bad things to come {tag: Fern}
âI donât own you, Naoki.â
The use of his full name and the sobriety in Fernandoâs suddenly-solemn words was stoic in its delivery. Fernando didnât falter in passing the drink to Naoki, simply waiting for him to take the glass of black label and be done with it. Whether or not the taller demon obliged him was of no consequence to Mr. Cross, but rather, just another defiant gesture in a long line of defiant gestures. He waited a beat to see what other sass Naoki could produce; and felt the bitterness of Naokiâs words salt him further. Pickled; prickled, and not in the least tickled, Fernando pinned the other man with a sharper stare than before, and spoke again. âI own what you do. Thereâs a difference.â His jaw tightened.
âAnd I didnât ask you here because I was bored. I didnât make you a dancing monkey. What we do is business, Naoki. You lost on a wager; you failed a merger, you bottomed out on the deal of a decade.â He shrugged a shoulder, the drink sloshing softly as Muddy Waters replaced Timbre Timber, the slow drone of a song about the Delta and the dirt it washed away filling the room with a less arrogant kind of ambience. It was almost as though theyâd been put, briefly, on the same level. Albeit Fernando would never measure up to Naoki in physicality.
He was a product of his time and genetics, after all.
Fernando slipped back after Naoki accepted the glass, holding onto it for a lingering moment, and used the other hand to shut the window with a soft snap. The sound of wind and rain outside became muffled, the pattering of moisture banging unseen fists against the glass reduced to mere distant white noise. The music softened a little, too, as if it was relieved to not have to fight against the sounds of nature. Crossing his arms, Fernando leaned against his desk and studied Naoki with narrowed eyes.
What the fuck was he supposed to do now that he had another demon under his belt? He had to admit; he was no archduke of hell. He wasnât even any type of general fit to command an infernal army. He was just a music man with a briefcase full of dreams waiting to turn into nightmares at the signing of a pen and the cutting of an artery. His jaw tensed ever so marginally once again and Fernando ran a hand across it, contemplative in his eyeing of Naoki.
âIf I wanted to poison you, hombre, youâd be dead already. Or this vessel of yours would be,â Fernando stated flatly at long last, ceasing to drum his fingers on his arms. Adjusting the ruby ring on his left hand, the demon sighed inwardly and and shook his head. A few steps took him back to where Naoki was, closing the distance between them with an unparalleled determination despite all. Despite Naoki, really, and despite their situation. âIf this is groveling, Naoki, youâre doing a piss-poor job of it,â Fern added, picking his own glass back up to finish it off and refill it, brows raised. âBut we can both agree youâve doneâŚmoderately acceptable work thus far.â He glanced up over his glass, squinting.
âSo, KikiâŚâ said Fernando slowly. âWhere is it we go from here?â
Shadowed by long lashes, dark eyes met his amber and honey gaze. He failed to see the difference, but he would let that little seed germinate in Fernandoâs mind. See what bloomed before he pruned away tendrils of thought he didnât want and shaped it into self-loathing. Â
The metaphor brought back memories that being in Fernandoâs presence shouldnât encourage, and it was with a slightly warmer gaze that Naoki listened to the rest. Or perhaps warmer was taking it to far. There was nothing warm to be found in that room. They were equally as cold and as hot as people believed Hell to be, and there was no warmth. Just slightly less hostility as the music altered.
Between Fernando shutting the window and the new song, the storm seemed to retreat from the little room. It was easier for Naoki to watch it beat against the windowpane than to consider the lingering moment as Fernandoâs fingers stayed on the glass. With both the door and the window shut, all the air seemed to have been stolen from the room. At long last, Fernando retreated. The movement brought Naokiâs gaze back to him. Eyes narrowing, Naoki tried to figure out what was going on inside Fernandoâs head. Fernando orbited him like the earth orbited the sun; closer and closer until he spun off again - but always to return to burn anew.
Naoki was content to wait him out. Straightening the hem of his shirt, he considered the fabric as Fernando came back to him again. Moth to flame. âBelieve it or not,â he said softly, words almost lost to the background noise of the song. âIâve done my fair share of begging. Enough to know that it doesnât tend to have the results I want.â Certainly true. Perhaps the single truth that Naoki knew best. Still, he raised both his gaze and his untouched drink in acceptance of the comment, and the one that followed.
Leaving his drink on the corner of the desk, Naoki settled into a chair. Leaning back with all the confidence as if this was his office, as if he still held all the contracts and all the power, he crossed his legs and steepled his fingers atop his thigh. Cocking his head, he lifted his eyes to the ceiling and let the moment stretch. âIt would seem to me that choice relies entirely upon you.â Fingers unlacing, he shrugged broad shoulders and spread his hands. âIf you own what I do, you might as well start puling strings.â
To Fernando, all was black holes and dying stars, no planetary glory or celestial manifesto. It was a simple matter of ink and paper; the cosmos they gravitated toward being one of files and folders and carefully-regimented numbers. They had sales goals to meet, not stars to chase, and he had no intention of seeing this beyond what it was: another gaping drain in the galaxy, slowly and painstakingly leeching life out of the remainder of the system they both resided in. A solar system could not possess more than one sun, after all. Put the "sole" in "solar", now, didn't it?
"...We've both been there," Fernando replied. It was difficult to admit. It was harder to say aloud, to another person--let alone a demon and a rival. To allow this was to allow a weakness; because all connections were in Hell were weaknesses. They were tethers to be yanked on, they were the chains and collars keeping demons down in the pit. They were muzzles and restraints of all varieties, and Fernando's gaze turned a bit hollow at the reflection of it all. The warmth of the room, momentarily, didn't register. He simply gazed from Naoki to the rainy window and back again, trying to work up other words--working to make them as he would a fire, rubbing his lips together to spark something worthwhile without being sacrificial. The damp and his doubt made it difficult. He simply waited until he felt heat and smelled smoke.
"Which is why I don't want this to turn out the same way."
Swirling his drink, Fernando lifted it to his lips and leaned against his desk once more, eyes drifting to the scuffed and worn-out floor beneath him. "Last chance, Naoki," Fernando said flatly, still studying the ground. His fingers fidgeted with one cufflink, lips pursing. "I can make you leave, but I'd rather you take that upon yourself. Make the decision. Leave my turf of your own free will; and get the rest of your freedom with it." He ran a hand through his hair, unraveling a few slicked-back curls, and turned away to finish his glass, muttering,
"it don't feel natural, keeping a shark in a fishtank."











