Come On!

[hachikyo]

[feeltheillionoise]

I literally have nothing to do and I’m not leaving my house at all I don’t have any shifts at work and I don’t have university for now I could be so much but I’m just in bed doomscrolling like what else could I doooo

[feeltheillionoise]

The feeling when I’m laying and I can feel my hipbone and just imagining how it would feel if they always stuck out omg

[angeldrrrp]

Goddddd casual th1nsp0 really gets me. The off guard photos where they don’t look posed, and they just EXIST th1n?? They don’t have to pose to make themselves look th1nn3r? That’s like crack to me

[feeltheillionoise]

What a fucking wake up call

[feeltheillionoise]

I feel like actually disordered eating would help me so much cause my skin is in a terrible state, I still have acne at 23, my hair is greasy and damaged at the same time literally no redeeming qualities I guess I’m on this world just to make people feel better about themselves

I neeeeedd discipline and not eating like a pig or a wild animal that got into the trash

[lissssaa]

[feeltheillionoise]

Another motivator but I know the fact no good love song was ever written about a fat girl

I just want to be loved

[feeltheillionoise]

Also this is so pathetic at my grown age but my biggest motivation is being my types type

[feeltheillionoise]

Such a bad feeling because I tried to do it the healthy way, I’ve been thinking about my image for as long as I’ve been conscious, always been the biggest kid, the biggest teen and naturally I have heard every tip and hack known to man, I thought I was better than doing it this way but almost everything triggers the “bad” thoughts, I just saw myself from behind and seeing how shapeless and big I am made me sick

Naturally my coping mechanism is eating, I do it constantly and I’m definitely addicted to sugar

I do truly feel like a beast and want to feel dainty pretty and girly for once and that’s my inspo

[feeltheillionoise]

New one since the last blog went to shit