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[femtho]

pinned poast

hi im kel / the pervert who ponders. tme, any prns, 20+. this is a mainblog so i can have #mypervertdashboard

rpf/nsfw stuff inbound. i'm the one of those girls who believes minecraft youtuber ethoslab a woman

and as a general warning i tend to block ageless blogs who follow me 👍

cws for intox, noncon/dubcon, and probably more. i dont tag things but can if asked

please don't send asks specifically centered around: skizz, impulse, xisuma + scat, irl zoo, bimbofication

[ace-trainer-alice]

It's not just that rigged games are hot because they act as kind of a concealed control mechanism. Your subject may think it's fair, or may know it's not, but either way it's a violation of politesse to point it out. To control the system is a very erotic kind of advantage. And then to tie other things to it. To take the conditional advantage and extend it further. If you win, I'll do whatever you want, but if I win, you have to do one thing for me. Or taking away permissions, limiting access, slowly rigging the game further. You can play with just your mouth, right? You don't need your hands. No, I won't move the pieces for you. It's quite something. But you do also have to consider that winning alone is really fun and kinda hot in a vacuum.

[femtho]

rpf jerkoff habits aren't something i usually have much interest in but that one post on here that contains a bunch of ideas abt the hermits irt all that pops into my head occasionally, but specifically because they mention xisuma having cranked it it to really high-end computer one time and feeling really really guilty about the whole thing

[wonderous-wizard]

drawing my miis in their little outfits part 1: bdubs

[femtho]

bunch of my non-mcyt friends have been getting into mcsr recently and it's been incredibly hard to pretend i dont know anything at all about the streamers because literally the only information abt that sphere that i've picked up is like. ok well. i dont even think i can summarise it. but from the blog i'm posting this on i'm sure u can get an idea

[smoothstone-butch]

the bravest most reasonable warriors have been warding off any hint of Lizzie-shipping by saying that she thinks it's weird only for Lizzie to gasp and shout "Cleo! SHADOWROT!" seemingly out of nowhere during twitchcon MCC. and then high five Cleo about it

[sn0wp1anets]

hi guys im scott the other day i had the brilliant idea to make 5/8 gr rooms into shitty versions or ct's golf but didn't explain any of them and then i had the even more brilliant idea of making every tgttos a boring as fuck rng chicken race. im just so full of brilliant ideas so here are some more. i will /op myself in every skb from now on and start smiting ppl in order to celebrate the new pow smp which will be ai generated and have thousands of hours of unpaid labour. all the pkw medals will go towards a big pool that is shared by every team so every player gets the same amt of coins for #equality and to encourage the lower level players. since u all loved the chicken version of tgttos and it was so well designed that will be every movement game now. also im making cam and martyn unbenchable

[bdoubleoobs]

ugh this sucks I need to kill (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) scott smajor.

[femtho]

im getting a very slight and minor & also possibly incorrect feeling that something may have happened

[2l2w]

it rly is impressive to create works that involve incest that somehow don't interrogate anything about incest or the family. when ppl do that with mechs while unabashedly remaining uncritical abt the military it's like ok sure robots cool is ur only prerogative here. i can kinda get that. robots Are cool in isolation. but with incest it's like... ok so the taboo (which is what drew you to it in the first place) isn't actually the taboo? it's like wholesome and nice and loving and awww they're like a nuclear family unit but Better and subversive and transgressive and other ives because they Really do love each other and it's all consensual and mutual? awesome. and now we've done absolutely nothing

[clementine-kesh]

call me terminally academia-brained but i do think a lot of the fun of character analysis is figuring out how to build a compelling argument for a particular reading using lines of evidence from canon as well as meta/intertextual support

[clementine-kesh]

and you could say that what i’m saying here is basically “a lot of the fun of doing character analysis is doing character analysis” but let’s be real a lot of fandom character analysis is pretty heavily vibes-based. and i think that’s where i really chafe up against the traditional thought-terminating fandom attitude of like, everyone’s opinions hold equal weight and any interrogation of that is inherently hostile. because i think it’s fascinating to dig into where others are coming from in terms of their views on characters or dynamics or whatever, especially when they differ significantly from more commonly expressed views, and part of that digging is asking people okay what parts of canon are you drawing from to support your opinion? what parts of canon are you disregarding or downplaying? how does this argument hold up in the light of how race, gender, class, ability, etc. operate both in the piece’s in-fiction and real world contexts?

[logninv]

i like gempearl straightbreaking because i just know that gem wouldn't stop at making pearl like girls. after that they're headed straight to puppytown city. pearl wearing a collar and looking at gem with big soulful eyes and belonging to her . similarly gemtho forcefem is only a step along the way to gemtho sex doll tied up in basement.

[logninv]

cute: gem telling pearl to do impossible tasks and every time it fails she starts talking a little more condescendingly "so that maybe this time it'll understand" until she's straight up just doing babytalk and pearl's head is spinning and maybe if it's too dumb to understand even this it really DOES need gem to tell it what to do and then help it do it

[logninv]

oh but i changed my mind hold on. it should be slower than that. gem coming over all concerned that pearl can't take care of herself, cuz she noticed one little slip up, and pearl's telling her that it's fine, that it was just one tiny thing and it's perfectly competent and able to take care of itself, so gem says "so it won't be a problem if i start taking over the things you mess up with? because you won't mess up?" and pearl says yes. and then over the course of a couple months gem starts taking over its life. like pearl accidentally spills some of its breakfast while eating it so from then on gem has to spoon feed it every meal. pearl misses its bedtime so gem has to come put it to bed every night. pearl forgets its socks one day so gem has to choose all its outfits. and eventually gem is in control of every aspect of pearl's life and she's like. i KNEW you needed someone to take care of you :( you're so lucky i'm here pearl, if i wasn't no one else would have noticed how much help you needed and you would have been struggling forever. and something feels wrong about it to pearl but it can't put its finger on exactly what... after all, it really did mess up all those things. so it really did need help.

[logninv]

pearl can't even jerk off properly, so gem has to do it for her. pearl can't even tell when she's hitting her limits properly, so gem has to do it for her. pearl can't even say no properly, so gem has to do it for her- not that she ever does. gem tries to teach pearl how to do it herself but every time she tests her she fails. so she's just not ready for the responsibility of deciding these things for herself. and gem will have to keep choosing for her.

[raisinchallah]

everyones trying to divine rpf proof from like wow they looked at each other in a joint interview or performed for a crowd together the real rpf proof is when they stop speaking to each other

[gemdom]

what are your thoughts on Grian and Gem?

i always kind of felt that a lot of their interactions erred on the innappropriate side of things, given that Grian is married

Let me break this up into two sections: my actual moral ideology and fun rpf shipping time

I’m genuinely too polyamorous to assume that everyone (even married couples!) are fully monogamous in the heteronormative abrahamic way that people expect everyone to be. Swinging is very popular even for people who conform to nearly all societal norms and we don’t know shit about grians wife or his marriage. Hermitcraft is pretty conservative when it comes to traditional family dynamics (the reinforcement of familial roles and the importance of the nuclear family is a repeated theme throughout hermitcraft creators) but that could be for the sake of being advertiser friendly and some creators kind of play with those boundaries (jimmy, oli and scott mainly, but occasionally Grian joins in too, even if just in jest!)

The idea that we all individually need to be on the lookout for behavior that is deviant from the enforced culturally christian norm and should call out anything we think could possibly be inappropriate based off of those guidelines is based in purity culture and moral policing. We should all do less of this!

Alright now that my serious moral issues are out of the way I can talk in my rpf shipper voice

Honestly sometimes I hope Grian and gem aren’t fucking because that would make their relationship even weirder. If they are fucking then everything makes sense between them and the way Grian has attached onto gem like a fucking barnacle is just based in sexual attraction and that’s fine and all but relatively boring but if they ARENT fucking then WHATTTT is going on between them???? For the past year and a half they’ve been attached at the fucking hip they’ve been coalescing into the same person they’ve been doing rituals and spells trying to fit into the same body it’s insane it’s bizarre!!! If they’re still just coworkers then what the FUCK although I do kind of get it. Sometimes you have a coworker that allows your days to be good even when you hate that job and there is a special kind of intimacy that comes with that.

But the ski trips and the hangouts and the late night streams and the GRIAN CHANGING HIS ENTIRE WORKFLOW TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH GEM???? What the fuck guys actually what is wrong with them.

I do think there’s like a 40% chance grigem are fucking and a 40% chance they have intense sexual tension but aren’t fucking and a 20% chance that there is something more bizarre going on here. They’re trying to see if they can retroactively become twins at age 30. And I hope it’s the latter I hope they’re just big fucking weirdos about each other.

Anyways anon I hope you don’t take what I said personally it is not so much a rant about you but about the current panopticon of demanding social conformity that we all exist in i appreciate you asking for my opinions!!!

[lorefulgood]

[gemdom]

So my most controversial take is that Grian and Gem wish they were twins so they could have EVEN MORE forbidden sexual tension bc I think that’s where they’re happiest. They don’t actually want to fuck each other they just want to think about fucking each other while it’s not allowed and be really intimate without technically crossing any lines.