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sobrang dami ng nangyayari lately na feeling ko naiipon nalang siya either sa brain ko or sa heart ko tapos naghihintay nalang na ma trigger para makawala haha.

if there's anything na gusto ko iprioritize kapag kumalma na yung sitwasyon, gusto ko na mag start mag therapy. anxiety always gets me and i would love to understand bat ako ganito looool

don't get me wrong. maybe it comes with age pero i feel like at this stage of my life, there are particular decisions na medj pinagsisisihan ko na dapat hindi ko na ginawa which is so not me.

but the good thing about this chaos is that i learned how to stay quiet and process things. mas may time ako iprocess yung nangyayari and at the same time nakikita ko din sino yung mga taong andyan for me genuinely.

really hoping for the best :)

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all i crave is a peaceful life. no chaos, no drama, no gossip. safe friendships. devotion. sunlight. early nights. nervous system regulation. deep conversations about energy + purpose. intuition over logic. alignment over achievement.

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ang daming nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon. literal na plot twist tapos in a negative way pa 🫠

trying to see good things despite all these pero ang major realization ko din talaga is at the end of the day, sarili mo lang ang meron ka.

minsan kapag may naririnig ako, gusto ko sagutin yung mga taong tinulungan ko before pero hindi ako yung tipong mapanumbat but i’m very observant so…

hoping for positive news next week. please lord.

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We laid our lola (my grandma’s sister) to her final resting place today, and I realized that time really is a thief. Parang kailan lang, kompleto pa silang magkakapatid, then suddenly isa-isa na silang nababawasan.

Our lolo came up to me crying and told me, “Wag mo pababayaan si lola mo, Nini” and that completely broke me.

While we’re busy chasing success and trying to live freely, our grandparents quietly become frail right before our eyes. Haaaay. 🥺

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Lesbian din ba yon? Baket wala na rito sa tumblr

I don’t know. Don’t think its my story to tell din naman just in case. :)

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Ay baka iba yung may bf na blogger sorry HAHAHAs

i believe so! di kami talo din hahahaha

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Glennon Doyle, Untamed

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ate diba ex mo si vinvinism?

hindi po :)

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grabe din pala talaga mag work sa start up eh no. nung pumasok ako dito, prepared naman ako. hindi ko naman iniinda kahit minsan late at night nagmmessage pa boss ko kasi usually naman okay lang na the next day mag reply. like sa sobrang busy nya naglleave lang siya ng message para hindi nya makalimutan.

kaso yung head na new hire ang lala, dadaanin ka sa pagiging friendly pero tambak mag-utos. feeling ko tuloy bumabalik anxiety ko. trying to set some boundaries but idk, idk if keribells pa ba tumagal hahaha

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posted this on my cats tiktok and apparently just like ours, may mga ibang nawalan din ng furbaby dahil sa negligence sa vet.

ito yung pinaka masakit na nangyari samin as furparents and until now hindi kami halos makarecover pa. took me 4 months to finally accept that it’s not our fault.

i miss you, shall. hope you’re okay there ☁️🤍

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ito yung isa sa mga bagay na nadagdag sa buhay ko at pinapagpasalamat ko since nag move kami sa province!! dati ko pa dream na kahit papano magkaroon ng provision and makapagbuild ng stray feeder sa labas ng bahay.

nakakatuwa lang kasi recently nakita ko umaaligid itong dog dito sa labas. i think need ko na din mag lagay ng dog food 🤍

thankful din ako kasi hindi makuda yung mga kapitbahay sa village namin. may ibang nababasa ako sa groups na allergic sa strays eh.

nakakatuwa kasi isa ‘to sa mga bagay na gusto ko gawin and at the same time nakakalibang kasi meron na akong tropang isang stray na ayaw na kumain ng kibble hahahaha obligado na tuloy ako gawan siya lagi ng food.

best decision talaga ang mag move sa probinsya 🌸

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my partner randomly told me na mas gusto niya na kumain sa bahay instead of eating outside kasi masarap naman ako magluto and often times daw sumasagi sa isip niya na kaya ko din lutuin yung food na tinatry namin sa labas hahahahaha

we love to explore food naman pero idk ang sarap sa pakiramdam maappreciate ng tao yung pagkain na hinahain mo sa kanila talaga kasi mahirap din naman talaga mag cook lalo food prep pero ayon kiligsxz

cute din kasi sakto na nag eexplore ako ng mga recipes ngayon hahaha hmp

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Wow buhay ka na ulet. Mabuhay

galing diba?

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random pero namimiss ko na dumaan sa feed ko si ate faye (lovelettersweforget ???) lakas makamotivate ng mga blogs nya before hahaha san na kaya yon sha

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Wow! Lahat may meaning ate?

Yes :) yung isa lang na hindi sakin yung concept is one of my all time fave lyrics.

Love yourself so no one has to. ❤️‍🩹

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Thoughts on tattoos?

Love! I already have 10 😭🤣