Mar 10, 2019
Trigger warning
Also morbidity warning. I think a lot about my mortality, and I have an ominous but sensible feeling that my death will be by suicide. Not anytime soon. There is still a lot I must/want to do in life. My passion is strong in a lot of things, and I suspect it will stay strong for awhile yet. I have a particular method in mind. I might be 50, I may be 85. It’s not an “if” for me, I’ve struggled with this issue for so long, it’s more a “when.” But not for awhile yet. Perhaps I will change my mind - I can’t predict how my life will be decades into the future. And I’m worried about my loved ones.