I don’t get on here much… really just to post things I can’t post on other platforms because not as many real life people follow me here.
I didn’t want to spend my Sunday evening in the hospital. But here we are. My daughter got a bloody nose. Typical during the summer because of the heat and dryness we live in. Except it wouldn’t stop. It was a constant stream from her nose for over an hour. At the 30 minute mark (that I started to help her) we decided to take her to instacare. Instacare was going well. Didn’t want to spend my evening there, but that’s better than dealing with a bloody nose that won’t stop at home. They give her some saline to try and get it to stop. Once we think it’s stopped, she throws up blood. Twice. A lot. Clumps and just red. Then she started feeling light headed. Thankfully the ER is right next door. So the nice instacare nurses wheeled us over. When we got into the er she started to go unconscious. It was one of the scariest moments of my life. The doctors and nurses came out and took her to a room. We’ve been here for 2 hours. Multiple bloodwork done. Chest X-Rays. More bloodwork. Her platelets are still low. They don’t know why. More bloodwork. They are now calling up to primary children’s hospital. He mentioned the C word…cancer…. I’m freaking out. It’s just me here. My husband is at home with the other 3 kids.
She just wants to go home…see her cousins and siblings. I hate the waiting game. The in between. The not knowing.
They tell you your dreams during pregnancy can get weird, but what about constant nightmares?
At least 2 cases of measles at the high school that shares a cafeteria and a bunch of siblings with the school I work at. Probably more based on what people are saying in Facebook groups about not going to the doctor or hospital to get properly diagnosed and treated.
My anxiety is through the roof. 30 weeks pregnant. I’m not worried about my baby right now (once she’s born yes, but development wise, she should be fine), I’m worried about myself. I’ve had constant nightmares the last week about getting the measles. I’m supposably fully vaccinated but when I did a blood test to test for immunity, measles came back negative. The nurse said that doesn’t necessarily mean I’m not immune, but that’s definitely what it sounds like…even though I got the MMR vaccine when I was young.
This disease was eradicated. But stupid people believe they know more than scientists and doctors.
Went and saw Rebecca Yarros speak at the Paramount Theater in Denver. First of all, thanks to the Paramount, the Tattered Cover, RY herself, and the Fantasy Fangirls Podcast for a great afternoon.
I didn't take video, but I did take notes. There were some vague-ish Onyx Storm spoilers with it being the last stop on the tour, so all notes will be below the cut!
What did she love the most about writing Violet in OS?
- she's more confident in this book and more determined in what she has to do - they can't silence her.
Hints of Colonel Aetos's signet?
- no, and no song that represents it/him, either.
Any other second signets to share?
- no
Any signets we haven't seen yet?
- No ... she's not going to steal our theorizing fun. Obviously there are signets we haven't seen yet because Violet hasn't seen them yet.
Question about interpersonal drama between the First Six besides just Lyra and Warrick disagreeing?
- will not mention ... possibly because we *may* get more about that at another point.
Why did JFB know so much about feathertails? (basically, was he venin prior/did someone fill him in about it?)
- everything JFB mentioned was a known fact about feathertails and was not let in on some vast venin conspiracy before crossing the parapet.
Signets show up when they do because nature wants its balance - which is why we're getting all the powerful signets again.
Is there magic elsewhere? (*wink wink*)(this is referencing the Isles without referencing the Isles)
Can she share Ridoc and Aotrom's Threshing story?
- She actually IS considering a bonus scene about this but it's also a lot of "hey" "hey" "hey" "hey" and "did we just become best friends?" between them.
Most satisfying kill of the first two books?
- Varrish.
Can she confirm a character BESIDES JESINIA who is safe in the series?
- She will not confirm ... except for Broccoli. Broccoli is safe (won't kill pets).
Is there a specific epigraph to pay attention to?
- All of them. But speaking of epigraphs ... they may not always directly tie into their respective chapter, but they do have some sort of connection somehow.
Was asked to comment on any of the Zihnal gifts specifically ... and chose not to.
About that new family member/brother ... what might she wish us to pay attention to?
- Who is missing; someone who thinks is not enough (... basically, who has a reason to reach for power?).
Insight on how Kaori's records are so incorrect?
- Remember, it's the riders that give the name of the dragon for the records. So ... do we trust that people are giving the correct names? Are the dragons?
She's not entirely discounting crazy grandma (Riorson, presumably) ideas ...
Aaric's signet did not manifest in IF.
In terms of percentage of full capacity, what is Violet's second signet at?
- 10% (because she has no idea how to train it and there's one person alive that can train her); Xaden's probably at 50% with his; Violet's probably at 85% with her first signet (which yes, is pure power just in the form of lightning).
It is NOT the first time that venin have infiltrated the Basgiath scribes ... but Nasya? Is just narcoleptic (so it's not him).
No comment about seeing a venin scribe on the page prior to OS.
What Taylor Swift song would best describe Violet at the beginning of book four?
- Look What You Made Me Do
Can she expand on the song she chose for Bodhi?
- He's raised to be in Xaden's shadow; he's the spare.
What prompted her to write Broccoli?
- She wanted to scare the crap out of us and then haha just kidding ... and also because it's so much fun to write because of where they are and what it symbolizes.
What does she think it is about the Empyrean world that appeals to everyone?
- She wishes she knew ... but said possibly the inclusivity, the dragons, the hot men ...
What would Taylor Swift's signet be?
- "I do not tell the queen her business." (... might not be direct direct quote, but close enough)
Tell us about the ring and how long it had been in existence.
- We see the stone on the blade at a time and then we don't ...
Who is her favorite god/goddess and why?
- Malek because you meet him and you're done; everyone fears him.
What about Onyx Storm makes it her favorite?
- Her feet are firmly planted in the world and she loves to go places and do things and she had fun with the politics in the places (read: Isles) and has known the ending since FW and loved working toward it and just had fun. IF was a rough, rough time and writing Variation got her back on track and she just genuinely enjoyed writing OS.
If Ridoc had modern technology, what would be the first thing he would do?
- You know that boy downloads Tinder ... doesn't wait for WiFi or anything ... also first photo on the app is of him and the Quest Squad or a selfie with Aotrom (that only has like one of Aotrom's eyes in it).
Speaking of Quest Squad ... describe the patch?
- Might see it later! (but probably a map)
There was a question about which of her contemporaries she'd recommend and it depended on if you wanted to cry or not (if you do: Last Letter/Things We Leave Unfinished; if you don't: Variation, In the Likely Event).
Is there a character she was writing and knew they'd be a fan favorite and were or thought they would be and weren't?
- Knew Ridoc would; didn't necessarily answer the other half, but reiterated that she had no idea that Broccoli would be an instant fan favorite (and was a late night/early am idea that she kept).
What has been her favorite part of the tour?
- Right now because of being on stage at the Paramount, in a venue where she's seen so many shows. And the people who bring their service dogs with the service dragon vests.
MIL was gifted FW; advice for when she gets to the spicy and doesn't know that (audience member) reads them?
- Run the other direction ... and then hand her Haunting Adeline so then it'll look tame.
Who does she think is the most underrated character?
- Sawyer; also expanding on his relationship with Silseag, Sawyer is worried he's dishonoring him because of needing potential accommodations (like Violet), but Silseag's just waiting for him to come around.
Regarding where she came up with the analogy for the chilled pond/ice for mental health:
- Her kids play hockey and she always wonders what's beneath the ice - we can swim through our emotions or glide right over them.
What are her desert island books?
- East of Eden (Steinbeck) is her favorite; I missed one series but I did hear the Children of Blood and Bone (iirc) ... but basically she's like can I cheat and bring my kindle?
How has writing her books changed her life?
- Still has to take her head up to look around ... but the core of her life - family - hasn't changed; the rest of the world around that core just spins a lot faster and there's a lot more people now to watch her succeed or watch her fail.
Thanks to Broccoli ... what pets exist in the world?
- We've already known that domesticated animals exist, so it does open it up to pets, but it's not like they're going to be running around Basgiath.
A character she loves to hate:
- She doesn't hate anybody, because everybody has a reason for what they're doing. Except Varrish; she hated Varrish because he was a two dimensional character (read: straight evil).
Advice for a spouse going through her first deployment?
- it sucks; everyone does it differently; find a way to escape to keep the spiraling thoughts from coming (she read, personally).
Favorite Onyx Storm vibes playlist song?
- Agreed with the audience member's mention of Halsey's Nightmare ... and also thinks that the end of book three is optimistic.
If she could tell readers to reread one specific scene for hidden meaning ...
- The last 100 pages.
Can she expand on what it means to be dedicated?
- I'm pretty sure she alluded to us getting a bit more info about this in book four, but it's basically that you're given in service to a god.
Did she use parts of Colorado Springs for inspiration for the Gauntlet and Parapet?
- Not necessarily those specifically, but CO does play into inspiration for geography, particularly with the mountains (and Aretia).
Weather report for the Continent?
- Southern gets warmer (closer to the equator), weather patterns with the mountain ranges, there's more magic in areas of more geologic change (tectonic plates).
Sooo there's mention of pirates and kraken and y'know, Heaton breathes underwater ...
- She hasn't written books four and five, but she might use or might not use things she mentions in the series ...
What else can we do to support her as an author?
- Read other people's books (and be patient).
Her son asked which is her favorite child (or which son is her favorite and why is it him - it wasn't entirely clear) ... to which she said that it's like she always says - whichever kid is sleeping.
About the TV series: the lines we love are there, a lot of the dialogue is there, it's in good hands with Moira and that she knows what's important (has talked to readers) and is capturing the essence ... and to stop sending Theo James her way for Xaden because he's 40 and white.
Any specific IF Xaden POV scenes she'd love to write?
- She would love to write the time in between when Xaden learns Vi is captured and he rescues her (... but it sounds like given secrets boy, we probably won't actually get it).
Final bomb: First three songs on the book four playlist are (all TS): Down Bad, But Daddy I Love Him, I Can Fix Him
... and more Xaden POVs in book four depend on what he's doing.
Because of where I live and my extended family, I don’t feel I can post this anywhere but here…
My anxiety is so high right now. I’m terrified of what the election will bring if Trump wins. But I’m also ferried of what will happens if he looses.
I have to work today. Teaching kids whose parents views are very different than my own. And who just repeat the hateful things their parents say. How do I stay calm?
I’m terrified right now. My anxiety is extremely high. I just want today to go smoothly. But it most likely won’t.
Adults who belittle children for having emotions and who especially bully and belittle other adults for having emotions are the epitome of why our society is going down hill.
The Eras Tour has been the most meaningful, electric experience of my life so far and I’m overjoyed to tell you that it’ll be coming to the big screen soon 😆 Starting Oct 13th you’ll be able to experience the concert film in theaters in North America! Tickets are on sale now at taylor.lnk.to/TSTheErasTourFilm. Eras attire, friendship bracelets, singing and dancing encouraged 🫶 1, 2, 3 LGB!!!! (iykyk)
This is easily THE most niche fanart series I’ve ever drawn: Stormlight Archive meets Barbie!
I was thinking about how Adolin is basically the Ken of the main characters, and then I wanted to draw Barbie-themed posters of Shallan, Radiant, and Veil, and it all spiraled out of control from there.
Honestly, this was some of the most fun I’ve had drawing in a while (especially Kaladin lol). Also, it was really fun coming up with each of the poster subtitles 😂
I just finished an amazing book, but it reminded me of you. The way the main character talks about the love interest. It brought me back to those many years ago.
Can you believe it was so long ago that I can now say that? Many years ago. Way back when. Why do I still have regrets after so many years? I’ve moved on. You’ve moved on. There’s nothing else to do.
But there’s always that “what if” in my head. What if things had been different that summer? What if I had said something different that winter? Would it have been different? Would I be the same person I am today?
It’s hard not to think about the what ifs, especially after the book.
I am happy with my life right now. I love my life and the path I chose. But there are those what ifs that creep in sometimes.
