[feralvent]

5 away from GW 😛

[feralvent]

kisses from my bitch taste like oxy

[feralvent]

you cant miss what you forget

[feralvent]

hanging out at 2am to watch the sunrise later >>>

[family-disappointment]

i will never be clean again

[feralvent]

Alcohol shakes are crazy

[feralvent]

tryna get my love, best I can do is a trauma bond

[feralvent]

saw you on tinder today,

guesss you’re really over me too

Lol

[feralvent]

you weren’t mine, but i was yours

[autumnsunshine10]

Vertiginous

Brain burns

Mind melts

Smoke spilling from ears

Thinking and thinking and

I don't think I can think anymore

Eyes hurt with seeing too much

Yet somehow still missing a vital sign

Vial of poison shell game sleight of hand

Going down in the middle of the night

The blues are back in town

Bearing hallucinations and grim news

Angel on my shoulder and devil

In the details duking it out

While another bout is battled

Logic and emotion vie for victory

Though I thought my skin had calloused

An optical illusion, still paper thin

Desensitizing doesn't make sense

When the walls seem to be closing in

How a restless wrecked head can spin

Wide awake at 3 am again yet too tired

To cry and please please please

I can't go on like this

Something somewhere

Just has to give

Prompts: myself imploring; it finds a way to; the deeper darker

[feralvent]

Got to watch the sunrise

I dont remember going home

Its been a good run but I’m so dizzy and my head is so foggy

Been awake for 3 days, I’ll rest for a few hours and do it all over again

[feralvent]

Okay time to sleep

[feralvent]

i feel mysekf fading away

But i have never felt more like me ..

[feralvent]

Bender ^_−☆

[feralvent]

it wasnt what you did so much as how you did it

[feralvent]

been a fein so long people clap when I wake up

[feralvent]

i fell in love with the drugs

i fell in love with the fix