Annie Josephine

An idealist of sorts and an aspiring artist of kinds.

[enjoy-the-life-baby]

[dethpsun]

Wave Sticker.

[abandoned-nyc-deactivated201710]

The show must go on

https://www.instagram.com/_mynamesjefff/

[fellintothesea]

Gannets above Boreray, St Kilda

https://www.flickr.com/photos/seaharris/2653134875

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[leahberman]

My meadowlark sing to me

Diamond Valley Lake, California

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[believe-in-yourself-74]

[lamignonette]

[fellintothesea]

As I sit alone in my room, I am tearing up and crying. I have just read of the death of David Rockefeller. Something about this makes me terribly sad. The line “who was the last in his generation of one of the country's most famously philanthropic families” struck me really hard. The death of a generation that was a time when my grandparents were alive and well. Which is probably what was actually what made me sad. Rockefeller was a little older than them but made it more than 20 years farther in age than my grandparents. 

I miss my grandparents more than a lot. I just feel alone a lot. I could always go to their house and feel like I couldn’t be alone even if I tried. I miss that feeling. I don’t have it anymore. I have my mom, but that’s it really. And even when I visit her, I feel alone for the most part. My uncles live far away and I don’t feel close enough with them to visit. Same with my dad. I wish I could just appreciate it and learn how to love what I have unconditionally. I don’t want to be sad and lonely, and I’m really not for the most part. It’s just days like this where I’ve been at my house all day and I’ve been very productive, but I haven’t said one word out loud to a human and it just makes me feel not so great. 

I also am getting a lot of anxiety about moving out on my own, I feel sad and weird like I need to force myself to live with someone so I at least have to talk to one person. Who knows.

[fellintothesea]

When you think to yourself "who the fuck am I anymore?" Just out getting drinks with your friends. I just feel lost, but content. I feel sick, but I feel well enough to go out in public. Is that a good or a bad thing? Have I found what humans strive for or have I settled for something much much less

I guess the question exists. In the air, in all of us. Who am I? Who are we? Is any certain person important?

Being famous? Is it something that kills you during life, but keeps you alive during the afterlife with those who are alive?

[randy-p-martin]

[nick-avallone]

[messi-ng]

[fellintothesea]

How fucked up is it that I constantly tell you to lie to me so that I might be slightly okay with what's going on and believe that you're changing?

[soakingspirit]

[capistrania]

[kirstenmakestattoos]

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