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[femur-bandit]

Ewwww a radfem reblogged my art. Get blocked, idiot

[femur-bandit]

update on Cursed Reflection: more than one page of the first draft has been written! working on it very slowly but progress is progress!

[femur-bandit]

some Lieze for your pleasure

[anukfilli]

i was trying to make a meme but i fucked up the audio layering and

[kosmogrl]

just saw this and it made me sob.

[femur-bandit]

updated reference for my kid sona!

[femur-bandit]

some vent scribbles about my mental health

[femur-bandit]

I did an age regression session with a friend acting as a caretaker in gmod yesterday (for the first time regressing with someone else present) and I'm still not over it. I want to do it again. RIGHT NOW. I don't feel my emotions but I can tell by the way my brain is rotating this in my mind that I very much enjoyed it and am excited for the next time, whenever that would be. supervised kid time is literally so good for me

[femur-bandit]

you may not know this but I think the concept of humans being kept as pets by nonhuman creatures/beings is insanely interesting

[femur-bandit]

emotional dissociation + anxiety makes me experiencing my friendships feel like watching the outside through a window through the reflection of another window, like a see through mirror. I can see it all but it's distant. like it's removed from myself. and I have to blindly trust the bonds I've forged, believe in something that I can only see the vague reflection of, believe in something that doesn't feel tangible and I'm afraid could vanish at any moment because of my flaws and mistakes, because I don't know/feel what's actually there so it doesn't feel real and present. despite there being plenty of proof that my friends are my friends. despite me liking my friends and wanting them to stay. and I so deeply wish I could look at it directly, with no windows and no reflections sitting between me and the feeling of friendship. that I could feel it, like a promise that sits hopeful in my heart and shines like the sun. I want to feel again.

[femur-bandit]

Tiredddd eugh

[femur-bandit]

I need to redesign my kidsona

[femur-bandit]

goes "splurt" like a yucky tomato hitting the floor

[femur-bandit]

decided to join the other tenants with group gym exercise while not having done sports in years. I severly underestimated the healing time for my muscles

[sol-selfship]

wanted to draw something more elaborate but a headache struck me

[wordfather]

you're just mad because im annoying you and getting on your nerves on purpose