Anthony @find-the-real - Tumblr Blog

it really is insane how waking up early will grant you access to some of the most beautiful sights and sensations in the world that will make you want to live forever, but only if you overcome the gauntlet of a thousand razors that is getting out of bed early. truly one of life's little saw traps.

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I made so many friends on Tumblr back in the mid 00's... i miss that. I didn't stay connected with most of them. And a lot of them deactivated their profiles. Sad stuff lol

It seems that I'm constantly stuck in this neverending cycle of ruminating about how to get better, and avoiding my mental situation with watching TV/playing games. I've gotten more gentle with myself, but God, the amount of time I put into meaningless stuff is infuriating.

This has been going on for years and I've tried nearly everything to change it.

I'm so fucking tired and I just want things to get better.

I want to do more.

I want to be more.

I'm so tired from the nothingness.

Holy shit.

Bro I am so fucking broken. I am so tired of it being the same shit day in and day out. I am sick of things never getting better. It's torture to realize you have potential but never have the energy to execute. Life feels so God damn stagnant.

I'm just -

I'm just so tired of waiting for things to change.