Vee

“Oh god, I feel crazy.” (this acc changes with my hyperfixations) AuDHD+defective+OCD finneys_not_angry on ao3!!

[finneynotfinn2]

"Oh god, I feel crazy"

this is the intro to my blog. what I post about who I am, rules, anyone who's interested, see below!!

hi!! welcome to my blog. I change phases a lot so this will be updated every few months probably, but it's all for fun. anyways my ao3 handle also changes often but I will also update that here whenever I change it.

current ao3: finneys_not_angry

about me : I go by pretty much all pronouns, pick whichever ones you like. this is save for neo pronouns or specifically the 'it' pronouns. no hate to anyone who might use them I'm just not particularly aligned with them myself. anything else is all good!! I go by vee or gwenny.

Interests :

currently I'm into the black phone fandom, but i've been known to dwell in the walking dead, the last of us, arcane, wednesday, how to train your dragon, stranger things, and more!! I enjoy space stuff, just the look and aesthetic of it mostly. my favorite animal is a rabbit, my favorite book is Orbiting Jupiter by Gary d Schmidt, one of my favorite movies/books is all the bright places, my favorite food is chicken noodle soup or salmon sashimi, and my favorite color is navy blue or lavender.

Mutuals :

sadly I’m not as active with making friends in fandom and community as I want to be. Anyone who wants to talk/be friends feel free to submit asks, I LOVE asks, and for mutuals my pms are always open <3 however if anyone wants to message me something in private and we aren’t already mutuals that’s okay too. that being said go check out @ringingfinney !! I love his blog and he’s legit finney his tbp content is peak and I love his fics. great guy so yeah that’s all for mutuals at the moment

Rules :

there arent many rules on this blog, I'm very chill. I won't disclose my age (for privacy reasons) but there's no minors dni. just know that this blog CAN BE somewhat nsfw, and any asks/headcannons about characters can be as nsfw as you want. what I won't tolerate is those comments directed towards ME. you will be blocked and reported. I'm not a pro shipper but you do you, just know I probably wont post any of that content. and that's it!! be kind, stay safe, and welcome to my blog!! <3

[acid-miwi]

Post basement ghost boys sleepover where everything that could possibly go wrong can and will go wrong. They're all piling up in Bruce's room when Griffin has a chronic pain flare up and has to be smothered in heat packs. The movie starts and somehow they forgot to mention to Finn that it's a horror and he screams so loud it causes Billy to get a migraine, so they have to hunt down a clip to stick on his eyebrow. It doesn't help. Vance gets up to use the bathroom and faints(wack ahh blood pressure Vance my beloved) but he falls onto Bruce knocking him onto the bed and starting a seizure. Robin runs downstairs to grab the timer but forgets that the Yamadas have a dog, who was put away because of Robin's crippling fear of dogs after Samson, but is now let back out again. He nearly shits his pants and ends up curled in a ball on top of the dining table to avoid the dog. It is a Chihuahua.

[finneynotfinn2]

mwahaha I made a fic where this is like literally the plot lol

[postpunkclarity]

You guys think Finn would steal money from his dad (rather for weed or just at all) or.

[finneynotfinn2]

mmm I think he’s thought about it. He’s taken it out of his wallet, shoved it in his pocket. But in the end he put it back. His dad used to spend all their money on alcohol. He wasn’t about to spend it on weed now, or some shitty Coke from the grab and go.

[finneynotfinn2]

I feel there’s something I need to come clean to the tumblr community about and I know it’s almost unforgivable what I’ve hidden 💔. I just…I thought you should know the truth…

I understand If you want to unfollow after this…

[finneynotfinn2]

I just did a creative task called feeding myself. so. wait so where’s my reward

[ringingfinney]

heh.. i got one right here... heh... licks you

[finneynotfinn2]

g*rlllll I never thought me and the mutual would need to have a talk about boundaries but here we are

[ringingfinney]

WHY DID YOU JUST CENSOR GIRL WHAT IM CRYING

[finneynotfinn2]

I JUST DIDNT KNOW HOW YOU WERE FEELING TODAY OK IT DIDNT SEEM LIKE THE RUFHT TIME TO ASK

[ringingfinney]

AROP NO NO girl like in a like. yk way is always a gender neutral thing to me no lie and also i don't care anyway whenever i clarify and insist on it i AM fucking with you call me what yoy want 💔

[finneynotfinn2]

I use it gender neutral too but I GOT SCARED AHH I DONT NEED ANOTHER PERSON MAD AT ME TODAY ILL SCTUALLY ISNFWONDENOFNOWWNF KENDODNIENDONROEN

[finneynotfinn2]

I just did a creative task called feeding myself. so. wait so where’s my reward

[ringingfinney]

heh.. i got one right here... heh... licks you

[finneynotfinn2]

g*rlllll I never thought me and the mutual would need to have a talk about boundaries but here we are

[ringingfinney]

WHY DID YOU JUST CENSOR GIRL WHAT IM CRYING

[finneynotfinn2]

I JUST DIDNT KNOW HOW YOU WERE FEELING TODAY OK IT DIDNT SEEM LIKE THE RUFHT TIME TO ASK

[finneynotfinn2]

I just did a creative task called feeding myself. so. wait so where’s my reward

[ringingfinney]

heh.. i got one right here... heh... licks you

[finneynotfinn2]

g*rlllll I never thought me and the mutual would need to have a talk about boundaries but here we are

[finneynotfinn2]

I just did a creative task called feeding myself. so. wait so where’s my reward

[druidshollow]

HAVE THAT CHARACTER GAIN WEIGHT AS A SIGN OF HEALING: NOW

[finneynotfinn2]

FINNEY BLAKE. FINNEY BLAKE. FINNEY BLAKE. FI-

[goatedgreen]

i hate that when you try and look up shit for writing purposes it starts linking suicide hotlines and addiction advice articles like bro i just wanna know the information im not killing myself i promise. now tell me what i wanna know

[postpunkclarity]

Finney Blake curled up into a ball and quietly rocking himself back and forth during a bad moment.

[finneynotfinn2]

this but Finn Blake. This but he’s supposed to be doing something essential and mundane and there’s just something about it that kills him, and he can’t. and he’s just stuck like this, trying to soothe a part of himself he hates

[whispersinthebasement]

oh btw guys when Finney escaped from the basement he had a super hard time getting over what he went through he first tried to bury it down and act like he was fine and that the grabber didn't get to him but obviously that backfired so bad when gwen found him vomiting and his wrists bleeding (he cut himself) and cried nd BEGGED him not to die on a shitty bathroom floor.

[finneynotfinn2]

this was really evil but SOOO TRUE like traumas messy sides aren’t just being depressed or having panic attacks it’s literally bleeding on the bathroom floor and behavioral regression sometimes and literal puking like so true.

[whispersinthebasement]

I wanted to delete that post so bad but people literally never talk abt what happened before the second movie like he must've suffered so bad and gwen had to ALWAYS take care of him cause I don't think finney was comfortable enough to talk to his father so 99% of the time he deals with stuff alone but that one percent is when he's sitting with gwen at 4am in silence after she accidentally caught him having the 4th meltdown of the week

[finneynotfinn2]

no one can convince me Finn doesn’t literally lose the ability to mask as he’s older and suddenly it’s just meltdowns one after another after another and outbursts like this. I personally really like the Finney and Terrence relationship (like if it got fixed) and I think Terrence is actually really loving usually like we can literally SEE it even when he’s drunk and in movie 2 he never even yells and he just tries to do the best for his kids. I think his dad would basically have to be his unofficial caregiver. Get him in therapy, get him a 504, get him some meds. Support his so basically even if at first he could only talk to Gwenny

[finneynotfinn2]

Finn just gets more intense as he gets older, he just does. The quiet vulnerability he had as a child turns into a louder, more desperate show of the deeper pieces of him. He’s upset and you know it. You know it because he’s equal parts sad and angry, overwhelmed and unsatisfied. Pacing, crying, yelling if he’s upset enough. But it’s only ever at himself. Pulling at his hair, twisting his hands sore, flapping them about. If he’s upset you, can see it on him. He can’t be quiet anymore because nobody’s beating it into him. He has so many fucking feelings and everything he loves and feels so so potent. He doesn’t know what to do with it other than to let it out. Finney is fucked, cause as he turns to Finn, he is only more. He doesn’t get to be less.

[postpunkclarity]

Finn goes back inside the house to retrieve a jacket for Ernesto because Ernie accidentally left it inside when they were getting ready to leave, finds it out the couch and goes to grab it quickly to bring it out.

He touches it once, immediately pulls his hand back, and stands there glaring at the fabric like it has personally offended him. He stands there patting his hands on his own jacket, digging his nails into his palm, trying to get rid of the weird fabric feeling burnt into his skin.

Gwen ends up coming in because Finn was taking too long and finds Finn still trying to fix his hands. She grabs the jacket without issue and they go back outside.

[finneynotfinn2]

this is why we should marry because YES

[acid-miwi]

Finney Blake at fourteen being no longer able to wear shorts. Finney at fifteen who remains covered by long sleeves at all times. Finney at sixteen who is sent to a psych ward for a week. Finney at seventeen who isn't allowed near sharp or hot objects anymore and starts to learn how to like himself. Finney at seventeen braving a short sleeved t-shirt for the first time during a heatwave. Finney Blake who, at eighteen, is seen at the park in baseball shorts and a worn out tee, covered in purple and white lines but happy enough with himself that he doesn't feel the shame anymore

[finneynotfinn2]

STOPPPP MUTUAL ugh this is crack cocaine I love it

[whispersinthebasement]

oh btw guys when Finney escaped from the basement he had a super hard time getting over what he went through he first tried to bury it down and act like he was fine and that the grabber didn't get to him but obviously that backfired so bad when gwen found him vomiting and his wrists bleeding (he cut himself) and cried nd BEGGED him not to die on a shitty bathroom floor.

[finneynotfinn2]

this was really evil but SOOO TRUE like traumas messy sides aren’t just being depressed or having panic attacks it’s literally bleeding on the bathroom floor and behavioral regression sometimes and literal puking like so true.

[finneynotfinn2]

hihi oomf what do we think finney’s relationship with glitter is??🥹🥹

hihihi!!! oh glitter…hmm I think really glittery or flashy things (other than the stars) overstimulate him super easily and he mainly likes cooler deep colors. and when it comes to touching it NOPE NOPE NOPE HED RATHER DIE it’s like hell for him. it’s gritty and sticks to his hands and it never comes off. So in short…he really hates it. lol thanks for the ask!!!