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Hope you're okay

🤍🤍🤍

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You're SO pretty

I wish but thank you this made me smile 🤍

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In my natural hair era x

[starlightacademia]

one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny

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Had a genuinely happy fortnight for no real reason. I keep looking for patterns in my hormones or changes in my diet to see what's lifted my mood and I've genuinely got no idea.

Is it normal to worry when you're doing okay for once that you're about to dip again?

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Why the overthinking?

Lol its just who I am 😂 I can't let go of stuff so my brain gets fuller by the year and has nowhere else to go 😂

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If you're a robot infiltrating tumblr: plz don't follow me you ain't welcome here xo

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Good lord you and your friend are beautiful

Thank you 😍🩶 what a lovely message x

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Incredibly thankful for 2022 🩶

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I thought you were posting new latex stuff and got really excited 😅😅

Hahaha sorry sorry!! 🤭

[rubberlifepov]

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The bots are out of control!!!

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Had to make some really tough decisions this year and I've lost some of the most important people in my life as a result. Sometimes I regret and sometimes I'm sad. And then sometimes I just realise life has to move on.

In 2022 I buried my grandma, I buried my grandad, I lost two best friends. I started the year as an assistant psychologist and having done 9 months in a specialist role, I ended the year having started a PhD and gained some new friends too. I spent an incredible three weeks in the USA with my other half and my parents and won't ever take that for granted. Its been the strangest year yet.

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On a happier note, here's me and my bestest friend in the world 🩶

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I find Christmas a really hard time of year. Just laying here (post-nap lol) in my living room and reflecting on the year. I should be feeling proud and happy and content and instead I'm overwhelmed and pretty terrified of what's to come on my course and just generally questioning everything. If anyone wants to send some Christmas cheer. Before Sunday morning feel free 😓

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Hope you're okay 💙

💗

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What kind of shit are you trying to deal with? If you don't mind sharing

I won't detail too much but two quite complex sexual trauma type incidents which have left me really struggling with trust/intimacy in lots of ways. Past regret, self-blame, memories I can't shake basically. We're years on now and it's still with me as much as it was then so it felt like time.