i lived - i loved - i was here

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.” - H. Jackson Brown Jr. | me

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Wow. Cheated on for practically a year. Cool cool. I was sad before. But now that I know this, I’m pissed. Good riddance.

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There are some in this world who have strength on their own Never broken or in need of repair But there are some born to shine who can’t do it alone So protect them and take special care

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I posted this song just over -7- years ago (6/2013), when I was going through a wave of sadness. And now here I am again, 7 years later going through yet another wave of sadness.

Except whereas 2013, 20 year old me was sad for a number of reasons, one of which involving me being forever single and apparently undateable, having me constantly doubt my self worth, 27 year old me is now doubting his self worth -because- of a relationship and the microagressions of an unpredictable partner. And this being my first real relationship, over a year and a half at that, I am not really sure what the signs of an “end” are. What red flags would I be seeing had I had more experience with relationships? Is this feeling itself a red flag? How can a person make you so happy in one moment, and so miserable and pathetic in the next? I find myself falling into a slump, and I do not know what to do or how to climb out.

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Living our best lives #sutrobaths #igmodels #snapchatismyagent #besties (at Sutro Baths)

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The world’s newest IG model 📸 #sanfrancisco #goldengatebridge #candidiswear (at Golden Gate Bridge)

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Kayaking in the SF Bay: smiles in the beginning, sore arms at the end! 10/10 would recommend 🚣🏻 #sanfrancisco #kayaking (at South Beach Harbor)

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So I attempted to be artistic, and this was the result...I mean it’s not the worst thing in the world, right? 🎨 #wineanddesign #itcamepresketched #emohairrealness (at Wine & Design)

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Happy Pride 2018, y’all! 🏳️‍🌈🌈🏳️‍🌈 #sanfrancisopride #pride2018 #thebestie (at San Francisco Pride)

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So hiking was fun. Best part was when a lady asked us when a path ended, and we told her that it just went on and on, so she and her husband turned back around and were like “no no no.” #hiking #oakland #redwoodregionalpark #twoplussizebestfriends (at Redwood Regional Park)

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Introspective. #anaheimpackingdistrict #vacation (at Anaheim Packing District)

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UNHhh, honey! Honeyyy 🍯 #disneyland #winniethepooh #disneyap #trixiemattelformallstars3 #imeanallstars3 (at The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh)

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This year’s office holiday outing consisted of lunch on the Napa Valley Wine Train and a tour of @thecastello. Wine and champagne were in abundance 🍷🍾 #napawinetrain #castellodiamorosa (at Castello di Amorosa Winery)

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Had the most magical evening last night - it felt like I was in a whole new world!🧞‍♂️#aladdin #orpheumtheatre #imagenieinabottlebaby #yougottarubmetherightway (at SHN Orpheum Theatre)

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I’m ready to spill the tea on a CoUPle of HATers 🎩 #disneyland #madteaparty #spillthetea #wereallmadhere (at Mad Tea Party)

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I got to LA, opened up Tinder to be a whore (jk), and you were the first person I saw. And my heart dropped, so that’s a great start to my trip 😐

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