feelingHELLAstabby

Fuck you, pay me. Here be my bipolar shenanigans. Actually, I mostly blog about my shitty dating life. Side blogs: Ridic (funny pics), Cutest of the Cute (cute animal pics), Remarkable Photography, and Teese Me, Dita (Dita Von Teese fan blog).

[feelinghellastabby]

Hey frayns

So, I’ve decided to start a new tumblr. I’ve wanted to post so much on here, but haven’t felt comfortable for a while now since I’m apparently disliked in some circles. I want to have a space where I can be myself (/cheese), and I hate to say it, but I don’t feel that way on this blog anymore. Anyway, if you’d like to hear more from me on my new blog, I’d love to have you (message me and I’ll give up the goods!).

I’m going to be keeping the stabby blog up bc I do want to remember the earlier times, and I’ll probably still reblog gifsets because come on, who doesn’t love a good gifset? Anyway, if I don’t end up hearing from you… It’s been real. It’s been fun. It’s been real fun.

[feelinghellastabby]

Also, I am responding to all of you, so if you don’t get a response, tumblr is being its usual dick self

[feelinghellastabby]

Hey frayns

So, I’ve decided to start a new tumblr. I’ve wanted to post so much on here, but haven’t felt comfortable for a while now since I’m apparently disliked in some circles. I want to have a space where I can be myself (/cheese), and I hate to say it, but I don’t feel that way on this blog anymore. Anyway, if you’d like to hear more from me on my new blog, I’d love to have you (message me and I’ll give up the goods!).

I’m going to be keeping the stabby blog up bc I do want to remember the earlier times, and I’ll probably still reblog gifsets because come on, who doesn’t love a good gifset? Anyway, if I don’t end up hearing from you... It’s been real. It’s been fun. It’s been real fun.

[samanthapanther]

[feelinghellastabby]

myeyesarebrightindisguise replied to your post: My allergies out here now that spring ...

zyrtec is great, and OTC flonase is amazing, too. Actually, both are OTC!

Thanks for the advice! Actually I was glad he gave me a script because insurance ended up covering it 100%, and although I haven’t purchased it OTC, allergy meds are usually kind of pricey, no? I bought Mucinex a little while ago and for 12 pills it was 20 BUCKS SHEESH

[feelinghellastabby]

My allergies out here now that spring has sprung are kicking my ASS. I went to the doc thinking I was sick and he basically said it’s just allergies and that this spring is pretty terrible in the allergy department. He gave me a script for Zyrtec. I just hope it works... I really don’t want to feel like I’m sort of sick for the next few months.

[feelinghellastabby]

We found like 10 amazing shells you guys

[feelinghellastabby]

#Jersey bound!

[quotethatshow]

[herandale-deactivated20130506]

My sexual orientation is straight

to the computer when I wake up

[feelinghellastabby]

Just call me Betty Draper! (at Museum of the Moving Image)

[feelinghellastabby]

Humidity in NY has made me realize that my hair does the wavy thing and sometimes it doesn’t look bad. Most times it looks bad tho wah wahhh

[philosophiiaa-deactivated201704]

Omg tears

[brainstatic]

Being friends with the same person on tumblr and facebook is so weird, because you see their happy couple photos but you also know what that guy’s dick is like.

[queenrafferty]

[feelinghellastabby]

I did it!

Appointment with new doctor a success! I think I’m *sort of* getting used to going to new doctors enough that it isn’t as much of an absolute anxiety nightmare each time I go now. I think it will be and then it isn’t and it’s just a huge sigh of relief. One thing I’m NOT (and will never get) used to is having to tell every doctor why I’m on disability. I realize they have to do so in order to treat me properly, but I almost feel like I’m having to justify why I’m on disability, like, ok my brain sucks and I had a bunch of shitty things happen to me when I was younger, is that good enough? Do I need to go into more detail or is that satisfactory???

Anyway, she was really nice and thorough, and gave me cream for eczema. She also checked my moles, because my family has a history of melanoma. I go back for a mole check again in 6 months. But YEAY got that out of the way!

[feelinghellastabby]

No makeup and of course there's a really hot nurse that's asking me all the skin questions >:(