Finding My Way

I'm getting there. Muddling my way through crying and laughing along the way.

[winged-thinged]

You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.

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[weltenwellen]

Joy Sullivan, from “Culpable”, Instructions for Traveling West

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[heavensghost]

from Autopsy by Donte Collins

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We were looking at the same sky together, which is maybe more intimate than eye contact anyway. Anybody can look at you. It's quite rare to find someone who sees the same world you see.

John Green

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Maya C. Popa, from “Spring”, Wound Is the Origin of Wonder

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Mary Oliver, “Don’t Hesitate”, Devotions

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Jenny Zhang, from "my sweet angel on earth thank you for this life"

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Leila Chatti, from “Tea”

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[arylleth]

to love someone is firstly to confess: i'm prepared to be devastated by you. by A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt

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i hope you all fall in love with someone who never stops choosing you and i hope you feel at home when you look at them

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i hope you all fall in love with someone who never stops choosing you and i hope you feel at home when you look at them

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September is suicide prevention month which means that for next few however many weeks, there is going to be a lot of posts saying "you're not alone," you matter," "suicide isn't the solution," and "there is so much to live for," and i won't deny that those words are true and may resonate with many people, but as someone who has dealt with suicidal thoughts MY WHOLE LIFE, that just doesn't help me. so i'm going to make the post that would've helped me as a kid.

it's not your fault that you are the way you are. i know you think you would be better off being a little less, less and less and less and dead. then you'd be loved by the people around you. you'd be loved by the world, the sun in winter, the fish in the ocean, the stars in the night, the music on the radio. being dead will not make you any easier to love, and even if it did, you won't get to receive that love because you will be dead. you think you don't belong in this world, and don't listen to everyone who says "you'll find your place" because you don't need to find "your place," it is not your responsibility to belong.

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