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I am twenty six and let us go home already.

[feidaily]

hi, this is my blog and it is as complicated as my headspace.✨

and not daily at all. the idea of being productive daily is nice, though. i generally repost things i like. this is like a memoir of all the things i've liked throughout my life.

i’ll just introduce myself for people to never read it, yeah, thanks.

i always try to be positive but i am a form of negativity along with the idea of being positive while probably fangirling over anything.

i try to use my glass straw so that i can save the world. then i get mad that no one cares about the planet’s future. i dislike summer because i really like to wear layers. i always wanna go home but i dont know where my home is anymore. i dont like capital letters, have you realized that? i really love coffee and feel bad about it because people who grow coffee can’t make money as much as they deserve -as any working class person on this earth- i teach children but question my job preferences everyday because i want to live a quiet life. i try to value people even though it mostly gets hard. i realize i start to change and try to be less oblivious, quick-tempered and offensive. something has died inside me this year and it is okay, i feel like i should accept it as it is. maturing and adulting is tiring but you cant stop the time. i think about all the negative scenarios to get myself ready for the worst. i read fantasy and young adult fiction a lot to not get caught by the burden of the real life. everyday i wake up and i feel like i wouldnt die, everyday i am right but one day ill simply be just wrong. until then, i wish all of us to be the best versions of ourselves.

thank you for reading this genuine confusion until the end, you are probably kind! (bcs idk you)

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[ky-landfill]

[feidaily]

now,

i will read all the fantasy books

i will listen to all the podcasts

i will watch all the videos about all the anime, series, and movies i didn’t finish

i will read all the hurt/comfort fanfics on ao3

i will consume everything to not to think or feel anything and get over my breakup. yeah.

[mes-popcorns]

About Elly

[feidaily]

someone just should come, strap me on a chair and make me listen to them telling every fucking thing that happened after the shibuya incident bcs i swear i dont have the energy to go on reading this freaking manga (it made me too stressed) and i am still soooo curious about it even though it has been YEARS since i stopped reading, ty.

[project-quoter]

Shop | Raw Edge Gallery

[emmabeeart]

Ellie and Joel <3

[titsay]

[titsay]

print available here 🫶 https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/titsay/a-beautiful-life/

[veryluckyclovers]

💔

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— unknown (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[ma-lark-ey]

every time a fanfic author remembers Leo Valdez is actually incredibly intelligent & an engineering prodigy, an ai scraper gets burned at the stake & an angel gains its wings.

[corrya]

[dr-paint]

Team Jackson, Choose your fighter.

[russianblush]

It shouldn't, but it often does. THE LAST OF US 2x03 | Season 1

[pascalscoffin]

ITS SEVEN AM STOP

[allthingstv]

~ Derry Girls 🇮🇪

Erin, Orla, Michelle, Clare & James 🫶🏼

[wordx]

You think you're an introvert because you like being alone, but maybe it's not about solitude. Maybe it's about peace. Maybe it's the quiet you've fought so hard to protect. Maybe it's the safety of your own company, after being around too many people who made you feel like too much or not enough. You smile differently around people who bring you calm. You speak more. You laugh louder. You come alive in rooms where your soul doesn't shrink. You're not afraid of connection. You're just tired of surviving it. So don't confuse your boundaries with isolation. Don't confuse your quiet with disinterest. You're not closed off. You're just waiting for someone who feels like home, not a battlefield.