🫧 ୨ fettigoma !! 🧁 ୧

sfw agere .. ♬ 🫧🧁 looking for a caregiver please dm

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꒰ 🧁 intro ◞ post ꒱

hi hi! 🍪

◟🧁 . / name . ! i'm fettie! (˶>⩊<˶)

꒰ 🧁 account ◞ information ꒱

꒰ 🧁 about ◞ fettie ꒱

◟🧁 . / interests . ! mamegoma, my little pony: friendship is magic, lalaloopsy, shopkins, num noms, jojifuku, don't hug me i'm scared, arcane, sanrio, san-x, bee and puppycat, anime, five nights at freddy's, gravity falls, the amazing digital circus, doki doki literature club, star vs the forces of evil, poppy playtime, the amazing world of gumball, welcome home.

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The despair I feel is so all consuming and it hurts so much it makes my whole body ache. I just want someone. But it’s so complicated. You have to be pretty and smart and have cool hobbies and be an interesting person. But I’m none of those. I’ve been so depressed and burnt out I never developed a personality or even a brain. I’ve gone through therapies and medicines but I still feel so empty. I feel what would truly help me is someone that likes me. Someone who’ll give me a chance. Who stays and cares even if the start is a little rocky. If someone goes through even one extra step for me I would feel so loved and motivated. I would get out of bed and get my life together. Because I want to become a person that can be worthy of their attention and love. But it’ll never happen and it makes me feel so unbelievably hopeless. All the time I’ve feel like I swallowed hot coals and I have hot and cold sweats all over my body and I just feel so unbelievably worthless. I can’t see a future. I wish I had died as a child because if I did it today I’m seen as a selfish coward. I just want a mommy so badly.

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I don’t feel safe. I’m really hurt. I’m so lonely. I’ve tried and tried and tried but no one ever wants to be my friend as much as I want to be theirs. It sucks so much. It’s so demotivating to get nothing back after trying so hard and pushing myself even though it’s scary. I’m beginning to think it’s actually impossible. I just feel so humiliated and sad. I don’t need more advice. I need a friend who actually cares about me. Someone who actually wants to stay. Not someone who does it from a place of pity or boredom. It hurts so much. I can’t bear it any longer.

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agere choosing game: beach day (＾O＾) ︵ 🐚 ♪ ˊ˗

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mh evebything huwts i just wan a mama :(

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agere choosing game: first day at daycare (＾O＾) ︵ 🧁 ♪ ˊ˗

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pink frosted animal cracker build a bear moodboard (＾O＾) ︵ 🧁 ♪ ˊ˗

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pinkie pie agere moodboard (＾O＾) ︵ 🧁 ♪ ˊ˗

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i would do anything just to be held by a cg, have my forehead kissed, be told i'm a good girl, and be reassured so the scary thoughts don't feel so loud anymore. (◞‸ ◟)

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mother garden agere moodboard (＾O＾) ︵ 🍓 ♪ ˊ˗

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fettie's personal agere moodboard (＾O＾) ︵ 🧁 ♪ ˊ˗