Dear self,
Do you remember what was like to be happy? Indeed have you ever been happy in your entire life? Have you ever felt so glad about something that you can’t hold on? We used to live life at our fullest before everything started falling apart, nerveless, you have always felt kind of alone and left behind, people that surround you just don’t appear to please your emotions, that part of yourself that as everyone else is afraid to be alone, people search for love as a way to fill that aloneness. In 9th grade you did not feel as if your classmates were your friends, you used to hang out with those guys from others schools that you looked at them as good persons and at the upshot they ended up being the problem, you created a dependency on them and if you weren’t with them you felt lonely but they didn’t seem you as a friend, you just were a cool dude they liked spending their time with, but it cost you to realize that, however you acted like if nothing was going on in your life and always gave the best part of yourself no matter what happened.
-Myself
