#schizo spectrum

[schizospec-culture-is]

schizospec culture is my stupid idiot liar brain trying to convince me the world already ended

THATS NOT HOW THAT WORKS!!!😭

🧠 <- the face of a liar

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[calibrators-here-but-ring-again]

And

It's reaching, it's reaching and reaching past your ribs

And it's squeezing, it's squeezing and squeezing again

You will never be the same

It will always be torn up, twisted, wrinkled and broken, like a flower you've stepped on

We will never be the same

We will be detached and unhere

TAKE ME HOME

the stars have been whispering in my ears, we're stringing together, they're immensely far but they whisper like they're next to me

I miss my sisters in essence

TAKE ME BACK

TAKE ME AWAY

TAKE ME HOME

unthreaded, untethered, unhere

We've been everywhere and now there's no where to escape

You've touched every place

It's all rotten and rotting, suffocating and hot and cold, it's all hands that are REACHING

AND GRABBING

AND SQUEEZING

THE BLACK INK SACK THAT IS MY HEART

[schizospec-culture-is]

Schizospec culture is growing up believing your phone camera was watching you 24/7 but never saying anything about it because you didn't want to be labeled as a "conspiracy theorist"

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[schizospec-culture-is]

Schizospec culture is hearing make one remark that dentistry is a scam and you fully believe it and now have one-sided beef with your dentist because you don't believe anything they say and think they're lying to you to try to make you feel bad

(Very specific I know but this is what I'm going through right now)

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[goddexes]

Yk, starting to think I’m schizospec. If anybody wanna hmu with tips on figuring shit out that would be greatly appreciated.

[schizospec-culture-is]

Schizospec culture is not realizing your delusion about everyone dying suddenly and without explanation when you don't see a person for more then 3 hours is a delusion until you try to explain it out loud

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[schizospec-culture-is]

Psychotic culture is interacting with anyone or going on any website with virus or malware in the name will give me viruses. same with bug/glitch though that's less distressing. I'm sure there's plenty of cool stuff that I'm missing out on seeing but I'm not risking that!!

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[schizospec-culture-is]

Shizospec culture is experiencing symptoms that aren’t described in literature because psychiatrists do not listen to us and would rather consult the holy script because nothing we say is real apparently. For example I have catatonia and my doctor treats this as just a state where I’m standing in a weird position for hours and I get that this is what it looks like to outsiders but before my eyes I see creatures that I have to defend myself against by getting into a position which according to my brain will make me invisible to those creatures by an optical illusion. But when I tell this very important detail to my doctor he just goes over it and ignores this very important aspect of what exactly pushes me to make those poses

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