Unrequited & Forbidden Love

I had feelings for a man where our love could not exist against societal norms.

[feelingsforyousir]

As a high school girl in 2016 and madly in love with my tc, I never imagined that I’d be texting him 3 years later. It’s been fun, we’ve met up, we’ve kissed. But we both have emotional baggage and we realised it’s best not to let anything happen.

In 2018 I was in an abusive relationship - that’s what I’m referring to when I say “what I’ve gone through the past year”

Here’s our last conversation as of 01/01/2019, for now. We seem to be on and off. But as you can tell it’s a bit frustrating for this to go on. Since he doesn’t know what he wants..

What you envision isn’t reality kids. I don’t know if anyone will see this but my tc used to be all I thought about back in high school. Now it’s so different...

[fknsex]

I wanna do cute things with you like cuddle and suck your dick

[ratt-pois0n]

If I could be anywhere in the world right now, I’d be in bed with you in my arms.

[ratt-pois0n]

I can’t keep my eyes off you, you’re just so damn gorgeous. I have no idea how someone as beautiful as you is real.

[78-s-deactivated20250512]

All i do is listen to music and overthink shit

[shdidihrhdjs-deactivated2018081]

Take my hand and let’s go, go to new places, old places, secret places and public places. Let’s try new foods and pull funny faces, let’s fill eachothers spaces, between our fingers while I kiss you in the right places.

Tenari Ioapo // Let’s be spontaneous lovers. (via tenari-ioapo)

[spilledheart]

You’re the one I want to go on late night drives with while holding hands and singing along to the radio, to drive to the middle of no where and look up at the stars while in each other’s arms, the one to kiss at red lights, the one to hold tightly in my arms, the one to go to coffeehouses with while having tired eyes, the one to be mine while I am yours.

(via spilledheart)

[logicaldreamer]

think of me

if you ever change your mind about me today tomorrow in ten years promise me you will search the world over and over again and again until you find me and I promise I will come

(T.)

[feelingsforyousir]

YES

[unusedable]

i know he doesn’t see me the way i see him.

and it’s killing me. (via woahjawlines)

[fairytales-arent-real-here]

[for-him-diaries]

And after everything he has done, you still speak of him like he made your whole life so beautiful. But darling, stop lying to yourself. All he did was break your heart.

P.G.G (via for-him-diaries)

[for-him-diaries]

Sometimes, heartbreak comes with gorgeous brown eyes, a perfect smile, and the kindest touch. A deadly masterpiece, indeed.

P.G.G (via for-him-diaries)

[vomitingwords]

I don’t know how to say “I love you” without meaning to push you away. I don’t know how to show my love for you, without you not choosing to stay.

ma.c.a // In between, lovers and friends (via vomitingwords)

[stonedglasss]

the worst feeling ever, is feeling so strongly for someone who you know doesn’t feel the same.

a broken heart. (via mintymiki)

[lntlmate]

TC: yelling at the class, wearing ugly clothes, paying no attention to me, telling awful jokes

Me: oh I love him

[indiegen-blog1]

[feelingsforyousir]

So what do you do if....?

Your tc only wants your body, is carnally in lust with you and is not invested emotionally whatsoever.

A part of me knows my worth and that I don’t deserve to be used. But another part of me is simply happy that he wants me at least in some form.

I guess the physical attention gives me the illusion that he loves me when really he just loves my body.

Sigh