apologies for being inactive! university has been biting my ass but i will be back by the end of the month! i wanted to start fresh by making a new username (berserk related) 🤍🤍🤍 see y’all!
Hello guys! I don’t want to have to do this again…ask you guys for help but I know I can count on you and even though I feel embarrassed about doing this I’ll ask whoever I can for help. Well as you know I have been suffering from Generalized Anxiety Disorder since I was 18 and I can’t work outside my home, I try to work from home as I can but recently things have gotten worse (due to the pandemic) my freelance jobs are scarce, the stores in China I cooperate with are not selling anymore (one of them might fire me next month if I don’t sell anything) and to top it off my mother will go 1 month without working due to a problem with foot nerve fractures, she will have the foot immobilized and will walk on crutches during this period, as she is also freelancer, we will not have her money to help with household expenses.
You can help me in different ways:
01. Buying items in stores where I advertise. You can check my tags: here, here and here.
02. Supporting me if you like my blog and the Graphics I create. Any symbolic value you send here: https://ko-fi.com/hanaeichihara will be valid and very important!
03. Checking my portfolio under construction and sharing with people who need graphic work. I started making this portfolio: https://www.behance.net/stephanievieira_ with things I know how to create and I’m still adding things to it. It’s in Portuguese but if you give me the exact instructions I can do it in English too.
04. Help reblog this post, sending me love, hugs and good vibes! I love you guys and I’m grateful for all these years, I don’t want to fall apart in front of my big family. Thank you for everything and please don’t feel pressured to help me monetarily.
Hello everyone, so this post is different from any post I usually make and it’s kinda an urgent one? )):
I have been struggling financially and have a bill, 100$ that’s due. I don’t have the money and I currently don’t have a job. (I will explain down below in a cut as to what happened with the job I had so I don’t trigger anyone with the content!) I’m also not able to afford the medications I need to be taking, and therefore haven’t been able to take it to better my health, which is around another 100$! I live on my own and don’t have anyone in my personal life for help, no parents or other family so there really isn’t anyone I can ask for help except online you guys. I would need at least 150$ USD but if you can help reach to 100-200$ thank you <3
Any donations are extremely helpful and deeply appreciated! I will list my paypal and other cash apps that I use! I am also opening up COMMISSIONS for my editing and writing if you want to help that way!!
also REBLOGS are appreciated as it helps spread the word more!
You can find examples of many edits I’ve made in the past on this blog! My writing blog is @ventve so far I’ve only written for genshin impact on my writing blog but my commissions for other fandoms are open to it as well! You can scroll through my edits if you tap on the link in my tumblr bio, and a link to my writing blog is on there too.
My editing is within the fandoms listed in my pinned post as well as the above listed!
I can make you headers, icons, gfx (graphics) wallpapers, manga colouring and gifs!
Here are a few of my top WRITING posts for reference and my styles!
GENSHIN IMPACT —When they catch you staring (headcanons)
GENSHIN IMPACT —Pro’s + Con’s being in a relationship with the genshin men (headcanons)
I also write for other fandoms like Jujutsu Kaisen, Haikyuu, My Hero Academia, Twisted Wonderland just to name a few!
Commission prices can be discussed via dms or my inbox but they are OPEN!!
now below the cut I will explain what happened at the job I was working at;
I worked at a retail store and my wages barely made enough to cover my expenses, I often worked longer shifts like 9 in the morning till closing which is 9:45, even though I worked very hard and showed a lot of positives and helped their business, coming into work bc someone didn’t show up even though it was my day off they still treated me harshly and the end was worse.
There’s 3 managers, one of them is the store manager and he’s hardly ever there. And when he is there, he’s constantly berating and inappropriate to the employees, I was harassed by a few employees and when I reported it to the managers they did nothing about it. They often tried to pin the blame on me, which is highly unprofessional and inappropriate. So i just kept my mouth shut and stayed working there bc I really needed a job and make money.
Well I got fired Thursday because of an incident that happened with a customer. He was very rude and was being entitled the entire time I assisted him. When we got super busy and I was the ONLY CASHIER AT THAT TIME, everyone else disappeared to either go on a break or who knows where. I kept radioing it in that I need some help up front and the lines are growing but no one came, even though all employees and managers keep their radio on them at all times and on.
Customers were getting impatient and when it was this mans turn he came up to me and in a very aggressive manner and asked why I’m so slow and why I can’t do a simple thing like checking someone out. I tried to explain to him in a polite and calm manner but he kept raising his voice at me and started yelling profanities and calling me names even using the r* slur.
In person I’m a really timid and shy person and suffer from panic attacks if my anxiety is through the roofs. Due to pass trauma whenever someone’s very aggressive towards me and start yelling or threatening my attacks come on. I started crying a little when I was checking him out but he told me to stfu and threw stuff at me. It left a bruise on my arm later on and that’s when my panic attack started. He was being very aggressive and I didn’t feel safe. He wanted the manager so I radioed the store manager
AND JUST LIKE THAT HE RESPONDED AND SHOWED UP yet he wouldn’t respond when I needed help up front..
He told the manager that I THREW it at him even though I didn’t. When he threw it i our my arms up in defense but it ended up hitting him when it bounced back. The manager apologized and said he’d take care of it but that the customer needed to calm down, take his things and go. He did.
But after that I was called into the cash office after working a 9 hour shift. He started explaining the company/store policy bullshit and how as a store manager he has a business to run and need to maintain the rep of the store and that I–ME–didn’t show a good representation for the store. He proceeded to fire me because I’m pretty much incompetent and a inconvenience to him. He couldn’t defend his employees and while I was out there bawling my eyes out because someone was being very aggressive, he was sitting on his ass all day ignoring calls for help up front.
So I don’t have a job at the moment, ive been applying everywhere near me but haven’t received anything back. Any donations or even commissions are very helpful, and will be greatly appreciated! <\3
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