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@ffsluci
text: baby shark
con: it's not, you guys are adults and he made a decision for himself
con: i'm glad you guys are trying to make it work. well, nc is still the states so you can fly here and there for work and stuff right?
luci: i know, it's just all so delicate and i constantly break things
luci: uh not really. if its a big job maybe but besides that i dont really think im gonna be working that much
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: oh um i’m sorry
apollo: no, i don’t, haven’t for over a year i think. it didn’t feel like i needed to anymore
luci: dont be sorry, it's not a bad thing. i think it'll be good to stay in one place for a while. if ur sister and dad like me of course
luci: is that a good thing?
text: baby shark
con: babe, i don't think he should put any blame on you. look, idk everything, but i think he's just focused on himself and his own relationship rn. he still cheated on his gf with you, he knew what he was doing.
con: oh wow. that's a big move. im glad you guys are working things out though. honestly, i think this year i'll keep to the states. i'm looking at some properties in the hamptons, so we might end up there. you're invited if you wanna visit some time, obviously
luci: he doesn't. i just put the blame on myself bc it feels like its my fault.
luci: yeah, i'm hoping this will be a good thing. clearly long distance doesn't work for us, and apollo has school and his sister in nc so it just makes sense
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: really? how do you feel about that?
apollo: no, i just saw her for a bit after my mom died, she was a friend of my advisor at unc
luci: ... sounds like something someone who is trying to psychoanalyze me would say
luci: you dont talk to her anymore?
text: baby shark
con: you hurt isco? he’s as much to blame about this as you are. if he’s hurt then that sucks for him
con: it doesn’t matter. if you wanna make things better, you can luci
luci: i didn't tell him about apollo. and the only reason i was there is because he asked me for help. it feels like i took advantage of the situation. i didnt mean to, i just feel icky about the whole thing
luci: i think i'm moving in with apollo. so if u and ezra wanna stay at the villa its all yours
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: i don't think that's bad, it's not exactly like you've lived in nc your whole life like me
apollo: oh i haven't seen her in like a year, year and a half so it's no big deal
luci: you know if we move in together its gonna be like the longest ive ever lived in one place
luci: oh okay i thought you meant you still talk to her regularly
text: baby shark
con: i doubt that
con: you're not selfish, you help me and ezra all the time and we don't give it back to you like we should
luci: daphne. mia. isco. apollo. naomi. probably even ethan.
luci: like honestly, who havent i hurt at this point lol
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: she’s around chapel hill so it’s still kinda a drive from the banks
apollo: should i not be okay with it?
luci: is it bad that i dont know where that is
luci: i dont know? i just dont want you to feel awkward or uncomfortable talking to them
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: okay i’ll send it
apollo: she’s really good, i promise
luci: i guess it’ll be good to have one in nc since i’ll be living there
luci: are u okay with me talking to ur therapist??
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: i think i still have her number saved in my phone, if you want it?
luci: yeah i guess i’ll take it
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: i do, actually, she’s just back in north carolina
luci: oh well that's kinda helpful
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: well could i help in some way?
luci: know any good therapists lol
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: maybe a little bit, but honestly i just want to be there for you, not psychoanalyze you
luci: you are here for me, i just need to figure out my shit
text: baby shark
con: i’m aware of that. and clearly you regret it and you feel bad about it already. i don’t look at you any differently
con: sometimes i remember how easy everything was before we came to this house, do you ever miss it?
con: we should be able to be there for you anyway
luci: i think you’re the only one who doesn’t
luci: life wasn’t exactly peaches before this. i don’t know this is kind of a break from my real life i guess
luci: i shouldn’t be so selfish with you and ezra
text: baby shark
con: who isn’t sensitive in this house? you’ve been going through a lot, no one should put all the blame on you
con: i know i am. i’m sorry i made you feel shitty before. i focused on ezra and i a lot because of everything that happened last season and didn’t realize i wasn’t there for you
luci: im not the victim here, i did something really bad and i hurt a lot of people
luci: im sorry i was being so selfish about all of that. you guys have every right to focus on each other without me bitching about it
sms ✉ apollo x luci
apollo: you know i’m gonna worry about it, so telling me not to is pointless, honestly
luci: i thought you had me all psychoanalyzed by now
text: baby shark
con: i didn’t mean anything by it. i just see the way you guys talk sometimes and i thought it hurt you. but we’re all different and only you guys know what’s going on in your relationship
con: so are you
luci: i mean, yeah. but its not his fault that im upset. its not anyone fault im just too sensitive
luci: youre my best friend too
