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I just wasn't strong enough to be the military girlfriend he needed. I felt stuck, trapped, like rock at the bottom of the creek bed. I was spending my life waiting for him. And I didn't like the person I was becoming.

[feelingsdepository]

It’s a great pride that my boyfriend is serving the country and a sadness too that he was leaving behind a life with me to pursue his own path. I think it’s probably the struggle that all military girlfriend and wives face. It’s not that you’re not happy, excited and bursting with love for the person leaving; it’s that you are struggling with the fact that you’re the one being left behind.  

[poems-and-words]

[sailingthroughlongwaves]

Military Relationships

The hardest part of it all is watching him walk away again at the end of the day. Knowing he’s leaving again. Saying “see you later” each and every time, hoping with each one, you’ll never have to say it again. When they leave and you watch them, helplessly, tears streaming down your face, that’s the hard part. The part no one tells you about. The part that tears you to pieces. But there’s always another reunion, sometime down the road, that keeps you going. Another chance of seeing them again which makes you get up in the morning. The knowledge that you’ll once again be in their arms after the wait which eases you to sleep at night. It’s not an easy life but it’s the one I’ve chosen and wouldn’t trade for anything.

[dakilangbabaeeeee]

I'm not your 'slr, musta ka na ba? ' ,in this world of 'may ginagawa pa ako mamaya na kita rereplyan at wala ako sa mood na kausap ka.'

[wnq-writers]

Hold your head high, darling; make him regret the day he let you go.

z.m. (via wnq-writers)

[thelovewhisperer]

You weren’t there when I needed you most. You didn’t call or hold me close. My heart was breaking in so many ways, but you walked away knowing I wasn’t okay, and I realized I was never worth it to you.

Follow for more quotes about moving on and letting go (via thelovewhisperer)

[wordsnquotes]

I have to say that although it broke my heart, I was, and still am, glad I was there.

Markus Zusak, The Book Thief (via wordsnquotes)

[disbar-deactivated20160905]

They say you don’t get over someone until you find someone or something better. As humans, we don’t deal well with emptiness. Any empty space must be filled. Immediately. The pain of emptiness is too strong. It compels the victim to fill that place. A single moment with that empty spot causes excruciating pain. That’s why we run from distraction to distraction—and from attachment to attachment.

Yasmin Mogahed (via amargedom)

[wnq-writers]

Don’t remember me… I don’t want to be that someone that crosses your mind when you’re lonely at night… I can’t be the person you lust for and wish to have by your side…. Don’t let me be the person that your tears fall for… Don’t allow yourself to want me when I’m around no more … Don’t sleep with my memory on your mind, don’t daydream about how it feels like to have me with you.. I don’t want to be the reason behind your pain when I’m gone… I don’t want to hurt you no more, so just forget about me. forget about how I made you feel, forget that what we once had was real. Don’t you dare remember how I made you smile, or how I looked back at you when you acted like a child…. please forget my love and care, forget that I was willing to show up at your door when you needed me there… Don’t remember me.. because you’re the reason I’m with you no more

(via wordsnquotes)

[feelingsdepository]

Hoy miss na kita. Hanggang kelan tayo magiging ganito. Nagpapamiss ka masyado eh

[laaganmd]

To the people who listens even to the least important words that come out of my mouth, thank you. You all matter to me.

(via bencab)

[annnnganda]

“Have you been well?,” he asks “Surprisingly, yes. Have you?,” she says “That’s good to hear. Me too,” he says “I’ve been wanting to tell you this but I didn’t have the chance. I.. I want you to know that, even if you didn’t regret leaving me behind back then, I still am thankful we happened. It was hard at first when you left. Gahd, it was close to hell. But as I inhaled all the pain and sadness, I learned to exhale them slowly. Then one day I woke up without any thoughts of you and it was the same as the next day. I learned to smile without faking it. I felt kinda free and though there were times when things reminded me of you, it didn’t hurt anymore,” she says and means it..

y.a // this is what i would tell you (via baristangmaganda)

[dakilangbabaeeeee]

Do you want to know how did we end up here this way? You just stopped texting, and I stopped waiting.

(via dakilangbabaeeeee)

[unravelsky]

To “the one”, Wherever you are, I hope you are safe. Wherever you are, I hope you sleep well every night. Wherever you are, I hope you are doing great with your life. I’m not sure if God has allowed us to meet or even just walked over on the same path or coexisted in the same place, but in any way, my heart and soul misses you. I don’t know if your name ever crossed my mind, but it’s sure as hell would be my favorite word to say out loud.  I imagine a future with you. I picture myself starting my day with your face to be the first thing I see when I open my eyes. To be showered with your slow, lazy kisses as my wake up call and not because of an alarm. Laughing in the midst of every touch of our lips as we kiss and smiling as we stare eye to eye. I dream about tracing your face with my hands while you’re dead to the world and me falling asleep with the sound of your heartbeat echoing mine. I think about the road trips and the music we’re going to play and sing together even though I’m out of tune. I wonder if you’d let me play with your hair as you lay on my lap and if you’d hold my hand while we walk around. I hope you enjoy listening to music as much as I do. Or at least you’d let me play my favorite songs to you. I hope you like reading, too. If you don’t, that’s fine. But let me have a library in our house, okay? Do you think we can adopt a cat and a dog? because I like to have both, but if you don’t, at least one pet? I thought I’d let you know that I like drinking coffee to start my day and sometimes I forgot to stop. Please, remind me to stop. I’ll try my best not to be clumsy because I am clumsy. And my skin is sensitive and easily bruised, so please, please, please.. be gentle with me. You need to know that my mind runs faster than any bullet train and sometimes I just spaced out and forget about the world. Hold me.. Send me back to earth. just hold me and I’ll come back to you. I want to stay up late with you. I want to just lay in our bed talking and laughing until sleep finally visits us. I want peace and quiet with you. I want it all with you. I dream of you often, even if I haven’t met you. And I know I love you, even before I realized it. And think about the ways you’re gonna make me fall in love with you. And I think about the reasons why you’re gonna love me too. Let’s make a promise to not let the romance die. Let’s make this love of ours eternal. Wherever you are, I miss you and I love you. See you soon, my love. love, me

you see, what I want to say is that I hope I cross your mind too // s.j. (via unravelsky)

[alluringdaydreamer]

Let us go back to the start when things used to be beautiful; When the awkward “hey” and “hi” were cute; When we give up sleep just to chat because we were so into each other; When we were the first thought on each other’s mind; When we spill rainbows and butterflies with every word exchanged; When we were each other’s sanity in this messed up life; When we were so honest and we did not hesitate in saying how we feel at the moment; When we were willing to drown in each other’s ocean, we know that we will swim out of it together; When I held your hand and suddenly it felt like the universe was within my reach; When we knew what we were to each other but we did not give any labels; Let us go back to those times when you wanted me and you were happy.

(via alluringdaydreamer)

[supermakhtan]

sana makita mo sa paraan ng pagsusulat ko kung gaano kita binigyan ng importansya. kung gaano kita ginusto. kung gaano kita minahal. at kung gaano mo ako nasaktan.

[lovegien]

I won’t get tired of saying how much I love you. I won’t get tired of saying how much I miss you cause I really do. I can’t get enough of you. I want to see you, now. I miss you so bad. I want to see your beautiful eyes, I want to smell your scent. I miss your smile. I miss everything about you. I can’t wait to see you baby. I want to hug you so tight and whisper to your ear that I love you and I need you. 

To love you is the most romantic feeling i could feel right now and for my entire life. Oh how I wish I could hold your hand and hug you so tight and feel the warmth of my love. How I wish I can whisper to your ears the every words, every sweet words i want to tell you. On how much I am so happy to be with you and to be your everything until forever. I know these wishes will come true. Distance may between us, but not my heart who is sincerely loving you. I love you.