#schizo spectrum

[schizospec-culture-is]

schizospec culture is unintentionally clocking something a friend/loved one says/does as a symptom of psychosis and/or delusions, but they seem genuinely unaware & have very little knowledge of psychology in general, and wanting to tell them so that we can work thru it together but being afraid of scaring them or accidentally pushing them away...

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[schizospec-culture-is]

schizoaffective culture is being brave enough to change medications but the phone keeps ringing…and ringing… even though the phone is out of the room. Even when I see the blank screen. It won’t stop ringing

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[schizospec-culture-is]

Schizotypal culture is why are my emotions shared? Like psychically shared. it's always perturbing.

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[schizospec-culture-is]

schizospec culture is my stupid idiot liar brain trying to convince me the world already ended

THATS NOT HOW THAT WORKS!!!😭

🧠 <- the face of a liar

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[calibrators-here-but-ring-again]

And

It's reaching, it's reaching and reaching past your ribs

And it's squeezing, it's squeezing and squeezing again

You will never be the same

It will always be torn up, twisted, wrinkled and broken, like a flower you've stepped on

We will never be the same

We will be detached and unhere

TAKE ME HOME

the stars have been whispering in my ears, we're stringing together, they're immensely far but they whisper like they're next to me

I miss my sisters in essence

TAKE ME BACK

TAKE ME AWAY

TAKE ME HOME

unthreaded, untethered, unhere

We've been everywhere and now there's no where to escape

You've touched every place

It's all rotten and rotting, suffocating and hot and cold, it's all hands that are REACHING

AND GRABBING

AND SQUEEZING

THE BLACK INK SACK THAT IS MY HEART

[schizospec-culture-is]

Schizospec culture is growing up believing your phone camera was watching you 24/7 but never saying anything about it because you didn't want to be labeled as a "conspiracy theorist"

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[schizospec-culture-is]

Schizospec culture is hearing make one remark that dentistry is a scam and you fully believe it and now have one-sided beef with your dentist because you don't believe anything they say and think they're lying to you to try to make you feel bad

(Very specific I know but this is what I'm going through right now)

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[goddexes]

Yk, starting to think I’m schizospec. If anybody wanna hmu with tips on figuring shit out that would be greatly appreciated.