✧*̥⋆ Mai ⋆*̥✧

| 16 y/o | she/they | the chaotic bisexual feminist the internet warned you about | I love everything plants, cats and gothic/dark academia/witchy/goblincore styles | here for the vibes | free Palestine 🇵🇸🍉 |

[feministmoon]

Intro!

G’day all who find my blog, here’s a bit about me :))

I’m 16, berrisexual, Aussie, INFP-T and I am diagnosed with ADHD (yay!), and an introvert with extroverted expectations. Feel free to refer to me as Mai, my username or my real name <33

I mainly repost important stuff going on because I like staying informed, and chat with my other silly friends on here. I might explore posting more stuff I do, like maybe some art (I want to improve), or aesthetic stuff, or a new writing project.

Hobbies: I love books, starting novels I'll never finish and writing short stories. I adore dance and have for 9 years now, and I love contemporary, jazz and musical theatre, and am a big fan of losing myself in the music and the pretty vibes. I also play the cornet (also for 9 years), and I perform sometimes. Honestly I do a lot of stuff and have had a lot of hyperfixations ✨

Favourite authors: Leigh Bardugo, Edgar Allan Poe, Holly Jackson, Shakespeare

Favourite movies/shows: She-ra (reboot), Carmen Sandiego, Knives Out (+ Glass Onion and Wake Up Dead Man), Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and Hidden Figures

I dislike T.R.A.S.H (transphobes, racists, ableists, sexists, homophobes, you can all go fuck yourselves, you aren't welcome on my blog)

I hope to:

Publish a book

Become a witch (idk where to start)

Get tested for ADHD/autism✔️

Break some of the women's U/20's records at athletics??

Dress more my style (gay lol)✔️

Learn to manage my ADHD and anxiety around school better

March in Mardi Gras! ✔️

Improve on my poetry skills

Achieve true form (slowly collect my dream wardrobe via so much op shopping)

Get a blahaj plush because yes✔️

Learn more piano and guitar

Learn French (assuming Duo doesn't kidnap me)

Be nicer to myself :))

[feministmoon]

It's late but happy May the 4th to all those who celebrate! Rewatching a bit because why not (I already did this two weeks ago but idc) 💫☄️🌌💥

[anarchistmemedistro]

[feministmoon]

Before we had Eleven's powers we had The Force that's all I'm saying

[hersterical]

okay, now I’m thinking about how magic in btvs as a metaphor for queerness is like the experience of discovering a part of yourself slowly, and gently, and eventually something clicking into place and the world becoming more beautiful and full of possibilities and an entire network of people like you

and slayerhood as a metaphor for queerness is like the experience of being queer in a space that isn’t safe, where you’re experiencing internalized homophobia and it’s isolating and scary and thrusts you into a world of people you’ve always been taught to fear while also kind of being like those very people you’re “supposed” to fear at the same time and while it does give you strength and courage to accept this part of yourself it also comes with a heavy burden

[feministmoon]

I fear Buffy the Vampire Slayer has infiltrated my fyp. There is no stopping it now. The reblogs are coming.

[femmedefandom]

the prevalence of the “6 7” usage today is because the children crave the season six episode seven masterpiece that is “once more with feeling”

[hersterical]

I’m sorry but buffy stabbing faith being one of the most intimate moments either of them had ever experienced before and you expect me to be normal?

“is this your head or mine?” “Does it matter?” And you expect me to be normal??

“What are you going to do B, kill me? Kill me you become me, and you’re not ready for that.” *forehead kiss* “not yet” and you expect me to be normal????

*the gentlest forehead kiss ever shown on screen mirroring the earlier mocking forehead kiss after the shared dream and intimate stabbing* and you expect me to be normal??????

Faith deciding to do the right thing while she’s in Buffy’s body because she wants to feel what it would be like to actually be Buffy and even if she’s not actively pretending to be Buffy in the moment Buffy would do the right thing so Faith is going to do the right thing while in Buffy’s body and you expect me to be normal??????????

After they switch their bodies back there’s a few moments where they can feel each other’s emotions like their own and you expect me to be normal??????????????????

Buffy punching Faith hard enough that her lip bleeds and Faith smiles and says “there’s my girl” and I’m supposed to be normal?????????????

Faith is supposed to represent all of Buffy’s repressed desires and feels a longing for something that she can’t name every time she’s around Faith (read somewhere that those were the notes given to smg for season 3) and I’m supposed to be normal????????????????????

Buffy had already died and come back once, had her boyfriend lose his soul after having sex with her and tormented her and her loved ones for months after, was kicked out of her home by her mom just for being herself, and a million other things and yet the person who’s made her feel the most vulnerable is Faith and I’m supposed to be normal????????????????????????????

Every single guy Faith showed an interest in is connected to Buffy (usually romantically) and you expect me to be normal??????????????????????????????????????????

“it feels like mine, which probably means it’s yours.” “It’s ours” and I’m supposed to be normal????????????????????????????????????????????????

[feministmoon]

"As soon as I undoom them from the narrative the wedding is back on!"

My tragic lesbians :'))

[I am not okay]

[rebornautumn]

I miss when shows had proper 20 episode seasons, I hate how modern show seasons are barely longer than six episodes— you want Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

I want a show with queer representation where the queer characters arent some one off tertiary person but are major protagonists, get to have personalities that aren’t caricatures and that actually get to have long-term relationships on screen— you want Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

I want a show with complex, realistic, interesting and flawed characters who go through major character arcs throughout the length of the sho— you want Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

I miss when shows had fun filler episodes, I want episodes where there is no main plot and its all just vibes— you want Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

I want a show with well written strong female characters who have their own stories and are not reduced to plot devices or motivations for men— you want Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

I want— you want Buffy the Vampire Slayer

[weirdcatlive]

[gay-of-hearts42]

Y’ALL I JUST ORDERED MY FIRST BINDER ONLINE!!!!!! THIS IS THE MOST GENDER EUPHORIA I’VE FELT IN A LONG LONG TIME!!!!

🎉🎉🔥🔥🔥🏳️‍🌈🎉🎉✨✨🏳️‍🌈✨🎉🎉🎉🎉✨👏👏🔥🔥🔥✨🏳️‍🌈🎉🎉🎉✨👏👏👏🎉🏳️‍🌈🎉👏✨🏳️‍🌈🔥🔥🎉🎉🔥🔥🔥🏳️‍🌈

(also oli says hi)

[feministmoon]

YAYYYYYYYYY GENDER EUPHORIA🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️🥶🥶🥶🎉🎉🎉

[mosabahmad1]

I asked the doctor if there was another way,

and his answer was harsh—it ended with the word death.

He said it clearly: surgery is the only chance to save my wife.

Medication may reduce the tumor, but without surgery, the risk of death remains.

I am a husband begging time to slow down

while it races against my wife’s exhausted body.

Our daughters—Alma, Lama, and Lina—are waiting for their mother,

my wife, whose life is hanging on the cost of a surgery we cannot afford.

Please, don’t let money decide the fate of my wife,

a mother of three young daughters.

Your donation today is the difference between life and death.

Time is not waiting—please donate now before it is too late.

Vetted by gazavatters #520

[feministmoon]

For the btvs fans, I just rewatched S:5 E:16, (iykyk), I guess I felt like retraumatising myself or I needed a really good cry because I just sobbed so hard. I swear every time a character in the episode had an outburst in this hour episode of raw emotional hell I just broke because even though something like that has never happened to me I relate to Anya so much (as a gal with more than a touch of TheTism™️) because she couldn’t understand the whole thing and why it couldn’t just be undone and I feel her so much like 😭😭😭

Also how the fuck did people my mum’s age watch btvs one episode per week like 🥀 I think the suspense would actually kill me

[bubbly-redhead1]

Zoe ❤️❤️❤️

[feministmoon]

@gay-of-hearts42 Ruby it’s another baby Zoe

[is-this-satire]

you think your coping mechanism is bad but when I’m nervous I start talking like fucking Shakespeare.

[blanketforcas]

whatever i was gonna say can't possibly be funnier than the mere existence of this draft

[feministmoon]

“Be prepared” played in the car yesterday and it got me thinking when the hyenas sing “no king no king La La La La La La” it reminded me of the no kings protest and I keep making everything political 😭😭😭