ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇꜱꜱ ɪꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴀɴᴅʟᴇ

[derangedrhythms]

I sensed in myself a potentiality for corruption that took my breath away.

Angela Carter, The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories; from ‘The Bloody Chamber’

[derangedrhythms]

And I can sense there's something entirely unacceptable lurking inside me.

Claire Dederer, from 'Monsters: A Fan's Dilemma'

[feral-ballad]

I was furious at my hands. At myself. At my history. At my inability to do anything with those hands.

Victoria Chang, from Dear Memory: Letters on Writing, Silence, and Grief; “Dear Daughter,”

[feral-ballad]

I want to love and be loved. I want to find a way where I don’t hurt myself. I want to live a life where I say things are good more than things are bad. I want to keep failing and discovering new and better directions. I want to enjoy the tides of feeling in me as the rhythms of life. I want to be the kind of person who can walk inside the vast darkness and find the one fragment of sunlight I can linger in for a long time. Some day, I will.

Baek Sehee, tr. by Anton Hur, from I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki

[feral-ballad]

I thought I had been surviving, and yet, what I was really doing was hanging by a string, loosely holding myself from collapsing. I was always on the verge, and I could feel that friction in my soul.

Fariha Róisín, from Who Is Wellness For?: An Examination of Wellness Culture and Who It Leaves Behind

[rosieandthemoon]

[aablayie-deactivated20190125]

[grossgifs]

cthulhu

x x x / x x x / x x x

[plushiesssforcrying]

no serious art tonight, take these for now

[nananitu22]

These best friends don't have matching bracelets, they have matching hats.

[dailylittlenightmares]

[vhsmeme]

* creepy item meme

send a number for our muses to interact with the following!

a flashlight 

the last box of matches

a balloon that follows you everywhere 

a scrapbook crackling in the blaze

a music box that plays sinister tunes 

camcorder with a ‘ YOU’RE NEXT ’ sticker

an axe

a candle that keeps dying

a bag of bones

the final letter

a billboard that says ‘ TURN BACK ’

shotgun ammo

a first aid kit

an empty chair with bloody hand prints

a payphone that emits a low, ominous growl

dying flowers

a locked suitcase in the middle of the road

polaroid camera with stories of mayhem  

a bloody pair of boots

a monster mask

[creepish]

can i talk to you in the woods about something

[mr-mistyeyed]

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

[punk-rockdyke]

born to be a 90s teenager working at blockbuster, who recommends customers the weirdest goriest horniest movie they have ever seen. forced to post on letterboxd.

[theblackparadeisdead]

I was meant to be a character in a low budget horror movie in 2005 wearing a short sleeved shirt over a long sleeved shirt to signify to the audience that I am an enjoyer of music

[mothgiirlfriend]

never beating the weird bitch allegations