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I'm leaving this account as an archive because there's too much history to it and restarting. All history that has happened still happened but I'm just having a fresh account to go at it with. Thank you for your patience and for staying. It means a lot. Follow if you wish!
"Hi, everyone. Sorry for not being around much. School has been really hectic. But I'm here now."
FINAL-FUCKING-LY ON ALL MY ACCOUNTS THAT HAVE BEEN HAVING REBLOGGING ISSUES ARE BACK UP AND THIS IS WONDERFUL NEWS BECAUSE I CAN BE ACTIVE AGAIN YESSSSSS
OKAY SO I CAN ONLY REBLOG FROM MY DASH OR SOMETHING BUT THIS IS GOOD NEWS BECAUSE I CAN FINALLY BE ACTIVE ON HERE AGAIN
ARE YOU WORKING? PLEASE SAY YOU ARE
Well, looks like the reblog glitch has hit me here too.
Fuck.
So.
My inactivity has been because my muse has been... kinda gone. Allie's gone off to do her own thing. I lost loads of people but it's okay. I mean, I didn't have much left to do here anyways. So, in order to keep this a little more active, I'm gonna set up a queue and stuff. I'll refill it every now and then, but for now, that's all I can do. Sorry~
He nodded, and leaned forward, kissing her gently. No need to draw this out. “I love you.” He sat for a moment, and then stood up, spreading his wings. He swallowed.Â
Maybe he was doing the wrong thing. What if they failed anyway? She could spend her last days alone..Â
This was no time for doubts. He wasn’t under orders to stay, he could come back, if it looked like he wasn’t making much difference, he could come back and protect her.
He took a deep breath. “Goodbye, Allie..”
She kissed him back, with everything she had, and watched him stand. Jarvis beeped and lit the room up just a little bit so they could see each other better. Her eyes were rimmed with tears, but she had a smile. If anything, a proud smile, one that tried to reassure him that she believed in him.
She did, very much so, and it helped ease her. She breathed in... out... and smiled again. "Bye.... Thorny."
He wrapped his arms round her tight.Â
“You have to stay happy, ok? For me… focus on getting strong, and helping your mom with the twins.. they’re gonna be such great kids when they grow up… It’s ok to be sad that I’m gone but.. you have to go to Chery’s, you can stay there…”Â
He pulled back, looking at her again. “Promise me you won’t hide away. You won’t just stay here and refuse to see people… You’re brilliant, Al, but there’s no point you being so brilliant if no-one can see it..”
She swallowed hard, unwilling to let go. She nodded as he spoke, meeting his eyes, her own blinking fast. "I will... I..." Cheeks flushed and she used the ball of her palm to rub her eye, taking a deep, steadying breath. "I promise.." She took his hands tightly, hers warm.Â
He moved towards her, free hand curling round the back of her neck, and hugged her. I can’t leave. I don’t want to. But again, Kiva’s face flashed before him, and he drew back to look at her.
“I mean it. I don’t have to go, but.. Allie Stark, I love you, and I will love you until the day I die, and then I’ll go on loving you. If there’s a way back, I’ll find it. I promise. Just.. think of this like.. working. I’m working away from home. That’s all.”
She was fighting tears suddenly, maybe because of what he said, how he said it... how much emotion she felt despite the bond being.. limited...
It was more than just through the bond. She felt it straight from him. She wanted him to stay, more than anything, but she convinced herself to understand he was needed. She clung to his shirt, breathed out shakily and buried her face into his shoulder.
"I love you too, Thorn... with all of my heart and soul... with everything I've got..." She whispered against the fabric, pressing closer against him. "I love you.."
He sat back, and nodded. “I don’t have to. They can’t make me leave. But… there are kids dying. Kiva’s age, younger. They aren’t getting any training because we can’t spare anyone. I’d be doing it on my own terms, I could train them easily. I wouldn’t have to fight.”
He sighed. “Or.. I could stay here with you.” He wanted to. Just the two of them, together, safe, undisturbed. But if this went as badly as Samael thought it would.. No-one would be safe. He looked up at her, tentatively reaching to take her hand.
Her ears flattened, but her hand didn't move away, letting him take it. She didn't want him to go. She felt like she had just gotten him back but now...
But... he was needed. Thorn... Thorn would always come home back to her, right? She's brought him home before...
"Will.. will you come back..?" She murmured, squeezing his hand now, her tail curling up behind her. "Will you come back to me?"
“The thing is..” He sighed, and dropped his head. “The thing is.. we’re losing. The fight, that is. We.. we’re running out of angels who can fight.” God, how could he do this to her again?
“They want me to go back, to help.” He looked back up at her, waiting.
She was awake now, propping herself up slowly until she was sitting up, staring at him. "You're.... you're leaving again...? I thought... I thought you didn't have to anymore.."
He allowed her to pull him down, relaxing a little, and then sighed.
“Allie.. I have to tell you something.. well, ask you something.” She looked so happy.. He ran fingers through her hair, trailing them up her ears.
She purred a little louder, a shiver vaguely running up her spine as she nuzzled up against him. “Hmm..?” Her tail flicked under the sheets, moving to wrap lazily around his thigh. “What is it..?”
He returned with a shiver of his own. She was so close.. he could just stay here.. He didn’t have to go. He wasn’t under orders.
“I.. Samael was here.” He nuzzled her, wanting to say “but it doesn’t matter, it’s ok, I don’t have to go”Â
Her purring ceased, and there was a momentary silence. Her head raised slightly and looked up at him, eyes focusing. "...huh?"
He allowed her to pull him down, relaxing a little, and then sighed.
“Allie.. I have to tell you something.. well, ask you something.” She looked so happy.. He ran fingers through her hair, trailing them up her ears.
She purred a little louder, a shiver vaguely running up her spine as she nuzzled up against him. "Hmm..?" Her tail flicked under the sheets, moving to wrap lazily around his thigh. "What is it..?"
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It was a minute or so before she stirred, not just his voice waking her, but her knees. The ache had returned - not as badly- but it was enough to rouse her and make her give the softest cranky whine. She blinked, focusing her vision, and saw Thorn. “Thorny..” She gave a sleepy smile. “Hai.”
He was leaning forwards, forearms on his knees, and he looked at her, giving a small smile.Â
“Hey you.” He had shut down the bond a little, but it was still there. He shifted, crawling up the bed to kiss her gently.
She pushed herself up a bit, arms still weak from sleep, and caught his lips into a lazy smooch, laying back down and tugging on his shirt gently to bring him down with her. "Mmn..." She purred softly.
