused on your fucked out face, trying to hold back your moans and failing miserbly. Yelping out, you dig your nails into his buff arms, head thumping against your own bed. โJust like that, pretty girl.โ Is what makes you come undone beneath him, cream starting to drip down his balls as you squeeze him so tight, he swears he might just pass out. You feel so good, so happy, so full as your walls pulse around him.
Until your stomach feels empty, slightly opening your eyes to see he had pulled out, chest going up and down from shaky breaths. Pouting a bit, you start to turn, thinking the moment had been done. To your surprise he stands up, eyes focused on you, his cock standing up higher than ever.
โIโm not done yet.โ He growls, widening your eyes at his dominance. And shit to say you were turned on was an understatement, you had fully gone off the deep end. You donโt dare to stand up against him, at least not yet. โTurn around.โ With a light smack to your cunt, he orders you. Doing as you are told, you turn around. Ass up, on all fours, face buried into the blanket before you, unsure of what his plans were.ย
With a hard quick smack across your ass, he guides his cock to your entrance, trying to clamp down on it almost immediately. โSqueeze me down, will you?โ Still trying to stabilize his breath, the head of his cock peeking into your wet, dripping pussy. And just as he expected, as soon as heโs in youโre clamping down on him hard, as if you couldnโt get enough of him, you want to feel him lose control, let him let go inside of you, claim you as his. โJust- like that. Fucckk- Youโre so good. Itโs so good, youโre so good. Youโre so pretty. So cute.โ He praises you so well it doesnโt take long for the bubbling sensation to come back in your stomach, wanting to let go so bad, it practically hurts.ย
โShow me what you got.โ Challenging him only fuels his energy even more, thrusts getting harder as he pushes you down into the mattress. The blankets covering the filthy moans that escape from your lips. โYou asked for it.โ Heโs grunting, groaning so loud his mind starts to get hazy, hips stuttering. His thrusts start to get sloppy, but the same amount of force does not falter once. Heโs making sure you know heโs the best, the strongest, the biggest. Heโll make you cum over and over until you know that heโs the only one who fucks you just right.ย
โMโgonna lose it.โ A small whimper comes from his lips as he adjusts the position a bit, moving you a bit to the side, the curve of his cock rubbing your insides too good. Your free legs kick the air as you scream into the mattress, hands roaming to grab anything you can hold on to as he pounds you purple and red. โHmphh- baby- girl- youโre so good. Iโm- so lucky.โ His moans only get dirtier, โIโm- so fucking- happy.โ Breathless pants as you feel him twitch inside you, forcing you over the edge and having you cumming on his cock once again, for the second time. With your pussy spasming against him, he canโt help but chant your name over and over, letting his seed fill you up, excess cum dripping out of you even as heโs inside.ย
With one last moan, he slowly pulls out of you, making you whine at the cold air. Feeling so empty, so fucked, youโre falling limp onto the bed. He canโt take his eyes off the sight, his own cream dripping out of you, and thereโs lots of it.ย
Before taking a few moments to catch his breath, he goes down and leaves a gentle kiss onto your ass cheek. Slapping it gently before speaking, โYouโre the best.โย
Youโre too high, too fucked out to reply. Youโre still aware of whatโs happening but you feel so happy to have his cum dripping out of you, you canโt think of anything else but having him skin to skin with you once again.ย
And as he goes to grab a towel from your hamper, you hum in contentment. โLet me take care of you, pretty girl.โ You should do this more often with Bokuto, it wasnโt a bad idea at all.
And you were so glad you gave smoking a second chance.ย
halo!!
u said ur request is open so hehe
i was thinking some bokuto angst?
exes to lovers
thats honestly all:)
you can do what you want with it i dont really mind
xx
Kotarou Bokuto x fem!reader
Warnings: Angst, Fluff, exes to lovers, cursing
A/N: OH MYYYY AN ANGST? I LOVE THIS
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Bokuto didn't care for relationships much. Sure he's always dreamed of sharing the life he has with someone else, but nobody else was really special to him to have the want to share it with.
He knew relationships come and go, although it can hurt from time to time he knew that the one special person will stick with him one day.
So why the hell was he on the brink of tears in the middle of the gym while practicing? The both of you haven't even been dating for long, yet thinking back, even if it had been only a few months, it was the best few months of his life. He adored you so much, missed every single inch of you, nobody had his heart pumping like you did.
But all that just reminded him that you aren't his anymore, and it frustrates him so much because he shouldn't care this much. He doesn't care this much, right?
"Bokuto-san! Nice kill, ace!" One of his teammates yell for him, aware of the slump he was in right now. Usually, a praise like that would get him going again, get him fired up. But he can't seem to care right now. Nothing could get him out of this bad mood, nothing except for you.
Fuck this.
He knows he shouldn't do this, but after grabbing his bag, throwing off his jersey, all he could think about was you. "Where are you going-?" is all he hears before Bokuto slams the door in front of his teammates, exiting the gym, exiting practice which he has never done before.
Shaky fingers that run across his phone screen as he dials your number, the line rings for a few seconds before it goes to voicemail. Still, he didn't give a shit.
"Y/n..." He trails off. "I know it was my idea to break-up, I know that I was the one who chose to focus on volleyball rather than our relationship... But hell if I knew losing you would hurt this much.." His voice cracks, letting a tear drop.
"I know I can be stupid sometimes, but I need to see you. I don't want to live a life with a possibility of you not being in it." Leaving the voice message at that, he's off.
He doesn't give a shit if you don't want to see him, but he has to try.
And that's the moment he knew that if he could love someone more than volleyball, if he could willingly leave practice just like that, someone who had just been a ex-girlfriend had suddenly turned into his future.
Out of everything he has in his life, out of all the people, he's going to make sure that you are the one that stays.
Because a life without you is one he does not want to live.
โWhat the shit-โ The back of your head throbs, turning around to see what had just smacked you in the head. Youโve just about had it today and getting hit in the head was about to send you over the edge. Whoever threw that is going to get an earful, Until your eyes land on another pair of caramel eyes.ย
โIโm so sorry!โ The man with the strange silver hair smiles at you widely, โAre you okay?โ He leans in closer to take a look if your head was alright. โWatch out, dude.โ You give off a scoff, standing up straight and fixing your hair. โMy bad! We didnโt see you, I just did this crazy spike and stupid idiots saved it.โ As he speaks you can feel the confidence radiate off of him. If you hadnโt opened your mouth he probably would still be there talking nonsense.ย
โWhy the hell were you playing volleyball?โ You ask him, eyebrows scrunched, and so, so, annoyed. He raises an eyebrow at you, pausing before he answers. โWeโre in a gym?โ He questions you, The way he questions you makes you feel like you should be embarrassed about something. Though you feel dumb as you look around and realize you had stumbled into the gymnasium. You were so out of it you ended up wandering into a different path than the way you usually go to get to the parking lot.ย
โI knew that!โ You grew embarrassed with obvious burning red on your face. He laughs and leans in a little too close for comfort. You stumble back a bit, furrowing your eyebrows. What the hell was he doing? Heโs looking at you like crazy. Taken back, you start to open your mouth to question him.ย
โYouโre really pretty.โ He smiles before you could even talk, The words roll off his tongue so smoothly, youโre not really sure how to react.
You look away with blush on your face and youโre wondering what the hell you say back to him. He chuckles as you try to form your words. He was charming as hell, He had no shame.
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That was approximately 2 years ago. Though when you look back you can remember it like it was yesterday. It seemed just like yesterday when you first hung out with Bokuto and he took you fishing, something you rarely enjoyed, but Bokuto made it fun. He ended up fishing a log but you caught your first fish with Bokuto. Well, he reeled it in but itโs still the same right?
Ever since then, You and Bokuto were inseparable, Tied to the hip. So many memories and adventures you could recall. Like that time where you both ditched class and went to the thrift store, picking out outfits for each other, and returning home wearing the horrendous top Bokuto had picked out for you.ย
Or that time where you and Bokuto found a box of abandoned kittens on the side of the highway. You both cared for them the whole weekend until you knew you both couldnโt care for 6 baby kittens. Bokuto begged to keep them but eventually you convinced him that heโd go into debt taking care of them. And he fell for it.ย
But your favorite memory was after one of his games. You had been cheering for him all night, and everytime he would get a point he would look up at you and wave. You were his good luck charm, heโd like to call it. He liked looking into the crowd and seeing you. Even if his fangirls were cheering, youโd always cheer the loudest. And after the game, when fans swarmed around him, he grabbed onto your wrist, leading you both out of the pile of fangirls around the both of you.ย
โYouโre my favorite fan.โ Bokuto teased. You smile up at the goof, smacking his arm weakly for getting you to blush.ย
And ever since then, you had feelings for him. Youโd never had feelings for anyone like you did with him, He made you feel something nobody else could ever get you to feel. Sure, youโve had small crushes and โboyfriendsโ but Kotarou was different.
He always got you to turn away blushing, He always said what he was feeling and thinking. As opposed to you, who holds things in a lot of the time, always thinking before speaking. Being Bokutoโs friend, you learned so much from him and became a different person because of him, in the best way possible.
It was natural the way your feelings grew, anytime you were at school you would hang out with Bokuto, not that you had a choice, heโd always find you in a sea of people. And when you werenโt at school you would be with Bokuto and Akaashi, doing something dumb, most likely. So of course, as the days, weeks, months went by, the way you looked at Bokuto started to change. You went to bed wondering if heโd feel the same way, wondering if he felt what you feel whenever you look into his eyes.ย
You donโt think so. He never made a move so why should you? You would only hurt yourself by chasing something that doesnโt want you. You were only his best friend, Thatโs all youโll ever be to him.
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โWhat the shit-โ Bokutoโs eyes follow the ball and have a clear view of who it has hit. He knew who you were. You were an advanced student, teachers and even the principal had told Bokuto many times that he should reach out to have you help him study. Bokuto cuts out of his daydream, realizing you were rubbing the back of your head still confused as to what had hit your head.ย
Bokuto marches towards you, Going to make sure you were okay, because that was a nasty hit if he does say so himself. As you turn to look at him, his eyes light up with excitement because for once you actually look at him. Heโs been trying to talk to you for a few days now, here and there in class. It was only about helping him out with a subject, of course, nothing else.ย
โIโm so sorry!โ Concerned about your head, he leans in closer to get a better look. โAre you okay?โ He notices you fixing yourself up, trying to stand up to him as he realizes heโs practically hovering over you. โWatch out, dude.โ You scoff, and Bokuto blinks. Heโs confused as to why you're mad, getting hit in the head with a volleyball didnโt hurt that bad right?
He had blurted out as many words as he could think of to try to keep the conversation going. He didnโt pay no attention to what he was saying just as long as you were listening and had your eyes on him.ย
โWhy the hell were you playing volleyball?โ He knows thatโs a genuine question because you had not looked around, only looked at him with a confused expression. Bokuto wants to laugh, because youโre so cute. Sassy and a bit of an airhead like him. โWeโre in a gym?โ Bokuto raises an eyebrow at you, signaling for you to look around and see how many volleyballs are flying around and the guys in jerseyโs practicing.ย
When you had finally raised your head high enough to see, he noticed you roll your eyes in embarrassment with a hint of rose on your cheeks, and he swears he could hear his heart skip a beat.ย โI knew that!โ He chuckles at you, wanting to get a longer look at you, he leans in and he notices the features on your face. So unique and beautiful in its own way. He could stare at you all day if you let him because he swears to himself, he has never seen a beauty like yours.ย
โYouโre really pretty.โ He blurts out before he could think, Not realizing he had been seeming a bit like a creep. He just couldnโt help himself but get a better look. He notices you turning more red, turning away from him, breaking eye contact.
And from that day, Bokuto had something for you. He didnโt know what it was, but it was something and damn he could not get over it.ย
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Bokuto had feelings for you too. Making it obvious so many times, and so many times you did not get the hint. He wouldnโt get this close to a girl if he was not interested in them. You were special to him and he tried to show it to you so many times in so many ways.
In bringing you flowers on random days, begging you to come to his games just so he could flex in front of you, calling you at night just to see what you were doing, all he ever thought about was you. From the way you put your hair up, to the way you laugh at his jokes. He was smitten.ย
You would think from all these feelings swimming inside you both one of you would stop bitching around and make a move, right? Well, not exactly.
Thatโs far from it actually.ย
After graduation, the two of you had naturally drifted. It wasnโt the fact that you both stopped liking each other or stopped getting along, it was just how most high school friends go. Someone you used to know to someone you donโt anymore.ย
You had gotten a place of your own, something youโve been working so hard for and had started going to university to continue your own education. At first, slowly drifting from Bokuto had been hard, he was there for almost your entire highschool life. He knew so much about you and went through so much with you. Eventually, you decided to bury the feelings you had, nothing had ever happened between you two and it never would again. Sometimes that happens, and you had decided to just let it go. As much as it hurt, it wouldnโt do any good to dwell on it. So you brought your head back up and looked forward, because you donโt want to look back anymore, there was nothing you could change.ย
As for Bokuto, he took it pretty rough for the first few months. You had started answering less and less, going to his games less and less, started working more. He just thought you wanted time to yourself. He had noticed not having you around was having a toll on his playing ability. There was no one to cheer for him, no one waiting for him in the crowd anymore.ย
Bokuto knew he would continue to focus on volleyball after highschool, and as the years went by thatโs when he joined MSBY. You werenโt around anymore, but he always held out hope. Hope that one day, youโll walk through the doors back into his life.ย
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Years had gone by since the last time you saw him, you donโt have the same number as before, not knowing if Bokuto had tried to contact you at all through the past years. You had a new normal now. Waking up, working on an online class, going for a quick jog, getting to another class, going to work, then coming home and sleeping so hard you have bags under your eyes.ย
There was also something that had been relatively new as well aside from school and work. Your boyfriend would come three times a week to come sleep with you in your bed. It was nice, having someone warm snuggle up next to you as you sleep.ย
At first the relationship would be a bit awkward and rocky because itโd be one of Bokutoโs old best friends, Tetsurou Kuroo. Kuroo, years before, would be aware of the tension between you and Bokuto. Heโd always take a step back because he respected that you both had something, that was until after graduating the pair of you would start to see each other more often, being in the same city and all. And eventually it would end up with late nights of watching movies and playing weird tabletop games.ย
And eventually, he asked you to be his girlfriend. You accepted hesitantly, not much educated on how it was like being in a relationship but you knew being around Kuroo made you happy, and feel less lonely. A big difference with Kuroo was that he actually made a move, unlike Bokuto. So throwing all caution to the wind, you got with Kuroo.ย
The relationship was still relatively new, only dating for as little as 5 months, the two of you had been friends for years, close friends. It was comfortable and something that you didnโt have to second guess and worry about. He was sweet to you, made as much time as he could for you while also being busy with volleyball stuff.ย
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โCโmon, pleaseeee? Theyโre all asking to see you.โ Kuroo gently rubs his thumb against your hip, taking his head out of the crook of your neck and looking up at you. You down at him with tired eyes, close to falling asleep. โWhat if itโs awkward?โ You ask him genuinely. He had been begging for you to go with him to a reunion they all planned for one night, in this gorgeous air bnb, You knew Bokuto would be there. But that wasnโt the reason you didnโt want to go, right? No, you just didnโt want to go because you had to take care of your neighbor's bunny. Still, you also did miss your old friends, you had so many great memories with them.ย
โItโs just gonna be like old times, beautiful, you have nothing to worry about.โ Your boyfriend reassures that itโd be fine, but a feeling inside your stomach didnโt feel so good. You hesitated still, maybe there would be no harm in going. Lost in your thoughts, you look at Kuroo, heโs smiling up at you with devious eyes.
โYou didnโt say no!โ You giggle at him, โI didnโt say yes, sillyโ He shrugs and digs his head back into your neck. โIt still isnโt a no.โ He hums. Your fingertips gently graze his back, โFine, Iโll go. But only because I want to play games with Kenma again.โ You donโt know if this is a good idea, but it might be good to move past the highschool feelings. You haven't seen Bokuto, Akaashi, or even Kenma in awhile, It might be refreshing. You keep telling yourself. Nothing could go that bad right?
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โOh shit- shit- shitโ Looking around frantically, you desperately try to find the matching earring on your left ear. You swore it was on the floor the last time you saw, you donโt know how you lose things so easily, but you do. Everything was ready to go, checking off on the list as you got yourself situated. Bags packed, make-up packed, hair products packed. All set, maybe it was a lot for just one night, but you liked to be prepared. You planned to be at the air bnb in less than 10 minutes, which means you would have to leave inโฆ 15 minutes ago. Kuroo had been waiting outside, in his car, for the last 20 minutes as you got yourself ready. Eventually you were taking too long looking for that earring you decided to go with no earrings, and as an alternative you put on a necklace, it matched better anyway.ย
Barely slipping on your shoes out the door, Kuroo finally spots you walking out, starting his car. You flash him a smile as you open the passenger door, โYou look beautiful.โ Humming and rolling your eyes, you never know how to take compliments and just for that, thatโs the reason Kuroo compliments you even more.ย
As he drives further from your place, you gulp, and fiddle with your fingers out of nervousness. Though you still put on a poker face, just so you donโt have to worry your boyfriend. The closer you two got, the more it seemed like your shoes were shrinking, eventually having to take off your own jacket. Why were you so nervous? Youโre fine, Y/n. There was nothing to be nervous about.
Maybe you were overthinking this whole situation, it was just one night. Yeah, you were freaking your pretty little head out for nothing.ย
โCโmon, sweetheart.โ Kuroo opens the door for you, hand out for you to grab it. You thank him for being so sweet, taking his hand, letting him lead you to the front of the huge air bnb you see before your eyes. It was top tier and you had no idea how Kenma had this much money to rent this place out, Even if it was for one night, it was like a mansion.ย
The front door swings open as you both enter, immediately you hear all the voices that were filled in your highschool memories, itโs nostalgic. โKuroo!โ A voice booms in your ear causing you to look to your left, spotting Bokuto and Akaashi approaching the both of you. Being behind Kuroo, they havenโt spotted you yet. You take a gulp and swallow down that anxiety, letting yourself loose, youโre supposed to have fun tonight. โHey man, you look no different!โ Kuroo laughs, putting both of your bags to the side on the floor. โAkaashi! You said I looked so different from the last time you saw me!โ Bokuto looks at Akaashi disappointed, it makes you chuckle. This is still the same man you knew years and years ago.ย
As the pair start to bicker, you peek out, taking a step from Kuroo to get a better view of where everyone was. Looking around you see so many more of your old friends. A small smile spreads across your face, until your eyes stop on your old best friend, staring back at you with wide eyes.
โY/n! I missed you!โ His voice is still smooth as ever, wrapping his arms around you, bringing you in for a hug. With no time to react, your arms wrap around his neck, taking his scent, just like you did back then.ย
A bit surprised, the more you sink into the hug. You thought he would be angry with you, yell at you, you didnโt even think he would talk to you, or look at you. But that was not the case at all.ย
It takes a few seconds before you pull away, looking at Kuroo who had been eyeing you two for a bit. โItโs so nice to you, Bokuto-san.โ Smiling innocently up at him, he returns one back.ย
Bokuto had one of those smiles where no matter what you would smile back, he wore his heart on his sleeves often, no matter what you always knew his intentions were pure. You couldnโt help but get sucked back into the feelings you had tucked away so long ago. As the memories flooded your mind, you remember exactly how he made you feel.ย
The tension in the air is thick, Nobody says anything, instead theyโre looking at the both of you. Neither you or Bokuto notice anyone else around, almost as if you two are the only ones in the room, because all you both could see is each otherโs eyes, full of pent up love that has gone on for years. And you swear that theyโre hidden away, but as he scans your face, his eyes soften, and you donโt know what to do with yourself. You canโt help yourself.ย
โUm-โ Akaashi clears the air, bringing you and Bokuto back to your surroundings. โLetโs go, Hinata had planned a bunch of games and activities for us.โ Akaashiโs voice is soft, not to cause the tension to be more awkward than it already was. Leading the three of you into the backyard where you had seen Hinata and Kenma setting up cornhole and many other games to keep the group company.ย
You take a breath, taking Kurooโs hand into your own. You didnโt want him to get the wrong idea. There was nothing thereโฆ Right?
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Kurooโs arms are gentle but strong, you feel them carry you to the upstairs bedroom where the both of you stay for the night. You had fallen asleep after multiple games of charades, not knowing how long it had been going on. The last thing you remember is Kenma trying to imitate a turtle. Naturally, your eyes had gotten heavier, falling into a deep sleep.ย
So you wake up, a bit absent-minded on where you are now. A few seconds set in after waking up, Kuroo sleeping next to you peacefully. You groan, grabbing the phone that was charging next to the nightstand, seeing the clock turn to 4:30 am. You donโt remember putting your phone to charge, most likely it was Kuroo who had done so for you.ย
Giving him a quick peck on his disheveled hair, your mouth feels dry, Realizing the last drink you had was a shot of vodka the guys had offered to you. You groan, wanting to go back to sleep but you are in desperate need of water.ย
Your feet drag on the hard-wood floor as you go down the stairs, itโs messy down there, dark as well. They mustโve stayed up a bit more before heading to bed. Being careful not to wake or scare anyone, you quietly make your way into the marble kitchen. Drinks and beers still open from the night before, it makes you want to gag, hating the smell of liquor.ย
Grabbing a bottle of water on the top shelf of the fridge, you take a sip. Feeling more and more refreshed as the water gets in your system. You hear a floorboard creak a few inches away, snapping your head behind your back, you blink. Staring in the black abyss for a few seconds.ย
A tall muscular shadow emerges from the darkness, and you gasp, not knowing who was there yet. Until you saw the silver hair shining from the moon hitting it through the window. โBo!โ You scream as quietly as you could. โYou scared the shit out of me!โ You put down your water bottle, breathing regulating as you realize itโs just Bokuto. โMe?! Youโre the one who scared me!โ He half whispers.ย
โI thought someone broke in!โ He chuckles a bit, finding the situation another one of those moments where you both are just idiots. โYouโre such an idiot.โ You tease, grabbing a marker from the counter, labeling the water bottle with your name.ย
โWhy are you still up?โ As you look at him, you see the bags that had formed under his eyes, hair messier than he would like it, Almost like he hasnโt gotten any sleep.ย
โI justโฆ Couldnโt sleep.โ Bokuto sounds defeated, you know him, he wouldnโt just not sleep for no reason, something was definitely bothering him. Though, being a bit awkward, you donโt know what to say, not wanting to push him or engage in this conversation. You donโt want him to get the wrong idea, or anyone else for that matter. Your boyfriend already suspects something is going on, you shouldnโt ruin anything else.
But you canโt seem to walk away.ย
โWhatโs wrong?โ Your voice is sincere, wanting to make sure he was okay. โJust thinking, donโt worry.โ He reassures you with a smile, and with that your feet start to head towards back the staircase. You knew you shouldnโt push it anymore.
โDo you hate me?โ Bokutoโs voice is reluctant, almost like he blurted the question out by accident. Taken by surprise, you turn to look back at him, confused as to why he would ask. Because the truth is, you could never hate him.ย
โI donโt,โ You pause, โWhy do you think that?โ And by the way he looks away from you, he probably isnโt doing okay. Heโs never looked away from you before.
โYouโve been avoiding me all night.โย
Oh. Thatโs what heโs been up thinking about. You didnโt think you were being obvious or anything. You werenโt trying to avoid him, if anything all you wanted to do was talk to him just how you both would back then. But being with Kuroo, you shouldnโt even be thinking about the old times with Bokuto. Because if you did, the feelings would come rushing back again, and Kuroo was so good to you. He doesnโt deserve that.ย
โNo, I havenโtโ Shaky breaths are all that comes out of your mouth, so convincing.
โYou say that, but you havenโt talked to me at all this whole night.โ Crossing his arms, you knew he was right, what else should he think? You havenโt acknowledged him this entire night.ย
โDonโt take it personal, Bo.โ Though you know he will, Bokuto always took everything seriously.ย
โWhy did you stop being my friend?โ Your heart breaks a little as you could hear the hurt in his voice. Still, you donโt understand, why was it a big deal?
โNo I didnโt.โ You lie.ย
โYou left me behindโฆโ You take a deep breath, not daring to let the tears fall. โAnd you took Kuroo with you.โ He pouts in the way he always used to do, which always left you giving in.ย
Before you could answer, he cuts you off, โWhy did you pick him? Over me?โ You stand there, starting to shake because you never wanted to be the reason why Bokuto was upset, he was such a happy boy, and thatโs all he deserved, was to be happy. So as you stand there, watching him open up in front of you, years later, you start to slowly break.ย
โI didnโt choose anyone, Bo.โ
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โAkaashiiii, why is Y/n mad at me?โ Bokuto had been in this trance for days. Trying to text you, with no response, no delivery notification had even showed up on his phone. Not knowing that you had changed your number, only thinking that you had ended up blocking him.
โSheโs probably busy, she has a life of her own you know?โ Bokuto huffs.
โOf course I know that!โ He pauses, โBut she wouldnโt just leave me out of the blue like that, thatโs not like her.โ He thought you just needed some space, as normal people do. Maybe youโd be going through something but once that was done, youโd come back to him, normal and beautiful as ever. But once you didnโt, he really had thought he did something wrong to make you go away.
That was until hours later he had seen you post on your own story. Hand in hand with one of his good friends, Kuroo. A heart sticker plastered onto the screen, with a tag of Kurooโs own account.ย
He swore he heard his heart crack inside.ย
He wanted to be the one holding your hand. He shouldโve been the one holding your hand, heโs the one whoโs been wanting it for years. Heโs angry with himself because all this waiting had been for nothing, because you have someone that loves you, and heโs angry with himself because it isnโt him.
But even then if you hadnโt talked to him in years, or seen him, He would still be looking for you. Everywhere he went. He would still be thinking of you, loving every inch of you even if you werenโt physically there with him. And seeing that picture, he knew that you were gone a long time ago.ย
And he knew that no matter who you were with, what you were doing, where you went, he would still love you, even if you didnโt feel the same way.ย
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โDid you have fun, babe?โ Kuroo gently squeezes the top of your thigh, driving with one hand on the wheel. You smile up at him.ย
Of course you did, But you were in conflict with yourself. Because of course you adored Kuroo, he was your first real boyfriend, he had been so good to you. But every single time, you were always brought back to Bokuto. No matter who you were with, what you were doing, where you went, everything always brought you back to him.ย
โOf course, Iโm just severely hung over.โ Chuckling, you put your hand over his, not wanting him to question what has been on your mind ever since the morning. You were going home now, though. Away from Bokuto, You could finally get back to your normal life, without having to second guess your feelings again.ย
As you got home, Kuroo insisted on bringing your bag inside. Following him inside, he gave you a quick peck on the cheek, something that always brought you calmness. โThank you, Tetsu.โย
He smiles gently at you, โIโll come over tomorrow, I just have to deal with work tonight.โ He speaks so softly, gently to you. You nod at him, reassuring that you were fine to spend a night alone. And you really needed it, after having a long night, while also dealing with a hangover.ย
Kuroo closes your front door, leaving you alone in your cozy apartment. Taking off your shoes, you head for the bathroom door, ready to take a relaxing bath. And damn that was the best bath youโve ever had in your life.ย
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โThis damn tv!โ You curse, throwing the remote somewhere onto the couch that will definitely be in one of the cracks later. The tv had been flickering for some time now, along with your lights. The rain outside had gotten heavier as the hours went by, there wasnโt much for you to do.
Fuck the tv. You walk into your kitchen, scanning the fridge, looking for something to eat. Though you hadnโt gone grocery shopping yet, all you had was a bologna sandwich that was- well wayyy overdue.ย
You debated on eating at your favorite restaurant tonight, well with how the weather is looking that looked like it wasnโt going to happen. Grabbing your phone, you dial the number of another restaurant that does take out. That was until there was a knock at your door.
Who the hell would be at your door at this hour? Kuroo was busy with work, your family was out of town at the moment, who else could this be?
Hurrying to open the door, you put your phone down. Your hand gripping the knob, the door swings open and you hear the drips and thunder coming from outside.ย
Bokuto stands at your door. Hoodie over his head, drenched in rain. Taken by surprise, you take a moment before asking what the hell he was doing here.
โBokuto? What are you doing here?โ Your eyes shift all over his body, not knowing how to react. Should you be happy he was here? Should you be angry as to why the hell he was here, after specifically telling him that you werenโt interested in this friendship anymore the night before?
He smiles gently at you, taking a deep breath before speaking.
โI love you.โ At this point you're even more confused.
โWhat do you mean-โ
โYou know what I mean, donโt make me say it again just for you to turn me away.โ He finishes your sentence with his words, words that break your heart because you donโt want to turn him away, but you have to.ย
โKou-โ Before you could put your foot down, he speaks again.
โPlease, just let me say what I need to say-โ So you do.
โI know youโre with Kuroo, and Iโm happy that you are happyโ A genuine smile peeks from his lips.
โBut, I know if you give me the chance, I wonโt let you go, and Iโll love you just as much as I did the first day I met you, Y/n.โ
Frozen in your spot, you take a second to comprehend what heโs telling you. Heโs loved you since the first day? The day you got hit with a ball? Heโs loved you for that long? Thereโs no way.ย
โYou donโt know what youโre talking about.โ A blush spreads across your cheeks, making you turn away from him.ย
โBut I do, Y/n.โ He sighs lightly, sneaking his arms past your arms and wrapping his arms gently resting on your waist. And as you look into his eyes, you know heโs being serious, you canโt bring yourself to tear him away from you.ย
โNobody, Absolutely nobody in the world makes me feel the way you do. You can stay not believing me, but I know what I feel when Iโm with you, thereโs nothing better than when Iโm with you, Y/n. And Iโm so sorry it took me so long to say it to you, but give me a chance-โ
And as the tears escape from your lids, you canโt seem to hold yourself together anymore.ย
โNo, Bokuto! You canโt just make your way in here and beg me to give you a chance! Iโve felt the same way for so, so long! But itโs no use, Iโm with Kuroo now.โ You move your hands up to wipe away the streams that burn your cheeks. Bokutoโs eyes soften, glistening as he watches you cry in front of him, A sight that heโs always hated ever since high school.ย
โI know you love me too..โ He trails off his sentence waiting to see your reaction.
โNo, I donโt! I-I love Kuroo now.โ Youโre angry with him. Angry with yourself. Angry at the world, because how could all this time you both felt the same but nothing had ever happened? And now years later the both of you are standing in the doorway, with the rain starting to creep inside, You canโt help but want to kiss him. But you couldnโt because you had a wonderful boyfriend, who adored you, and now with Bokuto here, There was nowhere else for you to run, there was no solution to this problem.ย
โPlease, just leave.โ Before he could open his mouth to say something, you spoke.ย
He shakes his head, a tear streaming down his face. A sight you had not seen in so long. โI donโt want to let you go again, Y/n! At least not until I know that I did everything I can because Iโve loved you the longest, This isnโt fair!โย
You shake your head, pulling his hands off your waist. โThis isnโt fair, Bokuto!โ Sobbing, you donโt dare to look up at him. You silently cry into your palms, Bokuto doesnโt know what to say. Well, he does, but he knows it isnโt fair as well. He knows heโs being selfish with you, but he cannot go on without knowing if he did everything he could to get you to be his.
A silent minute goes by, with no words spoken, only the sound of rain behind the both of you. Until he grabs your hands gently, his soft hands bring you to look up at him, with red, and swollen eyes.ย
โYou canโt tell me you donโt feel something for me tooโฆโ He whispers softly, his eyes are low, a small smile gently telling you that itโs going to be okay, no matter what. As you look at him, you canโt look away. You focus on Bokuto, and only him at the moment, because heโs here telling you everything youโve been wanting to hear since high school, years later. You try to form words, to answer him with. To tell him that this isnโt right anymore, the time for you both has run out.ย
But you canโt, because he was right. Looking into his eyes, you feel nothing but love. Your heart yearns for him even after all these years. You have no answer, because he was right. No matter what, your heart will always choose him.
Hello everyone! Welcome to my new writing page! This post is mostly a rules page, including who I donโt and do write for and what else I write about so people can find what they like on my page! If you have any questions that I forget to include in this post go ahead and send me a message!
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About me! (yada yada yada)
My name is Blue!ย
I am 19 years young!
Iโve been writing for years just not on tumblr UNTIL NOW
Iโve been into anime for a few years but stopped AND NOW IM INTO IT AGAIN
Also my grammar is not the best so if I seem hard to understand I apologize but I will try my best to make myself as clear as possible!
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What animeโs I write for!
Haikyuu!
- As of right now I will most likely be writing for Haikyuu because that is where I feel most comfortable right now but WHO KNOWS THAT MIGHT CHANGE IN THE FUTURE
My Hero Academiaย
-MHA is the only other anime I will write about as of now.ย
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What characters will I write for!
Tobio Kageyama
Asahi Azumane
Kei Tsukishima
Tetsuro Kuroo
Kenma Kozume
Tooru Oikawa
Kotarou Bokuto (obviously)
Keiji Akaashi
Atsumu Miya
Osamu Miya
MHA Characters!
Shouto Todoroki (husband)
Izuku Midoriya
Katsuki Bakugou
Eijirou Kirishima
Denki Kaminari
Tamaki Amajiki
Takami Keigo (Hawks)
And any other characters you guys wish for!
What characters I will not write for right now! (this is just a for now thing, I will eventually be able to write for everyone in the future)
Shoyo Hinataย
-This is mostly because I donโt feel comfortable writing smut for him BECAUSE HEโS JUST SO PRECIOUS! BUT, I am willing to try and write a fluff or angst fic if you guys are interested.ย
Hajime Iwaizumi
-I love Iwa, DONโT GET ME WRONG. I only put him on this list because I havenโt written a character analysis for him yet and I donโt want him to seem out of character at all. So until I can get a good grasp on him HE WILL BE ON THE WRITING LIST!
Wakatoshi Ushijimaย
-Same reason as Iwaโs! I will get to yallโs manz soon though donโt worry!
Satori Tendouย
-Same reason!
Kiyoomi Sakusa
-Same thing as well, I also donโt know much about Sakusa BUT if you guys could give me a deep description about him this will change!
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What kind of fics I write! (Most of these will be written with a female reader, if it is changed I will write it in the title)
Smut
-I have some DIRTY ASS FICS in mind for yall so just wait I promise it wonโt disappoint (and if it does then you can hit me over the head with a bat)
Angst
-WHO DOESNโT LOVE A GOOD HEARTBREAK FIC HERE AND THERE
Fluff
-Of course who doesnโt love a sweet toothache with your favorites.
I will also write any drabbles if you end up messaging me in the ask box! I am open to anything and making your dreams come true, so donโt be shy!
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Alright! Thatโs all I could think of to mention as of right now, if I missed anything donโt hesitate to ask!
Have a good day readers and writers! I hope to see you guys in my fics soon! MWAH!
