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i dont get fame or feel the appeal of famous ppl idk, like i have no real desire to meet a celebrity or even streamer that i rlly like, im a stranger so like what is there to get out of it for me

mutuals on the other hand...

superchat

i think it ties into also how i like, do not care rlly abt my legacy or My Ego for most things. i dont rlly care if my name is on a project or if i get recognized for the work i did, it means little to me as long as im not getting directly negatively impacted

areyoutheregoditsmecarolina

I work at a womens clinic with a lot of menopausal patients and something they always get sad about is how no one looks at them anymore and how invisible they feel

and I get that and i know they’re saying it as a negative but Tbh It makes me so excited for be wrinkly old and have grey hair Like i cannot wait to age out and do whatever i want thats the best part about getting older lol

bplr

sinkhole7

why is it so hard for me to half-ass friendships? is it because i haven't made any new friends so i cling on to the ones i know the longest? i don't think that's entirely it. i'd be happy to share any random thing with them at any random spare hour. the poem i've just read, my new favorite brand of coffee, that silly incident that happened at the grocery store 5 minutes ago, my cats' endearing personality types etc. etc. but instead it's just radio silence. i have no idea what they're thinking or doing or dreaming. last night i deleted their numbers from my phone. mainly because i don't want to reach out again. i was so angry though. i think i'm currently at the second stage of grieving, lol.

wizardarchetypes

sometimes i forgot furries aren't mainstream and a lot of people don't like them so i'll be talking 2 new people about something like furry-adjacent and someone will make a joke like "lmao so you're a furry" expecting a dramatic reaction but i'll say "i mean yeah sure" and people will be shocked and ask "seriously??? you mean like with an outfit and everything?" and i say no so they're like "so you draw furry stuff?" and i say no so they say "so you're just really into furry art?" and i'm like "well not really, just incidentally" and then they're like "okay actually you don't sound like a furry" and i'm like "hm......no i definitely am." by this point they've figured out i'm autistic and we go from there

wizardarchetypes

sometimes being a furry is just about what's in your heart