THERE WAS A STAR DANCED

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TO BE MERRY BEST BECOMES YOU .   a multifandom multimuse written by jii .   ft. a bunch of canon and original muses from a handful of fandoms .   --   see carrd for guidelines and muse list

carrd:   here

other multi side blogs:

#kintsuqi, touken ranbu

#revivisaere, fate series

#azra-ambarih, yu-gi-oh

[revivisaere]

𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘊𝘏𝘖𝘚𝘌𝘕 𝘍𝘌𝘞

a DISCORD SERVER for anyone and everyone who loves THE STAGE OF CARNAGE, SHIMOSA

                                 𝘌𝘔𝘌𝘙𝘎𝘌 𝘍𝘙𝘖𝘔 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘚𝘏𝘈𝘋𝘖𝘞𝘚 !

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hiii (with the intention of returning slowly but having to fix carrd and gdocs and wow are those many new features to tungle)

[deviika]

Vincent Van Gogh // John Keats

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"i used to like that story for some reason." nox + yuuko // @laplacemail

"And between then and now, what has changed ?" she would ask him . 'Some reason' could be important . Not to her, but perhaps to him . She did not believe him to be a person who disliked fairy tales simply because he 'grew out of them .' Though, for all she knew, he could try to prove her wrong .

[metamorphesque]

  — Hope is Lonely, Kim Seung Hee (tr. Brother Anthony)

[text ID: hope and I, / hope is a life sentence, / hope is lonely.]

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"i ask not out of sorrow, but in wonder." dia + yuuko // @laplacemail

His sense of wonder may one day take him to dangerous waters, she knows, but there is no reason not to answer his question at the moment . Though it won't always be like this, not always . Not with everyone he will meet in his many possible futures . Still, she did not mind in the least to indulge his curiosity right now . "Some people believe life and death to be cyclical, and to a point, they are correct . But a soul leaving its physical vessel does not always result in death . Nor does it mean their rebirth . There is an in-between somewhere, and that is where our little friend has gone . You asked me where he went, and I will tell you I am not certain where, exactly, he may be at present . If it is in your future, however, you will meet again . So rather than farewell, perhaps you should say 'see you later,' and remember to fill him in on what he will miss from this point to your reunion . I'm sure he will have his own stories to share with you, too ."

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dunno who wants to play but melty blood: actress again current code is going for 3.44 euro until a little after next week

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"months pass. years pass, and despair bites into me. i can feel it gnawing." nox + yuuko // @laplacemail

"It is but one of the consequences that come with living for so long, this despair ." One of many sure to come ; sooner rather than later, she inferred . They were quite alike, she observed— stuck, as if frozen in time . Unable to move on, though likely for different reasons . Perhaps similar reasons . However, she had been in their place for far longer than he, and has since learned to be content - rather, be at relative ease - with the stillness . A guide may yet be of service to him, lest he mirror her own lonely journey . Or tread worse paths . "... and to that I say: You must learn to look forward . Towards the future . Dragging the past with you, remaining in the present ... these things will not help you, in the long run . You must make peace with them, and move on ."

[theoptia]

Anaïs Nin, from Henry and June: From “A Journal of Love,” The Unexpurgated Diary (1931-1932) of Anaïs Nin

Text ID: You carry away with you a reflection of me, a part of me. I dreamed you, I wished for your existence. You will always be part of my life. If I love you, it must be because we have shared at some time the same imaginings, the same madness,

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3 things my muse thinks about yours - dia + yuuko // 11 ; @laplacemail

"He's a very enthusiastic student, eager to learn and willing to ask relevant (and irrelevant but interesting) questions ."

"Wahhhh, can't I have just one day of peace ? Maru, Moro: what are you doing if he's going through the shop inventory again ?!"

"... I never quite imagined having children before . Perhaps only in passing, but I suppose ... I like them ."

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INTERACTIVE HEADCANONS

Send a number for a headcanon/situation with our muses!

1. A general headcanon for our muses 2. A song that reminds me of our muses 3. An incorrect quote that fits our muses 4. A voicemail my muse left yours 5. A dream my muse had about yours 6. An AU for our muses 7. A place my muse would invite yours to hang out in 8. A gift my muse would give yours 9. A worry my muse has about yours 10. The relationship/dynamic I’d like our muses to have 11. 3 things my muse thinks about yours 12. My muse’s opinion about your muse’s appeareance 13. My muse’s opinion about your muse’s personality 14. My muse talking about your muse to other people 15. Your muse’s contact name in my muse’s phone 16. My muse missing yours 17. How comfortable my muse is around yours 18. How my muse would like your muse to treat them 19. My muse pranking yours 20. Something that reminds my muse of your muse 21. Something my muse would teach to yours 22. Something my muse wants to know about yours 23. A secret my muse is keeping from yours 24. A theory my muse has about yours 25. A meal my muse would make for yours 26. A plot I’d like for our muses 27. A book my muse would recommend to yours 28. A random text from my muse 29. A random dialogue my muse would say to yours 30. A flower my muse would give yours

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quotes that broke me starters

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

quotes taken from random sources or tiktok. i claim no ownership whatsoever.

❛   i’m supposed to be the one who protects you from monsters. i’m not supposed to be one.  ❜  

❛   if i could make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places.  ❜  

❛  no one heard our screams for a long time.  ❜  

❛   i know so many last words. but i’ll never know hers.  ❜  

❛   there is a home for every departed thing.  ❜  

❛   it reminded me that i will never truly know you.  ❜  

❛   i also buried a part of myself alongside them.  ❜  

❛   after you died i could no longer hold a funeral. so my life became the funeral.  ❜  

❛   you don’t have to be awake to cry.  ❜  

❛   forgive me, for all the things i did. but mostly the things i didn’t do.  ❜  

❛   the human eye is the loneliest creation of all.  ❜  

❛   fairness is for happy people.  ❜  

❛   the things we lost will always be heavier than the things that stayed.  ❜  

❛   perhaps it is the greater grief, to remain on the earth when another is gone.  ❜  

❛   you stain the pages with yourself.  ❜  

❛   tears will not wash away the sorrow.  ❜  

❛   beautiful things grow a certain height and then they fall and fade off.  ❜  

❛    who in all these centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?  ❜  

❛   i have scars on my hands from touching certain people  ❜  

❛   despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart.  ❜  

❛   you tried to change, didn’t you?  ❜

❛   you can’t make homes out of people. someone should have taught you that.  ❜  

❛   i hid my deepest feelings so well, i forgot where i placed them.  ❜  

❛   we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace.  ❜  

❛   i didn’t leave because i stopped loving you. i left because the longer i stayed, the less i loved myself.  ❜  

❛   at every moment in our life, we have one foot in a fairytale & the other in the abyss.  ❜  

❛   there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.  ❜  

❛   it’s strange, i felt less lonely when i didn’t know you.  ❜  

❛   things change, friends leave. life doesn’t stop for anybody.  ❜  

❛   it takes a lifetime to die, and no time at all.  ❜  

❛   i am deathly afraid of almosts. of coming close to what i want and then falling just a little short.  ❜  

❛   i felt your absence.  ❜  

❛   what do we do now, now that we are happy?  ❜  

❛    you honestly thought anybody would love you? purely and truly love you?  ❜  

❛   don’t stop looking. he deserves to know someone saw his end, that someone noticed him.  ❜  

❛    i can bear my pain so long as it has meaning.  ❜  

❛   i dont have a single friend - not one.  ❜  

❛   i’ve had more than enough pain in my life, what’s a little more going to do?  ❜  

❛    it would have been you if i met you first.  ❜  

❛    i really thought he was going to be my forever.  ❜  

❛    maybe in the next life it would work.  ❜  

❛   in spite of everything, you’re still you.  ❜  

❛   the dead have it easy.  ❜  

❛   there’s an ocean of silence between us, and I’m drowning.    ❜  

❛   there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

❛   don’t look at me! i don’t … i don’t want you seeing me like this.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood.  ❜  

❛   the future should know the mistakes we made.  ❜  

❛   of course you have. you feel guilt. you want redemption.  ❜  

❛   i’m here because you can’t accept what you’ve done. it broke you.  ❜  

❛   even now, after all you’ve done, you can still go home.  lucky you . ❜  

❛   you’re all that’s left, and we can’t live this lie forever.  ❜  

❛    prometheus gave us light, and warmth, and eternal damnation.  ❜  

❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜  

❛    i know i ruined your life. i suffer for it every day.  ❜  

❛   don’t let yourself get killed for… for pride. i’ve seen it kill too many folk.  ❜  

❛    you and me, we ain’t decent… but those folk… they were.  ❜  

❛   we’re more ghosts than people.  ❜  

❛   despite my best efforts to the contrary… it turns out i’ve won.  ❜  

❛   i gave you all i had … i did.  ❜  

❛   this whole time, I’ve blamed myself for that decision.  ❜  

❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜  

❛   i don’t want to break their hearts all over again. it’s better if they never see me.  ❜  

❛   please leave me alone. i can’t come back. i just … can’t, okay?  ❜  

❛   no matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing, you refused to hurt anyone. ❜  

❛    people like you don’t ever want to be happy.  ❜  

❛   i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❜  

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Yuuko's crossover verses in a nutshell, because they're too short to have their own google docs (and because I don't use them much at the moment) . Will update this post as needed .

FATE VERSE .

Qualified Servant Classes: Foreigner, Ruler

Holy Grail Wars: Human Order Incineration Incident (Grand Order), Human Order Revision (Lostbelt), etc .

Parameters:

Strength: E Endurance: B Agility: C Mana: EX Luck: A NP: EX

Noble Phantasm: Unknown

Description: As a Foreigner, she is connected to the Outer God, Azathoth . She makes use of magical tools instead of her own Magic (not Magecraft) to keep the god within asleep. Often speaks in riddles .

GENSHIN IMPACT VERSE .

Constellation: Papilionis

Vision: N/A

Weapon: N/A (occasionally thought to be a Catalyst user)

Description: The owner of a shop that seems to exist in another dimension, similar to that of a Serenitea Pot . Though, entry requires not a physical marker, but "a strong wish ." Some think of her to be one of the adepti or even a god with her ability to grant wishes . For a price, of course .

[viivyre-deactivated20230118]

I. Mistral writes: I killed a woman in me, one I did not love. But I don’t want to kill that longing woman in me. I love her & I want her to go on longing. 

II. There is so much violence in reconstruction. Each minute is grisly, but I have to participate. I am building what I cannot break. 

#    𝐕𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈.   —    by Sue, 21 +, fandom independent.   —   𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃.

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roleplay history

The rules are simple! Post ten characters you’d like to roleplay as, have role-played as, and might bring back. Then tag ten people to do the same (if you can’t think of ten characters, just write down however many you can and tag the same amount of people). Aside from that, please repost instead of reblogging!

— CURRENTLY PLAYING:

a bunch of canon and oc muses in this blog and its three side blogs (check pinned im lazy rn but for sure it's 10+ characters)

— WANT TO PLAY:

the second herrscher of reason, from honkai impact ; i have no idea if what i know about him was retconned or not i haven't checked yet but he was pretty cool

galina, also from honkai impact ; like she existed in one arc and not even a good chunk of it but i liked her, basically read/watch/play honkai it's really good

maybe someone from star rail, because the material so far's been interesting and (what did you expect, third time's the charm) it's also honkai

azul ashengrotto, from twisted wonderland ; it's not only because of the hat i swear but that's the reason at the top of my head

nansen ichimonji, from touken ranbu ; first event sword i got years ago in jp holds a special place in my heart also want to try my hand at cat jokes

fai from tsubasa chronicles

chii in the tsubasa chronicles timelines

just got into elden ring and maybe i'll consider someone sometime

fate divergent ereshkigal, closer to sumerian myth than whatever i read in fgo

galahad, because i never see him

— HAVE PLAYED:

at some point i did write all of the shinsengumi swords from touken + okita souji

belarus, japan and france from hetalia ; my dark rp past.... don't worry about it

itachi, haku, kisame and pakura from naruto ; im looking away

cynthia from pokemon ; there was this one ask i still get mortified over

gabriel, michael, sytry and isaac from makai ouji ; might bring them back

junko and rantaro from danganronpa ; yeah looking back my muse list was whack