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You’re gaslighting me, you’re gas lighting yourself.

Don’t tell me it didn’t happen when your words stabbed me like a knife.

I hate you.

I’m ready to kill my self now

Increasingly I find

That I’m getting over it.

One day.

There’s not a single kind bone in your body.

I’m meant

To drown

In my own tears

Another day another feeling

Overwhelming

Gotta end it

Im so tired

I want to die but I can’t because everyone depends on me,

I want to break up then I want to die

You like to show me you don’t care about me you don’t need me in ways that if I get mad I’m in the wrong.

You don’t even stop to ask me how I’m doing because you know I’m doing awful.

Im tired of being nothing to you.

Im tired of being nothing to no one. To everyone.

I want to wash away like the sand on a beach.

What’s the point of anything.

My whole life has been a huge problem that I’m just a cog in.

I want it all to end. I’m useless

Life keeps getting worse.

Time passes and thing only become more severe.

I’m every sense of the meaning.

What are we going to do?

I want to act but I’m paralyzed idle.

Everyone judges me but it’s so hard to be me.

I can’t function and I have no support system anymore.

I want to kms

I’m so tired of living it’s not worth it. The people here aren’t worth it.

Family is deceiving

Partners lie to you

Like if anyone will be sad when I’m gone it will only be my cat. Cats move on fast so he will be okay.

Every day is draining

I remember

All the hurtful

Things you’ve said

Even though I wish

I could let it go.

10 years later and I still want to kms nothing changes just the seasons.

The truth is that nothing is worth it

I still want to die

Im really tired of this life time.

Can it just end already. I don’t want it.

It feels like I always end up suffering.

Help,

Someone put me out of my misery.

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