we've made it this far.

and i will say that we should take a day to break away, from all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone. and i will say that we should take a moment and hold it, and keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone. finnick noel chambers, 19.

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There was nothing Titan loved more than hearing the desperate, needy sounds come from Finnick’s lips. He had barely even started, only with his tongue closed around his tip but the younger boy was already squirming and lifting his hips up desperate for me. It was endearing in every sense and all Titan wanted was to ruin him. Send him into a pile of mess that had him wanting more. It was a stroke to his ego with the way Finnick was reacting and he rewarded him by closing his mouth completely over his tip and sucking shallowly, his free hand reaching up to rub over his nipples in tight circles, feeling them pebble under his thumbs. He lifted his gaze on the boy where their eyes met and he sunk his mouth further down his length, tongue lapping over the sensitive vein as he began to hollow out his cheeks. He wanted to prolong the teasing as much as possible. Seeing as Finnick’s never come before, there was no doubt the boy wasn’t going to last. Titan began to bob his head slowly, nails dragging down chest leaving angry red marks before they slid down to his balls, rolling them in his hands carefully. It was a never ending cycle. He wanted to suck Finnick dry only to get him hard enough with his mouth on his rim, eating him out until he was desperate for release and once he brought him over the edge, Titan wanted to fuck him on his hands and knees so he could watch where he split him open. He wanted Finnick to feel good. It was rewarding with every single whimper and whine he made all Titan wanted was to ruin him in every single sense. All he could think of Finnick was that he was now Titan’s. He couldn’t even begin to imagine Finnick being touched like this by anyone else, whimpering and making needy sounds for another person. The thought had him zone in back on Finnick’s pleading moans. He began to pick up his pace, cheeks hollowed as he sunk his mouth further down. His lips sealed tight around Finnick’s length as he felt the tip of his cock hit the back of Titan’s throat, he let out a guttural moan, shifting on the bed so he could relieve some of the attention on his cock. 

[finnickchambers]

Every passing second had a whirlwind of emotions rushing through him; lust, anxiety, elation, fear. There was so much going on, so much he had never experienced and it was overwhelming in one of the best ways possible. Long fingers tugging at the soft fabric below him, his toes curled and uncurled as he felt Titan's lips wrapping right around him and a small chill ran through him as his nipples hardened beneath his touch. Tongue slipping out to lick along his already drying lips, they parted seconds later as he inhaled sharply only for a breathy moan to slip out as he felt his head begin to bob, the pleasure rushing through him. "Ti—" he was soon cut off by a gasp as he felt the nails lightly scraping down his chest, back arching towards it just slightly as he glanced down to notice the red marks against his skin. He had no idea such small things could have such strong effects on him, but lying here, Titan between his legs, he was realizing exactly why some people's lives revolved around finding someone for the night. It was amazing, and he couldn't even hold back the little groans and breathy moans slipping out of him, thighs tensing and relaxing every so often as he laid his head back but was still able to watch as Titan's head bobbed, breath picking up as the pace quickened. Everything about the moment was arousing to him, the sight, the sound, every little feeling from the way the sheets felt beneath him, to the way the calloused skin of Titan's fingers felt against his balls, and of course to the lips wrapped right around him and the suction around him. It was a feeling the young man couldn't put into words, aside from heaven. He was in actual heaven. Letting one hand slid up, his fingers lightly slid into the back of Titan's short hair, letting it rest on the back of his head as he felt the movement not only around him but as his hand was lifted and lowered with each bob; fingers immediately tightening as he felt the tip of his cock hitting the back of his throat and the vibration around him. It was almost too much, Finnick's head immediately tossing back with a loud moan of his own, this time not resisting as his hips lifted the moment Titan did, not wanting his mouth to go anywhere. "Oh my god," he cried out, fingers tugging at his raven hair, short nails pressing into his scalp. "D—do that again, please," he whimpered out, hardly able to get a clear word out due to the shakiness in his voice.

[rcdroses]

Titan lifted his head when Finnick had barely replied, eyes sweeping over his features to make sure that the younger boy definitely wanted it. And it seemed like he did. Finnick wore arousal so well on his face, it would be forever embedded in Titan’s mind, stored away on lonely nights only for himself to indulge. He hoped that now that the two of them had begun a sort of arrangement, that he wouldn’t have anymore lonely nights. Nevertheless, a small smile reached his lips when Finnick stuttered. Titan didn’t let up on the slow strokes his hand worked along Finnick’s length as he thought, taking extra time for his thumb to swirl over his sensitive tip, placing just the lightest pressure against his slit where precome had blurted out in response. “Love seeing you like this” Titan murmured against Finnick’s neck, nose trailed down to his collarbone once he inhaled the sweet scent of his skin. He nosed carefully at his chest before pressing a kiss to the hard nub of Finnick’s nipple, his tongue darting out moments later to circle the tip. “Yeah? My mouth?” Titan questioned, mostly to tease just before he nipped at Finnick’s nipple. Within seconds, he had pulled back, along with his hand and flipped the boy around so he was lying comfortably on his back. Titan rearranged himself to settle between Finnick’s legs, taking his time to pull his shirt off swiftly. He thanked himself silently for deciding on wearing sweats, his hard cock less restricted. He groped himself momentarily to relieve some pressure before he bent Finnick’s knees so his feet lay flat against the mattress. Titan ducked his head forward, kissing along his chest. He pressed a gently peck against each nub of Finnick’s nipple before pressing hot open mouthed kisses down his stomach, sucking little marks near his belly button. Titan pulled away to lean forward, kissing Finnick hard, enough to bruise his soft lips. Finally, Titan went back to the task at hand, settling comfortably between Finnick’s legs. He made sure to pepper kisses along his thighs and over his balls, his thumb brushing cautiously over his rim. Titan licked along the base of Finnick’s hard cock, his own stirring against the bed. He almost loved giving just as much as receiving and honestly, Finnick’s was on his to do list. As he licked along the sensitive vein, Titan let his eyes fleet up to catch Finnick’s gaze as he finally closed his mouth over his time, tongue darting out to swirl around his slit instantly. 

[finnickchambers]

Without much thought, Finnick's toes curled as he attempted to get used to the other's hand wrapped around him. It was surreal, being so exposed, so turned on, being touched like this. Deep down he always wondered if he'd even find himself in a situation like this, and in his head things had gone entirely different. He imagined an awkward first time, clumsily kissing some girl and having a hard time even getting her bra off. But here he was, being flipped over by the most beautiful man he'd ever seen, his hard cock throbbing almost desperately as his wide eyes stared up at him. "Please," he responded, a hint of a whine in his voice. The sight of Titan removing his own shirt had a shaky breath leaving Finnick's parted lips, his eyes drinking in the sight before him only to be distracted as his feet were guided against the bed and his knees were bent. The first kiss against his chest emitted a whiny groan, just knowing where those lips were going to end up had every kiss feeling way better than anything he'd experienced. Face and chest flushed, nipples hardened, and his breath heavy already, each kiss had him ready to squirm and whine until he got those lips wrapped around him. Although he was doing his best to not seem needy or ungrateful, and he was enjoying every second of what was going on. Even if he wanted more. As much as he could get. The lower he went, the more nervous Finnick found himself. A large flutter filled his stomach just as he watched him pressing kisses to his soft thighs, only for a loud moan to slip out at the feeling of his tongue against his balls. "Oh my.." Finnick trailed off, lust filled eyes fixed on Titan just as he felt the warm wetness of his tongue along the underside of his cock. There was silence taking over him, hands moving to grip the sheet below him as he watched intently as his tongue traveled up until his lips were wrapped around them and their eyes met. "Fuck," Finnick whined immediately, tugging at the fabric below him as his hips shifted against the bed slightly, resisting the overwhelming urge to raise them in order to get himself deeper into his mouth. It was the tongue against his slit that had his head tilting back, a breathy groan leaving him as he willed himself not to get too intense too fast. But fuck, this was nothing he had ever experienced. And he had no idea how amazing a mouth could make him feel. "Titan, please," he whimpered just as he forced his eyes back down to watch him. "More, please," he added the second please in a much more pleading tone, eyes wide as he stared down into the beautiful pair looking back up at him.

[rcdroses]

“Whatever I want hm?” Titan asked, rubbing small tight circles over the hardened bud of Finnick’s nipple. He slid his hands all over the younger boy’s body, feeling the full flush spread across his skin. “That’s so much power for a guy like me. But I wanna make this good for you baby” Titan assured him as he leaned in to lick over his nipple slowly, circling the tip of his tongue over the nub before he closed his mouth over it completely. He sucked at the nub slowly before sinking his teeth into it just on the right side of pain, tongue lapping over to soothe the sting. Titan pulled away to press kisses along Finnick’s chest, moaning slightly when he heard his words. There was never a time where Finnick couldn’t make Titan do anything he asked. He was under a spell, almost - he wanted to please Finnick just as much as the boy wanted to please him. Titan enjoyed the control that was given to him, thought about opening Finnick up for days and now he could finally do that. He wanted to loosen him up first though, make him come before he thought about fucking him. This was all new to Finnick and Titan wasn’t about to jump the gun and fuck him on the first night. No, he had plenty of time. “You have me baby, don’t you worry” Titan murmured, moving forward towards his lips. He smirked at his reaction, rubbing over his ass slowly. His hand came to Finnick’s back when he buried his face in his neck, snapping his own hips up as the boy ground his hips down. Titan finally pushed the elastic waistband of his boxers down further until he could release Finnick’s cock, stroking it slowly. He rubbed his thumb experimentally over the sensitive tip, swiping over the pre come that had gathered up at his slit. Kissing the side of Finnick’s head, he dragged it down along his length, tightening his grip. “Do you wanna get off like this, or do you want my mouth babe?” Titan murmured as he continued to stroke the boy slowly, letting him fuck through his tight fist. “Either way, wanna see your face when you come baby” He coaxed, reaching up to tangle his fingers into his hair. Titan tugged at his hair so he could see his face, “I wanna hear you too baby”

[finnickchambers]

Nodding his head slightly, Finnick's gaze followed Titan before he was inhaling sharply at the feeling of his tongue against his nipple. He was almost mesmerized, unable to pull his gaze from the male latching onto his sensitive nub, even as he winced at the small bite. Licking his lips, a small smirk tugged at the corners of them as Titan assured him that he had him. All Finnick wanted anymore was Titan, was to know him, to touch him, to explore everything he was new to with him. And it was finally happening. The feeling of their hips together had him whining, it felt good, better than he could imagine, but something told him the clothes between them was only keeping him from even more pleasure. And right then he wanted as much as he could get. It was his boxers being tugged down that had him peaking from Titan's neck, eyelids fluttering as he watched the hand wrapping around him before a soft moan was slipping out. "I uh," Finnick mumbled when he heard the question, eyebrows knitted together. How was he meant to think or come up with any decisions during this? All he could think about was how tight his hand was around him, and moving his hips in sync with his hand. The following sentence had his face heating up, pressing it further against his skin only for a gasp to leave him as his hair was tugged back and his eyes were once again locking with Titan's. There was so much going on and Finnick felt himself freezing up, mentally. Physically his hips kept their rhythm, his hands were at Titan's chest and his nails were pressing into the skin there. "F-fuck," he whimpered, blinking rapidly as he stared into the other's very alluring eyes. "I uh, I don't know. Um, I," Stuttering as he attempted to give him an actual answer, his gaze shifted down to where his hand was wrapped around him again, just before flickering back up to his face only this time finding himself fixated on the other boy's mouth. "Maybe um, could I have your mouth?" The younger male managed to get out, voice a bit tight as he tore his eyes from the perfect pair of lips before him back up to meet the eyes watching him. "If you want to," he added, hands sliding down to rest on his stomach as his hips continued their steady rhythm, short breaths and moans seeping from him.

[rcdroses]

“God look at you, I could just do this all day” Titan murmured as he took in the way Finnick reacted to the joint, something hot within him bubbling up beneath the surface of his skin. He reminded himself to take his time, to make sure they were going at Finnick’s pace. He wanted to touch him all over and press his mouth over every inch of his skin until Finnick was begging. Instead, Titan took another drag, relishing in the way his thoughts cleared as he inhaled. A soft laugh left his lips along with a steady stream of smoke when Finnick had remained on his back. He watched as the younger boy returned to his lap, his free hand coming to rub at his thighs, the back of his fingers stroking over the hard bulge in his boxers. Titan’s desire to blow him was far too much to ignore but he willed himself as he watched Finnick undress. Instantly, his hand came to thumb over his nipple, a small smile reaching his lips. “More than okay. You’re breath taking. Dunno what I should do to you first” A smirk replaced his smile when Finnick tugged at his hair, a soft moan leaving his lips. “Sounds like someone’s relaxed” He hummed, pressing the warm palm of his hand against Finnick’s chest, thumbs pressing against the column of his throat. He wondered silently when Finnick would trust him enough to try breath play. Titan wanted to choke him as he fucked him but that was for another time. Instead, he smiled at the younger boy, leaning in to meet him half way when Finnick ventured forward to kiss him. He put his joint out on an ash tray before bending his knees, pulling the curly haired boy closer. Titan let his hands roam around his body, squeezing at his love handles and the meat of his thighs before he finally settled at his hips. He gripped his hips as he rocked his own up to meet the hard bulge of Finnick’s boxers, pleasure shooting up his spine. “Fuck” He whined against Finnick’s lips, letting the boy move at his own pace while his own hands dipped teasingly under the elastic waistband of his boxers. Titan let his hands roam to the curve of Finnick’s ass, giving him a delightful squeeze. He rubbed over his ass soothingly as they kissed, his lips parting to taste the remnants of smoke in his mouth. Titan let his thumb stroke over his pucker teasingly, just to see his reaction. He wanted more than anything to at least be able to eat him out, he had dreams of Finnick’s ass

[finnickchambers]

A small chill ran through him as he felt the hand on his thigh, and the fingers brushing along his throbbing cock. Opening his mouth to say something, he was distracted by the touch against his nipple which caused a breathy laugh to leave him as he glanced down to notice the small nub hardened. "Whatever you want," Finnick exhaled, his green eyes blown with lust glued on Titan as his hands moved up his chest and he could feel his fingers against his throat. Instinctively Finnick inhaled deeply, not tearing his gaze from Titan's as he attempted to figure out what he was thinking or what would be coming next. However it was virtually useless considering he was about as inexperienced as it  got and Titan could be thinking things Finnick had never even imagined experiencing. Not to say he wouldn't love to though. Already he was fairly certain he'd be more than willing to try whatever the older male suggested, practically wrapped around his perfect finger already. Fingers he wanted to get very well acquainted with at that. A smile tugged at his lips as Titan returned the kiss, his hand siding back to tangle right into his hair as he was pulled closer. The way Titan's hands moved on him had his breath already catching, wanting to be touched everywhere by the other male. It was the sudden feeling of his hips against his own that had him inhaling sharply, fingers tugging lightly as he attempted to suppress the small moan building up in his throat. He needed him, and it seemed like Titan was reading his mind as he felt the male's hands on his bare skin, the squeeze of his ass finally causing the moan to leave him. "I want you," Finnick breathed against his lips, pushing his bottom back against his hands only to feel the touch against his hole which had him pulling his face back as a blush took over. It wasn't that he minded, it was just new. Entirely new. Licking his lips, his eyes found Titan's however just as quickly he was burying his face against his neck and letting out a shaky sigh. "Please." Finnick wasn't really sure what he was asking for, all he knew was that whatever he'd get would be very much welcomed. "Please Titan," he added, just as he gave a slow roll of his hips down, a whiny moan slipping out as he ground his aching member down against Titan's prominent bulge. "I need more, please," he added almost desperately, parted lips leaving wet kisses along the skin of his neck and jawline as he created a slow rhythm with his hips in attempt to get some kind of relief.

[finnickchambers]

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A part of Titan was flattered that all it took was a kiss and some groping to get Finnick hard. The way his cheeks began to darken and the look on his face made something within Titan swell up in happiness. He was adorable beyond belief and the urge to truly mess him up was coming over Titan like a wave. He watched carefully as the boy began to approach him, a small smile on his face when he heard his words. ‘I’m glad you do. We can stop any time anything doesn’t feel right. I just want you to feel good” Titan assured him, once he was settled in his lap. His hands came to Finnick’s thighs instantly, rubbing comforting circles over his jeans as he spread his legs a little wider to bring him closer. “Yeah you wanna shot gun?” He smiled, sliding his hand up to rest at Finnick’s waist, the other reaching for the joint on the side of his bed. A soft laugh left his lips when he heard his words. “That’s okay baby, I don’t mind waiting” He assured him, pressing a quick kiss against his lips. “You’re worth the wait I can assure you” He murmured before he leaned back. A smirk reached his face as he felt the kisses against his jaw, he liked that Finnick was relaxed enough to do that. “You’re just, perfect aren’t you?” Titan hummed before he took a moment to turn away from the boy to light up the end, taking the smoke into his mouth before he inhaled. Exhaling, he turned back to Finnick and leaned in to kiss him slowly, coaxing his lips apart and licking into his mouth only briefly before he pulled away to take a drag of his joint. Taking the smoke into his mouth, he inhaled momentarily before he leaned back in to exhale the steady stream of smoke into Finnick’s mouth. “Inhale” He murmured as he pressed kisses at Finnick’s neck, his free hand dragging down to where his bulge was. Titan took in another drag as one hand worked at the buttons of Finnick’s jeans before he leaned in to exhale into his mouth once more. “Wanna take off your pants for me babe?” 

Every passing second Finnick found himself torn between being incredibly eager and incredibly anxious. If it were anyone else, Finnick would probably be far too scared to even be in this position, especially as Titan's legs opened further and Finnick was forced that much closer to him. "Don't want to stop," he mumbled softly against his skin, cheeks flushing as the compliments began coming in. Feeling work something meant more to him than Finnick knew how to express, although he would never consider himself anything close to perfect. "Don't know about that," Finnick spoke lowly as he pulled back, eyes following Titan as he watched the male's lips wrap around the joint between them. He wasn't exactly sure why or how, but there was something incredibly arousing watching the process, even as he exhaled. And he was far too happy to return the kiss, recognizing the slight change in flavor as their lips moved together and his own tongue was meeting Titan's. It took a few seconds for Finnick's eyes to flutter open again, feeling as if he were almost entranced by the moment. However, watching as he inhaled onto to leave in, Finnick's lips stayed parted and he didn't hesitate to follow his example. Inhaling deeply, his eyes closed as he felt the slight warmth in his throat just before exhaling and watching as the little amount of smoke that was left dispersed before him. There had been a slight rush in his head, one that caused his hand to slide up to rest on the back of Titan's neck as he focused on the way his lips felt on his neck and the throb between his pants as he felt his hand at the front of them. Licking his lips just before he was leaning in to inhale yet another hit, a gentle hum left him once he'd exhaled and his eyes were shifting down to his pants. "Yeah," he breathed out, wanting nothing more than to rid himself of them. Teeth sinking into his lower lip, he carefully undid the zipper and pushed down on the top of his pants. 

A small sigh left him as he shifted off of Titan for a moment, awkwardly trying to tug his pants off while simultaneously sitting on his knees before rolling into his back, his hands working his jeans off his long legs before a huff left him as he kicked them off the bed and from around his ankles. "That was way too much work," Finnick spoke exasperatedly, eyes closing for a moment as he laid with his head on the opposite end of the bed, unable to ignore just how comfortable Titan's bed was. Titan. Eyes fluttering open as he remembered the presence beside him, and the fact that he was lying there with an erection in nothing but a pair of black boxer briefs and a red flannel. Bringing his hands to his shirt, Finnick hastily undid the buttons and sat up, shrugging the fabric from his shoulders and feeling a slight chill as the cool air his his bare torso. "Is this ok?" The younger male asked after a moment, his eye lids feeling heavier than normal as he locked his gaze with Titan's, carefully finding his way back into his lap and let his arms drape loosely over his shoulders. "Thought I'd get it out of the way too," he spoke slowly, as his long fingers carefully slid up to run slowly through the back of Titan's hair, giving just the slightly tug in order to tilt his head back. "You're beautiful," he added, head tilting slightly as he let his eyes wander from his long lashes to his perfect jaw line to those cheek bones before settling onto those lips he'd practically fallen in love with. "You know?" He spoke without much thought, just before he was leaning in to capture his plump lower lip between his own, giving it a light suck before he was pressing a slow kiss to his lips, allowing his body to press firmly with Titan's.

[rcdroses]

Something about Finnick drew Titan in. Normally, Titan wouldn’t have a care in the world about some inexperienced kid. Someone who was experienced was almost always much more worth his time and yet there he was planning a day of changing just how inexperienced Finnick was. But it was deeper than that and he knew it. He was actually fond of Finnick and the way his cheeks went rosy whenever Titan did so much as say something a little vulgar. It was adorable beyond believe. His fascination with the boy didn’t stop there. If Titan could spend the whole day just staring at Finnick he would. He’d take his time and map out just where he wants his to trace over with his lips, where he wants to leave a mark on his skin. It was insane. And the kiss they shared together was enough to have Titan’s stomach bubble up with excitement. As much as he wanted to make the day about Finnick, he couldn’t deny that he was more than happy to be the one to do it. He couldn’t help the way his eyes trailed down to Finnick’s hands where it had been resting over his lap, his pride tugged when he noticed the bulge in his pants. “The kiss was okay then?” He asked, rubbing at Finnick’s thigh soothingly. If his hand inched upwards, that was merely coincidence. Titan watched as Finnick consumed the glass of champagne, a soft smile on his lips. “Yeah? Maybe you’ll like something sweeter” When he went for a second gulp, a laugh left his lips. He took the flute away from him, setting it down by the bed. “If you’re still nervous, I have a joint I saved” Titan murmured, leaning in to press a kiss to his jaw. “You don’t have to smoke it though, we could just shot gun. Bet that’d loosen you up” He pulled away to move further up the bed, rearranging himself so he could prop himself up against the head board. Titan patted his lap and beckoned for Finnick to approach him, “C’mere babe, we can kiss for a bit if you don’t want to and I’ll make you feel good yeah? You trust me?” He asked, waiting for Finnick to settle himself in his lap. 

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The moment Titan mentioned the kiss, Finnick's cheeks began to turn a shade darker. The hand on his thigh didn't help at all, and he found himself nodding his head with a dumbfound look taking over his features. God he had just gotten there and he was already sporting a hard on. Smooth. Finnick found himself not even arguing as the glass was taken, a little relieved he wouldn't have to force the rest of the contents down. "Probably," Finnick agreed, a nervous laugh leaving him, eyes not parting ways from Titan. It was his next suggestion that had Finnick's eyes widening, he'd definitely never gotten high before. But if it was even half as a nice as the way the kiss against his skin felt, then it couldn't be too bad. "I uh, yeah I. I'm uh," Finnick starter, shifting slightly on the bed so he was able to look up at Titan who was leaning back against the headboard. A short breath left him as he patted his lap and Finnick's gaze shifted from it to his face before he was nodding slowly. "I trust you," he spoke lowly, carefully crawling up the bed, hoping he didn't look like a complete idiot during it, before he found himself hesitating for a moment. Finally though, he was moving into his lap, straddling his hips and letting his hand rest awkwardly at his sides. "Um, we can kiss. Or uh, shot gun? I don't really um, I'm not sure what that is." He spoke with a small shake of his head, shifting slightly in Titan's lap nervously, hands moving to play with the bottom hem of his own plaid shirt, gaze lowering down to watch his hands move. "We can do whatever you want, I don't mind. You just uh, might have to wait for to catch up, you know, with all this." Lifting his gaze again, wide green eyes stayed fixed on the brown pair before him, only for his hands to move until they were resting on his shoulders. "But I do trust you, and I want to do whatever you want. Anything you have in mind," he added, a faint smile tugging at his lips before he was leaning in to press a trail of soft kisses along his jawline slowly, his hands carefully rubbing along his shoulders.

[rcdroses]

It was actually adorable the way Finnick reacted under his touch, his own hands turning when the boy’s fingers brushed over his knuckles. He tangled their fingers together, squeezing comfortingly. “Yeah?” He asked, nuzzling his nose at the short hairs at the nape of his neck. “Is this a first too?” He chuckled softly as Finicky turned in his arms. Titan couldn’t help the grin that reached his face once he saw the smile occupying Finnick’s face. He wanted to kiss it right off his face but he knew he had to take his time with him. He couldn’t help but wonder if that was what Finicky wanted though, the way he draped his arms over his shoulders and pressed just a tad closer. Without even thinking, Titan’s hand came up from his waist to touch his cheek and then brush over his plump red bottom lip. He watched as Finnick’s gaze wandered down, his free hand palming at his ass comfortingly. Titan wanted him to relax but he couldn’t mistake the thump against his chest, unsure if it was Finicky or himself.”Definitely not a problem babe” He assured him with a smile, leaning in just a tad to kiss the bolt of his jaw. Titan let his lips skate across his skin for a moment before he pulled back, pushing away the hair out of Finnick’s face so he could tip his chin forward and press their lips together. Finnick’s lips were undoubtedly soft, probably from gnawing at it but it only had Titan wanting more. He tried to keep it slow at first, just to ease him into the kiss as he dragged his tongue along the seam of his lips, trying to coax them open gently. Titan couldn’t help himself from sinking his teeth into Finnick’s lower lip playfully as his arm tightened around his waist, bringing him far closer until they were flush against one another. Titan stroked at his lower back slowly as he licked into his mouth, hoping to kiss away at the nerves before he finally pulled away. He offered Finicky a small smile as he assessed his reaction before he leaned in for an extra peck. “C’mon, lets have a drink” Titan chuckled softly, wiping away at the corner of Finnick’s lip before he tangled their fingers together and walked him towards his bedroom. Titan sat him down onto the bed before he opened up the bottle of champagne, letting the cork fly elsewhere before he poured the stream of gold into the flutes. He set the bottle down before he came to sit beside the younger man, handing him his drink. “Here you go babe”

[finnickchambers]

The feeling of Titan's fingers intertwining with his was almost enough to have Finnick on the floor, his legs weak and his head beginning to feel a bit dizzy. "Lot's of firsts tonight," Finnick spoke lowly, teeth grazing his lower lip. "Or uh, at least I imagine.." he added, cheeks flushing a light shade of pink as his eyes stayed fixed on the other male. And then there was a hand on his cheek and Finnick's breath caught again, lips parting as he felt the thumb tracing along his lower lip. Although he wasn't sure exactly what it was, but something about that gesture had Finnick nearly succumbing to the weak feeling he'd had from the moment Titan came into view just moments before. Allowing his arms to tighten around his neck, Finnick nodded slightly as he tried not to focus on the hand on his bottom or the racing in his chest, or the fact that he felt like he was already about to lose his breath and nothing had really happened yet. "Okay," he practically whispered, eyes fluttering closed with a pleased hum as he felt the kiss against his skin. God he was weak, practically drunk on Titan as his lips brushed along his skin only for his face to be guided up and to be tugged into a kiss. And Finnick didn't protest, instead he allowed his own lips to move slow with his, cautiously following his lead as his long fingers tangled into the short hairs. Just as he was parting his lips to allow his own tongue to meet Titan's, surprised gasp was leaving him as his lip was being tugged on and the space between them minimized almost entirely. And god, he needed to keep control over himself. Needed to will the tightening in his pants to stop. It was too soon for that, although as their tongues met it felt near impossible to stop his semi erection to grow. "Oh, okay," Finnick was whispering as he felt Titan's finger wiping at his lips just before being tugged into the bedroom. Sitting down on the edge of the bed, Finnick shifted slightly, giving a quick glance down and letting out a small huff as he realized he was already sporting a fairly noticeable bulge. Shifting a little, he lifted his leg to cross over the other, however within seconds he was sitting normally and simply folding his hands over his lap hoping to look as nonchalant as possible. That was, however, until Titan was next to him and he was forced to use one of his hands to take the champagne. "Th-thank you," he mumbled nervously, tilting the glass towards Titan before bringing the rim to his lips and taking a rather large gulp. Seconds later the male was making a slight face, his tongue licking his lips as he tried to gauge how he felt about the new substance. "Not bad," he spoke after a moment, a short laugh leaving him. It wasn't exactly his cup of tea, but he needed to lower the nerves filling him, so he found himself taking another gulp, head shaking slightly as he swallowed it down.

[rcdroses]

The nerves mixed with his first flute of champagne was enough to have him perking up at any sound coming from outside of his house which was almost useless considering the cacophony of noises from the busy streets. People arguing, loud footsteps and car’s constantly beeping. It was Titan’s fault for wanting a studio in the city so focusing on the sounds that might indicate that Finnick was here was a waste of time. Instead, Titan headed out to the fire escape for a smoke. The only thing he had lying around besides the joint was a stupid hookah pen he had bought down town from a friendly hipster who lured him in with flavours. It wasn’t enough to calm him down but the watermelon was enough to distract him momentarily. For someone who was going to be doing something he considered enjoyable, Titan was nervous. He just wanted Finnick to feel good and despite his male bravado and confidence, he was slightly unsure. At the sound of the knock, he exhaled on his way inside, tucking the electronic pen into his pocket. A soft laugh left his lips when he had heard the second knock, not wasting another moment before he unlocked the door and swung it open. “Hey” Titan hummed, drinking in the sight of Finnick. He was still handsome as ever and really if Titan was his thirteen year old self he’d probably have a semi. Instead, Titan tugged him inside and kicked the door shut. “Mm, wasn’t sure you’d show to be honest, but I’m glad you’re here” He smiled, peeling Finnick’s backpack off his shoulders and tossing it towards his couch. Titan took a moment to press a kiss to the back of his neck and then to the side, his arm winding around his waist comfortingly. “Are you nervous? Do you wanna have a drink first or do you wanna get straight into it love?”

[finnickchambers]

The moment the door was opening, a soft smile began forming on his naturally reddened lips. However it was in seconds that he was being tugged into the house, nearly losing balance as he was caught quite off guard. Thankfully the tight grip kept him standing straight, even if he knees wobbled slightly as his backpack was removed for him and a kiss was being placed on the back of his neck. A shaky breath left him, eyelids fluttering as he easily pressed back against the embrace, his own hands lifting to lightly brush his fingertips over the knuckles against his stomach. Honestly he didn't want to do anything but stand there, it amazed him how such a simple motion, such the tiniest thing from Titan could completely ease Finnick in such a way. Better than any medication could that was for sure. It was the question that had a short laugh leaving him, nodding his head slightly as his eyes fixated on the couch near them. "Um, I mean, yeah," Finnick breathed out, mindlessly tracing the other's hand, enjoying the warmth his skin provided. "A drink um, might be nice." Technically. Finnick wasn't supposed to drink on his medication. And technically he was two years too young for it. But right then, he was willing to push past the precautions. The last thing he needed was some anxiety attack to hit while he and Titan were sharing an intimate moment. And he didn't want to be such a tense, stick in the mud either. After a moment, and a few long seconds of willing himself to strike up the courage, Finnick was carefully turning in Titan's arms until his own could drape around his neck. This simply caused a very dopey smile to form on his lips, his green eyes finding the brown pair before him as his fingers lightly ran through the other male's raven hair. "Only if it isn't too much trouble," Finnick added in a hushed tone, biting down on his lower lip as his gaze wandered down towards Titan's lips, his own parting as another breath left him, pressing his body just slightly tighter to his.

[rcdroses]

Titan had enjoyed the time he spent with Finnick. It was different to any of the guys he’d ever been with. Finnick was different, but in a way that had Titan wanting to know more about him. The guy was sexually inexperienced and more than willing to let Titan take the reigns and what more did Titan want to then claim the boy as his own, ruining him like a wolf ravishing his prey. Being with Finnick was intoxicated an they hadn’t yet even started, merely just talking about what Titan was going to do but the day finally came and Titan to make sure everything was going to be good for the boy. Which was why he actually took the time to clean his studio and make his bed despite knowing full well that it was going to be soiled once Titan was done with Finnick. He had even set up some bubbly, nothing too serious just enough to loosen up Finnick in case any nerves were settling in and for extra measure, he had a joint he had been saving. Really, if it were up to Titan, he’d start off the night with Finnick in his lap, shotgunning until the boy was nice and relaxed under his touch and the thought of it was becoming more and more appealing. All there was left was for Finnick to arrive so they could get things started. 

[finnickchambers]

The whole process of getting ready just to go to Titan's house that evening had the boy more anxious than he had any other time he anticipated seeing Titan. It had been weeks that the two had been talking, and they had gotten close. Very close. Close enough that Finnick had basically signed his virginity and a lot of his innocence right over to the raven haired male. And tonight would be the night he'd really be opened up to a world he had yet to experience even a little bit. Just hearing, or rather, reading some of the things Titan had in mind had Finnick feeling a way he had only felt a handful of times in his past. And for maybe the third time ever the male had found himself naked, and alone in bed, taking care of the almost painful hard on the other male had caused. It was safe to say Finnick was curious, nervous, but curious. And it was obvious as he pulled on his red flannel, and with shaky fingers he did it up, allowing the top couple of buttons to remain undone. He finished his outfit with a pair of skinny dark jeans over top his black boxer briefs before he was being dropped off at Titan's by his step-mother. He had said he was going to a study group, using his backpack full of a change of clothes as a way to make the story seem more believable. And as soon as they got there he found himself nearly asking her to turn around, but there was no way he would be able to explain it to her so instead he gave her a quick awkward wave and was making his way up to the other males door.

It wasn't the first time Finnick had been there, but today felt entirely different. He'd never shown up here knowing he'd be leaving almost a different person, and as his hand lifted to knock lightly against the door, Finnick could feel his stomach tightening. God what was he getting himself into? And what if he wasn't good enough? What if just embarrassed himself? And right in front of Titan? All his thoughts were running wild, and the curly haired male found himself knocking again a bit harder, needed desperately to see Titan's face and hopefully pull himself out of his head.