I've noticed some parallels in Paratise, Heart and Mi Vida Loca
they all say something along the lines of "i want to live inside you", talking about their love interests
Patarise/Ivan
"my wish, to live in you like parasite"
Ivan calls himself a parasite, he thinks that he can only take and won't give anything back, yet he still wants to have this, he's possessive and he hates this about himself. And he calls Till perfect, he's not thinking of him as someone divine, like Till calls Mizi he's angel, for Ivan Till is perfect in any shape and form, yet when it come to himself, to whatever is it that he can give, it's not even barely enough, it's not something anyone will want.
Ivan thinks he will never get anything more then him and Till already have, even if he wants more, but it's Till, and he get to be close to him, so he likes it. Just being around Till, occupying at least some part in his head, he's already happy. Then again, he wants to be in every part of Till's existence, have biggest spot in his head, always be around, always touch, and he wants nothing from Till, he'll take whatever Till will give him.
Ivan doesn't plan on telling Till about his feelings, he's so sure he won't get what he wants so badly, he thinks Till will never want him as someone really close, only someone who he tolerates, because Ivan can't stand himself.
Heart/Sua
"heart, that's where I wanna settle down for good"
Sua, like Ivan, also wears a mask, but she does that so she won't get hurt by showing emotions. The only person that she'd ever opened to (not counting her sister) is Mizi, the only person who he truly cares about. Even if it's for a little while, she wants to feel this love.
Again, like Ivan (they're never beating those siblings allegations), she doesn't think she deserves love, in her case Mizi's love. Sua treasures this love and just wants to feel it while she can.
Mi Vida Loca/Till
"closing the distance between us to be inside your heart"
Till always says to himself that he'll tell Mizi about his feelings, in Mi Vida Loca and Unknown, but every time he tries he stumbles over his words. I always found it a bit wired that Till knows about Mizi's feelings for Sua and is still wrights songs about telling her how he feels and maybe even hopes that he'll get a chance, tho not likely.
I don't really have a lot to say about Till's feelings, he's pretty open and says everything in his songs already.
to shorten my fucking essay, Ivan wishes to be in Till's heart, he thinks he can't give anything back, so he calls himself a parasite
Sua wants to stay in Mizi's heart to give her all of her love
and Till is so sure that if only he comes to Mizi and says what he feels confidently thet he'll get a place in her heart.
they all also have a thing with "I don't love myself, but I love someone else with my whole heart"
(I'm so crazy about them, pls someone talk to be about alnst, I'm so desperate T^T)
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